#becUse how would anyone else honour and love me if i cant do so myself
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sometimes I just wonder if im stuck hating myself because it's the easy thing to do, and i don't wanna try to like and accept myself cause it's so hard
#its this endless cycle and it's so many years of emotions just built up#but it infuriates me that i am not even trying to like myself#im not trying to be better and rid myself of this self depriciating behsviour#i think that because it is so easy#i have become so comfortable being this way#when i should take the challenge and start honouring myself#becUse how would anyone else honour and love me if i cant do so myself#how or when will i ever feel worthy of the love i deserve#if i constantly question everything and everyone because of my own deep rooted insecurities#i think everyone has insecurities of some sort#and you knoe#we are only human#but i think that i am holding myself back by reinforcing this behaviour#i need to take the hard road and actually do something about it#sorry for this long post#i guess i just wanted to vent#i havent done this in a long tome i realise#perks of having a diary i guess#but this thought just randomly came up ao#there are many typos in these so im sorry#j.txt
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