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iolite-moodboards · 8 months

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I SEE THAT BARBIE PFP can u do an allan moodboard :3

allan board for anon

I am so sorry this took like an actual month to get to :( I hope you like it!

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allgremlinart · 3 hours

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"we wanted to do something different" *literally just copies and pastes a design from almost a century ago*

#selina kyle #SORRY FOR BEING A HATER. atla followers who havent seen this side of me yet. its really just dc ok. because they consistently dissappoint me #and yet I'm still their whore.... whatever #Its just... I'm an animation snob and yea I was hoping to see something YES reminiscent of BTAS/vintage designs but also something fresh 😔#this isn't fresh 😔

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tatck · 5 months

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What if i surpise dropped the first 8 pages out of nowhere and then didn't update for months would that be a bad idea

#it's makin me anxious #and i might be losing interest #so posting it could give me motivation and help lower the worry #but once i post it i cant change it 😔#and i still havent finished the draft of the last like 40 pages so the story is unfinished #it turn out to have about 50 more pages than the previous one #too long too long #well i could just post the cover but then i wont be able to post in 8 pages each because the places it cuts would be bad #also that would be like hyping it up i dont want to hype it up i would die #also who knew story writing was so tiresome

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pickled-flowers · 2 months

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Rereading the Mysqueery Gang and like. Who let me post this. Worst writing I've ever done like heck I'm so sorry to all my readers i should have been better 😭 these kids deserve a better story

#cringing so bad like oof #good ideas! good concepts! terrible execution #this is why i havent continued it from where i left off #if im ever to pick this project back up #i would need to redraw and rewrite the whole thing #at the end of the day i was 18 😭 my brain was NOT developed enough #the dialogues....... they are so flat like kdjfkshdisbfjdhsibdjdbc #I have to trust my writing is better now 😭😭😭😭 because BOOOOOOOOO #anyways once more im so sorry to all the people who were readers im so very thankful for you all #one day!!! one day theyll live again #and ill put them through so much you will no recognize them #ive had the time to listen to tma since then ok #also i made them swear so much #its because thats how i speak 😔 ive got a nasty mouth sorry #the story is still the same in my mind tho like i still have the ending ready

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avoiltaire · 6 months

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HAPPY (late) HALLOWEEN ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥‼👻 he's got a bone to pick?!

#GUYS DID U MISS ME 😭😭😭😭#i missed u guys so much #lol i drew mirae cuz i thought he was fitting for halloween with all that gore #but i actually had a hard rendered makima piece as my original halloween post #i havent finished its backgrounf sooo #oops whateva ill post it sometime #its almost hols for me im so close 😔#i love zomgan!! its so good #its on webtoon pls go read it #all gore artists should read zomgan bc then they will fall in love with mirae & because mirae is mirae they can draw him completely-#mangled up and it would still be seamlessly canon lol #i literally correctly predicted that he'd use his spinal cord as a weapon.. as a lucky accident.. lol (the chibi)#anyhoo i used gouache brushes for this i think blend is good #csp art #clipstudiopaint #webtoon fanart #mirae on #mirae zomgan #zomgan #cw: gore #guro #gurokawaii #soft guro

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bmpmp3 · 9 days

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my own star

#art #traditional art #fanart #girls mode 4 #style savvy styling star #new style boutique 3 #rosie mayfield #camilla scarlet #is that her real name or is that fanon. i need to play the game again its been a while #rosiemilla #i still havent beaten the story mode. because its really good. thats why i havent beaten it LOL #i get scared sometimes when im enjoying things. but i gotta get back to it because that game is like #unreasonably good. the music. the characters. AND the gameplay is dressup #fantastic game #also sorry for how much i was fighting for my life trying to mix rosies hair colour orz #who knew a vaguely medium orange strawberry blonde would be so hard 😔i'll keep at it!

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elegyofthemoon · 19 days

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can someone remind me to write up my thoughts about gallagher and the enigmata later or at least compile them somewhere i want to share it but also my Goodness i am sleepy as heck today and i have work tonight 😔

#and its a saturday so its gonna be busy asldfjkasdlkah #im just. im so sleepy man #and i have to wake up early too for work tomorrow so i just. Im going to Die between today and tomorrow count on it #but at least on monday-wednesday ill make myself catch up on sleep #love the work but on the downside MY SLEEP.....#i forgot if i said it here. idk where i was posting bro #but the other day i 100% the theme park and am close to 100% dewlight pavilion so i'll be nearly caught up with all information #that + still need to read #but im also nearly caught up with all the reading in penacony too so thats super fun and exciting !!#but because of that i have thoughts askjdfalh #most of it is towards gallagher and the past of penacony and the watchmaker but. you know alskdjfalskjh #avil plays hsr #hsr 2.1 spoilers #just in case o7 #i will say though #its wild i havent run into any information regarding the dreammaster at all really #the one who adopted sunday and robin #who is the dreammaster? why does the dreammaster and watchmaker have beef with each other? whats going on?#where did the shift come from between the watchmaker being the father of penacony to the family being in charge #since the family and the watchmaker are kinda against each other #(shakes the game) I WILL KNOW YOUR SECRETS SOON ENOUGH. AS SOON AS I AM MORE AWAKE ITS OVER FOR YOU.#i wish i had someone to ramble about ideas with and like bounce off of #WE CAN SOLVE THE MYSTERIES OF PENACONY! TOGETHER!#and then probably get our asses killed too by getting to close to the legacy 😔✌🏼 itd be the way of the truth

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hayaku14 · 4 months

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OH MY FUCKING GOD ASKDJDJS WORLD STOP I ACTUALLY SCREAMED

#IVE NEVER BEEN MORE HYPED EVERYBODY SHUT TF UP SAFETY NET JUST UPDATED AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH #girl im so hyped but also pi still need to eat dinner amd catch a stream live so I'll probably read this before i go to sleep #WHICH IS A HAD IDEA BECAUSE HOW TF WILL I SLEEP AFTER #COS YOU KNOW BITCH IMMA REREAD THIS FIC AGAIN EVEN THOUGH I SHIT YOU NOT #I JUST REREAD THIS LIKE A FEW WEEKS AGO FOR THE NTH TIME IM SO SORRY LMAOOOOO #the number of times ive reread this fic.....i wish i could say im exaggerating just to appear normal ✋😔#LMAO ANYWAY GO READ SAFETY NET IF YOU HAVENT ‼️‼️‼️#dc prattles

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lanayrutower · 6 months

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the urge to complain about botw because i paid 160 bucks for it vs the knowledge that i should just shut up to keep my peace on the internet

#the 160 is because of currency conversion 😔 i know it's not that expensive for most of this webbed site #idk how to talk about it without sounding like i hate the game. I DONT HATE THE GAME. but. i havent touched it in over a week and i dont #feel the urge to go back because i am. horrifically. bored. which sucks!!!! i dont think it's a boring game and im not sure if it's just #because im not into open worlds but i've seen people who love open worlds AND botw say similar things so!!!! !!!!!#i'm at mipha's area still do u know how devastating it is to me that im with her but i dont want to continue. im in tears.#whatever at least it's better than me paying... what is 70 dollars in my poor people money #THREE HUNDRED???????????????? i fucking hate it here #anyway paying 300 (!!!!!!!!) for totk and despising every second of it #freya talka loz

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sneezydarliing · 1 year

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Got a nose piercing awhile ago but it ended up rejecting and I'm finally going to get another one! Going to schedule the appt tomorrow

#as a little treat for myself #not snz #ali talks #yes i still do picrews and such with a nose piercing even though its been closed up for a couple months now. i still have it in spirit.#i havent held off because of pain or anything i just never ended up getting it afain idk #the pain honestly wasnt bad #But its i think my 6th piercing so im also kind of used to it lmao #dont be fooled i had to get my ears regularly pierced twice and i had one cartilage piercing in my left ear that also healed wrong so i had #to let it close up #another ear piercing is next on my list #right now i only have the basic ear piercing 😔#my goal in life is to have a few different ear piercings #either my lip or tounge #and maybe my eyebrow #maybe #im not sure id look good with it #ive been debating my belly button as well #as of right now im leaning towards no bjt that might change when i bave a better body img

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our-lady-of-mcr · 8 days

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everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn

#self #for instance.....my mom wants me to cut off everyone who is still tied to the school #and im so mad at myself for feeling a certain type of way when the campus manager called me not too long ago basically to tell me she doesnt #trust the girl who did this shit and she wasnt mad at me but was also mad at me for bringing her to her dads house #for reference we were trying to get a cat from the campus managers dads house LMFAO #and i honestly cannot wait to speak to her again and be like 😔 god dammit you were right like you were every single time #i just dont understand the wiring in her head to think the shit she says and does to people is normal and okay and how she doesnt realize it #is literally a mental health break. when i finally told my mom the first thing she said was shes probably off her medication #which.....probably isnt wrong sadly coming from someone who has borderline and very easily can lose it #but the difference is i dont give in to the urges to try to hurt everyone around me in every way i can #and me and her have said before that we thought she might also have borderline because we were very similar #but god damn does she love proving that if she has it its extremely severe or its something else entirely #on an honest note. shes incredibly narcissistic and i know her mom is part of the reason shes that way bc she was given princess treatment #her entire fucking life and then doesnt understand when other people dont treat her the same way #i hate rambling about this and i hate it that it is bothering me so fucking bad but like ???#if youre going to decide that you can put our past aside period and move on then fucking do that and stop bringing the past up as a way to #hurt me and the people around you???? she acts like shes not done horrible fucking things to people. so sorry i wrote a letter that was very #honest at the time. so sorry that when you found out i apologized for it and said i regret it because 2 weeks after my apology i no longer #regret writing it. if its making school a living hell for you....theres probably a reason for that girlfriend #i am not the person who put that shit in your folder #though i seriously fucking doubt its actually in her folder shes probably assuming it is #and youre the one who made a complete ass of yourself to every educator that ever stepped foot in that building #that has nothing to do with me that you are a literal warning given to every new educator!!!! i havent even been in school there in months #yet IM the problem??? how am i the problem when i graduated in fucking january???? everything since then falls on you #AND YET AGAIN! MIGHT I MENTION! IT IS NOT JUST MY LETTER!!! THERES AT LEAST 2 OTHER ONES!!!!!#BECAUSE IM NOT THE ONLY PERSON SHE DOES THIS SHIT TO!!!!#god sometimes i sit back and realize that theres a reason she regresses as a person and i do not #im not going to sit still anymore and let someone walk all over me and she can thank herself for that #shes who taught me that blocking and running as fast as i can doesnt fix anything #so here we are bitch. youre not blocked and im sure youre sitting at home thinking about how youre right about everything

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arolesbianism · 1 month

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Tiphereth suppression finally complete babeyyyy

#rat rambles #lisa my beloved <3 #her brother also exists ig.#I did it first try too which honestly is a relief it took forever idk how many times I could handle doing all that #which also means that the other two are now ready for their core suppressions which is both exiting and scary #exciting because it means that I can tell alruine to fuck off #scary because red mist boss fight 😔#I have no idea what to expect but tbh I rly cant be any more prepared than I already am #I have all the aleph gear not counting apocalypse bird and white night gear #and I have all the waw gear except for the one waw I havent gotten yet #in fact there's only 4 abnos I havent gotten yet I think and two of those are toold #I might stall a bit by memory repositing until I get those out of the way but I also might not idk #what I am starting to have to think abt tho is the two side bosses I previously mentioned #I do think apocalypse bird might be doable for me rn but white knight is a more tricky story #mostly because quite frankly I dont have 12 employees available to sacrifice to start the fight #I can obviously just make some new throaway guys but still #now setting up apocalypse bird would also be annoying since I currently only have judgement bird in my facility #rly Im just not sure which of my guys can or cant handle either boss #cause I do need the manpower but I also just am not confident that most of the gear my guys have will do them much good #now one thing that may be kind of pointless but I still wanna do is get silent orchestras ego gift on one of my guys #because god damn is that a powerful buff even if white damage isnt that common outside of anbno breaches #it would be fun in the sense that thatd make my girl able to solo any abnos that deal white damage #again its good dont get me wrong its just definitely smth that isnt as widly applicable as youd think #but yeah ideally I dont wanna do another day one reset and I rly do think this could be the run #the only reason I reset my first one rly was because I had gotten bored grinding for gear and also just wanted to finish my abno info #collection easier since there was a shit load of low level abnos I was missing #now the only ''''low level'''' abno Im missing is plague doctor for well. obvious reasons.#so yeah I should be pretty good and done with my info gathering within a session or two #tbh I dont even know what the wellfare meltdown looks like but Im much less scared of it than the boss fights I have up ahead #stinky b is also going to be tricky but Im hoping it wont be too bad

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jamesbukkakebarnes · 2 months

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>:(

#my. tummy hurts #rly fucking bad #and i been trying to draw for like 2 days but first off my ipad was dead and then i dropped my pencil thing and the top popped off and #got lost somehow?? which isnt a big deal but still :/ and oh yeah the pencil was also dead so i had to charge that #and then i guess i forgot to save my reference pics on pinterest so 🙃 im so stupid tbh #and earlier in the night i hurt my own feelings and cried like a little bitch lmao so my motivation went way down #and now its 7 am i havent drawn anything and im still lowkey sad and my tummy hurts and #and i have work later and i need to sleep bc night shifts but i dont rly feel tired at all BECAUSE MY TUMMY HURTS #im off again on wednesday so maybe i can draw then 😔😔#ignore me

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bmpmp3 · 2 months

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every day my youtube recommendations are inundated with 40 minute videos titled "the rise and fall of ____" where ____ is something that is very much still alive and thriving 😔

#i like 20 min to 10 hour videos where someone talks about some random shit for a long time but i am PICKY #u have to take it seriously. jokes are fine and good and some things are goofy but u still have to take it as it is u know!!#like u cant just look at some niche hobby community that had like maybe 1 thing blow up a bit outside the community a few years ago #and say its dying just because nothing else has gone big in the mainstream. its a niche hobby community for a reason #i dunno im sorry to be pretentious but i am in a constant state of that clip from parks and rec where the dude is in the home depot #like. i know more than you. clicks the kebab menu and presses remove from recommendations #i dunno for real people are constantly obsessed with calling niche mediums and hobbies and movements dead just because they personally #havent looked much into it. its a tale as old as time but now we have the internet and u can just like look at a forum or something #and find a very alive community still around so its like. come on 😔

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akascow · 1 year

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attachment issues but you dont get attached to people so youre laying awake at night thinking about your retainer that you cant use bc its like 1900 miles away

#hi im autistic could you tell HAHA #this is so funny to me because literally when has anyone mISSED their RETAINER HDSFJKDSHL #i havent used it in like 2 years bc it fucked up my jaw but i still miss it😔🫶🏻

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chisatowo · 1 year

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Oh baby tomorrow. Today technically. It's already here huh. Just sort of happening. Just like that. Cool beans (<- abt 2 cry)

#rat rambles #band posting #/pos btw but also god damn #Im just. fuck man bndori means so so much to me and all of this has been so overwhelming in a good way but still #Ive been wanting to talk more abt everything thats been going on but I just genuinely cannot word my feelings on everything its so much #like dont yall think for even a second that I havent been internally freakingthe fuck out over lisa giving moca her tie (and yukina to ran)#and hinas speech and lisa and kaoru and maya and eve and ako and ran and just fucking everyone everyone is making me wanna fucking cry #bndori is just. so important to me for many reasons but largely just because it marks such a shift in my life for the better #I wont like credit it for everything ofc but like dude it supported me through some rly rough patches and helped me pull myself forward #like idk this sounds kind of silly but. I think its one of the first medias Ive been into thats actually made me feel good #like not just passionate and hyperfixated on but like actual joy #like from the media itself. god just moca laughing makes me so happy #and again this also might sound kinda silly but I think that joy did a lot to help me like. want to feel better?#like want to change things and move forward even if slowly #and I still have a long way to go but Ive genuinely made so much progress and again I wont directly credit bandori but it certainly helped #also it helped me properly realise Im a lesbian lol #blows a kiss to kaoru. thanks for making me a rimi kinnie ig #also thanks to dawn for being the reason I got into it genuinely changed my life for the better thanks man #but like seriously I think you also generally did a good amount to help me get better at social stuff online #even if we havent talked in a while 😔#but like seriously I dont know what I would have done if you hadnt reached out to me time and time again to chat #Id probably have just melted in my own isolation lol #welp that got a bit personal fast I should probably go 2 bed now djdkhskdh #gn gamers and uhhh sorry if you followed me during my peak paranoia era I was going thru it lol

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