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All the pain means nothing when I'm with you,

But what happens when you hurt me?

What do I have left, then?

[Note]

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Just lowered the price of my coffee! (I wasn't aware of the price, nor I knew I could change it, sorry!) :)

I.I.

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Podrías amarme menos que a todo el mundo

Pero te lo permitiría

Si al menos cuento con un poco tuyo.

Doler El Fin de Lo Que No Empezó

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What Happens Once

You wanted me once

And you went away once,

Told me an invincible truth.

Promised to use your mouth for something more

Than singing

And ran, ran again.

You wanted me once

But you lied twice.

I wanted you always,

Born to believe your every word.

What has been done will be done again:

You'll want me for a second, I'll give you my life.

If so divine you believe you are,

Go and burn the bible that condemns this.

If you're good at what you love,

Compose a life that is true to your words

And sing philanthropy.

If tomorrow's like today,

There will be nothing new around the sun.

You read around my words

And chose to call it a bad piece.

X.

Iara Índigo

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Y su palabra, sagrada, intocable,

Será siempre

La ley

Formada cautelosamente

Alrededor de mis pasos,

Para condicionarme

A ser una criminal.

Al Chico de Lamento Constante

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But to let die is to love;

I let it go,

But it is still

In me:

When I reminisce,

When I yearn

For a grasp

Of what it was.

Euthanasia: We All Do It

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Yo siempre te llevaré en mí;

Comeré de tu amor de oro

Y adoraré de rodillas el diamante de tu alma.

[Nota]

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The Girlhood of Hating Yourself

Oh how I miss my only problem being

The mirror;

Those days

I counted with your love.

I couldn't stand

To look at myself,

Like how now you can't stand

Me.

And while I'm now glad

To look at my reflection,

I can't

Stand,

Not counting with your love.

I guess I now look

How I always wanted,

But I still hate my body

Because it is not close

To yours.

I hate it:

Why would I be comfortable with this version

That you hate?

I suppose I look good naked,

But it is nothing

Compared to the nude

That my heart is in

Your hands.

I look better in reflections now,

But the problem is still the mirror;

It doesn't reflect you

By my side.

My younger self

Would have given everything to look like I do.

And I

Would give anything

To be that young again;

I would choose

To hate my body again

If that meant

I could love you.

X.

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You wanted to love him, even if he didn't pay you.

3000 people and

the only one you saw

was him.

and the only one you

would ever see

was him.

1991, new orleans - a poem, by @oldmanffucker

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El futuro es

Ojos marrón con verde y pestañas escandalosas.

Un corazón es, sin embargo,

Romperte el corazón en un año

Y decirte

Que te amé de verdad.

[Nota]

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I could never be like you:

That's a relief

And a punishment.

The Face of God

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Todo Hubiera Sido Más Fácil Siendo Un Chico

Ojalá fueras

Un chico.

Empiezo a creer que hubiera sido más fácil

Para todos,

Si así fuera;

Si no te gustaran

Las blusas y vestidos,

Si no te maquillaras tan lindo,

Si no amaras tan bien;

Si no me gustaras tanto.

Me lo dejaste difícil,

Muy difícil,

Con tu voz aguda

Y cuerpo armonioso, escandaloso.

Pude haberte amado tranquila,

No tenerle terror a estos poemas…

Mejor yo:

Ojalá yo fuera un chico;

Más alto, más flaco,

Un poco malo,

Algo interesante,

Y que te haga reír más.

Quizás así

Mis amigos se hubieran quedado

Y yo sería el mejor chico del mundo.

Pero tuve que ser

Esta cosa

Que no me permite ser,

Que me condenó a querer fallecer.

Y vos

Esta persona-casi-ángel,

Con lo peor y mejor de esos mundos.

Y maldigo a este hermoso mundo bien de mierda

Que esta noche me hizo pensar

Que quererte así

Está mal.

X.

Iara Índigo

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We're strangers now.

It's strange

To pass you by on the street,

When last year you would bathe me in kisses.

I Wanted To Accompany You To The Bus Stop

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Actualización

Les aviso que ahora pueden donar via Cafecito ! El link se encuentra en el post fijado.

El propósito es poder pagar la impresión de mi libro algún día. ¡Toda ayuda es bienvenida! :)

Escribiendo siempre,

Iara índigo.

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Update

Check out the new pinned! now you can support me donating via Buy Me a Coffe ! :) The goal is to have enough money to print my books someday. All help is welome!

Always writing,

Iara Indigo

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Pienso:

"¡Qué grato encontrar al amor

Desde la tumba cavada!"

Creo que tengo diez Biblias de razones

Por las que darte mi vida;

La daría, si importara tanto como la tuya.

[Nota]

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Your little sister,

She said

She wanted to be like me.

Would you let her cry over someone like you?

[Note]