Listen....
I'm not saying that my home isn't good for my mental health, but what I am saying is that in two weeks away from home I:
-kept a regular sleep schedule (had three total nights where it took me a little longer to settle down but I was still asleep before 11pm)
-ate a normal amount
-had no trouble getting up in the morning
-didn't cry a single time (even during a panic attack, during which I was comfortable enough to go to my partner for comfort)
But in just under two days of being home I:
-haven't been able to settle to sleep for more than an hour or two at a time
-only ate because food was brought to me (I didn't finish either meal, got too nauseous)
-spent most of my day in bed because I was so exhausted and tense
-also spent most crying because of a stupid argument between my mom and I (long story)
-got called moody and snappy despite the fact I was silent and completely by myself 95% of the day
So..... that's fine, I guess.
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I Do Think. And I think this is where AraSawa and MineDai could diverge in a way.
Because with a question like that, I think Mine is genuinely oblivious, and perhaps at the time not fully aware or willing to admit to himself certain Truths.
I can't quite tell Exactly Why the question caught him off guard that badly, but I don't think it really occurred to him that it kind of sounded like Daigo was interested in him, because he was hung up on being asked about his personal life at all.
I especially don't think it did because, well, Daigo takes him to the middle of the hotel district and tells him he wants some action, right. Most people would catch on to the implication but Mine's just like "oh like at the batting center :)?" And even Daigo seems dumbfounded here, like that's not at all the answer he was expecting.
I don't even care if it's the brainworms, I genuinely think he was planning to send Mine up to a hotel room for one reason or another (either propositioning him directly or proposing idk a threesome/foursome) and it didn't work out because Mine is too dense to pick up on that kind of thing.
And with Jo, like how Mine was all Mine.exe Stopped Responding, I think we'd also get to see a variation of Sawashiro.exe Stopped Responding. But it wouldn't be for the same reasons. Because it's like, maybe Mine doesn't know, but Jo knows and doesn't know what to do with it. Mine's え? is to express genuine confusion, but Jo's え? is to buy time to put up a dozen psyche locks.
daigo talking with mine it's like. he's not used to a man being seemingly so genuinely interested in him, never mind that man being his superior (who insists mine doesnt treat him like his superior tonight and even insists he call him something more personal) who wants to be his equal and so he doesn't catch on to the Evident advances because isn't that a bit forward? isn't that a bit much? mine hasn't done anything to warrant that kind of attention yet has he.......
and then arakawa talking to jo it's just
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Honestly, no one’s ever gonna be nice to autistic people, to be a little more serious. That’s what I think anyway. Cuz those “mock someone for not getting irony/social cues” jokes are always the same- it’s always “Yes I know asd people dont get irony or unspoken cues, but HOW could you not get THIS one! THIS one is about eating soap/a sex act/shark skin/etc, it’s SO ridiculous to not get THIS one you’d liiiterally have to be a RETAR- ....oh wait’
Cuz that’s exactly the point- the joke doesn’t even work unless SOME little r-word comes along and doesn’t get it, so everyone knows what they’re doing. It’s just like. I don’t even know, too irresistibly fun for them or something.
It literally doesn’t matter what “THIS one” is, that’s the whole fucking point. But there’s an infinite number of possible “THIS one”s, so the “Im gonna wait till someone misses my social cue and then mock them” joke will be eternal, and at least in my experience growing up that’s the biggest thing people bully autistic ppl with.
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What if someone gets mad at you for making an image description? Does that happen often?
tbh i don't think i've ever heard of that happening. the only scenario i can think of where that's at least a little bit probable is describing someone's oc and u get their pronouns/gender wrong, which is an honest mistake that can be fixed pretty easily. people like accessibility ! they like their art being spread to a wider audience. image descriptions are inherently good, and people respect that :D
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