#but if anyones uncomfy with this send me a ask and ill tag it !! <:D

[cowboy-robooty]

only time he ever resembles grandpa rome.. conquer and divide amiright lads!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[fictolotus]

about

heyo! i'm rory/key/lotus n i'm a yumedanshi/yumebito (aka a self shipper)! my old urls were loveslotus n selfshiplotus! i made this blog because i needed somewhere to scream abt my f/os asdfghjkl,,, ok so. some stuff abt me:

- i've basically been self shipping since i was 13, but i only found the community near the end of 2018.

- i'm a minor, 15 as of april 22nd.

- i'm autistic. i have trouble understanding nuance and sarcasm, and communication in general is hard for me. please be patient.

- i'm otherwise neurodivergent/mentally ill. self shipping is a huge coping mechanism for me.

- i'm agender. i'm okay with being called a boy n an enby, but please don't call me a girl, it triggers my dysphoria.

- i usually use he/him on here, but my real preffered pronouns are su/suwi and nye/nyen. if you can, please use those, as they're very comforting to me.

- i'm omni/bisexual (mlm/nln/wlw) n aromantic as well as both fictosexual + fictoromantic.

- i consider myself to be part of both the lgbtqa+ n mogai communities.

- i'm invisibly disabled + have chronic pain n i consider myself a spoonie.

- i have troubles answering messages n asks quickly. please be patient, i run out of spoons fast from interaction with others.

- in addition to self ship stuff, i also post aesthetic things on here (usually lovecore/cottagecore, things that feel comforting to me). it's all tagged as "#aes".

- if we're mutuals i consider you my friend n i love you. friend posts are tagged "#friend tag".

- my talking tag is "#lotus.txt", my art tag is "#lotus.png", n my s/i tag is "#about the s/i".

- the flag in my icon is this lovecore aro flag + the line stickers i use are from the "simple angel" sets made by kitikiti!

- my main is @feralkin and i follow from there.

- please read my faq if you have any questions or before sending asks/messaging me!

- if you ignore my dni i drink your rights specifically n also i'll destroy your bloodline.

byf/dni

- no ppl who fit the general criteria (lgbtphobes, racists, anti-semites, etc.)

- no lgbtqa+ gatekeepers of any kind (t*rfs, tr*meds, exclus/aphobes, nonb skeptics, anti-mogai, etc.)

- no p*rn/n5fw, d*lg/c*l(re), or k*nk blogs

- no anti-kin or cringe culture bullies

- no ableists (especially if you use autistic as an insult and/or use the r slur)

- no p*dos/m*ps, anti-a*tis/pro-sh*ppers, f*joshis/f*ndashis/f*jin, or anyone who supports them

- no bkdk/tdbk/tdmm/krmna/kccko shippers or mineta/endeavor/overhaul/mitsuki/afo apologists

- no adults who self-ship with minors/age up minors

- nobody who erases canon or canon coded lgbtqa+ identities (ex. a girl romantically self shipping with a canonically gay man, a boy romantically self shipping with a lesbian coded woman)

- nobody who also romantically self ships with any of my main f/os (nothin against y'all, you're super valid, it just makes me uncomfy)

i do have triggers! if i follow you, please look at my blacklist on my main for what i need tagged. i am traumatized + have anxiety along with psychotic symptoms, n triggering them can be very dangerous for me. this isn't a joke. if you cannot tag them, send me an ask n i will unfollow.

...man, i hate having to mention that. anyway, if you've made it to the end of this, send an ask that says boysenberry syrup so i know you've read it, that makes me less anxious abt ppl following me! thank you! 🖤