#bladescurse

[ewehorned]

💋

smooch.. the tief. | sel. accepting always !

the road from nicodranas is a long one, days of winding road that only make her heart ache for home anew. she spends most nights on the journey into the empire staring, wistfully, southward towards the coast – but only when she knows the others are asleep and can not see her pining. this is one such night, their last before crossing the border into the empire. a bundle of papers rests in her lap, documents they would need to make it across without a hassle. they’re done, mostly, so there’s little to occupy her mind as she leans against the wheel of the cart, toying with the small ruby that now hangs around her neck. idly, she brings it to her lips, and smiles; a sad and fragile thing.

“ you’re up late. ”

jester jolts slightly, sitting up straight and whipping her head towards the source of the sound. fjord, only half untucked from sleep, rubbing at the back of his neck while he starts to stand. flustered, words fail her a moment, scrambling for some excuse. he doesn’t have to ask. as the warlock settles down beside her, she slowly uncurls her muscles and allows herself to relax again.

“ … i know. it’s stupid. ” she starts. in the corner of her eye, she can see the tilt of his head, the egging her on to continue, “ i just.. i know we just left, but i miss my momma. ” a laugh, soft and breathless shakes her shoulders. without thinking, she settles against his shoulder, and for a moment they sit in silence. they need to check on things in the empire, she knows that, but that doesn’t make it any easier. they talk, idle chatter, make plans for the next few days. they share laughter and distract one another, dance around the words exchanged in that sunken temple, the confession she was stupid enough to announce aloud. but that isn’t important, here and now. it feels like forever that she stays with him, eyes growing heavy, but she doesn’t let them shut until she dares to reach, to lace her fingers in with his and hold, softly.

“ jes. ”

“ yeah – ? ” she’s only part way through bringing up her head, eyes blinking almost blearily, when the sensation of scarred lips colliding with the corner of her mouth snaps her wide awake. her shoulders go rigid and she laughs, despite herself, even as there is a nervous chuckle offered in return. she doesn’t recoil, afraid that if she moves, the moment would be gone, lingering in their steady closeness and almost holding her breath. the next time, he hits his mark, and it feels like firecrackers are going off in her chest.

maybe this wouldn’t be so bad, after all.

[everlightblessing]

              Her  eyes  widen,  her  best  attempts  to  put  on  an  innocent  face  beginning  to  fail  as  she  nods  as  convincingly  as  she  possibly  can,  right  hand  pushing  strands  of  her  hair  back.  As  if  somehow,  someway,  that  makes  her  look  more  serious.  Because  it  should,  it  really  should!  She’s  never  seen  a  serious  responsible  person  with  messy  natural  loose  hair,  perhaps  perfectly  curled  long  hair,  sure,  but  that’s  different.  “ I  didn’t! ”  Jester  insists,  crossing  her  arms  and  looking  back  at  Kiri  now  hanging  around  with  Nott  and  Caleb,  “ She  must  have...  I  don’t  know...  heard  it  from  Beau!  That’s  probably  it,  probably.  Or  maybe  she’s  in  love  with  you.  That’s  also  a  possibility. ” 

  Probably  not,  though.  But  everything’s  possible.  “ Fjord,  that’s  really  good! ”  She  gasps,  grinning  and  nodding  along  with  her  compliment  to  try  to  distract  him,  “ I  didn’t  know  you  could  do  my  accent  so  well!  You  should  do  it  more  often! ”   //  @bladescurse  cont.

[polyphoniie-a]

{ @bladescurse | Cont’d }

it’s  not  unusual  for   him   to   wake   up   cold   as   the   deepest   leagues   of   the  lucidian   and   choking   on   something  ;  be   it   sea   water   or   his   own   blood.   which,   yes,   in   an   of   itself   is   unusual  —   but   ‘weird’   coming   from  beau   of   all   individuals  ?   fjord   gives   a   small   chuckle   as   he   bumps   his   arm   roughly   into   the   monk’s   own,   ❝  why   don’t   you   worry  about  yourself  ‘cause   at   least  i  know  how  to  smile  in   away   that   doesn’t   scare   off   small   children. ❞

“Hey, fuck you!” Beau snorts and elbows him back with a wry grin. Fjord...isn’t exactly wrong, though. Her comment was meant to be one of concern for him--he woke up choking on seawater of all things! And they’re not even close to the ocean!

“All I’m saying is if you drown in your sleep, then I’m gonna have to find a new manners teacher, y’know? And then everyone will know about the guy who died puking up salt water even though he was on dry land. That’s just a lot of work for me, and I’m not willing to commit to all that. So...don’t die. Or anything.” (Nope, that wasn’t right either, was it...)

[sapphiretrickster]

can you rec some cr blogs?

              yes, of course!!!! i don’t know if all of these are still active or not, a lot of them haven’t posted in a very long time, but i’m following all of them in case they ever come back or get muse again so i’m gonna make a list so it’s easier for you, okay here we go!!!

BEAUREGARD – @eauregard @stunningstriike @norespectforauthority CADUCEUS – @bloomingdeed @clayric @cadcly @bowise CALEB – @vvidogasts @semanticsreally @wiidogasting @flameclaimed @casterxdisaster @walzergast @thecatwizard FJORD – @tex-blades @fjordiing @fjorlock @cjonsommer @tsktooth @bladescurse MOLLYMAUK – @circusglass @mollymockiing @moonweaving @moonweaved @longmxyhereign @reboern NOTT– @commaless @andnotbrave @goblinflasked @nttbrveYASHA – @griefsangel @roadthrived @stormsfallen

NPC & GUEST CHARACTERS – @chainedheir (jayne merriweather) @gloriouslygood (gilmore) @rugic (gilmore) @erastones (cassandra de rolo) @avcntika (avantika) @rubycourtesan (marion lavorre) @artagcn (artagan) @moonfreed (zahra) @twigckster (twiggy) @bowlgate (calianna) @chemistyeza (yeza) @bibattleaxe (keg) @necrolilah (delilah briarwood) @viatorcm (the traveler) @animusruin (ripley) 

VOX MACHINA – @greyhunted (vex) @huntersmarkcd (vex) @dawnchose (vex) @snaeth (vex) @daggers-feathers (vax) @cloakhoard (vax) @daringtrials (taryon) @tempestvoice (keyleth) @pepperboxed (percy) @whtestne (percy) 

MULTIMUSES – @infancyheels (it’s me!!! pike, cassandra de rolo, avantika, astrid, zuala & two vox machina kids) @deathwalkers (caduceus, shakaste, vax & gilmore)  @marurisen (fjord & jester) @storiesheard (mollymauk, vex & vax) @prosesang (fjord & yasha) @remugiient (allura) @criticaltas (all of them, everyone! think of a cr character? they got it!) @chaoscoterie (caleb, fjord, keg, kiri, yasha & percy) @curiouscarnival (jester, beauregard & mollymauk) @wildtenacity (vex, scanlan & fjord) @heroicks (vax) @cxnvenit (mollymauk, yasha & jester) @seahaloed (all of vox machina, zahra & allura) @tragicbled (percy, pike, mollymauk, nott & yasha) @unboundbydeath (beauregard, mollymauk & caleb) @fatesought (kiri) @mightynope (nott & caleb) @faitaccomplied (cassandra de rolo, keg, yasha & marion lavorre) @fatespin (vax, keyleth & yasha) @polyphoniie (beauregard & astrid) @luxnosvocat (all the de rolos!!!)

i don’t follow other single muse jesters ‘cause i get confused?? lol but there’s a few really good ones like @tolltheundead and @ewehorned, i think there’s others too that i just don’t know 😔

[brothaende]

do you have cr blog recs?thank you!

did you mean: an extensive list of all of my cr mutuals!

i love all of these people dearly, this is in no particular order or anything, i’m literally just going through my list of followed blogs bc my brain is dumb lmao. 

calebs !!

@mightynope. (this is technically a dual blog for nott and caleb (nd frumpkin!))

@semanticsreally

@vvidogasts

@thecatwizard

@feralandfair (speil’s a multi! they’ve got tons of lovely cr characters)

@inklarheit

notts !!

@assholeadjacent

@nttbrve

caduceus !!

@bowise

@bloomingdeed

@cadcly

yashas !!

@ofthebadlands

@stormsfallen

@roadthrived

jesters !!

@ewehorned

@sapphiretrickster

@littlestsapphire

mollymauks !!

@circusglass

@mollymockiing

@reboern

beauregards !!

@eauregard

@polyphoniie

fjords !!

@watrlog (the bottom is fjord)

@fjordiing

@bladescurse

npcs / guests !!

@bowlgate

@twigckster

@poisynr

@rubycourtesan

@coupdavantika

campaign one !!

@necrolilah

@rugic

@tempestvoice

@animusruin

@snaeth

@cloakhoard

and, i know u didn’t ask for this, but i don’t care bc i love everybody so here’s a couple of cr-friendly ocs i deeply adore

@tiefsleuth

@dahyarif

@duelrite

@jeweltm

@evocr

@andfanfares

if i forgot anybody, i’m rlly sorry, my memory is unreliable and i can only pay so much attention to scanning through a following list. also, i’ll quietly direct u to mav’s recommendation post from a month ago bc there’s some ppl in there i don’t follow, but u might wanna !!

[circusglass]

hi i'm interested in joining the cr rp fandom and i was wondering if you had any cr blog recs? it's pretty hard to find indie ones in the tag

OH BOYE. there are loads. let me,,, try. if i forget someone, scream in the comments (but nicely–don’t kill me please. i have a brain like swiss cheese). i’m focusing on campaign 2 mostly, as well as blogs that are mostly active, but i will mention campaign 1 characters!

i also don’t typically follow duplicates, but i know some folks who play molly as well so i’ll mention them where i can! 

CAMPAIGN 2

CALEB—how do i hold all of these calebs

@feralandfair (multimuse, includes jester, caduceus, beau, and others–the reason this hell blog exists)

@thecatwizard

@mightynope (caleb + nott)

@brknsh

@omniaxmutantur (has a molly blog)

@semanticsreally

@walzergast

@wiidogasted

NOTT—we don’t deserve her

@assholeadjacent (u have a molly blog, yeh?)

@goblinflasked

JESTER—love of,,, my life

@sapphiretrickster

@pastryck

@absclutezerc (multimuse, includes caduceus)

@cxnvenit (multimuse, includes yasha and molly)

BEAU—wife

@cobaltsouled

@polyphoniie (multimuse)

YASHA—bigger wife

@hvadeina (multimuse, includes vex from camp 1)

@fatespin (multimuse, includes vax and keyleth from camp 1)

@stormsfallen

@roadthrived

CADUCEUS—husband

@bowise

@bloomingdeed

FJORD—they were ROOMMATES

@tex-blades

@bladescurse

CAMPAIGN 1

VAX—*incoherent weeping*

@lingerxng (multimuse, incredible, stunning, i’m love)

@cloakhoard (has a molly blog)

@mychampion

PIKE—oh buhddyyy

@infancyheels (multimuse, includes pike!)

DELILAH BRIARWOOD—eggplant emoji knife emoji 

@necrolilah

KEYLETH—i will never love anyone like i love kiki

@tempestvoice

[endurcandsurvive]

tagged by: stolen from @bladescurse tagging:  anyone who wants to !

APHRODITE: laughter-loving, sweet smiles, dressed in silk and satin, flower in their hair, sees the world as a runway, unapologetically sexual, the sea washing their ankles, in love with love, stirrer of passion, cunning concealed by painted lips, secret daggers, doves, revolution in their kiss, delighting in the waves, flirtatious winks, strolling along the beach, staring wistfully from a balcony, this is how to be a heartbreaker, wants to be adored, gets turned on by danger.

APOLLO: glitz and glamour, art galleries, turning the volume up, being made of gold, neatly-organized music sheets, notebooks filled with poetry, bathing in the sunlight, the powerful urge to create, collecting vinyl records, beautiful cover of Wonderwall, playing multiple instruments, tasting like sunshine, healing touch, speaking in prophecies, smile mingled with wrath, shunning lies, sporting shades, hanging out at music festivals with their friends, sleeps naked, arrow to the heart, paint brushes, probably has a Tinder account

ARES: armed for battle, wants to raise a dog with their significant other, soft spot for children, gives piggyback rides, scarred body, blood on their hands and face, willing to fight the world for the ones they love, fights against injustice, warm hugs, well-worn combat boots, boxing gloves, bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles, fist raised in protest, ignites revolutions, fear is a prison, more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think, exhausted, damaged goods, force to be reckoned with, red roses, curses under their breath.

ARTEMIS: keen sense of a hunter, freckles like constellations on their skin, piercing eyes, disheveled braid, moonlight peeking through the shadows, the calm of the forest at night, lying on the grass and staring at the stars, mother doe and her fawn, protecting their kin, the moon shimmering on a still lake, quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree, running with wolves, bonding while circled around a campfire, not being much of a people person, arrow hitting a target, popping egos, patience on 3%, touches heaven and returns howling.

ATHENA: discerning gaze, unreadable face, quiet museums, owl perched on their finger, armor that intimidates, eye for architecture, plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses, studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid, big fan of logic, loves brain teasers, ancient buildings, sweaters in neutrals and cool colors, hair done up, can kill you with their brain, heads to the library often to research, sharpened pencils, abs that can cut steel, stoic statues, pottery classes.

DEMETER: soil-covered hands, smile that can bloom flowers, skin loved by the sun, being the mom-friend, can lift you and your friends, flowers kept in the pockets of overalls, takes pride in their beautiful garden, speaks to their plants, leaves rustling in the wind, stalks of wheat, picking fruit, greenhouses, heart as strong as a mountain, values simplicity, daisies dotted across a collarbone, curls crowned with flowers, folded pile of sweaters in warm hues, pulling out fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

DIONYSUS: drunk shitposter, on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second, seductive smirks, untamed curls, rich fabrics on dark skin, sleek-furred panthers, theater masks, stage productions, receiving a standing ovation, rose caught between their teeth, being the baby of the bunch, wild parties that last from sundown to sunup, creeping vines, inspiring loyalty, grand opera houses, masquerade balls, rolls of film, shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine-spilled floor, pouring champagne into flutes, lives for the applause.

HEPHAESTUS: the calloused hands of someone who knows labor, sweaty brow, flame burning in their eyes, inventive mind, broad shoulders, steampunk goggles, nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes, ashes, striking a match, blueprints for future projects, fixing up a busted up car and giving it cool upgrades, wrestles with bitterness, work boots have seen better years, wrinkled plaid shirts, iron melted in blazing fire, huge jackets, crafting masterpieces, greased-stained overalls, fascination with robotics, pain is fuel, stack of weaponry, even their muscles have muscles

HERA: resting bitch face, dressed to the nines, cows grazing on a pasture, cool rain, loving and hating fiercely, hand clutching a string of pearls, large chandelier with glittering crystals, plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims, romance to realism, pictures of the sky while flying on a plane, files that under fuck it, downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix, like their selfie or you’re grounded, knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man, dark eyes that penetrate your soul, marble and gold

HERMES: devil-may-care smile, always up-to-date on the latest technology, will steal your french fries, does it for the vine, shitposter, puts googly eyes on everything, meme hoarder, long drives on the highway, ma and pop diners, spontaneous road trips, folded maps, fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop, shooting hoops on the basketball court, chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations, goes jogging in the morning, mixes redbull with coffee, menace on april fool’s, hoodies and sneakers    

POSEIDON: storm with skin, colorful coral reefs, waves crashing against the shore, stroking the soft fur of a cat, their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop, tousled locks, clothes smeared with paint, owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more, leather jackets, fondness for diy projects, handwriting that flows across the page, nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin, velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams, mood as ever-changing as the sea, the roar of a motorcycle, compass with a spinning arrow

ZEUS: thunder in their heart, running on coffee, flash of lightning, natural charisma, eloquence, badass in a nice suit, aficionado of history, force of nature, lenny face, nightmare-filled nights, proud arm around their lover’s waist, high-rise buildings, planes soaring through a cloudless sky, technician on the piano, maintains order,strong handshake, juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease, expensive watch

[cloakhoard]

the rules: answer the questions given to you by the tagged, write 11 questions of your own and tag 11 people.

Tagged by @sapphireofthesea​ under a read more bc it’s long dkfjghfkldj

questions:

1. If all of your rp muses were forced to fight each other, who would end up winning? 

      - gfdkjhgfdkjhdfg none of them? they’d just all kill each other 2. Summarize the plot of one of your favorite rps you’ve had with someone. 

      - this is a really tough question... basically i don’t have a favourite but i really love any thread where my muses get to be their silly, idiotic selves 3. What’s your favorite AU to write in? 

      - for vax i don’t rlly have any aus 4. If you had to live as your muse for a week, would you survive? 

      - absolutely not 5. What’s your favorite thing about the universe your muse is from? 

       - my favourite thing about tal’dorei is whitestone rifp. it’s all really interesting but the sun tree and everything is just so?? i wanna know so much more 6. Do you have a playlist for your muse? If not, is there any one song that reminds you of them? 

      - yes i do! -- x. 7. If you were to give your muse a gift, what would it be? 

      - feathers to put in his hair bc i have birds aka lots of molted feathers 8. Where do you usually write from (phone, tablet, home computer, etc)? 

      - my wonderful pc  9. Do you and your muse dress alike? 

      - ,,,, yeah i’m guilty of wearing all black 24/7 too 10. What are some of your favorite scents? If you can’t smell, favorite textures? 

      - hmm,,, it’s kinda weird but my dog? she always just smells like a dog i dunno why i love it so much but i haven’t had a dog in 8 years so it’s rlly comforting? 11. Say I’m not familiar with the universe your character is from at all. Pitch it to me! Tell me why I should get into it.

      - tal’dorei is the fucking coolest place. matt mercer did so goddamn good with all of the world building don’t u dare let his talent go to waste go watch cr right now sjkghfdkjhgdkj 

new questions:

1. Has your muse ever gotten on your nerves? Something they did or maybe a flaw they have?

2. If your muse has a pet, talk about said pet! If not, what kind of pet would your muse have if they could/wanted to?

3. What kind of music does/would your muse listen to?

4. Can your muse sing? If so who would they sound like?

5. Do they have nightmares often? What would a good dream look like for them?

6. How are they when it comes to talking to people?

7. Tattoos? Thoughts, if they have any or maybe want any?

8. Can they cook? 

9. How often do they sing in the shower?

10. Thoughts on religion?

11. What are their thoughts on themselves? 

Tagging: @firefcrged + @cobeault + @valarandir + @bladescurse + @gunsandcrows + @tempestvoice + @guttersniper + @meisteresque

[antleredleader]

@bladescurse  ❤ ‘d

                                  soltryce academy ...  that  was  north-ish, right?  eyes  darted  again  to  the  green  skin  man  before  her,  over  hearing  him  throughout  the  night  about  the  school  (  wishing  to  go  there  himself,  for  whatever  reason.  )  and  back  to  the  map  before  her.  wondering  if  it  was  useless  to  have  brought  one  if  she  not  know  which  town  she  was  in  to  begin  with.  wildemount  being  a  curiosity  to  herself  anyway,  being  here  only  once  before  for  a  short  time.  antlers  began  to  tip  with  her constant  state  of  looking  down  at  the  piece  if  paper  before  her     --------------   keyleth, she told herself .. internally,  you  have  killed  beholders, met  gods  and  you  are  the  voice  of  tempest.  speaking  to  people  should  no  longer  be  a obstacle. 

                                            “    i’m  heading  to  go  to  the academy  too.    “      she  spoke  up,  voice  with  a  confidence  that  she  strived   for.  shoulders  raised awkwardly  thought  as  she  spoke,  the  spire  of  conflux  gripped  tightly  in  one  hand  and  the  other  half  raised  at  a  attempt  of  a  friendly  wave.  her  voice  may  have  had  a confidence  but  her  manner  did  not.       “     i  don’t  know  if  you  were  looking  for  company.    ---------------   i  didn’t  mean  to  eavesdrop!    “

[cobeault-blog]

❛ trust me, this is not gonna end well. ❜

               there  are  things  she’s  good  at:    punching,  drinking,    slugging  through  swamps,   letting  shitty,  shitty  tour guides  get  theirs.      talking  certainly  isn’t  one  of  them.     she  thinks  it’s  part  of  her  charm ;   he  doesn’t,   she  guesses.     FAIR  ENOUGH,    but  still.        ‘      come  on,   fjord.      ’         her  hands  are  folded  atop  her  staff,    under  her  chin  and  she  leans  forth  on  it,     watching  as  what  few  people  there  are  slug  about.    she  wonders  if  everyone  here  is  like,   actually  dead.    just  a  corpse  going  through  motions.    it’d  be  some  wild  necromancy;    much  better  than  thinking  they’re  CONTENT  with  this.          ‘    i  just  want  to  ask  like,     what  they  do.     because  we’ve  only  been  here  two  fuckin’  days  and  i’m  pretty  sure  we’ve  done  everything  already.     ’          

                it’s  not  a  matter  of  trust.    it’s  respect  that  keeps  her  from  just  doing  it  anyway.   she  wouldn’t  bargain  with  anyone  lesser  than  him.         ‘     maybe  they  can  point  us  towards  some  seedy  underground  shit.   i’m   like,   THE  target  audience  for  that  sort  of  thing.    you’re  too .  .  .    ’           a  disgusted  look  in  his  direction,    though  honest,   it’s  hardly  meant  to  wound.    half  the  reason  she  doesn’t  truly  finish  the  thought;   it’s  different  if  he’s  let  to  fill  in  the  blanks.   ALL  HIM,   not  her  fault  if  there’s  self-loathing.        ‘      i’ve  got  this.   trust  me.      ’ 

@bladescurse.

[ewehorned]

           “ heey, fjooord~ ” accent lilts in taunting tone as the tiefling saunters across the deck. she’s been trying to follow nott’s advice, truly, but she can not be so cold so constantly, not to her closest friend ! besides, how was she supposed to listen to him, to be there when he needs her, when pretending she doesn’t care at all ? still, she tries to put on airs, lips pursed slightly as elbows rest on the rail, bumping her hip a bit roughly into fjord’s, peering up at him with mischief in the curl of her lips, “ sooo. how is the seducing avantika plan going ? i know you said you were okay with it, but if you really don’t think you’re experienced enough, or if you’re uncomfortable, you know, i’m sure beau would take over. and i could help you practice ! i could pretend to be avantikaaa, and i could be like... ” here, she straightens up, swaying her hips to the side sultrily as she exaggerates her accent, creating some freakish hybrid of dialect, “ ‘ooh, fyord, yoo are so ‘andsoome -- ‘ something like that ! i mean i’m not as good at the voices, but i want to help ! ”

@bladescurse // here we go

[ewehorned]

; @bladelock​ . cont.

     the cleric stands stock still in the door frame, like ice water’s been poured down the back of her dress, the chill settling in the uncomfortable places. her shoulders are as rigid as her jaw in the face of his cold expression, fingers unsure at the hem of her armor. there is silence, a bitter thing that stills her tongue. he wants her to go. fjord wants her to leave him here. but -- she’d promised him -- “ no. ” the firmness that weighs down the single word surprises even her, dry and determined as foot drags forward, leaden step bringing her closer, bit by bit, “ i’m not going. ” her voice tilts as if trying to more convince herself than reaffirm her decision to stay. jester crosses to him carefully, hands balled into blue boulders that leave her wrists limp.

     “ you -- you told me i could stop you, and i said i would, so i’m -- keeping my promise. ” she’s caught off guard by the waver of emotion in her tone, sincere as always but with a mature depth. with careful measure, idle hands reach, and slowly take hold of his hand, not attempting to pry the file from his fingers but more than prepared to do so should he resist, “ i want to help you and you said.. you said i’m allowed and there’s no takebacks -- ” she speaks quietly, now, as if in confidence, barely above a whisper while she stands before him, heavy-hearted but firm of will. “ i don’t want.. what -- ...why ? ” fingers slowly layer over his grip, the other resting about his wrist, keeping him steady while distracting herself from the stinging in the corners of her eyes. “ i -- no one here cares if you ha -- i -- ” the emotions are a tangled knot in her chest, and she can feel her hummingbird heart struggle against the cage of her ribs, “ please don’t do this to yourself.. ”

     it’s a whispered plea at this point, features pinching. how terrible could it have been, to drive him to this ? when he’d told the group at first, her heart had all but shattered in her empathy, but this ? after having seen him come so far, accomplish so much -- with him caring for her in his own way, helping her in ways she can’t define -- to think he still sees so little worth in himself ? knees are weak as she stands, forces her to sit at his side. jester holds the offending hand, still, tightly, drags it into her lap, while watering eyes finally land on the smear of crimson that marks his lip. “ you’re hurt. ” it isn’t a question, not really, a sorrow falling onto her features. she wants, more than anything, to reach out and ease that momentary pain. she wonders, privately, how much she might have to exert herself to relieve him of the echoes of torment that brought him down to this moment of weakness.

     a silence follows that is not inherently uncomfortable, but a tension rattles her tongue, steals the prayer of healing from behind her teeth. what a mercy her childhood isolation has turned out to be -- that she was never exposed to the kind of cruelty that could bring someone as handsome, cunning, smart, and confident as fjord to do this. she would not have survived, surely. there is a strength in him that is impossible to ignore, but somehow, he remains blind to it, and that breaks her heart most of all. how could someone so special not see what makes them shine? if he can not see it, she will have to show him, somehow, some way.

     “ --- i meant it, you know. ” her throat is dry from strain, a sullen guilt in her words, “ i think you would be handsome no matter what. especially -- you know -- with.. little tusks ? ” here, crooked finger rests at her lower lip, to pantomime the suggested feature, a weary laugh shaking her shoulders. violet gaze falls to her lap, to the file in his grasp. she’s trying, she’s trying so hard, but there is a whisper of doubt in her mind. she has only ever been honest with fjord, hasn’t she ? she’s even trying to be serious, now ! all she wants is for him to listen -- but is he just tuning her out ? does anything she say to him even matter ? she shrinks where she sits, shoulders dropping before wiping away fallen tears, wearing what barely passes as a smile.

[ewehorned]

𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻

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𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬 !

full name. jester lavorre. pronunciation.  jess-ter lah-vore.(hehe) nicknames.  jess, jessie, the blue one, blueberry height.   5′3″ of whoopass age.  unknown. guesstimating mid twenties. zodiac.  god she’s a pisces. it all makes sense now.  languages.  common, infernal.

PHYSICAL CHARACTERISTICS.

hair colour.    dark blue. eye colour.    violet, lavender in bright light.   skin tone.    bleu de france.   body type.    a little bit of pudge, a little bit of athletic. ya girls got strong arms and thicc thighs. accent.    vaguely eastern european. dominant hand.  ambidextrous!  posture.    stands with shoulders sloped downward for maximum exaggerated shrugging. whispy while she walks. curls up on sitting/laying down surfaces.     tattoos.   none yet! but she has ideas. most noticeable features.  aside from the whole tiefling thing? freckles. freckles everywhere.

CHILDHOOD.

place of birth.   the lavish chateau. hometown.   nicodranas. birth weight / height.    11 3/4 pounds, 19 1/2″ first words.  "mama!” siblings.  the traveler doesn’t count, right? parents.   marion lavorre and the best most handsomest man ever. parental involvement.  spent a lot of time locked up in her room. uncle blud took her for walks though!

ADULT LIFE

occupation.  public nuisance current residence.    wherever the m9 are. close friends.  fjord, beau, nott, yasha, caduceus, caleb, no particular order oh god. relationship status.   wishful thinking. financial status.   adjusting well to living the life of an adventurer. driver’s license.   hell no criminal record.   currently has an active warrant in nicodranas but we don’t talk about that.

SEX & ROMANCE.

sexual orientation.    demisexual. romantic orientation.    panromantic. preferred emotional role.  submissive | dominant | switch  |  unsure preferred sexual role.  submissive |  dominant  |  switch |  sex repulsed libido.  reserved. turn on’s.  supportive, tender, big gestures, indulgent of her humor, reliable. turn off’s.   cruelty, emotionally unavailability, socks and sandals, belittlement. love language.   careful, tender care. wanting to pull out all the stops. emotional labor.  relationship tendencies.   jester 1: learned everything she knows about romance from pornography. 2: had her first kiss underwater from her crush to save her from drowning and doesn’t think it actually counted. so. probably a lot of daydreaming.

MISCELLANEOUS.

character’s theme song.     let’s face it i’m cute on the outside. breathe me on the inside. hobbies to pass the time.     drawing, painting, sketching, literally anything to do with art. planning pranks. going into pranks without a plan. defacing religious monuments. making her friends smile. mental illnesses.   hahahahaha we’re not getting into this  physical illnesses.  none so far.  left or right brained.   left brained. fears.   being left behind or forgotten, betrayal of trust, shattering of her worldview self confidence level.    not very confident actually. makes sure no one notices.  vulnerabilities.  fjord. beau. nott. caleb. caduceus. her trust in her friends. sometimes naive.

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[ewehorned]

WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU?

YOU GOT: THE FOOL

You’re a young soul — and while that means you can be a little foolhardy and naive at times, it also means you’re unconventional and playful, and love to make people laugh. Carefree and spontaneous, you follow your lust for life on adventure after adventure — and you make other people feel like they can do anything, too.

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tagging: read urselves for filth lads also @bladescurse :*

[ewehorned]

MUN-DAY MEME

GENERAL INFO:

♡ preferred name: mesmer ! ♡ age: 25 ♡ pronouns: she/her or they/them ♡ sexuality: demisexual u wu ♡ height: 5′2″ ♡ hair colour: dark brown ♡ relationship status: taken !!

FAVOURITE THINGS:

♡ favourite colour: lavender, soft pink, cream, and baby blue ♡ favourite song:  like ever? hard to say. currently hooked on body by mother mother ♡ favourite band / artist: my chemical romance & marianas trench ♡ favourite youtubers: m... ma/rk/i/pli/er... cu/esta/r ... hh... mr. nightmare sometimes?? i mostly watch vine compilations these days fjdfkjs  ♡ favourite food: i’m italian pls don’t make me do this ♡ favourite family member: my.... uh... my 11 year old cousin ♡ favourite bird: mourning doves u wu  ♡ favourite animal: dogs !!!!! ♡ favourite celebrity: ... laura bailey... ♡ favourite time of day: 2 am.  ♡ favourite holiday(s): halloween ♡ favourite season: autumn ♡ favourite fruit: pears !!! ♡ favourite flower: columbines ; o; ♡ favourite emoji(s):  ✨ ♡ favourite app:  discord / twitter !! ♡ favourite hobby: art !!! drawing, singing, acting, writing !!!! ♡ favourite country:  uh. italy. heritage. ♡ favourite weather: clearn mild days with a little bit of humidity.  ♡ favourite element: wawter !!! ♡ favourite language: chinese was a lot of fun to learn !!!

NAME OF:

♡ name of your crush: k.. kyle.. my boy..  ♡ name of your pet(s): jaida the PERFECT PUPPER ♡ name(s) of your best friend(s): mmm... em & meg & mike & nat & micaila & anne & marg & chris & sarah

THIS OR THAT?

♡ introvert or extrovert: introvert as hell ♡ nerdy or sassy: i like to think i’m a balance ♡ tall or short: hekkin’ smol ♡ looks or personality: per. son. ality. always ♡ homesick or traveler: traveler, home is a hellscape ♡ musician or artist: b... both ???? ♡ woods or city: city lass born and raised, but the woods are pretty ♡ tv or youtube: does youtube,,, ♡ phone or computer: computer if i had to choose. ♡ family or money: ... my family is trash so money i guess ♡ books or movies: books and movies both break my heart so.. take your pick ♡ food or sleep: food, always and forever

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[ewehorned]

@bladescurse hey boo