#bukowski ita

[prendiamocilamanoeandiamolontano]

“Cara Sofia,

Sto amando un’altra donna e la sto amando con tutta quella serenità che tu non mi hai mai concesso, ora capisco che l’amore è questo, mettere in fila giorni di felicità non per forza conquistata con continue lotte. Lei è bellissima e coerente, la magia della coerenza è così stupefacente che non saprei descrivertela, a te quest’incantesimo non è mai riuscito. Sto bene, lei ha preso in mano la mia vita e la mia testa e ha fatto combaciare ogni cosa, ha dato un senso e un ordine alla mia casa, è stata il posto in cui mi sono salvato. Ci sono giorni di sole e tutti mi dicono che sono una persona nuova e anche io mi sento come se potessi mangiare le nuvole. Esco prima dal lavoro perché a volte mi manca troppo e ho bisogno di vederla, ci vediamo tutti i giorni ma solo quando sono con lei non penso a niente e credo di poter salvare il mondo quindi capiscimi perché ogni volta corro per abbracciarla il prima possibile. Non ti amo più e non mi ami più ma io ti scrivo perché quando ci incontriamo io lo vedo come mi guardi e posso anche vedere come io guardo te, io Sofia non ti amo più ma tu resti l’amore della mia vita, esiste un solo amore della vita e noi lo abbiamo conosciuto, amato e poi abbiamo smesso di sentirne la mancanza ma tu resti l’amore della mia vita, è difficile farlo capire agli altri ma io mi smonto quando ti vedo, cambio occhi e cuore, ritorno vecchio, dura solo un attimo perché io, e neppure tu, possiamo più permetterci noi, però quell’attimo c’è sempre, come quando ti chiamo al telefono per sapere come stai, quell’attimo c’è sempre perché tu sei l’amore della mia vita, l’incoerenza, le lotte, le ostinazioni io con te e per te tutto questo lo potevo sopportare. Se devo descrivere l’amore io parlo di lei ma se mai mi chiedessero di qualcosa che va oltre l’amore io parlerei di te perché tu resisti nonostante io abbia smesso di amarti molto tempo fa.”

[icilarastudios]

Ranking THSC Ships In My Opinion

Rules: No Proshipping ships are on here, (you disgusting people -,-) and I’m basing this on my opinion, I respect your opinion if you don’t agree. I’m also not including original ships in here, so no very rare ships and no OC related ships.

28. Dave Panpa x Kurt Dietrich

This isn’t even a shit…most of the time, Dave is literally tied up while Kurt is lying there, H-HOW DO YOU CONSIDER THAT A SHIP?! HELL, @lexi-the-demon-child EVEN SAID IT WAS CONSIDERED KIDNAPPING! At first, I didn’t like this ship at all because A, why would Dave want to date the guy that is basically telling his ass to shut the hell up. B, why do people think this is okay?

27. Henry Stickmin x Rupert Price

So this was going to be the very last, but Dietpan had to be the top, this ship is probably the one people are aware that I absolutely hate. This ship makes absolutely no sense, and I have no idea how people think this could be romanticized. Henry and Rupert are basically enemies. Not only did Henry get Rupert’s friend fired, he also caused the death of one of them. In ItA, Rupert was literally going to shoot Henry during the Sticky Hand Fail! Enemy to Lover ships don’t work in my opinion, and they could only work in the canon rather than the fanon in my opinion.

26. Dave Panpa x Burt Curtis

I have a good reason to hate this ship. The fandom portrays the ship terribly. First, everyone has to portray Dave as the Damsel in Distress and he has to fall in love with whoever frees him from his cell. Second, why would he want to fall in love with someone who is working for the same people that locked him up in the first place?! The ship is terrible, Dave and Burt are better off as friends than lovers.

25. Henry Stickmin x Burt Curtis

I think this ship would’ve been higher if the fandom wasn’t so disgusting with this ship. Hell, most of the art for this ship is lewd art! It’s hard to go a single search online without finding art of Henry and Burt getting naughty or just being used s3xually. Still, the ship sucks, it sucks so bad.

24. General Galeforce x Dmitri Johannes Petrov

No. Okay, what is wrong with this ship? A, old people gay ships don’t really make me comfortable. B, Dmitri is Russian, and Russia happens to be a country that isn’t as accepting to homosexuality. Plus, the ship makes no sense, like these two haven’t even met. I’d take it over the ships I already listed, but still…why

23. General Galeforce x Hershel Panzer

I don’t even know where this ship came from, it-it’s dumb…I don’t even know why it’s on here. Again, what is it with the gay old people? Galeforce screams heteromantic ace if anything to me!

22. Rupert Price x Sven Svensson

GODDAMNIT- Okay how and why? They’re on opposing sides for god sake!

21. Charles Calvin x Calvin Bukowski

Calvin simping over Charles while Charles is trying to maintain a new relationship, that’s fine! I even Headcanon that as Charles keeps getting simped over by Calvin despite being in a relationship. But as an actual ship…..no. I honestly prefer it as a joke than an actual ship.

20. Ellie Rose x Sven Svensson

Eh…I don’t really see it happening. Ellie and Sven don’t seem to be a good match up honestly too.

19. Toppat Stickvin

Okay, this might be confusing, but I believe Stickvin and either one of the two or both are Toppats are completely different from each other. Stickvin isn’t the same as Toppat Stickvin, Toppat Stickvin is just Stickvin except with fancy outfits and much worse. As a Stickvin shipper, this concept absolutely sucks. Firstly, what is it with one out of the two getting r$%ed by the other in this ship? Second, WHY IS CHARLES A TOPPAT TO BEGIN WITH?! I don’t care what the logic is, Toppat Charles sucks so much. I’ve only seen one person who actually did this ship right!

18. Ellie Rose x Dave Panpa

Again, I don’t know where this one came from. This one isn’t my interest, it’s fine but also just…they never met…and would they last long in a relationship?

17. Polyofficers

So just to let y’all know, I don’t know how Poly relationships work, they confuse me, and I’m not even sure what’s the difference between that and an affair at this point. And that’s partially why I don’t like this ship. So basically this ship is just Panprice but with the inclusion of Johnny Panzer. Shocking that someone who’s crazy over Panprice is saying that. I think my problem is the fact I’m still trying to understand how Poly ships work and how I just don’t think Johnny would date either of these two..

16. Charles Calvin x Dave Panpa

The ship between two great characters, yet another ship with characters that never met.

15. Henry Stickmin x Dave Panpa

Why would these two date? Henry basically f#$ked over this guy’s life…

14. Ellie Rose x Carol Cross

So apparently I got to be careful when I mention this part because the last time I mentioned this one and the next ship, I was called out because people thought I was against lesbians, yet the people defending me were my friends that WERE lesbian…..anyway, I’m just gonna get straight with this one, they never met and any lesbian ship with Ellie sucks and I never learned my lesson clearl-

13. Ellie Rose x Dr. Vinschpinsilstien

Again, they never met, and the ship sucks. These ships make you question if they were attempts at an actual lesbian ship….

12. Charles Calvin x Burt Curtis

Okay so this ship goes against a Headcanon of mine but isn’t breaking a rule because my Headcanons don’t matter here as much. I think it’s eh…but I see them more as half brothers and as I mentioned on the Rupert x Sven one, opposing teams. This isn’t Romeo and Juliet.

11. Rupert Price x Victoria Grit

This one’s eh for me as well, mainly because the shippers, but we’re not talking about them, we’re talking about the ship. They never met, and it seems odd to me that they would even date.

10. Charles Calvin x Victoria Grit

So this one is basically the same reason as Grice, but Grtivin is just slightly more excusable to me.

9. Polythreat

We’re back with the confusion of Poly ships. This ship makes me question a lot as well, and it’s very overrated in my opinion. I also agree with Lexi again because most of the time the focus between these three are Henry and Charles, so why even ship this if you’re not gonna focus on the other one?

8. Charles Calvin x Rupert Price

Okay I honestly thought this ship would be lower because this was a ship I use to absolutely hate, but the ship has grown to me because of @androidcharles. I’m not as fond of it as other ships, but it’s surprisingly in my comfort area compared to the other ships. I think the reason why I didn’t like this ship at first was because it felt like Stickprice, but with a softer Henry. But it’s grown now, I don’t ship it myself but i guess im supportive of it now lol

7. Icepick x Snowcap

Okay, these guys are basically married. They had at least one actual interaction, they had a great talk, they’re married. They wold be higher if the fandom wasn’t destroying my innocence by keep MAKING SNOWCAP PREGNANT AND GIVING BIRTH TO CHILDREN SO BAD AND HAVING THE CHILD’S HEAD STICKING OUT OF HIM!

6. Henry Stickmin x Ellie Rose

So this is probably one of the closest ships that’s possibly canon in the actual game. Henry and Ellie have, for the most part, great relationships when robbing the hell out of the Toppats and beating the f#$k out of Dmitri. To be honest, I don’t really see this as a ship as much unless the two are Toppats. I’m also not really fond of the ship children, usually I don’t like ship children when it comes to main characters since they lose all of that fun and crap they use to do just so they can take care of a baby..but overall, Rosemin is fine, I support and ship it partially.

5. Charles Calvin x Ellie Rose

I think I’m more fond of Rosevin because I’ve seen it more than Rosemin surprisingly. So this one is the better out of Rosemin and Rosevin. Sure they had like….one interaction and Charles seems to have favoritism with Henry (and I’m surprised no one ha realized that yet-) but the ship is usually portrayed better than most ships surprisingly. Like Rosemin, I support this and partially ship it.

4. Reginald Copperbottom x Right Hand Man

Come on, they’re basically another couple that could possibly be canon. The game makes it obvious that these two could be in a relationship, with how loyal RHM is towards Reginald, how RHM is basically Reginald’s go to, if that isn’t a possibility idk what is. I think the reason this one isn’t higher because I don’t really get the chance to work on this ship as much or get to see it.

3. Henry Stickmin x Charles Calvin

Shocked that this was in the top 3? Bet not. Shocked that it was 3rd? Most likely. This ship is another one that’s the closest to being canon. Henry and Charles had the biggest and greatest relationship in the story, how can you not say this is canon? It’s because of the disgusting lewd art, huh-? Yeah the reason hy this isn’t 2nd or 1st is because it isn’t perfect with how poor and gruesome the fandom portrays it and the earlier mentioned Toppat concept..but still, these two are one of the closest to actual be considered canon.

2. Sven Svensson x Burt Curtis

Call me a hypocrite, but this ship is better than literally any other Burt and Sven ship. So the reason many hate this ship is because these two never properly interacted in the game. It’s a good ship to me because, like I said, it’s better than the other ships with Sven and Burt since they all suck. Better than Pricesson, better than Rosesson, better than Pantis, better than Curtmin.

1. Dave Panpa x Rupert Price

These two have to be the best fanon couple in my opinion. So I just want to let everyone know, people always say when they don’t like this ship that they barely met in the beginning of EtP, but never really considered how Rupert was in high school and how he could’ve known Dave there, especially since these two already seem like they’re great buddies. Plus, they got separated after EtP and never see each other again, and the reunions are just heartbreaking to see.

That’s my list, tell me if you agree or not :D

[escapefromheartt]

Hai mai desiderato una seconda possibilità di incontrare qualcuno per la prima volta?

-Charles Bukowski

[thesmellofraininmay]

Un momento eterno

Ogni attimo fugge nell’attimo passato

Se è passato non è presente, ma se è presente è passato, proprio ora, mentre scrivo

Ma se ricordo il passato, ora è presente

Ricordare il presente lo rende eterno, un attimo eterno e presente nel futuro

[marti-cacioppo]

“

“L'hai amata, vero?”. Lui sospirò. “Come posso risponderti? Lei era matta”. Sì passò la mano tra i capelli. “Dio se era tutta matta. Ogni giorno era una donna diversa. Una volta intraprendente, l'altra impacciata. Una volta esuberante, l'altra timida. Insicura e decisa. Dolce e arrogante. Era mille donne lei, ma il profumo era sempre lo stesso. Inconfondibile. Era quella la mia unica certezza.... Mi sorrideva sapeva di fregarmi con quel sorriso. Quando sorrideva io non capivo più nulla. Non sapevo più parlare ne pensare. Niente, zero. C'era all'improvviso solo lei. Era matta, tutta matta. A volte piangeva. Dicono che in quel caso le donne vogliono solo un abbraccio. Lei no. Lei si innervosiva. Non so dove si trova adesso ma scommetto che è ancora alla ricerca di sogni. Era matta tutta matta. Ma l'ho amata da impazzire.”

”

[unimmensovuoto-blog]

“Avrei anche potuto accontentarmi, ma è così che si diventa infelici.”

— Charles Bukowski

[devifarcelaancoraunavolta]

Farò il possibile per non darti solo le cose che hai sottolineato nei libri ma anche quelle che ancora non sono state scritte da nessuno

[iodisastratadallanascita]

Tu odi le persone? Io non le odio, solamente mi sento meglio quando non sono intorno a me.

Charles Bukowski

[unavitadisogni]

Io osservo solo le cose belle Tipo il tramonto, tipo il mare, tipo te. — Charles Bukowski (presso Duomo di Milano - Duomo Cathedral Ita) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpzj8Ahlwip/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=go0exqu6us2z

[jacknicholsonfansclub1]

#jacknicholson #mr #nicholson The Crossng guard Tre Giorni per la verità #Recensione #Ita Due dolori a confronto: il rimorso e l'ossessiva vendetta come palliativo per curare le fratture interiori; la violenza che nasce dalla repressione e la rassegnazione che nasce dalla troppa violenza. La seconda opera da #regista di #SeanPenn lo conferma autore dall’eminente personalità, ma non ritrova quell'alchimia fra sospensioni misticheggianti e drammi umani di Lupo Solitario (film richiamato anche dalla rinnovata collaborazione con Bruce Springsteen: la canzone è "Missing"). Si parte ancora da un dilemma morale, psicologico ed esistenziale, dalla conflittualità in seno alla famiglia, alla rincorsa del cinema di parole e verità di John Cassavetes, con piena fiducia nella bravura degli interpreti, riflettendo le discrasie e l'introspezione con (troppi) ralenti subliminali. A livello drammaturgico Penn cerca la "modernità" con i montaggi paralleli (il club di striptease/il dolore dei genitori "orfani" dei figli), la narrazione antilineare e (troppo) a frammenti, l'insolita malia in equilibrio fra la matrice realistica e quella paradossale (o è solo colpa della solita maschera di Jack Nicholson? Il primo ed il secondo tentato omicidio sono ironici o tragicamente assurdi?). Attori da plauso, su tutti David Morse, gigante con gli occhi da bambino e Robin Wright (moglie di Penn), donna dallo sguardo compassionevole. La materia è molto umana, commovente, sin troppo. Il regista dedica l'opera a Henry Charles Bukowski jr. Niccolò Rangoni MachiavelliVoto: 6.5 (from http://www.spietati.it/z_scheda_dett_film.asp?idFilm=3490)