#but also not look like wildfire or sth

[avanii]

The Beast of Magma, with its augite crystal claws and teeth, is always trying to find a way to the surface. Another beastie for my geology monsters project! This creature is based on eruptible magma, I may make another of more 'dormant' magma that's kinda just hanging out in the subsurface, we'll see! Painted with acrylic inks.

[starsmuserainbow]

if they were in a pokemon world, what do you think your muses partner pokemon would be?

Thank you for sending something!

I actually have a 'mon verse for Starfire and Blackfire - I haven't put the additional information onto my new verses-page yet though. I can tell you that these are what I set as my muses mons:

(note that Jirachi isn't actually hers, it's more like she's holding a space free to remember it)

(though here I might by now change Glameow to Lumineon still bc it has meaning to her - though Blackfire isn't really the type to keep mons bc sentimentality)

and also I just made a new trainercard for Ry bc I always wanna share someone that isn't Star and Blackfire too (and Ry was the easiest bc I already had a rough idea of what mons I'd give him):

So yeah! I think this answers your question probably! If you had some other muse of mine in mind (which I doubt), please feel free to ask again and I'll make something for them too.

[megacarapa]

Z=202 rant… part francois lovemail part ranting abt That Panel but there's other stuff too i prommie x) (🚫LUCY🚫)

-yep nothing says mediterranian quite like motherfucking olives gdshhddgGDHDJA GOD

-olives are harvested during fall (my family does it at the end of october ^-^) so we finally have a basic idea of what time frame it is in the story again 

-good thing they did not come to europe during the summer or we would've had to have a wildfire arc ú_ù   /slapped

-francois is carrying a huge ass basket full of olives that's pretty much as big as them fdgdghdg like that shit’s heavy? now that i think about it we never officially got francois' power level did we GSAHHDHSJDK HMMMM🤔

francois: olive oil please

senku: alright

francois: can you make it virgin?

senku: 💢 shut the fuck up yes i know how to make it

-SO fucking true i love francois

-THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART OF THE CHAPTER WAIT I FUCKING LOVE THIS SM

-kohaku n chrome!! i missed their friendship dgdhdj😭

-chrome with a bow and arrow omg! did ukyo teach him how to shoot?

-the fact that ryusui was deadass a Pro Gamer™ still fucking gets me every time BDNDKDK

-gotta love how suika is of higher value than chrome GDJSJDNSN XD on the one hand i’m like YESS SUIKA but on the other i’m like NO THIS IS SLANDER AGAINST MY BOY

-i still have no fucking idea how tf money even works in dr stone so ok ryusui pays anyone who works for him but then. wtf are they even supposed to buy with that money?? um hello what's even the point ddfgfgh

-anyway here we fucking go

-i wrote a whole rant abt this and then i was like you know what i'm not gonna include it i don't wanna be negative and then i was like you know what i AM gonna include it bc i don’t wanna just ignore the manga's bad parts gdhshs (or rather than "bad parts" just kinda. parts i didn't like) i just cut it down n reworded it a bit to sound less heated fdfdf

-the point of the scene is this - the spaniards bow to the kos to show their respect and that they are grateful that ryusui & co are showing courtesy to their culture rather than trying to rule over them...

-my problem is this - did they really need to bow in the first place?? why not have them show their respect in a more normal way that doesn't come off as so.. submissive? idk have one of them give ryusui a firm handshake or sth, have them throw compliments around, don’t have them fucking BOW GHEJRJ we’re in the stone world not the fucking middle ages, i really wish this scene just wasn't included in the first place :/

-also i’m dying at senku n ryusui's faces here they looks so fucking constipated GDHDJS this is exactly how i felt

-...OK I'M DONE NOW DHHD ANYWAY

-now THIS is stuff i like! just kinda casual culture sharing like this, super cute, i can't wait to see how they do this part in the anime, i love animated dances (well, just dances in general xD flamenco-ing IS tough)

-gen’s eyeliner so on point in this panel

-so in the next chapter they're gonna be looking for fluorite with the help of everyone, i’m not sure about it at this point but i hope we get at least some new named/mainstay characters rather than all the new groups from now on just being a bunch of mobs of unnamed people like in brazil, obv i’m a bit biased here but i mean new characters are always fun in general right x)

-i said this before but i do hope they will stay in europe for at least an arc instead of speedrunning it all in a few chapters and quickly moving on to the next thing… drst has always been quick paced but i’ve really been feeling it more than ever these last few chapters sdfsdf, i wish they would slow down sometimes but what can ya do u_ù

[calpops]

So, what if after that meeting with Cal's friend, some of his friends don't really like the reader, not from the band, just someone from their friends group, and Cal really gets a little worked up about it. but Cal is a silent guy and i do think he has some problems with communication, so what if reader feels sth goes on in his mind, but he act like there's nothing here, because he is upset sb didn't like her, but he doesn't want to tell her and upset her too. so one evening 1/2

they are maybe at her place, having dinner and she decides to ask what’s been eating him these last several days. and Cal just goes really angry all of a sudden, like ‘i told you that’s nothing, why do you keep pushing?’ and he goes away without finishing dinner, because he’s afraid he’ll said sth else and he doesn’t want to hurt her more. and there’s radio silence for couple of days, and then he comes in the middle of the night and tells everyth and they have this convo about communication 2/2 

It’s been a few days since you met Calum’s friends. It didn’t go exactly as planned, more people had shown up than expected and it was hard to get words out among such a large crowd. But Ashton, Luke and Michael made an effort to bring you into the group a little further as the night went on. You figure that Calum probably told them to, but you appreciated their efforts nonetheless. You think overall it went well; it was a good stepping stone to getting to know more pieces of Calum’s life. But for two days now he’s been tense. Quieter than usual. You do your best not to pry but show that you’re there if he wants to talk. You want him to come to you, feel comfortable enough to open up and be vulnerable. You nitpick at why he won’t talk to you, wondering if it was something you did, if something went wrong at the studio or if there’s disagreements within the band. He shows up for dinner at your place just a touch late and you welcome him with a hug but his body language is wrong and his hold falls away much sooner than usual. You miss his long embraces. How he can get you on your tippy toes to try and cling to him even more. You made something simple for dinner and try to joke with him but his smiles are half there and gone in an instant. You reach over to him halfway through the meal, stopping his hand from picking up his fork. He looks at you with an arched eyebrow and tired eyes. There’s a long pause, one that’s hard to swallow and confusing.

“Will you please tell me what’s wrong? You haven’t been yourself lately,” you finally manage to say, the words rushed and a little fumbled as anxiety makes your heart pound harder and harder in your chest. You can’t begin to comprehend how he might respond, his eyes vacant of telltale signs. They’re not soft and crinkled with a smile but they’re not hard and cold as glass.

“Nothing’s wrong,” he says and pulls his hand away from yours. He taps his fingers on the wooden table, each thump beating in time to your heart that feels heavier and heavier.

“Cal, I can tell that’s not true—I’m here, please just talk to me.”

“I said nothing’s wrong. Can’t you just drop it?” He snaps.

You can feel that wildfire burning in your chest again. This time it’s not warmth that spreads through you. It’s agonizing heat that claws at you and rips at your nerves. Calum has never spoken in such a harsh tone. It jolts you. Silences you. Makes your head drop and your eyes gaze at your plate as they too burn.

“I just wanted to help,” you whisper. You’d speak up but you’re afraid your voice will crack and tears will fall and you won’t be able to stop them.

“There’s nothing to help with, okay? I’m fine.”

His tone isn’t as sharp and it sounds more like he’s trying to convince himself than you. He pushes away from the table and mumbles about needing to be at the studio early tomorrow morning. You yearn to reach out to him as he walks out of the house but you’re frozen in your seat. Shock sparks in your stomach and hurt settles in your heart as the door closes behind him.

***

It’s been days since dinner had ended in disaster and Calum hasn’t so much as texted you back. You only sent one text. Just one to see if he was okay. You know he must have seen it by now but he stays quiet and doesn’t reply. You can feel aches in your bones at the thought that you’ve done something wrong but can’t even begin to guess what. You go through the days leading up to the fight but don’t see even a glimmer of a clue. It keeps you up at night, bags under your eyes and exhaustion hanging over your body heavily. It’s nearly one in the morning and you grip at your sheets, attempting to shroud yourself in the comfort of them, swear you can still smell Calum’s scent tangled up in them. Your phone rings and you bolt upright. Calum’s name appears on the screen but you let the phone ring until it goes to voicemail and stare at the missed call notification.

It rings again and you do the same. Not sure you can hear just his voice at one in the morning after days without him. A knock on the front door surprises you, immediately you stumble out of bed and down the stairs, heart rushing with you as you look through the peephole and see Calum biting his lip and knocking relentlessly on the white wood. You undo the locks and throw the door open, breathing uneven and standing still as Calum stares at you, eyes begging forgiveness and hand reaching out. You don’t reach out to him but you back out of the way and let him in. He paces a moment after the door is shut, hand on the back of his neck before he turns to you once more.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart. It’s nothing you did and you didn’t deserve how I treated you,” he begins and it’s as if he can sense the turmoil you’ve felt for days. He looks as bad as you, dark shadows under his eyes, lips bitten raw. “Someone just said something about you that I didn’t like. I didn’t want to hurt you. Didn’t want to tell you one of my stupid fucking ‘friends’ didn’t like you. Couldn’t bear to see your face when I said it. But I’m an idiot and only made it worse. I’m sorry.”

The burning heat in your body simmers back to warmth and even though you know the lack of communication is a problem you also know you’ll be okay. You go to him, tug on his sleeve and cast your eyes to the stairs, wanting to take him back up to bed.

“Say something, please,” he begs, voice raw and thick.

“I know not everyone’s gonna like me. It hurts but it’s not worth keeping it bottled up. I don’t like when you break, please just tell me the truth. Even if you think it will hurt. I guarantee it will be less painful than that.”

“I will,” he responds quickly, it sounds sincere and you know it’s going to need to be worked on but you’re willing if he is too.

“Promise me?”

“I promise.”

You throw your arms around him and he lifts you up, legs wound around his waist, nose pressed into his neck body tingling at all the contact it’s craved for days. He brings you upstairs and joins you in bed. Pulls you as close as you can get, you’re tucked into all the places you’ve missed and never want to lose again.

“Who was it?” You ask because you feel like you need to know. “Who was it that didn’t like me?”

He runs a hand up your back in the way he knows you love. “Trust me when I tell you they don’t matter. I’d tell you if they did, but they don’t.”

You accept that. Just glad to be back in his embrace. You’ll both work on the opening up thing when the sky isn’t so dark and your heart isn’t so tired.

[harrowharkwife]

Questions Tag

@thepoisonroom​ tagged me in this bc theyre a hero and a scholar love u char

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 10 people

How tall are you?

5'2" maybe 5′3″?

What color and style is your hair?

in an ideal world i prefer to keep it dyed like an auburn color but if i don’t mess with it, it’s like medium brown? rn im in a weird growing-my-hair-out stage where if i comb it back i look like a goddamn pidgeotto but if i part it to the side im verging on s4 quentin. im trying to grow it out so i can have a lil bun + undercut thing going on

What color are your eyes?

green!

Do you wear glasses?

nope

Do you have braces?

not now but i did in high school

What’s your fashion sense?

in the summer its crop tops + shorts + belt + sneakers and the rest of the year its tucked in striped crew necks + jeans + belt + sneakers lmao im a simple bitch i dress for comfort and depending on the season i either look like the lesbian summer camp counselor u had a crush on in 7th grade, or like the 12 year old boys in 1983 from stranger things

Full name?

my name situations kinda complicated! ive gone by lizzie for forever, bc my middle name is elizabeth & my family has this tradition on both sides of only ever using your first name for like legal/paperwork purposes, and instead just going by an abbreviation/nickname of ur middle name. so like lizzie isnt Technically my name sdkgjlaskg but its what everyone calls me and what i think of myself as and its the way i introduce myself to people, but its short for elizabeth technically and i never use my first name aside from paperwork cause its ugly and i dont like it sakjldglaksg. 

When were you born?

like 5 minutes before midnight on halloween 1999! scorpio sun leo moon leo rising babeyyyy

Where are you from and where do you live?

im from the western US generally speaking! id say im from nevada but i also lived in colorado and california for a bit growing up. but now im going to college in georgia, and when i started college my family moved from nevada to oregon, so i live in oregon now on school breaks, and i plan to live there after i graduate

What school(s) do you go to?

i go to agnes scott college! its a small womens college outside atlanta

What kind of student are you?

chaotic adhd...i tend to put things off until the last minute and then somehow pull them off anyway. im a physics major also

Do you like school?

nope i fuckin hate it, its very stressful for me and i dont enjoy it! im really looking forward to being graduated. that said though, im gonna miss my roommates and my mentor a whole ton

Fav subject?

physics but also theatre

Fav TV shows?

i mean. yall know the current one im losing my mind over, but i also watch svu and greys anatomy and killing eve, and i had a big criminal minds phase. i also like broad city and new girl a lot

Fav books?

the salvagers series by alex r white! we are the ants by shaun david hutchinson, carry on by rainbow rowell, also the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater, the shades of magic trilogy by v e schwab, and the foxhole court trilogy by nora sakavic

Fav pastimes?

listening to music, watching horror game playthroughs, listening to podcasts, cooking, driving

Do you have any regrets?

i mean doesnt everyone? the fuck kind of question is this lmao

Dream job?

sth where i can work with kids and cars and ideally teach! my current job is a summer camp counselor teaching kids how to work on cars and its ideal i love it so much

Would you ever like to be married?

yeah lol its literally in my five year plan

Would you like to have children?

yes!! i wanna adopt

If so, how many?

2, i think! i want my kids to have a sibling

Do you like shopping?

i like window shopping but my financial planning shortcomings stress me out so i usually end up putting everything back before i check out bc im fear.png

What countries have you visited?

australia and new zealand (lived there for a bit as a kid!), england for like 24 hours, canada, belgium

Scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?

for the past 4-5 years almost every single nightmare ive had has been large-scale disaster themed where my loved ones are in peril? like wildfires floods bridge collapses bombs earthquakes etc. etc. etc. its not fun

Any enemies?

sklgjlaksg i have like 2 people from high school that i jokingly refer to as my nemesis but honestly not really, no. (also if ur reading this its not u dont worry)

Do you have a significant other?

sure do! @foolishquentin and i have been dating since last summer and shes the love of my life tbh shoutout to radi what an angel :’)

Do you get along with your family?

i do now thankfully! but for several years there things were real fuckin rough. i live with my mom my dad and my little brother and my maternal grandparents and i get along pretty well with all of them, and then i also have a sister who doesn’t live with me & i love her a lot she’s the best :’) my family is really small though? like we dont talk to my dad’s side bc they suck and my mom’s side of the family is just small so essentially my whole family lives under one roof with the exception of my sister and then an aunt & uncle + 2 cousins who live in alaska

Do you believe in miracles?

i believe in entropy which is to say that i believe in the reality of unusual-seeming occurrences that happen very rarely due to the probability distribution of the universe. so like short answer yes tbh

How are you?

im actually doing pretty ok rn! stressed as hell about school but getting thru it, and the semester’s over in like 3 weeks anyway so

sjkjalgjalsg im just gonna tag @bogbodied + anyone else who wants to do this! bc most of the people i planned on tagging were tagged by charlotte already lmao

[starsmuserainbow]

Speech bubble emoji for a shippy thread that mun is fond of?

Let's reminisce...

[[I assume you mixed together this meme and the speech bubble for not being able to talk for a thread? If this was for another older meme or something I'm sorry for not linking the right one - it probably doesn't change what I would answer though, unless that meme did something very different!]]

Hmm, well, I'll be honest, I haven't really had that many shippy threads. I don't know what it is, perhaps my "problem" of needing a longer thing leading to ships usually, or perhaps I'm not writing good enough or perhaps it's because I'm not doing nsfw that shipping doesn't really happen, but yeah, I haven't really had that many threads in the regards yet. I just realized, though, I might simply not quite know what counts as shippy thread and what doesn't? Huh. Now I'm thinking.

Okay, well, for all that I'm gonna mention I could now say 'but I don't think we did any specifically shippy thread so far', so I'm just saying this before and now only just mentioning ships.

I do like the ship that I have currently on Blackfire with Vergil (@darksonofsparda, link to my tag of that url here in case you wanna read up some) a lot, they're very evil cool together and I love them. I'm still thinking about making a tag for them, though I haven't done shippy (nor person-specific) tags before, so I will need to ponder that for a while more.

Then, one of the ships I probably love most of anything I did around my blogs, is Wildfire's things with Hay Lin (@aerokinesiiss, here's a link for the tag again for reading up if you want to). They're just very adorable together, I love writing Ry with Hay Lin, and I just feel like I got so lucky having this chance even rather early-on in my writing for him on here!

RobStar is of course my all time favourite ship and will probably stay that as well, and I'm sure I had some nice threads throughout my years there too, but outside of that one plot that I really wanna write out sometime - which I still assume is kinda 'cursed' though bc whenever I suggest it to someone and we start writing it, they kinda stop being active for various reasons (I'm mostly joking, I know a storyline can't really be the reason for that when it's personal reasons or whatever that makes ppl stop being active) - I don't think there's any thread per se. The first Robin RPer that comes to mind that I did some things with is one who I can't tag anymore bc deactivated, formerwonder, read up on the little bit of stuff we did here. It wasn't that much stuff we did, but I very fondly remember our things.

While I'm at Star, me and @merveiilles also more or less recently (? I think it's been more than a year already, idk why I feel like I should still call that 'recently' oops) started to consider her and Aqualad a ship, which I love a lot too! They had a date-thread sorta before though we didn't actually get to writing the date iirc, and a bunch of very cute asks, but there's nothing I can really link you I think - unless you wanna skim through like all the things we're doing together with is way more than only with Aqualad though.

I'm also doing some really nice things with @featherchan - as Robin and Starfire before too, then we also are somewhat considering Silverwing (an OC of featherchan's) and both Moonshot and Wildfire as potential ships! They're both still in the works though, which I feel like is my fault bc I need long to write a ship well I think or maybe to even feel the ship in the first place or sth idk, but, yes, definitely something else to take note of! To link you one thing for if you wanna read up stuff here too, I'll link you an AU we're playing in, here's the link. It's a fascinating AU in itself, and having the chance to write it with someone and hopefully eventually develop a ship within it too, I really like that. There's more things we did, though, but I don't wanna link you a general tag with too much to look through, so you'd have to check for the url-tag yourself to know more, both on Ry and on Moonshot.

Me and @wafflesandbuttkicking do have plans for Steph and Moonshot, which I love a lot, enough actually to have prompted me to do a drawing for the thread we have (that's still in the beginning though) before, which is very rare! I'm not all too happy with my drawing, but it still means that I clearly absolutely adore the dynamic and later-on-hopefully-ship, and I'm looking very forward to keeping that going. Here's a link to what we have so far, though it isn't that much yet.

Also, honorable mention to the things I wrote out between my Star and my OC Moonshot before - I have a bunch of things (Two things where he's slipped into his evil verse because of his obsession/crush/love for Star here and here, a thing that I wrote for his birthday here, two scenes of him finding her on Earth here and here, and last a drabble of them actually getting together here).

There's probably some more stuff I could add, but honestly, I feel like most of it is still a work in progress and not really having 'shippy threads' yet - or like said, I might simply not know how to count one as it. (Also, I wrote these down as I thought of them, in no way is this a sorting of favouring or the likes.)

[starsmuserainbow]

Hmm... would anyone mind if I put my thoughts of that earlier-mentioned idea that I can’t get out of my head, out here instead of just into a never-to-be-posted-draft?

Well, I mean, it’s about an OC concept, and it’s still munday, so I’m just gonna say it’s part of that and post it. below the cut, as usual.

This is made with an avatar creator of rinmarugames, another look-ref would be Hijin of Innocent Venus, though the FC there is no perfect fit either as I’d still have to edit the usual (skin, eyes, hair), and the clothes too and Hijin feels a bit too old too.

Her name would be Kahmlur, which basically means ‘scent of fight/ing’, if she would pick something else for easier earthen pronounciation it’d be Fi (speak like the “fi” from “fight”). She’s a pretty default tamaranean, with strong fighting-spirit and sometimes rather stubborn. Daughter of one of the highest advisors that had been at Myand’r’s side, she sees it ‘only fitting’ that she has to be Wildfire’s (advisor, bodyguard, more, she doesn’t specify what exactly she means), now that Tamaran knows that he still lives.

She thinks Wildfire is cute - weak and weird, but cute - and laughs a lot and claims that she will manage to make him ‘proper’. Treats him nothing like a king, more like a little kid or a pet or sth, but means it all in an endearing way, probably. Doesn’t hesitate to call him out on his weird or un-Tamaranean thoughts or behaviors. Often comes up to him when he’s outside. Doesn’t downright stalk him, but seemingly has her ways to always find him when he isn’t in a building where she can’t just like that enter, like with friends or sth.

She’s proud of her strength, more of a buff figure than Starfire and Blackfire, also curious about earthen things but not really intending to adapt to them. Her voice is somewhat darkish, often laughing, female, strong - I haven’t come across a good voice claim I could share here, sorry. The hair at the back isn’t a bun, but a very puffy ponytail. She doesn’t wear the so common tamaranean collar/gorget, there’s only a small silver band above the neck-covering part of her top on which the gem is located.

This isn’t really as detailed information about her as I would have it if I’d actually plan on keeping her (or making her a blog even), but hopefully this is enough to get me away from thinking through her more and more.

I kinda feel like this idea is giving Wildfire an equivalent of Moonshot for Starfire, even though it isn’t entirely the same; and I also feel like I have enough characters going on already, so I doubt I’m actually going to keep/make her, but yeah. Maybe I got this out of my mind now.

As an edit, here’s a pic I edited a little later than when this post had been made.

It’s not exactly good quality, but it was the only one I could get through a quick google search of the abovementioned FC, so yeah.

[starsmuserainbow]

Hmm. Should I stop referring to Wildfire as Ry? I mean, it’s a lot easier, and I like to think if I don’t use that earthen name of his I kinda avoid certain prn blogs to find my posts (because they are often in that tag, so probably looking for that term too or sth), and I just feel right referring to him as Ry because it just sounds so fitting. But I also use Wildfire within the post anyway, it’s more OOC that I shorten him as Ry, and so it probably doesn’t change that much, plus perhaps it confuses some people (that aren’t aware of his tamaranean name, or sth) that I call him Ry when I otherwise write him as Wildfire. Hmm.

[starsmuserainbow]

And I’ll be offline! Still mobile, but slow.

I got to some things, but I posted every reply that I so far have prepared, so it is possible that today will be rather sparse. Oh well!

Also, I still really want to find some blogs to follow where I can find, like, ‘aesthetic-y things’ for my muses, but I never find any like that. Maybe I should follow tags instead, but I already have my quota of 20 until I don’t get shown new stuff with that Xkit-extension anymore, so yeah, probably not gonna do that. Maybe I should just look around pinterest some more or sth.

I’m aware of owing: 1 ask 1 thing with alterdetective 1 thing with geniusborn 1 thing with thequeensson 3 things with untouchable-lightning (1 here 1 on Wildfire 1 on Moonshot) 1 thing with thenihilistofthevoid 1 thing with noteasybeingprettii 2 things with spectrumwidemuses (1 on Blackfire 1 on Moonshot) 1 thing with the-boy-wcnder 1 thing on Wildfire with ardentpentatonicdevilry 1 thing on Blackfire with flashgotthis 1 thing with rogueprinceconsort. Apologies if I ever do typos in the URLs by the way, I write them anew everyday (well, everday I do the list and your URL is one that I owe stuff to) and so it’s easy for typos to happen. If I missed writing anything down, let me know.

Have a good night or day!