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[strongheartneteyam]

Realize where you belong.

Pairing: neteyam sully x female!dreamwalker!reader/female!human!reader

Chapter 4

CW: jealous neteyam, angst, restless neteyam, obsessive and toxic behavior, mentions of violence, neteyam's current mental health is not the best out there (let's put it that way), the word "bloody" being mentioned in someone's thoughts, TRIGGER WARNING for dubious consent and slight NON CON, angry thoughts, melancholic reader, hints of depression on reader, anxious reader, mentions of breeding kink, reader thinking a lot about neteyam, reader finds out she's crushing on neteyam, reader is afraid of neteyam + attracted to him, neteyam stepping over reader's boundaries, creepy yandere vibes, slight nudity, sexual tension, neteyam almost trying to have sex with reader (if you squint)

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Chapter 3

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Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you

I won't let you pull me down

Haunted (Evanescence)

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Hours had passed since Neteyam Suli had appeared to you in the window of the kitchen you worked in.

It was late at night already and you should be sleeping but, you just could not stop thinking about what had happened. How weird it had been to see a real na'vi - not an Avatar - real close. How odd he looked in your eyes, massive in size and so, so blue...

You laughed alone in your small room in the back of the laboratory after taking a quarter of a second to realize that the thought you just had was actually really funny.

Neteyam looked like a huge and thick brushstroke of sky blue paint. Still, he was… incredibly beautiful. He was eerie, weird looking compared to the human guys you're used to, but… something about him made his face linger on your mind.

You did not know how it was possible that you were finally having to admit to yourself that you felt attracted to Neteyam Suli, even after he appeared to you only once and, let's not forget, he appeared completely unanticipated, saying he had seen you before, multiple times.

You knew that raised like a billion red flags. Yet still, even though you did not feel safe enough to trust him or let your hair down when he was around, he intrigued you immensely.

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You woke up the next morning feeling anxious. You did not know what it was exactly, but, lately, you had not only been depressed, but anxious too. You knew you probably would be diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety if you cared to go to the mental health department of the laboratory, but the thing was… you did not care to. You did not want to. The real reason for your lingering sadness was already so familiar to you: you did not like the life you were living.

You looked to be free like the na'vi. To not have deadly boring obligations everyday, to not have to care so much about so many strict rules of what was socially acceptable and what was not. You thought your own race to be too complicated. Humans don't really say what they mean just so many times. Humans care too much about money and power when, in reality, deep down, we all know that's not what's gonna make us happy, what's gonna keep us warm in a cold night.

But you were never really like that.

Not to pretend you were a golden, precious jewel, so incredibly hard to find, so utterly different from everybody else but, in all honesty, as much as you did care about money and having a comfortable life - to some extent - you were never a greedy for riches kind of person. You had always felt perfectly happy and content to just have a few things to keep you cozy, like your earbuds, a good book, your favorite sweet treat… You liked it simple. Calm. Balanced.

You believed that everything needs to be balanced to work well.

Chaos and light. Pain and happiness.

People need all of it to learn, grow and live a good life, that doesn't get painfully boring and unbearable with time.

But humans lacked balance.

Too much greed, too little contentment. Too much hate, too little compassion. Too much selfishness, too little altruism. That's why your kind was, as unfortunate as it was, doomed to misery. The human race dug their own grave. God, they couldn't even respect and take care of their own planet, their own home, the place that kept them literally safe and steady in the middle of the immense galaxy, let alone being able to take care of each other, to consider other's feelings before their own because, sometimes, we all need to do it.

And that's one of the reasons why you admired the na'vi so much. They were so much more wise than your own race.

How many times you had wished, talking to yourself in the dark of the night, that you could have been born na'vi. Why was fate so cruel to you? You did not even believe in fate. But it is only an expression, anyway.

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Neteyam was tossing around on his mat since he went back home from training.

Yesterday he was way too busy to try and go see you or at least watch you from afar.

Sometimes he truly felt exhausted from his hectic routine and just wished he could be like Lo'ak and the other Omatikaya young men and just be able to relax more, to have more free time to engage in hobbies or, Eywa... to have more time to sleep... Sometimes he went back home all sore. He was as athletic as one can be but it did not mean he could not feel jaded after pushing himself too hard.

But Neteyam tried to always keep in mind the noble, sacred reason why he did all that. He was going to be the next leader of his clan, a privileged position, blessed by the Great Mother. A position that so many wished to have and he was lucky enough to be waiting to take on.

He was the current Olo'eyktan's son. It was a gift, he should not be ungrateful. He felt bad for thinking that was exactly what he was being... His father, Jake, was Toruk Makto. He was brave enough to earn that title. Neteyam felt it was his duty to be as brave and fearless as his father, to honor him and all his efforts to defend their tribe from any danger, specially from the Sky People.

Everything was going as usual, if it was not for only one thing: Lo'ak seemed to be suspicious of the fact that Neteyam was out for so many hours, almost everyday (meaning, every time he was free to just do whatever he wanted and not training to become the next Olo'eyktan of the Omatikaya) and nobody had a clue of where he was.

His parents seemed to be too busy being the Olo'eyktan and the Tsahìk to notice something seemed off about Neteyam's behavior lately. And it is understandable. It was anything but easy to be the clan leader and the clan healer and spiritual leader. Mo'at was getting old and had passed the position of Tsahìk to Neytiri a while ago. So, Jake and Neytiri already were making such a huge effort to be able to live up to their duties, be parents of a little girl, Tuktirey, three teenagers and still keep their sanity. It was a lot, indeed. But they tried as hard as they could to still be good enough for their clan, their family and for each other, as a mated couple.

Neteyam decided he was way too restless to be able to sleep that night. He could not stop thinking about the way that human male talked to you, looked at you... He wondered if he really was your mate. He was not sure but if what he thought when he saw you two together was true, he knew it would not be a problem. He hated to get violent, his natural self was calm and composed. But he was going to fight for you, and, if it needed to get bloody, then so be it.

He decided to go outside his and his family's home, to breathe some cold, fresh eclipse air. It helped him to calm down a bit but it was not enough. He missed you. Like crazy. Deeply. He craved your scent… your delicious human scent. He did not even believe he was saying that about the way a human smelled. But he would always insist in saying you were different. You had a na'vi heart. Just like his father, back when he was still all pink and small.

He decided he wanted… no, he needed to see you. And it could not wait. It had to be now. He craved you and that craving would not go away like that. It was stronger than his rational brain. You woke up his animal side more than anything else did. He wanted to mate with you as soon as possible. He dreamt about the day he would be able to breed you, have you carrying his offspring on your womb. He would make you so happy, give you everything you've ever wanted, everything you need. And while you were still not permanently living inside your Avatar body, he still wanted to have you, even if it meant having you in your demon form. You were a pretty, lovely demon. His cute, sweet demon girl. His yawntutsyìp. (little loved one)

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You just could not believe it was really happening, how the hell you got into those circumstances.

Right before that moment, you were almost sleeping peacefully, finally (you know that state when you're not awake nor asleep?), after having been awake, tossing around on your bed for hours for the most ridiculous reason you could ever think of: you were undeniably crushing on that weird alien boy. Neteyam Suli.

Yes, he acted like a creep when he tapped on your window. You knew it was pathetic but… he just would not leave your mind. He was shamelessly living rent free in your brain. All cozy there.

But the worst and craziest part was: you were still afraid of him.

Ok, the na'vi were a peaceful, highly intelligent (arguably much more smart, interesting and wiser than humans) alien race but he was still almost 10 feet tall and was so freaking intimidating. You shivered at the thought that he could ever hurt you, even by accident, one day.

Still, you were now here with him. Outside the laboratory. Because he put his goddamn eerie but cute (the guy is a complete paradox) looking ocean colored fingers through the tiny gap you left open in your bedroom window - a passage you left for air to come in when it was really hot and dry, like it was that night - and that made a strange noise, enough to put you in alert mode.

Damn, what a bad habit… Leaving the window open, even slightly, was not even permitted by the people who took care of the lab's security norms. That could be dangerous. But you had always been a stubborn little thing.

You were now regretting your decisions, though. 

Neteyam approached your window being what he could be like a pro: a crazy stalker.

How you were still attracted to him… even though you were fearful of his na'vi build and strength… that was a question that maybe a mental health professional could answer. It was weird and problematic and you knew it. But you never imagined you would feel like this about Neteyam Suli. You really did not. When you first saw him, he seemed cute and handsome in your eyes, but he was still an alien. You had never considered being attracted to one. But now… nothing made sense anymore, things were getting weird.

Stupidity took over you when you were so sleepy and groggy and you saw it was his huge hand on the wooden window, so, you wanted to ask him why he ran away the last time you two spoke. You know when you're so sleepy, you make the most unimaginably silly mistakes? So… there you go. You dragged your heavy with slumber body out of your bed, grabbed your oxygen mask that was kept inside your closet and opened the window.

But why, though?

In the beginning, you two were having a trivial talk about mundane stuff, like how he learned the English language (his father, of course), he started to ask how and why you got an Avatar etc 

He acted suspicious but still normal-ish, for a na'vi. They always looked mysterious when interacting with humans. But then, when he was telling you about his little sister, Tuktirey, and your eyes were slowly falling shut, your body begging for some hours of sleep… you felt a change in the atmosphere around you.

Your eyes had closed for a while, on their own, and suddenly, you knew Neteyam was really close to you, now. He had been keeping a respectful distance in the beginning. But now… now he was inches away from your body. He had moved closer, his fleshy but toned blue thigh almost rubbing against your leg, as you were sitting sideways on the window frame, your legs hanging in the air, making you feel a bit cold because of the nighttime Pandoran air.

You woke up from your 5 seconds long involuntary nap really startled.

"Hey! Why are you… so close?" You looked at him, dazed and nervous, visibly shaken

"Sorry… Is it too much? You're just… so pretty…" Neteyam says, looking at you like he's looking at a graceful, otherworldly being.

"Yeah. It is." You warn him "Can you… step away a bit, please?" You said, looking into his eyes. Your gaze serious but amiable.

Neteyam respected your request and did what was decent. But you did not expect that he would soon change his demeanor, just like something was taking over him.

You were so distracted with your chat with Neteyam but so utterly sleepy too that you did not notice when your nightgown's thin strap slipped through your right shoulder, leaving your breast exposed, your nipple out for Neteyam to see.

It was like a beast had replaced that nice-but-weird-vibes guy you were previously talking to.

Neteyam had just lifted you off of the window with amazing ease, your feet now touching the ground and he got closer to you again. He had you with your back against the lab's outer wall, keeping you there just by being in front of you, looking at you.

His size was enough to keep you still. You did not want him to maybe get mad at you if you tried to run away. That could become terrifying in a heartbeat. You were brave since a child, but you were also realistic. Your height and body strength was nothing compared to Neteyam's.

He looked at your exposed breast with such desire, you felt like his amber gaze was scorching your sensitive skin.

"Neteyam! What-?"

"You're so… perfect." His breath was labored while he stared down at your nipple, hardened by the cold temperature of the eclipse air "Sevin…" (pretty)

"I'm so afraid of you, Neteyam... You're too big and honestly...scary. I'm so sorry. I'm always trying to pick up signals that may indicate you're gonna hurt me. I don't feel comfortable at all right now. Please, let me go" You said as your cold, anxious hands took your nightgown strap back to where it belonged, covering your boob again, feeling ashamed of the vulnerable way you had just been seen by Neteyam, ashamed of the fact that he, a boy you barely knew, had just seen your naked breast, even if it was only for a brief period of time

"My cute little 'emyu…" (cook, cooker) "You don't need to be afraid of me." He smiles at you in such a sincere way, trying to show you he means no harm whatsoever. 

Though Neteyam felt his heart tightening way too much inside his chest, hurting so much it was like you had crushed it when you said you're afraid of him, he was carefully trying to make you see he would never in a billion years harm you, his precious little yawne (loved one).

He wished so hard, even prayed to Eywa, in a millisecond, inside his mind, that you would soon realize he loved you so much he would kill anyone who ever hurt your precious, frail human body. He could not understand how you could think he himself would do such a horrible thing towards you.

When Neteyam saw you did not show any sign that you were beginning to trust him more, he said:

"Hì'i," (little, small in size) "please... I need you... I love your scent so much. I miss it everytime I'm away from you. I love the way your human skin smells. I do. I dream about you at night... " He gets closer to you slowly and carefully, caging you between the wall and his broad, crazily tall blue body, leaving no way for you to get away from him "C-can I touch you? Touch your skin?" Neteyam breathes, begging for you with his wide eyed gaze "Just for a little while, please..." He kneels down at the ground to be as close as he possibly can to your height "See? I'm not so tall anymore. Am I a little less scary now?" He smiles faintly, trying to cover his pain with a fake demonstration of joy.

Neteyam feels so insecure, without any guarantee that you will eventually let him in. But he will never give up on trying to be worthy of your love.

"You're always gonna be scary to me. Even when I'm in my Avatar, I think." Using a sharp na'vi knife to stab Neteyam's heart repeatedly would have hurt him less than that statement "I'm not as skilled as you are or experienced as you are when it comes to using a bow or anything like that. God, I can't even work a bow right. If you'd ever hurt me, even by accident I-"

"I can teach you." He interrupted "I will teach you everything I know about archery. I'm a great archer, you know? I like to call myself "Mighty Warrior". " He smiles, frowning a bit, trying to make a joke to make the situation a little lighter.

You seemed so afraid he was starting to not know what to do anymore to try to make you see you were safe with him. That he would defend you from any danger without any hesitation and not be the danger himself.

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Hey! I've been trying to dig for some new way of water fics, and I found some on your account but... I was wondering if you'd be interested in writing a Jake sully x daughter reader. Because when he was "what's wrong baby girl" I internally melted and I would love it if you would make me melt with a fic plssss

Home Sick

[Daughter Reader with parents Neytiri and Jake Sully!]

[Warnings: Like, none?]

[AN: There are spoilers for Way of Water in here!!

Man I'm glad someone else enjoyed that too. When I saw it in theatres, my heart MELTED at how paternal Jake was to his girls. It genuinely made me so happy. Love to see it. Headcanons for now but I might revisit this and make something more in depth!!]

[Reblogs are appreciated!]

Alright some context here you are a born Na'vi but you're adopted as well. Your parents were hunters in the Omaticaya clan and were unfortunately killed while out providing for the clan. Jake and Neytiri, who were very close to your parents, took you at a very young age. I'm putting you around the same age as Kiri.

In general, you're very happy. Your parents adore you and so too do your sisters and brothers. I honestly feel you and Lo'ak are thick as thieves, but Kiri understands you in a way no one else does. Tuk loves to hang from your arms and swing around. Neteyam bears the responsibility of keeping you all out of trouble!! Which he cannot STAND at times but sigh, that's what you do when you're the eldest son. He loves you all though.

I don't want to talk about Spider. I will not.

Leaving the Omaticaya was the hardest thing your family had to do. You cannot count how many hours you're cried. And well, settling in with the Metkayina hasn't been easy. While Tsireya is very sweet and helpful, often ensuring you and your siblings feel safe and learn well, her brother and his friends are not on the same wavelength.

One late evening, you and your father finally have a chat. Your siblings are all out doing Great Mother knows what, and you're alone, tail swishing, ears bent back with tears in your big, yellow eyes.

Your father gently nods to your mother who frowns before gesturing for him to join you.

You run your fingers through the water and sigh.

"Is something on your mind?" He asks. His voice is soft and calming, like the rains that used to fall after a great storm. His hands gently run through your hair, beautiful braids that your mother and sisters worked on before you had left the Omaticaya.

"No," you answer curtly, tail sway9ing in frustration.

He raises a brow and cocks his head to the side. "Mmm, I don't recall an agitated tail being a sign of relaxation," he lightly chuckles. He knows that you're frustrated about the change and it's like, the first week of you guys being settled in. He sees you relent and frowns. "Baby girl, something you're not telling me?"

You finally look up at your father and readjust your position so you're sitting cross legged beside him. "I miss home," you say plainly, not wanting your voice to crack.

Wordlessly, he takes you into his side, wrapping you up in his strong arms and rests his head atop yours. "I miss it too." Everyone does.

He lets you cry into his side, his voice quite, willowy, as he holds you. He knows the move has been tough on you. His words are comforting.

Eventually, your mother comes on your other side and she and your father cradle you as if you were their small baby again. Your mother hums to you. She's loving and gentle, her touch not that of a warrior, but someone who truly adores you.

You cling to them. Your smaller hands grip at their forearms, their waists, burying deep into them. You can still smell the forest from your mother, how the nostalgic scent of the winds carry from your father's hair. They still smell like home though it is fading.

Your father presses his lips to the top of your head, his eyes locking with your mother's. Their hearts have broken seeing you this hurt, and they're pained with the feeling their hearts will break again.

[hansolz-moved]

this is a bit late, about 9 months and 300 more followers late to be exact, but i didn't feel right ignoring the milestone and not extending my thank yous to every last person who helped me reach it ♡ i have been creating on tumblr since september 2022, and in that time i've taken 2 hiatuses that were about 5-7 months long each... and you guys stuck around in spite of that. i've always been shocked by the idea that my little part of tumblr was important enough for anyone to wait around for. for that, i thank you <3

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heelllo i love your work btw, i want one also with nct127

i was thinking a MLT....

So imagine the boys having gf, they are in a very toxic relationship, but bc of work they start to spend a lot of time with a fellow artist ( they've always had a crush on her) so they hit it off right away, and have so much in common.

who's mlt break up with their current gf for their crush and why

Hmmm very interesting idea. Here's my list:

*btw, TY for the compliment. I've been kind of going through it with college lately, and writing on here is where I have fun and get to connect with all of you beautiful people. You guys make me smile and encourage my love of writing! Love all of you guys so much!*

NCT 127 MTL To Leave a Toxic Relationship and Move On Fast:

I'll be going from most likely to least likely.

MOST LIKELY:

Doyoung:

This man doesn't strike me as the type to put up with someone's negative ass. I've always gotten the sense that Doyoung knows his worth, and knows that he deserves better. So, not only would I see him not sticking around in a toxic relationship, but I also see him as the type to go after what he wants. If what he wants is someone else, he would break things off with the other person. But if it's toxic, and he's not happy, I don't think he'd have a guilty conscience.

Jaehyun:

I've read a lot of NCT astrology, specifically all of the placements that involve romantic relationships. Whenever I read about Jaehyun, everyone writes that he would be very detached in a relationship. Especially if the relationship didn't mean much to him. So, not only do I think it'd be very unlikely for him to stay in a toxic relationship, mainly because I think he'd be like, "fuck this, I'm out of here", lmao, but also because he sort of strikes me as a non-commitment type and people like that leave very easily.

These assumptions about Jaehyun are mainly based off of stuff I read in astro readings so I and everyone else should take that opinion with a grain of salt.

Haechan:

Sassy. Like Doyoung, I think he doesn't put up with bs. I also see Haechan as the flirty type. I'm not sure why, but over the years I've seen him grow into a more confident guy and he's very unapologetic with a lot of things he says. That's why I appreciate him so much. But I think he'd be honest and sit the toxic partner down, explain why it won't work between them, and then happily move on with the other person.

Slay.

Yuta:

He's kind of in the middle because though I see him as someone who knows his worth and knows he deserves better. I'm going to bring in some astrology again. Yuta is my scorpio king. Key word here; Scorpio. Scorpio's hate change. They also get attached very easily. And Yuta is a very obvious scorpio in my opinion lmao.

So though I think he knows he deserves better, and would have someone else in mind. I think having someone else in mind would make him feel like a cheater, or at the least, guilty.

So, I think inevitably, he'd cave and break it off. But I think he'd keep his distance from this new person even though he'd still be interested. I think he'd need some time to adjust.

Johnny:

PEOPLE PLEASER.

Johnny strikes me as the type of guy to have everyone around him pleading for him to leave the shitty ass relationship, but he comes up with every excuse in the book.

"Oh she was having a bad day...", "She was just tired", "She had just gotten home", "She was hungry", blah,blah,blah.

Meanwhile everyone is collectively rolling their eyes lmao.

So yeah, I could see him developing a crush. But I think that it would take quite awhile for him to leave. And even longer to start over again.

Johnny gives me 'tough on the outside but softy on the inside' vibes. I think he'd need some time to adjust before starting with someone new, just like Yuta.

Mark:

"Aye, uh, hah, so, yeah I just...uh...don't think we're good for each other dude. Um, are you gonna be okay? Shut don't cry. Ah, man I feel really bad about this but...I don't know. I met someone. NO, but I uh...Like, I'm not seeing anyone else but you. No...you know...infidelity, is that what they call it? I'm not trying to joke or anything. Oh man, how do I explain this. You know, there's probably a really good sing that would explain this situation really well, but uh, I don't remember it. Oh snap, do you? No? That's okay...I uh, just think we'd be better off as you know...um, what do they call it...oh! Friends hahaha"

*My interpretation of how this conversation would go if Mark had to break up with someone. I'd like to add that there'd be a lot of fleeting eye contact and him putting one of his hands either behind his neck, on top of his head, or snapping his fingers a lot every time he said "Um, Uh or Oh". Cue Party in the city where the heat is on. All night, on the beach till the break of dawn. Welcome to Miami. *

Mark would not only feel quilty, but would have a struggle breaking off the relationship. I think the above statement explains it.

Jungwoo:

Girl, I'm gonna be honest. Jungwoo is the 127 member I know the least about. Because of that, I have a hard to writing for him lmao. I don't know why, he gets promoted enough. I think it's because he's pretty private. Like, remember when it was announced that he has a famous actress sister. But that was a year or two ago. He's been in NCT since 2018 lmao and we just found out about his sister.

Here's the things I know about Jungwoo: 1. He's a great singer.

2.He likes to work out.

3.He's very soft spoken.

4.The man knows how to do halloween correctly.

5. He's a college boy with an engineering degree.

6.His sister acts.

Anyways...all I can really get out of Jungwoo is that he seems to be a little sensitive. Maybe that's because he comes across as quiet to me.

But because of that impression I get from him. I would say that he would be the type of guy to stick out the toxic relationship for as long as he could. Not because he's happy, but because toxic people take advantage of sensitive, kind people and convince them to stay.

Do I think he would eventually leave? Yeah. Not sure how long that would take though.

Taeyong:

*Clears throat*

Baby don't like it, whiplash. Both are songs he had a part in writing. Both speak about submission, or in BDLI, cheating/emotional cheating/jealousy.

You would think that because of the songs he's writen he'd be higher up on the list, right? WRONG.

This man has shown that he's weak lmao.

Not only is TY the ultimate people pleaser, but he's also THE MOST sensitive. I'm pretty sure every NCTzen has seen TY cry at least once.

He doesn't want to be viewed as the bad guy. I'm not eern sure if he'd leave. And if he did, I'm not sure he'd be 100% ready to move on. I think guilt would play a huge part in almost all of the groups decisions to either leave, stay or move on.

[bubbledtee]

𝐎𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐚𝐰!𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

Warnings: mentions of violence typical to the Wild West.

Summary: Headcanons of early 90s!james as an outlaw in the Wild West.

A/N: this made me so happy to write guys I'm def gonna make this like a series probably ^-^ (also this is for @31-4am 🤭🤭 here you go lana)

He’ll act big and tough whenever necessary, but deep down that man is just a big teddy bear who’s just done a few unspeakable things.

He keeps to himself quite a bit, though he does have a big voice when needed.

He keeps to himself quite a bit, though he does have a big voice when needed.

(For scaring away both animals and men who lay hands on their women and children)

At 6’ 4”, he’s taller than just about everyone he’s ever surrounded by, so he’s hardly bothered when riding through town, following up on leads.

Because of his sheer size and strength, he’s often written off as a big dumb brute.

Which, most of the time, is not an assumption that is all that wrong.

“Goddamnit, where the hell is my hat? I swear, I just had it!”

“It’s on your damn head, dumbass.”

However, he does have his moments of intelligence.

For example, he knows exactly how to, despite his huge appearance, be so quiet and invisible that people in saloons will talk about things like trains and coach routes that are carrying bonds right next to him and not even second guess that he might be listening in. He just always is leaned over, head down with his hat covering half of his face while he sips his beer, somehow being both the largest and smallest person in the room at the same time.

He’s also extremely smart when it comes to animals. Wildlife, livestock, dogs, horses, pretty much all animals, he seems to have unlimited knowledge.

At around 15 when he learned to read after he was picked up by the gang he’s in, one of the first books he really read through was a book on natural history and that really sparked his interest in not just hunting, but the appreciation of the wildlife as well.

And every horse he’s ever had was always treated almost perfectly by him. 

They were always fat, happy, and loved.

If any of them were ever stolen (which a few have been in the past.), he’s felt like he needed to go find them.

And he did find them every time.

And every time that he’s had to put down his own horse, it would leave him broken for months, even if he didn’t show it.

It’s his heart of gold that makes him so soft for animals, and sometimes he curses himself for it.

Finally, James’s gunslinging skills are practically flawless, too.

Most people think he’d be too big and clumsy to be able to quickdraw well, so whenever he’s challenged to a duel, both his opponent and bystanders are ready to see him shot straight through the chest.

Though, it never happens.

He’ll always be way too quick for his opponent, and thus he wins every duel he’s apart of.

He doesn’t duel as much as he’s gotten older, though. It was more of a reckless, adrenaline-filling thing he did in his late teens and early twenties, but he realizes just how much he has to provide now that he’s older and higher in the gang, so he’ll only duel if absolutely necessary.

[yougetsu]

It's interesting to pay attention to my thoughts and how things have evolved since the loss. Tons of stages and lately I've been feeling a bit blue, I guess this might also be related to the idea of watching BT genshou.

I read Imai's posts and I get his messages (what he entails with the be happy thing) but I can't pretend that I feel completely fine. I appreciate the tremendous effort the guys and staff put into everything always and specially these last months, they keep offering us the best all the time with all the love and respect.

I know there won't be answers even when if I still question this sometimes. It's natural, it's fine... it makes you ambivalent, yes. It's sad and beautiful and the shit sucks too. It's a personal loss and on top of that, it feels massive because as a lyricist and artist he had the talent of portraying an unique sensitivity. And that's one of the most important features to me, because he could be tough, vulnerable, delicate and expose himself in powerful ways but always being authentic. He was a huge source of inspiration as a person too, fully aware that we just saw glimpses of it and of his gloomy sides too. I also like noticing he was very careful with his personal life, conscious of what to share and what to keep for himself.

One (of my few) favorite humans.

So, grieve has gone through disbelief, fatigue, irritation, and sadness has remained. It'll be fine at some point but I don't want to rush things.

[sillylittlelemon]

HELLO!! ok sorry I’m not sure if ur still doing match ups so u can just ignore this if u want but could I get a saiki k and a hazbin hotel matchup <33

- I’m a certified yapper and I will ramble on about my interests for hours

- Im a big people pleaser and I try my best to make everyone around me feel comfortable and appreciated

- I tend to tolerate toxic behaviour just to avoid abandonment

- Im a romcom enthusiast and a bit of a film buff

- I like loads of music and singers but lately I’ve been loving my bloody valentine , salvia palth , alex g and Tyler the creator.

- My love languages are probably acts of service and physical touch.

- My humour is kinda all over the place and Im a sucker for dad jokes and well thought out dirty jokes

- I’m a hopeless romantic and I would probably fall head over heels for anyone who shows the slightest amount of interest in me

Okay- i wasnt sure about your sexuality (or gender) so ill do short headcannons for two characters i think youd fit with (seperatly not poly)

Sorry to my other requests im working as i go- right now tumblr is a passion project so ive gotta feel like- i dunno 'the spark' to actually get it done, but i promiseim trying

ALSO just a warning to anyone who reads/requests saiki k stuff, its been a bit sincei watched the show and also i donthave anywhere ican watch it currently so characters areprobably atleast a little ooc

This chick-

(I make a vauge reference to a little spice in her part but nothing explicit or bad)

And this guy-

YES. I know they have totally different vibes but hear me out.

He gives such 'im a big tough guy, but please love me in secret and call me your favorite boy'

she gives such 'im a brat but im your brat and actually i just want love and attention because i look like i would have major mommy issues'

And i dunno it just works

He would def be a cuddle bug once the walls are down and yall have bonded more and your in private(read: MUST be in private bc bb boy is defensive and dont f with pda), i feel like hes the type to hold you on his chest and rub your back (yall are laying on his/your couch or bed) and when he thinks your asleep he starts murmuring under his breath about how he's so glad you got past his walls- about how it means so much to him that you put up with his bs. This def lead to you pretending to be asleep more often so you can hear in words how he really feels, because lets be honest, words dont always equal feelings, and sometimes (i.e most times) he doesnt say it how he means it.

Now HER on the other hand-

All. Over. You.

Like..

Lowkey her?

Shes just so happy to HAVE you, right? Like- soulmates or not, youre hers. She adores you. Worships the ground you walk on, praises you breathless in more ways than one. Shes so confident- like... even if she isnt ACTUALLY, she portrays it so well, and she Hypes. You. Up. 24/7, 365. No matter if youre short, tall, heavy, skinny, freckled, dark, pale, or anywhere in between. She is making sure everyone knows youre her girl (or boy or whatever but based on your sentence structure im guessing female?) [NOT MEANT TO BE OFFENSE I SWEAR I JUST IMAGINED YOU BEING FEMALE?] -oh god im gunna get cancelled-

N-E-Ways

Same here but itll be just generally better bc im more caught up with this fandom lol

He is this

But he wants to be this so bad

Sir precious for my darling precious

And

His love lmao

Sir Precious is 100% angel material (take that sera you bitch 🤟😝) He's just.... precious. Lmao. We've seen how flustered he gets with Cherry and imagine that but like- in an ACTUAL relationship with pda and shit. Like- stuttering, panicking, but also completely soothed by the hand currently resting in his? So many conflicting emotions, y'knowwww... he might need a kiss to get his head straight? Or maybe two? Hmmm, no that didnt work- lets try three, third times a charm right? *cue pentious sly+nervous smile* Would 100% bury his face in your tits/chest (under much encouragement and reassurance even more now that his minions spill the tea that hes been talking in his sleep about this very moment)

-can we talk about the smooth bass in the finale?-

-poor husk, man was singing and smiling like his soul was free-

Why do i feel like this is right up her alley?

Onto Miss Bomb,

She's a lot more brash in her affections. Not afraid to tug you down to her level and suck your soul out through your lips. Def had an emo phase when she was alive (if shes not still in it) She just.. loves you. Like her and angel you guys bicker, but i feel like while youre bickering she has her chin resting on your chest/tits, staring up at you with the slyest smirk and biggest heart eyes known to demon AND man kind.

[liashinmenu]

Beautiful Nights | H. Hyunjin

Idol!Hyunjin, Student!Y/N, FT. StrayKids and Y/N's classmate/bff.

Plot: Hyunjin and you have been friends for almost 6 years now. In your last day at university, Hyunjin gave you the best moment of your life you could ever get from him.

Genre: fluff, friends to lovers. Not proof read!

I want to apologize beforehand if I have any mistake while writing, english is not my first language so I'm probably not going to write everything perfectly.

Warning: A LOT of fluff.

.............

It was unbelievable, wasn't it? All those years you spent studying (and crying) while Hyunjin, your best friend, was beside you were totally worth it.

"Don't be nervous, you don't have any reason for it, just stay calm and everything will go great." You listen from a familiar and beautiful voice through the phone that was ringing some seconds before.

He was always there to comfort you with the sound of his voice. Since the first time you talked to him you knew that his voice was hypnotizing and sweet.

"Any hello would also be great, you know?" You said to Hyunjin while laughing, trying to hide your nervousness. You heard his contagious laugh that never failed to make you smile. "I don't have much time as I'm going on stage in some minutes, but I just want you to know that I'm sorry for not being there and that you're going to do great."

You smiled while listening to his words, "don't worry Hyun, I know yours is a... Special situation." Hyunjin knew that well, very well, but he couldn't help but feel a little bit guilty for it.

"I'll ask Taeyang to record everything and then I'll send it to you, no worries, really."

.

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And for the first time in 5 years you could finally feel free, you felt like you weren't going to touch any other book in, at least, 7 or 8 years.

Your bff and classmate Taeyang took you to your apartment in his car, as it was late and he didn't want you to go by bus. Your eyes, feet and arms felt heavy and going straight to bed sounded like a great plan. However, something (or someone) got in the way between you and your comfy bed. "What are you doing here?"

"Not even a hug? Wow, you hurt my feelings." He said to you while getting closer and trapping you in his arms. "I'm so proud of you..."

Tears of happiness filled your eyes and threatened to fall, and Hyunjin was decided to make you not only listen but to believe that he was proud of what you've achieved. He looked at the beautiful deep blue sky of the night throught the glass door that leads to your balcony, taking you hand and opening that door to let you appreciate the beautiful sky.

Both of you were silent, you were close enough to know that you were comfortable around the other and didn't have to talk to know what both of you were thinking. As the stars started to show, the silence started to be filled by beautiful words from Hyunjin.

"To be honest with you, I think I've never felt really understood by someone until our friendship started." He said out of nowhere, but you knew that the calming moment was creating the perfect scenario to get emotional or honest. "You are the most talented, supportive and true to their own self person I have ever met." Said while your eyes got stuck in each others', you bet you could look at the whole universe by just looking at them.

And Hyunjin? He could tell his eyes were at their brightest when he was with you. In fact, everyone could tell, the guys of Straykids tease him everytime they can because of it. But, deep inside, even if he acts like he's disturbed he feels happy about it, because Hyunjin knows he could never be happier with another person that was not you, he knew he wanted to spend his days with you.

"I know these years were really tough for you, I remember all those nights you spent crying because you couldn't understand a particular subject. But, please, let me hold your hand forever and make you know that, as well as I did all this time, I will stay by your side all the years that come from now on." A tear was falling down your cheek, making you feel the soft skin of Hyunjin removing it with his finger and looking at you with admiration and love.

You've always wanted to be with Hyunjin, not only as a friend, if not as a partner to support and that would support you too. While looking at him and feeling his soft skin against your face, you could only think about all those times when you were begging him to give you any sign that could have told you to give a step ahead and reveal your feelings, eventhough he already gave you thousands of them without planning it.

That's how, while looking into each other, Hyunjin got his face closer to yours and gave you the signs you were asking for all this years: "let me be yours" came out form his soft lips. "You'll always be mine, and I'll always be yours" you said, while you both sealed your promise with the kiss that made you know you were made for each other. "The most beautiful nights are the ones I spend with you, Y/N."

© By @liashinmenu on Tumblr, please don't translate or copy my content without my permission.

[theambitiouswoman]

Title: Need Relationship Advice - Long-Distance Relationship Dilemma

Hey

I’m a 24-year-old female in a long-distance relationship with my 24-year-old boyfriend. We’ve been together for four years, but lately, I find myself facing some uncertainties and concerns about our future.

The issue is that every time I bring up the topic of marriage, he seems unsure and tells me he’s not sure about what to do. While he claims that we would be the best couple if we got married, he also mentions feeling less free and uncertain about marriage in general.

Our relationship has been a rollercoaster due to the long-distance and his busy work schedule. He has been diagnosed with perfectionist syndrome, which further adds to the complexity of the situation.

I’ve tried to communicate openly with him about my feelings and needs, but the responses remain unchanged. I feel that he loves me, but I also struggle with the lack of investment and time in our relationship.

I’m at a crossroads and unsure about what to do next. Should I keep trying to work things out, or is it time to consider moving on? Have any of you faced similar situations, and what advice would you give me in navigating this challenging phase?

Any insights or guidance would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!

Thank you for trusting me with advice on something so important to you.

I totally understand how difficult this feels. Long distance relationships can be tough on their own, and it's natural to have concerns about your future together. The fact that your boyfriend is unsure about marriage is something you need to think about carefully.

It's great that you've been open about your feelings with him. It's important to be on the same page about your future.

I can't speak for your boyfriend, or pretend to know what is in your mind. From an outsiders perspective, I ask myself if you are ready for marriage? Or if you are struggling with the long distance and therefor placing much more urgency on your future together. I also wonder reading your message, if maybe he does not feel like he is ready for marriage. I know you guys have been together a long time, but you are also young and being where we want to be in life is an important base for this decision, especially for men.

Ultimately, this is an important decision and you need to think about what you want for your life and your relationship. If marriage is important to you, and you feel like you are ready now, and know he does not want to. Then you need to decide if you want to continue to invest in the relationship or not.

Personally, I don't think you should compromise on what you want, but also don't wait around for him to change his mind. You shouldn't have to beg or pressure someone into marriage.

At the same time, given that your boyfriend has been diagnosed with perfectionist syndrome and has a busy work schedule, it's possible that these factors could be affecting his ability to make decisions and invest time in your relationship. Perfectionism can create a fear of making the wrong choice, leading to hesitancy and uncertainty. The challenges of long-distance can be very straining on the relationship, making it harder to see eye-to-eye on important matters.

As you mentioned, you feel that he loves you, but you also struggle with the lack of investment and time in the relationship. It's essential to prioritize your own happiness and well being in any relationship. If you find that you're consistently feeling unfulfilled and unsure about your future together, it might be worth evaluating whether the relationship is meeting your needs and if it has the potential to grow into the partnership you desire.

It's okay to take your time and reflect on your feelings. The decision of whether to keep working on the relationship or move on should be based on what will bring you the most fulfillment and happiness in the long run.

I really sympathize with you because I know how emotions can cloud our judgment, but have an honest conversation with yourself about how you feel in this relationship. Don't forget to stay true to yourself and don't sacrifice your needs for someone else.

<3

[stargazeraldroth]

First of all! This is very late, I’m super sorry about that- I had some stuff going on (work, feeling under the weather, etc), but! I have returned!!!

MSMAMSKS THERES SO MUCH TO GIN LORE THOUGH- But! Starting with the basics, the largely known version of Gin (and the one I’m mainly focusing on!) is actually a continuation of the original Hotarubitale AU- As a brief summary, Gin was a baby very close to death, his version of Gaster took him into the forest of monsters and remade him into a skeleton (I believe monsters and spirits are one and the same, here?), he met his version of Frisk when they got lost in the woods and led them out, they slowly develop some form of relationship, eventually years later he dies after touching a human child he mistook as a monster pretending to be a human.

The Gin associated with Ink comes to life here! Basically, he becomes a ghost who watches over his version of Frisk, only for Error to attack the AU. In the process of trying to stop him, he earned that massive crack in his skull, and Ink intervened after that to drive Error off and whisk Gin to the Omega Timeline with Core Frisk.

It’s… A Lot to explain, from there, and it’s been a while since I’ve done an in depth look, so I might be wrong- And I don’t think I could adequately do it justice (the siiversans blog has a summary page of the plot, though, as a sort of sparknotes!), but basically “shit goes wrong, Gin has a surprise brother (hello, Papyrus!), anons cause shit to go wrong again, people are brought back to life temporarily and shit is somewhat fixed??? Bonding happens, OH GOD SHIT IS WRONG AGAIN AND GIN IS DEAD-“

As a summary of Gin and Ink’s relationship… Well, for starters, Ink promised Gin safety and protection, and they’re very dear friends- Trying to describe the dynamic is kinda tough for me, but I’d say… Soft? People around them would say they should kiss apparently (they were! Very good friends!), and they have a sort of playful, carefree air to them, I think. They never got together in the direct canon because they never confessed before Gin died, but they were happy together. There’s a lot of unspoken regrets, there, and unvoiced love that I think would hurt Ink for a long, long time after the fact.

I! Don’t know!!! Aaahhh I’m just soft for them-

Moving on though!!! I could certainly see him having both, though rejection sensitive dysphoria is more applicable here, you’re right.

Cross is Ink’s Emotional Support Guard and Ink is Cross’s Emotional Support Artist. That’s it that’s the dynamic they’ve got going on. I like to imagine they try and blanket burrito each other when they’ve healed a bit. It’s just funny to me.

Truly, we fall into many of the same holes. I also have no idea what the fuck I’m doing, ever, at any given point in time. Whose bright idea was it to make me an adult?!? Either way, Error trying to cheer Ink up with puppets is really fucking cute, love that sort of thing- And even if he’s awkward about it! I think Ink would appreciate it! Error, his main rival, using one of his hobbies that involves creation to cheer him out, however begrudgingly, would be heartwarming, in a sort of way, you know?

Aaahhh, I didn’t mean, like, “Error is a god” is annoying! More like… When people make him Good and Flawless and functionally elevate him to the level of a “God That Does No Wrong” scenario, you know? I’m a sucker for actual god (but still flawed) Error! It just. Peeves me when his actual, manbaby and not-a-good-person (at least conventionally) personality is wiped out in favor of making him our Lord and Savior and Ink the Scum of the Earth, like you said. And! I don’t believe it’s changed, and he does, if I’m remembering correctly, destroy AUs because, in his eyes, they’re glitches and abominations- Corrupted copies of the original that shouldn’t be hear, in his opinion. Like, I’ve legitimately seen people characterize Ink as having a god complex, and I’m like… Guys, Error is Right There. Either way, I’m with you- People should write what they want! They can interpret as they please. I just, uh, wish that wasn’t a total misinterpretation of one character at the expense of my comfort character. Come on, guys, Ink doesn’t deserve that.

AJZAKJNZ I’LL BE QUICK ABOUT IT AND GIVE A SHORT SUMMARY I PROMISE- If you’re still interested, lemme know! But! Basically, it’s Forced God of Destruction, with unwilling Error and all… At first. Because really, why would whoever assigns these jobs make someone eternal duty something they try to escape from? So he destroys reluctantly at first… And then with a bit more of an open mind and rationalization, because this is- Surprisingly fun? Half of these guys are assholes anyways, or living in their own personal hell, so really, he’s doing them a favor. They should be thanking him! He’s basically a god- Hell, he is a god! And he just gets more and more into it, into his role- Starts being more haphazard and careless, and suddenly the inhabitants of the AUs are even being given the dignity of peaceful, painless deaths- It’s terror and pain and a glitched skeleton laughing like a madman as his tears their souls apart.

He gets far, far too enthusiastic about it, is what I’m saying. So much so that the Balance starts to… Tilt, a bit- Or a lot. Because Ink, meanwhile (also a god), had been careful to not inspire/create (depending on whether he’s actually a creator or a protector here) too much- Especially since creation takes so much longer. The Balance was an important, delicate thing, after all, and difficult to fix.

If I keep going, I’ll never shut up- Just! Error going too far, too fast- And Ink having to clean up after him and fix things! I’m very passionate about this!!!

Hhh Broomie I’m sorry!!! I’ll just. Pretend Core or Cross picked it up. Ink is already suffering so much, he needs a break.

Shattered and Blue probably treat him like a plush toy that talks, let’s be real. Poor Ink is pretty much carted around and placed (forced) next to or between them to “cuddle” and shit. They don’t want him to feel sad! And if Shattered has to hold him down with tentacles… Well, they’ll get him to see things their way eventually, they’re sure!

They’re the “why are you running” meme. That’s it, that’s them.

Nightmare’s the deadpan snarker of a narrator we’d need to get through the suffering that this AU would bring, huh.

OHHHHHHH I'M FINALLY HERE! I've been getting put through the washing machine by schoolwork, especially that treacherous subject... math. But! I'm back now! I've also just been extremely lazy and stuff.

Dammit Error. You always, ALWAYS come in and ruin people's happy lives with your need for destruction and annihilation! I still love you, my glitchy manbaby, but please. Just once. Just stop. Honestly, my brain's not processing everything after a long day of mathematics, but it's shoveling in that Ink angst pretty well. Do I have a problem? Nooo... do I need therapy? Maaaaaybe... but that's not important!

I like how I knew next to nothing about Gin's lore or his dynamic with Ink, yet I still included him in my Food Fantasy AU. And the best part is that his counterpart in that AU is based solely off the mask I saw him with like.... once??? I don't know.

Cross and Ink are mutual support buddies and I love that for them.

While it is adorable to think about Error trying to put on an awkward puppet show for Ink to cheer him up, I can't help but imagine that he might... not be the greatest? I mean that he might use a Dream and/or Blue puppet to try and cheer him up, but that might just make him even sadder because those are puppet versions of his best friends.

This. This is exactly how I feel whenever I come across one of those stories that does little more than just flip the roles. As in, the Bad Sanses are actually misunderstood babies who aren't at fault for what they've done and the Star Sanses are the Scum of the Earth, toxic, and the worst people to have ever lived. The concept of making the Stars secretly evil and all could be interesting, I think it has a lot of potential when used properly! But the idea has been largely ruined for me by a lot of stuff that just feels one-dimensional, you know? I don't care if people use the idea, I've personally written things that the majority would disagree with, I can only encourage people to add more depth to the characters; if the Stars are going to be the actual evil, then why are they evil? What are their motives? This is especially important for a character like Dream, who is the embodiment of all positive feelings. If the Bad Sanses are the actual good guys, then how/why do they deserve redemption? Why are they actually good? A lot of people use the Balance as an excuse, but the Murder Trio (and Cross, if he's there) is exempt from that- those three aren't relevant to the Balance. So that really only applies to Error and Nightmare, and while Error doesn't really have many other options, Nightmare technically does. There are ways to cause negativity other than murder, guys. If they're still going to use the murder route and stuff, then what makes them the good guys? What makes them deserve that reveal/acknowledgment that they're misunderstood?

Another important thing to consider is that the Bad Sanses aren't entitled to forgiveness, especially Error and Nightmare. Like yes, Error was (presumably) forced to destroy AUs for the Balance, but that doesn't erase the consequences of his destruction. That doesn't erase the fact that the Omega Timeline is FULL of people/characters who escaped from their destroyed worlds, who lost their homes and their families. Nor does the necessity of his role make those same people magically forgive him. Can they be understanding of his position? Certainly. Do they have to immediately forgive Error? No! In fact, they don't have to forgive him at all! The Bad Sanses aren't entitled to forgiveness just because they're secretly the good guys. ESPECIALLY if they're still having the Murder Trio commit murder to spread negativity, when there are known alternatives.

Anyway, moving on from that little rant. I am so sorry for talking your ear off and I hope nobody gets too offended by what I said, I just get really into this stuff. Can I just say- I absolutely love how you have Ink be aware of the Balance! So many FGOD AUs have it to where Ink either has no clue about the Balance or doesn't believe it exists, and I'm like??? Why??? He's literally the Protector of the AUs, if anyone would know about the Balance, it would be him! It's literally crucial to his role to protect the AUs, they'll fall apart without it! My personal headcanon for my own stuff is that Error's actually the one who didn't believe in the Balance (harmony between destruction and creation? A Truce? Even if it really does exist, ignoring the Balance only benefits him! Get outta here with your pacifist BS, Ink!) and Ink just can't stress it enough to him lol.

ANON TELL ME AS MUCH AS YOU'D LIKE- you can always send it in a separate ask if you'd like! That way you can focus on just your AU and not have to worry about the ask being too long!

I like how this went from "Ink gets isekaied back to his unfinished AU" to "Oh shi- SAVE THE BRUSH!"

Man, you're right- they probably treat him as some kind of glorified teddy bear at this point (ngl I actually have a headcanon that Ink is a surprisingly wonderful cuddle buddy). He's usually good with cuddling and physical affection, but this is just... no! Let him go!

It's been too long. I forget what that was responding to.

Nightmare as the narrator of this AU is perfect. I never knew I needed this in my head.

[avawritesthings]

the little things | op81

[628 words] oscar piastri x fem!reader

summary - in which reader never noticed the little things until now.

contents - established relationship, fluff galoreeeee (not proofread or edited, a short little blurb!!)

masterlist

“DOES HE ALWAYS do that?” Your friend asked. You and her had, finally, made time to hang out at yours and Oscar’s shared apartment. Oscar had just replaced the almost empty mug in your hand for a new one, almost as if anticipating your needs before you even realized.

“Do what?” You replied as you sipped on the hot drink. The inquisitive yet amused smile on her face had you raise an eyebrow. “What’s that look for?”

“That,” She gestured to the mug in your hand. Sensing your curious gaze, she further explained: “Anticipating your needs like that. Getting you a new drink without you even asking.”

Shrugging your shoulders, you blew on the still-hot drink, “I don’t know, actually. I hadn't really noticed before you pointed it out…” Your eyes searched until they found Oscar at the island of the kitchen, hunched over as he worked on his computer. He met your eyes over the screen of his laptop and gave you a warm, loving smile. “Yeah, no,” You started, a fond look on your face, “I don’t think he’s ever done anything like that before.”

-

Ever since that night with your friend, you had started to really watch Oscar and what he did when you guys were either hanging out together alone at your apartment, or at the paddock during a hectic race day.

One morning, you noticed that your phone was on the charger, as well as your laptop, when you know you had fallen asleep with both scattered across your shared bed.

Another instance is when you had gotten home from a tough day at work, only to find a beautiful bouquet of your favorite flowers, fresh. The smile that had blossomed on your face was unmatched as you smelled them. You felt a rush of warmth fill your heart at the thought of Oscar going out of his way to surprise you after a long day.

Your smile widened when you felt the arms of your lower encased your stomach and hugged you from behind. Oscar nosed your neck, breathing a sigh of relief as if he had been tense without you.

“My baby,” You mused, leaning back into his hold. “Missed me, huh?”

“Mhm,” He mumbled, swaying you lightly. It was then when you realized your favorite song was playing, from somewhere, you didn’t know. “Missed you a whole bunch, love.”

Turning around in his hold, you pecked his lips a few times before unraveling yourself from his hold. Oscar grinned at you, winking before taking a hold of your hand and leading you to the bedroom.

You laid your eyes on a steaming hot bubble bath, the smell of lavender invading your senses. “Babe…” You trailed off. The tips of his ears had already turned a light shade of pink. “You didn’t have to do all this,” You gestured to the bath and the flowers in the kitchen.

“Well, you’ve been working yourself to the bone lately, and I had a day off, so I thought why not? Seeing you smile makes it all worth it, y’know?”

Happy tears had started to gather at your lash line, and Oscar noticed, taking your tears as a negative thing. “Oh baby,” His hands quickly made their way to your cheeks, wiping away any wetness. “What’s w-“

You shook your head quickly, as quickly as you could in his hold. “Nothing’s wrong, Osc, just overwhelmed with love,” You cut him off, holding onto his wrists as his thumbs continued to wipe away the last of your stray tears. “I just love you. Never really noticed how much you do for me until today. I just appreciate it a lot.”

Oscar smiled bashfully, from the compliments and from being caught. “You deserve it all, baby.”

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(wrote this in under half an hour .. lmk if u liked it and want more oscar !! if u want u can like and reblog xo)

[heavenbarnes]

cosmos I just went thru all ur #loverposting and oh my godddd u lucked out so hard 😫 your partner sounds Iike the sweetest guy and I wish u all the best in ur relationship 💗

so sorry but vent incoming:

I'm actually going thru a crisis rn - I want to break up w my bf but it's not at all any of his fault, I just feel like it's a right person wrong time situation 😔 (ik its cringe being like oh its not u it's me type thing but it truly feels that way😭😭) there r so many things going on rn in both our lives and I feel as tho I'm not putting 100% into this relationship and he doesn't deserve that yk. and the problem is I don't know how to put this all into words and make him think he did something or that he's not good enough cause lately he's been doubting himself and his capabilities and putting all this on him rn may not be a good idea but ik that dragging it out is not healthy for me. I just don't feel the spark anymore but I akways feel guilty as he reminds me of his devotion everytime we communicate. is it shit of me to tell him I've lost feelings after all this time? I'm also worried he will spiral cause he has a tendency for his mood to change and go downhill very quickly and often times he's stuck in that mindset for so so long. honestly I'm worried of what he will do, I know it's not my responsibility how he will react but I'm scared of what may physically happen to him cause he's already prone to bad habits.

any advice would be appreciated - I have yet to tell my friends because everyone thinks we're endgame and a part of me feels as tho I'd be letting them down too 💔

sorry for the long ass message babe 💀

sorry i took a while to reply- work is taking every last thing out of me at the moment and i needed a second to process this 🫶🏼

i think you’ve got to look at this one of two ways-

first way, do you actually want to break up with him or is it all the things going on in your life making you feel like this relationship is one more thing that might go wrong? i’m not trying to talk you out of it by any means- but is the spark something that can come back?

second, if you definitely do want to break up, then i always recommend clear and open communication. unfortunately, you need to sit him down and have a really tough but honest talk. his reaction and what he might or might not do is not on you and it should not stop you from doing what you need to be happy.

you’re also not letting anyone down- you have to ensure your own happiness

i don’t think i’m telling you anything you don’t already know, but i really hope you take care of yourself and do what it takes to be happy x

[ireceived-p8250000]

July 7-13, 2013

Sunday, July 7

I woke up with a headache from the previous night. It's been a long time since I drank alcohol. Despite this, I went to work and received my salary of ₱3,990, bringing my total account balance to around 16k. I'm considering traveling with this amount.

Monday, July 8

Midterms began. We had a report on Personality and were assigned Conditioning topics related to Pavlov and Skinner. My groupmates were Justin, Samuel, and Sheryl, while Mansoor was grouped with someone else.

"Nag-Ampersand daw kayo ah," Mansoor opened.

"I already told you right," I replied.

He just nodded, looking curious.

"Not doing that again," I affirmed.

"Really?" he questioned.

I just nodded.

We joked around about the incident and continued with our classes. Chemistry in the afternoon brought tough experiments and calculations. Mansoor and I hung out at the mall after his class, where I indulged in buying Esquire magazine. He knows I love magazines. We wandered around, discussing various topics, and noticed that "Minions" was showing.

Tuesday, July 9

After classes, I took Ran to the cinema to watch the "Minions" movie. We had McDonald's Happy Meals and bought him some toys. I continued working on my report and perfected my slideshows, moving beyond the usual PowerPoint.

Wednesday, July 10

Focused on studying and heard rumors of student beef. Red is becoming closer to me. We had organizational meetings, and shirt sales were open, so orders were being placed.

Thursday, July 11

Watched a documentary for BioPsych in class. Jess asked if I wanted to meet up with Rona, but I had to decline. There was an event at the bookstore where Mansoor, Hollmae, and Jeremy came by. I teased Mansoor about looking like Jeremy, our Sergeant at Arms, which he didn't appreciate. Mansoor waited for me until closing.

Friday, July 12

Realized it was Hollmae's birthday but its too late to make rose origamis.

Cake. Cake. Cake. just 250 Bugayong said.

Spent the day in classes and discussed our presentation with Sam. We talked about music. Breathe is not good though lasing.

Saturday, July 13

Attended all classes and celebrated Hollmae's birthday by giving her some items I picked up from the shop. I've become nonchalant and feel I've adapted well.

Today's event at the shop was significant. A guy approached me, asking my name and age despite my nameplate being visible. He inquired about my relationship status and favorite books, making assumptions.

"May boyfriend ka na?" he asked.

"Wala," I replied.

"Oh, so it's safe," he said.

"Meaning?" I questioned.

"Pretty girl like you no boyfriend?" he probed.

"It's a choice and I have no interest," I replied firmly.

We kept talking as he encouraged me otherwise, but I shut down his attempts politely.

At home, I responded to Mansoor's texts and stayed up late focusing on my conditioning presentation, planning for Psych Soc events, and managing my homework for Pol Sci and Chem.

[stevebuscemisgf]

helo, it's me again. i've been doing a lot of uncomfortable growing lately, and recognizing my own faults and shortcomings. it hurts. i'm letting go of some people that i thought meant a lot to me. i confused my love for them with them loving me back. i thought if i could care for them enough, they'd care for me back in some way. i let myself believe that for a length of time that makes me sad now, looking back on it. i'm on the cusp of 24 now, and i thought it would feel different. i thought it would be less painful. paramore's self titled album came out when hayley williams was 24. i've been listening to it a lot lately, through a new lens. this album meant so much to me when it came out. and i think it means more now. when they toured with this album, it was the first concert i ever went to. i was 15 and my dad took me. some guy spilled beer on me. i hope that you're growing into a person that you're happy to see in the mirror. i'm working on that, too.

Hey there my beloved Helo,

(Buckle up this is going to be a loooong one.)

I empathize with this season of growth you’re in. Isn’t it so unfair how growing and improving can feel so terrible in the moment? It’s like, you just feel awful until you randomly reach a point where look back and think, oh wow look at where I am now! I kind of like it here!

Letting go of relationships in general is tough, letting go of relationships for reasons like yours is even harder. We’re not really taught how to gracefully exit a relationship- I feel like most cultures teach us that doing so is just another type of quitting. I full heartedly disagree with that. You, my dear Helo, deserve to have people who love and celebrate and care for you with the same intensity that you do for them. Sometimes that means hard conversations and reconciliations, and sometimes that means recognising when to close that book and open a new one with different characters. Feel that sadness, it’s warranted and you’re allowed to grieve something ending even if you were the one who ended it. One day that sadness will dull, if not fade completely, and you’ll find it replaced by a lightness and joy from those you’ve gathered around you.

First off, happy early birthday! I don’t believe I know when it is or else I’d celebrate at home on that day for you, but rest assured I’ll do a lil celebration for your 24th year via the leftover jelly donut I plan to have for breakfast tomorrow. And I fully plan to give Paramore’s self titled album more attention. I’m so glad that you have something that has followed you throughout your life and has only increased in its importance to you. That’s really special.

I’ve had similar sentiments throughout my twenties. It’s a sucky truth of our world that time never stops, and neither does the negativity within it. But neither does the positivity either. It’s corny as hell to say it, but I’ve found that when I’ve gone through particular rough patches— something awesome was waiting for me at the end. It may not be something you see in the moment, but looking back you can find those somethings.

Every year I feel the same as you. I feel like it should be this different vibe this new feeling of life- and every year it essentially feels the same. And that’s because, even as we change, we’re still us at our core! We’re always going to feel the same at some level. And I have to say, I’ve really come to appreciate that as I go through all of these motions and changes, I still have the same old me I know and love along for the ride.

I was just telling someone about you today. We were talking about valentines and love letters and I said how even though it’s a different context, I’m so grateful that for all of these years you have continually shown me love. And one that I can’t even fully reciprocate due to the anonymous nature of your messages. I think that makes it even more special- this is just something you do because you feel like it. When I got home I decided to find as many of your messages as I could (I fear tumblr has eaten some I’m so sad) and FINALLY tag them all accordingly. It only felt right that you get to have a permanent residence here. It was so special to go through each ask you sent and see the growth and changes and feelings you have been so gracious to share with me over what is nearing six years!!! I’m going to be selfish and say I hope it never ends.

I’m doing well. I think. I feel happy and discontent at the same time but about different things. I feel like I’m stuck but moving forward at a rapid pace. This year, turning 26, sent me into like a bona fide quarter life crisis and I think this is the first birthday I’ve had where I just,, was miserable(shoutout to my old url) and scared. 7ish months later and I’m still terrified but I’m also more settled. I’ve been having a lot of deep conversations with my friends about my future and how there’s so much opportunity for so much to happen, and also so much opportunity in the face of when things don’t go according to plan.

This year I’m dedicated to making a genuine effort into getting to a place where I’m happier. Or even just more content. My bestie and I are being one another support systems and I’m really enjoying the conversations it’s allowed for. I’m almost done with my first year in my doctorate program, which is insane to think about. I’m just that much closer to being a full blown clinical psychologist. I’m already freaking out about my dissertation lol.

Anyway, I can’t put into words just how much I hope that things improve for you. That you find your own contentment. I know I say it in like all of my messages, but I find myself thinking about you often and hoping that all is well on your end. That you and your loved ones (and your puppy Donut!) are all safe and happy and healthy.

Thank you so much for popping in, it always makes my month to hear from you.

And as always, if you ever want to take off the sunglasses, you know where to find me!

Love,

LJ :)

[cantstopwontstoptalking]

it's the weekend PEOPLE !!

It's been a hot minute since I've been on Tumblr and I already feel like coming to my home after an tough week. Honestly, now that I look back I really feel I just really needed this and was the BESTEST DECISION OF 2023 !!!!!!

It's an safe place where I can be honest and spill my mind. I don't feel like being the real me on Instagram or snapchat as so many people who know me are just waiting and ready to judge without even knowing the actual me.

but I just hope and wish that I'll be able to let my walls down and just be "ME" here.

You know munchkins' Life lately has been so interesting yet hectic. I am just all fired up with so many things, resolving so many unstable aspects of life....trying to maintain balance between everything.. It's exhausting no doubt but I don't mind doing that because why not? I freaking choosed this life bro and there isn't any escape now! I have put it on the back burner for too long, doing everything else and making it feel like a hobby I simply don't have time for but it has left me feeling miserable and detached from the person I truly am but I'm slowly allowing myself to just do things and not think much about it and to my surprise I feel it's working! *touchwood*

Currently a lot has been happening munchkins' this Poor girl was unwell for straight one week ( and yes, I'm totally alright now) so many internal tests, projects, assignments were scheduled for this week but hey? you know what? I successfully managed to got through all of them. *minute of appreciation for this girl please*

okay so random I know but all my people who are struggling to find something good to watch Don't worry! I've got your back... just finished watching this movie called " NO EXIT " Guys you need to watch this! you may or may not like the storyline or plot of the movie but trust me I'm sure you will be hooked to your screen during the movie... even till the end you won't catch the plot. Have fun munchkins' one life friend !!!

so, yes where were we? ahh got it.... it's finally the WEEKEND and my mindset for it is...very chill, calm, positive. gonna Spend some time with myself, going to taking care of me, my body and my mental health! I have recently made this also as my weekend routine it is just so important I have understood that!

With that, going to have all that delicious food ( and regret next week lol ) with some cool ass music and will Definitely do the things I find happiness in' So Yeah that's pretty much all for this weekend

okay dokeyy munchkins' now just go enjoy your weekend and your girl also going to do exactly the same now

See you next week till then miss me :)

with love, sakshi

[flowerais-archive]

I was pleased to stumble upon your flowerais-archive. I miss Alice's blog very much, do you think she'll return to tumblr? I hope she will someday, but mostly just hope she's okay and feeling happy right now. Meanwhile, thank you for the care and kindness you are putting out into the world. Take care!

i hope she will return someday. this little blog is proof that we all miss her very much, and we’d love to welcome her back. thank you angel

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