#beinganidiot

[jontykm]

New and Improved Custom Crumplestiltskin / Jester Hats from this week 🎭 If you too are a bit of a joker and want to commission one, dm me with colour ideas, your head measurement and fabrics you like. We then work it out from there 🎬 Laugh Now, Cry Later! 😂😪#jontykristianmellmann #jkm #courtjester #thejoker #icp #insaneclownposse #carnival #carnicalclown #thejester #tarot #beinganidiot #Leyak #demon #Rangda #ConstructionSiteLights #cyber #cyberclown #cybercrunk #cyberdrunk (at The Big Top) https://www.instagram.com/p/CT4_zG5tFeb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[cutterl]

Based on a true-ish story after I completed the Trial of the Sword.

This took me much longer to finish than I expected, even though I tried to simplify things. There’s probably a better way for me to post this, but I’ve never made a comic before, so IDK. If you have any advice on how to do it better, then I’m all ears!

[radio-charlie]

Just now almost went downstairs to person eating dinner to say “hey sorry i can’t eat w u rn i might have covid”

[maniclaughter]

Bleach and rough materials are no match for my superstrength hair huehuehuehuehue #girl #selfie #beinganidiot #platinumblonde #whiteblonde #messyhair #longhair #derp

[suicidxlgxrl]

Alone with the hard feelings of love

The title can give you a signal, like how love can be your self destruction, but maybe in this text might find a decision of seeing love. I said a decision, because not all the time loving is hard, but it’s hard loving. 

I used to think that loving someone who didn’t love you back, was the hardest and painful things this life could have. That giving everything you have to that person can be more dangerous than jump out of a train or walking alone in one of the streets of the Bronx. Or putting his or her priorities before yours meant being so sick mentally like a person with some disorders. 

But then I realize that it wasn’t none of those option the correct one. The correct one came from the inside. From my heart. There was fear. I had fear of loving. I have fear of being rejected. I was so insecure of not being enough for someone. I was so insecure of showing my feelings, like there were a weakness. A big one to be honest. 

Now, I see it from a different perspective. It’s harder love when nobody loves you than when they love us. The problem never was love. The problem was us. We aren’t able to love someone who doesn’t love us back, maybe because of pride, maybe because of fear, maybe because of the pain it can produce. 

Today I decided not hiding my feelings anymore. Whether if they love me or not, If I love them, I’m gonna show them all the love I have it. And It’s okay if they don’t feel the same way. Do is it matter? Is it stop you from feeling joy in your heart? Because that what it causes when you love someone. You can only see positive sides, rainbows everywhere, sun twenty four hours-shinning... It only gets bad when you don’t accept not having a reaction from your action. But, is it supposed that is better giving than receiving? 

So, it also applies for love. Try it. And the positive sides, rainbows everywhere, sun twenty four hours shinning will never fade away. 

[thealexsimmons]

When you fight yourself, do it shrunken-ninja style in the presence of an R6... #yamahar6 #fightyourself #motorcyclephotography #r6 #beinganidiot #motorcycleart #everybodywaskungfufighting #sillymotorcycle

[gattodimorte]

#beinganidiot #rocknroll #kiss #countkiss #kisscat #heavymetal #metal #abstract #laart #art #photobomb

[vsratoslava]

#beinganidiot can be challenging 😔😅 #mikhailovskytheatre

[bldredrosezzz]

Allergy Activated 😒

11:24 PM, 08/10/16

I really need to STOP eatin sweets. For now.

[nambnb]

Dear, favourite macaroon, thx for providing me with a mental cinema of a possible MinKuri-scene by having your NoiAo-stuff acting as the model for it in my head. *hugs petitamaretti *

[drunkenidiocy-blog]

Another Regretful Taxi Singalong Song

It’s been an uncharacteristically tame and sober few days here at Drunken Idiocy HQ, so here’s an oldie but goodie: another song the people around me have been lucky enough to hear me sing in a taxi. Thank you, Phoebe Buffay, for providing some variety in the genre of drunken singalong classics.

[caulfieldvsgoddamnphonies]

Fencing and Subways

There are all sorts of ways to mess up a competition. For example, leaving all the equipment behind. I'm "the goddamn manager of the fencing team" (Salinger 6) after all and i left all the goddamn fencing equipment on the subway. It's all great fun till you realize there was no reason to show up after all. 'Course wasn't all my fault considering "I had to keep getting up to look at this map, so we'd know where to get off" (Salinger 6). The rest of the team didn't give a goddamn care 'bout that though, "ostracized me the whole way back" (Salinger 6). Moral of the story being, don't leave your goddamn equipment on the subway.

[magstergoesrawr]

Random thoughts/feelings

I feel like I'm an annoyance. I get super clingy when I really like someone or just enjoy talking/being with someone. I get overly jealous and I just bottle it up because I know I'm being ridiculous. I hate not knowing what you're thinking. My thoughts are scattered.. I just don't know how to deal with uncertainty.. I would rather just curl up under the covers.