#bring me back in January

[hardly-a-p3rson]

if I could not exist for Christmas that would be so cool

[jaymesyourplaything]

Unsure why Dump is insisting I didn't tell him Blurry is a character. Jay didn't know we blocked each other. Once Jay found out, she stopped responding to Dump as Jim too. Crazy concept, that. Respect.

Granted, I was extremely high and struggling to apologize for mistaking Dump for a rp blog. I would never purposefully harass a real person.

i'm only posting this because no one has ever asked if we had DID before. not until we told john about our dissociative disorder, though at the time we weren't diagnosed yet. we said we because there's just two of us modding the account, but also we said "we" when referring to us and the character, too. since this all happened dump has shown they don't have a great grasp on what DID is, so excuse their constant confusion on the subject.

other general confusion should be excused too because i had a stroke trying to read that too. but also yeah, i didn't realize at first, though some people are okay talking to me if they don't want to talk to kin. i get sad because i don't know what YOU DID SOMETIMES but it's not like i'm much better than you. there are people that don't like me but like kin too. then there's people that want nothing to do with either, and uh, i mean that's fine too.

i would like to point out that not wanting to be friends with someone because they're in a system is usually fine, if someone in the system is problematic or has dome something. (reminder that from their perspective i messaged them to slur them and then "act ignorant". of course they don't like me lol ) i love and appreciate my friends who is apparently 1 person in multiple coats (even though i'm the one who introduced them lol ) and love that they want to support and defend me, but i do find it beneficial to ignore people. it's lovely to want to educate them, but remember it's not your job. john was never interested in learning about DID and it's best to let him throw his tantrum over there, and if dump wants to learn they can too. i just don't think they are lol best to leave them to it ig but thank you ily.

and thank you (to general people kin is not supportive of me ever LOL ) for well wishes after john "doxed" me, i'm not sure why he did that still, because it doesn't add to the conversation. kin and i don't really talk about it on our mains nor would we really have to when i made a mod account to talk about it on. i don't keep them hidden because i have something to hide, i just didn't mention them because they were irrelevant? just like john saying kin and jay are the same person, i think he's just deflecting. ignore it lol thanks

[m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e]

Biggest downgrade of all time is when the sun comes out after it’s raining when you were just really feeling the rain today man

[a-shoebox-named-meap]

hello xunfeng. i know it might not look it but he took me 4 hrs haha

[jade-jupiter]

@dropoutdottv i beg of you, bring back the old pin designs for an anniversary or something, there’s so many shows i watched AFTER they had fully been out and so many pin designs i missed and look back on with so much sorrow

[nessvn]

let's hope it fucking sticks this time bc otherwise i am going to walk into traffic

[espithewarlock]

I don't understand why some AO3 commenters feel the need to tell an author when they're leaving a fic.

Like, that's fine? Fanfic is free, there's nobody compelling you to finish reading a story you're not enjoying?

I mean, what am I supposed to do with that? I'm sorry my angst-tagged fic has angst in it? I'm sorry that my characters aren't perfect, that it's not all fluff and roses, that sometimes they say and do the wrong things?

Newsflash, the world is FULL of people who say and do the wrong things. Yeah, one of them might deserve better and another one should have made a better apology. Nobody's perfect, including me, and I'm going to continue writing imperfect stories about imperfect people.

For free.

Anyways, this fic has more kudos on it than some of my fics have hits, so, like, obviously some people are enjoying it?? Don't let the door hit you on the way out.

[ace930615]

Hi guys i got a job and everything sucks and is so hard but i appreciate you guys for being patient with me. I'll contact my commissioners asap. Thank you guys again

[tynkrst]

[sleepy-seal]

i’m going to be brutally honest and reveal a part of my life but i’ll only do this once.

a couple years ago, i moved to a new state. i was far out of my depth and i was desperate to befriend anyone. eventually, i Did. i was super into danganronpa and hazbin hotel (not great i know) and this was the center of our friendship. one particular friend of mine (i’ll call her nova) shipped,,, interesting ships. okay i’ll admit it. she shipped Awful ships. one particular ship nova liked a lot was that spider dude from hazbin hotel and cherry bomb. a gay man and a woman. you can see how that’s not great already.

but here’s the worse part. nova said another friend of ours (i’ll call her ali) and i reminded her of this pair. i thought this meant we were really good friends, but apparently it meant nova thought we would be a cute couple. there are several instances where she actively egged me on to try and pursue ali romantically. nova also pressured me to “admit” i had a crush on ali and tried to get us together. thankfully we never did, but i don’t like what would’ve happened if i caved and actively went with it.

to this day, the feeling of being paired with someone when i had no say in the matter and basically being pressured to say that i liked someone when i didn’t still lingers. it was invasive and i felt like i was just some fictional character in nova’s eyes (in a way i was, she equated me to that spider guy). i was extremely uncomfortable while it was happening and i’m glad i haven’t gotten in touch with nova for a while.

so no, i do Not like shipping real people. for one: they’re real people and not fictional characters for you to smash together like they’re dolls. they have real feelings and attraction to people. for two: they probably already have an actual relationship with Other People, so that’s just weird on it’s own. but i feel like a reason why i hate it and i stand by this stance the most is: i’ve Been there. i’ve been shipped with another real human being against my will and consent, and i was expected to be fine with it. i wasn’t, and i’m still not.

so to all of you who ship real people (i look to you creators and shippers who depict two adult men together simply because they’re close friends even though they have partners already) i hope you go fuck yourself

[bioswear]

Losing my goddamn mind that I was able to fit back into a 5 year old cosplay 🤯

[viderose]

this has maybe been the worst month of the year….just end already im over it i want it gone

[our-lady-of-mcr]

everytime i think im done ranting i remember something else LMFAO this one is extra long i hit tag limit god mf damn

[lightpost]

Good morning love of my soul. I miss your voice I miss you. I wish I woke up to throwing my arms over you and kissing you awake and telling you how much you mean to me and starting the day with you watching you wake up I'd put the biggest smile on my face and knowing my heart is only beating because of you. I am looking forward to day this pain ends when I can finally look you in the eyes and know I am yours. I belong to you. I miss you.

[kath-artic]

2024 is apparently the year of contact what the fuck

[sob-dylan]

realistically i'm probably only happy with 30% of the dribble that comes out of my mouth.