its a specific kind of dread, being exposed to the multiverse. it makes you wonder if your actions are predetermined, or if there is a universe “better“ than your own.
in this morbid curiosity, does death even matter? there’s plenty of other yous after all.
(additional thoughts under the cut + credits)
im having a moment where i realize that wmas has a Very Specific kind of tone compared to other fics/works/etc and it made me wonder how that actually feels being one of the people who can meet MANY versions of the same you
then i thought about how having the knowledge of fleo facing his own death is, quite frankly, a really fucked up thing to wrestle with. cause even if hes “””ready“”” for it, its still scary. and whats more unknown than looking into the eyes of your own death?
anyway jesus fucking christ why did i do this to myself okay lets go
Trial and Error - @apatheticrobots
odd man out - @threestripeslider
Mutant Ninja Midlife Crisis - @mutantninjamidlifecrisis
In The Bottom Of The Bottle - @beeceit
Not Quite Kintsugi - @tervaneula
At My Worst - @teainthesnow
2 arms left - @intotheelliwoods
Last Hourglass - @last-hourglass
we’ll meet again soon - thats me bud
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im so mad that this is a side blog account and not a main account. i started this blog when i was still relatively new to tumblr and i think i was… like. fourteen years old or something. i never thought i would continue for this long, and i never knew so many people would like the content i put out here (i have over 9k followers which is literally mind-blowing, like wow….).
because this isnt a main account, i cant respond to replies left on my posts, i cant really reply to anyone unless i reblog !! i cant even follow people with this blog, it just comes up as my main blog (which is not pjo-related… rip my failed attempts at organising my fandoms to different blogs). so my avenues of interaction with a lot of you are seriously impeded.
so i just want to say i am so thankful for all of you, i read every single person’s tags who reblog my stuff, i read all of your replies and every time im crying screaming rolling around on the ground in agony over the fact i CANT REPLY!!
i know my posts are super inconsistent these days, im glad so many are still here! i think i may change some of my content eventually (never gonna get rid of the incorrect quote stuff, i’ll just be adding some other things like pjo headcanons or analyses or something), just to spice some stuff up on here.
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Hello! I'm here with ~another~ text post!
I unfortunately had assumed "ah yes, The Anxiety" has been my problem recently but in fact, no. It was The Depression! (or a combo, super likely!) Due to this, I will be taking a brief mental break from posting art here. The break may be three days, might be a week. Truly a mystery even to me.
I will be drawing daily so when I return I should have multiple pictures to show off which I will separate in posts by fandom. Drawing really helps calm me down unless I get to the point where it feels like a performance obligation which it currently feels like.
I appreciate your patience and I hope to be okay enough to be back soon.
(also, my ask box on this blog has been disabled until I return)
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