#bubba.txt

[spookeybubba]

kind regret not making a seperate accnt for this blog :/ bc cant follow people w my main :(

[xanaxandcoffee]

the worst feeling is probably going through a traumaversary and wondering what the fuck is wrong with you until you look at the calendar and realize the reason youve been so fucked up the last few weeks

[xanaxandcoffee]

forbidden slime

[spookeybubba]

I JS REALIZED I RBED SUM STUFF TO WRONG BLOG I AM SO SORRY TO PEOPLE I RBED IT FROM

[xanaxandcoffee]

i wont get over him and im going to die mad about it

[xanaxandcoffee]

i dont want to be counting down the calendar next year so i can tick off another tally mark and not be able to tell if its supposed to be towards or away from something

[xanaxandcoffee]

i assume you’re a whiney little teen who thinks your whole world is some travesty.

why do u assume this when this is just true & probably the only thing in my autobiography??? lmfao

[xanaxandcoffee]

I assume you are the type or person I would like to talk to

aww thanks anon! 💛💛💛

[xanaxandcoffee]

Me: *texts and walks at the same time*

Someone: "You're not paying attention, you're going to run right into someone."

Me: *phone locked, tucked in pocket*

Me: *isn't paying attention, runs right into someone*

[xanaxandcoffee]

oogh i am just a firey little rodent thing that has literally too much to say that i can no longer articulate anything at all

[xanaxandcoffee]

tumblr mobile more like swipe your finger the wrong way (aka the exact same way you swipe your finger to scroll) to make a horrible mistake

[xanaxandcoffee]

so you had a bad day you had a bad day you had a bad day so you had a bad day you had a b

(sorry I had to rip off how you titled your post bc #big mood) Thank u @traumademons 4 tagging me i love oversharing bullshit 💕💕

Pass the happy along!! When you get this, tell five (5) things that make you happy, then send it to (number) other nice people 1: god i love oversharing and infodumping

2: definitely the feeling of rewatching something that i’ve seen a million times but it has special sentimental value

3: the sensation of carbonated soda. like not just the taste you know what i mean? you know how refreshing the first sip directly from a can always is?

4: ok i will literally always be a slut for cinnamon & sugared soft pretzels they are... the ultimate comfort food

5: lov th cronch

Write facts about you and tag (number) people to know them better

Name: I go by Bubba or Gh0st, I’m really experimenting a lot of different nicknames rn because there is no such thing as identity permanence

Star Sign: mine are a dead giveaway

Average Hours of Sleep: whom is this “sleep” you speak of, i just stayed up for 25 hours and then only slept 5. i haven’t felt tired at ALL.

Lucky Number: 8 or 12 probably

Last Thing I Googled: a command for a discord bot (i was trying to figure out how to prune and kept typing @prune, but it’s t@prune)

Favorite Fictional Characters: thats a loaded question 2 ask someone with infinite hyperfixations

What are you Wearing Right Now: uhhhhh... khakis?

When did you Start Your Blog: January 17th (2017) after a while of following trauma blogs from my main & using a passworded vent blog i realized I wanted to have that sweet sweet validation

How Many Followers do you Have: 69 😎

What do you Post: the process of embracing my mortal coils and falling deeper and deeper into nihilism. also sometimes memes.

Why did you Choose Your URL: i guess it just sort of came to me (i barely had to think about it) but in a way it represents my constant mood and aesthetic, something that’s supposed to be soothing mixed with something that’s supposed to be jarring

I tag @greyromanticism and @traumatizedfish, i would tag more mutuals if i knew on a scale of 1-10 how much they like this bullshit too but i lack that knowledge so if you’re my mutual and you see this & u wanna do it, say i tagged u

[xanaxandcoffee]

my favorite songs are the ones that remind me how much you ruined me

[xanaxandcoffee]

i feel like i just exposed my open heart to the world but they’re not going to notice it. my attempts at dropping hints are pathetic.

[xanaxandcoffee]

hshdhfhshdhfjc I barely could get to sleep last night, today starts my 31 day challenge

[xanaxandcoffee]

i’m not over it. but i’m ready for something to change.