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serious-goose · 11 months

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i'm so fucking tired . wallowing

#12 hour day and i'm so fucking anxious i could cry #but at least i got my adhd meds again and i feel a little more normal #fucking fuck fuck fudk #been staring at the ceiling for an hour #delete later

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shinwoonoh · 1 year

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anywaaaaays, the eighth sense, eh? just a show about surfing and love. totally not about trauma and being in pain everyday to the point where you feel numbed and then suddenly being seen and pulled in like the tide that comes and goes every night and you sorta let it fall naturally at your feet in whatever way it wants to because the ocean is both life and violence. containing things that man has not even begun to perceive but also having the ability to carve away at stone and rock swallowing the earth into itself

#the eighth sense #been lying in bed staring at the ceiling for the past half hour

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mokutone · 2 years

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Panel one shows Tenzō having turned away from Kakashi. There's tears running down his face again, but his posture hasn't gotten tight and defensive again. "Hah. That's a pretty big drawback," he says, half joking,

Panel two, Kakashi's arms enter the frame and grasp the edges of Tenzō's happuri. Tenzō, seemingly caught off guard, lets him do this, too surprised to even mind that Kakashi can see his tears. "On the bright side, you have a home," Kakashi counters, "people you trust,"

"and a shiftless, good-for-nothing Captain, who's too lazy to fill out the paperwork for hospital-dodging." Kakashi says in panel three. The image shows Kakashi smiling more convincingly, if a little apologetic, gripping Tenzō's happuri in his hand.

Panel four shows him holding Tenzō's happuri out with one hand, and Tenzō grabbing the metal sides of it with both of his own hands. "Anyway, I'm pretty sure you're not a liability or a threat to Konoha," Kakashi says.

In the final panel of the comic, Tenzō ducks his head, looking up with one tearful eye as Kakashi reaches out. Tenzō is still gripping his happuri in his hands, close to his chest. Kakashi's back is drenched in the yellow light of the hall.

"My couch is yours, if you want to stay the night," Kakashi is saying as he ruffles Tenzō's long, now-unbound hair.

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#my art #naruto #comics #yamato #tenzō #yamato tenzo #kakashi #ok u can all breath a sigh of relief now #the situation is mostly over. tenzō is still coming down from his panic attack but its much less intense #and kakashi is going to set him up on the couch + probably put pakkun out there with him 2 help tenzō further if needed #and then kakashi is going to fix the wards that tenzō destroyed. hes going to flop down on his bed. and hes going 2 try his best 2 recharge #tenzō is going to tuck himself in on kakashis couch w/ pakkun resting on his stomach staring at him (its fine. its what pakkun does.)#and he's going to stare blankly at the ceiling for a few hours #occasionally flipping between thoughts of ''I'm the worst Kohai the world has ever seen. This was so inappropriate.''#or alternately just feeling impossibly lucky and warm and grateful and u know what. dare i say it. safe.#because. guess who just learned that he can rely on kakashi if he's out of his fucking depth. YEAH BABEEEYYYYY #not that he wants to put kakashi in a situation like this again. he very much does not.#anyway final tag notes:#thank u all for everyone whose been leaving their reactions in the tags and replies it has been soooo enjoyable to me #ive been slurping them up like noodles. yum yum yum. some of u have been right on the money and others of u have come up with #really interesting interpretations that i hadnt even thought of #and overall theres nothing like. being able to share ur work and see how people react to it kinda in real time? like page by page?#it was a pain to post it like this and i have no doubt it was a pain to read like this.#but it was lovely to recieve reactions to individual pages

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anotherpapercut · 10 months

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I have a job interview in 1 hour and I think I might throw up

#been trying very hard for the past couple of hours to not cry hysterically in front of a class full of teenagers #partially interview nerves mostly the united states healthcare system #how am i supposed to not be suicidal in this economy #one of them may have noticed bc i realized she was looking at me at one point when i was staring at the ceiling #like trying to get the moisture put of my eyes without obviously rubbing them #and then she talked to me a bit before leaving which they never do

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astramachina · 2 months

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🧍🏽‍♂️ I just wanna sleep

#Girl it's 3am and I've been staring at the ceiling for the past two hours #I'm so fucking tired and yet my body straight refuses to sleep

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bittsandpieces · 5 months

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Can I murder that landlord for you? Sleep is too rare to lose these days 🤬

Please kill him, he's driving me fucking crazy

#bitts answers #yesterday he was BLASTING kpop and laying on the couch staring at the ceiling. for hours #he knew i was home. i was in the kitchen baking some muffins. he does not care #man is 36 and acting like a teenager going through a breakup #its been like this for a year and a half

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randomartist-1 · 17 days

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yknow what i cant sleep blind it we ball.

#in stars and time #isat #personally i think there is a correct answer #but im bored & have been staring @ my ceiling 4 like three hours now #also ive seen like three other ppl do this soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#hope i didnt forget anyone!!#i swear i didnt almost forget 2 add loop.....#i prommy!! (⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎)~

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charbies · 1 year

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so I’m a therapist and I started getting major sleep paralysis for the first time in my life when I started my current high-stress + high-burnout job in the addiction field. I’ve been dealing with it consistently for almost a year at this point.

I’m thinking about my past & present selves on tumblr and how 14 year old me probably would have been so curious and thought sleep paralysis was so ✨quirky✨ and would make me so ✨interesting✨

meanwhile 24 year old me is tired as shit and it’s NOT FUN the cruel irony is that being a mentally ill manic pixie dream girl is EXHAUSTING and a SCAM

#*tucks hair behind ear* life is so hard #I’ve been so ridiculously burnt out all summer it’s outrageous #im usually v private about my real life on here but we gotta add some spice to the blog now and then #wish I was drawing more but I come home from work and stare at the ceiling for 2 hours until I can get the energy to make dinner #so that’s great lol #I’m getting a long weekend and I’m getting off weekend shifts soon so hopefully things get easier in the fall

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akkivee · 7 months

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that little ^^ kuukou typed in one of his twitter takeover tweets keeps me up at night

#vee queued to fill the void #*staring up at the ceiling* he’s………….. he’s adorable and it……… it kills me………… wow…………#wow……………………… wow………………………. *3 whole ass hours later* wow…………………#kuukou may have captured my heart from his first appearance but peak insanity over kuukou only happened during the 2nd drb #so this takeover happened too early for me to have been batshit over it kr pls give me more kuukou breaking the 4th wall to be insane over #i want to be able to track his day like i could in the takeover he gets up at 3am he finishes cleaning floors like 6ish hours later #he chews gum enough in that time period that he runs risk of running out he was listening to the bat album at 8ish in the morning—#(PLS GIVE ME A 24 HR STREAM OF KUUKOU GOING ABOUT HIS DAY I NEED TO STALK— I MEAN ITS FOR SCIENCE—)#c: kuukou👑

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misskamelie · 16 days

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*stares into the void* I might have a problem

#I have. I have done literally nothing all day #I do not even feel the anxiety that much #this is bad #I'm basically just. holding on hoping this is going to pass??? this is a new frontier even for me good grief ugh #the total time I spent actually doing something exam/study related is probably. 1 hour at most???#I literally stared at my ceiling instead of doing *anything* to review #I just want this to pass #this is. what's off with me??#it's like. there's not even a sense of urgency just mellow surrender??#I need semi-imposed activities to do. I need novelty I need external enrichment I cannot give that to myself #might have found out that I do not do well self studying for long time periods because I lack the general picture + end objective #and I have no sense of novelty (which I crave)#just need to. just need to get over this. this is going to be an interesting period to look back on I guess 😪 (it's been a year)#my post #I don't even feel? bad?? which is probably not a good signal lol?#oh well hope to come out better than when I walked into this I guess 🤷‍♂️

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strwberry-milk · 1 month

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Yeah sure I feel a lil dead but my hair looks amazing rn

#I’ve been staring at the ceiling for the past hour ._.

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angel-derangement · 1 month

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I am not joking about the kitchen floor thing btw, you know when people are like “you’re always on that damn phone” my husband is always on that damn floor

#he has a little heater. he lies in front of it on the floor #we get home from work and he says it’s been such a long day I just need an hour of heater #then he lies in front of it unblinking staring at the ceiling #when I get stressed he says don’t be stressed come sit on the floor with me….. and he’s RIGHT

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siriuslygay1981 · 10 months

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Top three ways you know I needed to be asleep hours ago! (Read: days)

1. Hallucinating!! So fun, always a pleasure to freak out.

2. Writing/words not making sense when written or said. Lots and lots and lots of grammatical and spelling mistakes. Always nice to decipher what I wrote later in the day.

3. Headache. Ouch go away

#can u tell i havent slept #its time for sleepy sleep #ik its 5am what abt it #actually this has been all week #wakey wake 2-6 pm #sleepy sleep 5-11 am #guess who went to bed at 11 am yesterday #thats right me #actually in pain #goodnight my sweet babys #also i gad to write book idea down and then i saw a quiz abt neurodivergent thing #had to do all that #and i got distracted by reels #stared at my ceiling for two hours tryna sleep but i couldnt stop thinking abt smthn #had to research #also yes i stayed up for two or three days and then slept for three days straight #so it actually cancels out

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stevethehairington · 10 months

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tbosas was GOOOOOOD oh man, it's making me wanna go reread all the hunger games books again ahhh

#its been a hot second since my last reread so i think it is time #god i just LOVE those books #there is SO MUCH to unpack in them suzanne collins is BRILLIANT #thg #tbosas #i wiiiiiill say tho - for an almost 3 hour runtime it sure did feel like they sped through a lot of the beginning stuff #which when i read the book those beginning parts were what interested me the most #i wouldve loved to see those beats fleshed out a little more and some of the relationships given a little more time to really click #now im gonna go listen to thg score and stare at the ceiling about it

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johaerys-writes · 1 year

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Finally the weekend and there isn't enough time in the world for all the things I want to do

#like do i write?#catch up on reading?#clean my flat?#listen to a podcast?#finish that audiobook i've been listening to?#go to the gym?#play a video game?#go hunting for patchilles articles on jstor?#copy excerpts of said articles in my journal (i have a backlog to get to akshsj)?#lie on the couch and stare at the ceiling for two hours?#SO many options what do #actually I know I can multitask and do a few of these things at the same time but also i just want to be a potato and do nothing lmao

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godsweakestsoldier · 11 months

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I- was I always this insanely down for this woman?

#she’s been gone for what? a total of two hours?#and I feel like it’s been months #what is going on with me #I never felt this way with my ex either #what is happening?!#tbd #midnight rants #I am a grown ass woman how the fuck did I become wrapped around this woman’s finger #and all she did was talk with me #why am I sitting and staring at my ceiling waiting for whatever we are to come home #gonna live tweet or rather live tumblr my slow break down of sanity

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