#but is not enough to counteract

[dykehelly]

the science bitch urge to correct all common misinformation when it appears vs the knowledge that people hate that bitch actually

[slayerdurge]

Durgetash Resurrection AU

"Is that...? That's my body. I remember now. The Morphic Pool. The Elder Brain, it... I was dead. What did you do?" "I made a deal... with Lord Bane."

[ai-no-kokuhaku]

kind of a crack comic that was beamed into my brain a little while back that i finally colored... i wanted to imagine that they weren't just sad always since they lived together

[cinnamonest]

Okay so! I appreciate all of the messages everyone has sent me, thank you for that <3

I just got back and have been looking at my notifications, I also got a lot of questions, some of which were recurring so I figured I can make one post addressing them:

>What happened

I'm fine, my guess is my working circumstances + short daylight hours triggered some kind of prolonged depressive phase. I am type II bipolar (I can't recall if I've ever mentioned that here or not), so I have regular manic and depressive phases, they're just not usually so intense. I'm seeing my psychiatrist in a month so I'm going to ask her for her thoughts on avoiding it reoccuring.

> Have I played fontaine arc

Unfortunately I'm not caught up, due to the aforementioned issues I also neglected hobbies/media consumption and haven't logged in in a while. I intend to get to this soon and then I can answer stuff about it!

> Did I finish HxH/am I going to make HxH content

Yes I did! I had a few eps left when I went into the depressive phase, so I just picked it back up and finished it while I was traveling this weekend.

I really enjoyed it, so I'd love to write content for it (if that's what The People™ want as well? Let me know)

> Have I played HSR

Unfortunately I can't play Star Rail because it's not on PS4 :( I hope to save up for a PS5 so when I can get one, I'll play it.

> What am I working on

There's a few things I'm either actively on or would like to do!

1) proofreading Diluc escape fic I've had sitting around forever (will post today or tomorrow)

2) another Hybrid post I started a while back (almost done)

3) I haven't checked on it in a while, so I was pleasantly surprised to learn Malebolge (the Morax failed escape fic) is by far the most popular thing I've ever written, a lot of people wanted a sequel so I've started the bare bones drafting of a sequel for it.

4) I might go back and finish the scara failed escape fic I mentioned all the way back in late 2022, I eventually got over the heel-turn dislike I developed (read: I have erased everything post 2.1 from my brain), I was already like 10k words into it so it feels like a waste to not do so. But I'm not sure, I'll just have to see how it goes

5) Sifting through old WIPs/drafts to maybe finish some, maybe start making hxh content etc

[estebunny]

esteban ocon talking about his highs and lows through formula 1 career

edit from f1 youtube channel and transcript below:

There will be always highs and lows in life. "Esteban Ocon, his first podium!" These moments don't last forever, so you need to enjoy it as much as you can.

My all-time high in racing has to be my first victory in Formula 1.

"Ocon wins the Grand Prix!" There has been quite a few high moments at times, but I think the ones, that I will remember the most, is when you are at the highest point. Those will be the ones to remember.

It's a full life of sacrifice and dedication really, that brings you to this point. It means even more, all my family, they've sacrificed so much, for me to get to the point to where we wanted. When we succeed all together, it's always all together. It's always a high moment in in everyone's life, in my family, when we get something special like that.

I would say a relief, a boost in confidence.

It proves to yourself, you always believe that you are capable of doing that. But once you have the confirmation that it has happened on track, then you know you can perform at these levels. And that's even sweeter.

Low points in my career, there's been quite a few. 2014 before Formula 1, I won the Formula 3 title and had no possibility to continue further until March, which is quite late in the racing. So that was the first really tricky moment. 2018, the end as well, when I stepped on the side for a year in 2019. I have to say I've learned a lot in that year, working alongside the people that were dominating the sport, a great team and a very successful team. I grew up a lot as a driver. I'm still carrying forward, all that knowledge nowadays. It hasn't been for nothing.

There will be always highs and lows in life. When you're on the highs, everything feels easy, everything feels fine, but these moments don't last forever, so you need to enjoy it as much as you can take all the benefit from it. All the learning, all the joy. When you know the low comes, you use those highs to counteract a bit of both, to have the balance.

[owleics-fr]

I should probably put a disclaimer out that im unfollowing some fr blogs and like if anyone has noticed please dont take it personally. The thing about following enough fr blogs is that if a post gets even slightly popular i get to see it on my dash 10 times in a row. Which isnt like, what i want. So ive just been doing a bit of pruning of how many blogs i follow

[thegreatyin]

well. that's a very funny present to give caeru... any time of the year, actually

[celleryeller]

I really like Shangri-La Frontier’s knock off game store. We’ve got

Comic Frontiers

Pokemon Hit and Pokémon Block

The Legend of Belda: Breathe of the Wing

Donk Souls Third

All in the first episode. It’s great.

[codacheetah]

Whenever I schedule a post (rare) I feel the need to check on it obsessively to make sure ahead of time I'm not posting cringe or there are no mistakes, which would be fine, but I never emptied out my queue after freezing Daily Yaoi Groceries Operations, so I have to scroll through hundreds of Yaoi to find my scheduled post. And maybe that's my divine punishment

[stormbreaker-290]

STOORRM MY FIREPLACE SMELLS LIKE ROTTEN SAGE ANSNCJSNZJSN

IT SMELLS LIKE WHAT I THINK DURIAN FRUIT TASTES LIKEE

StoooOOORRRMMMM I CANT LEAVE MY LIVING ROOM I HAVE TO WATCH THE BABBYYYY HERLP MEEEE

AUAHAGGBG DDD:

BRRRREATH'NT

[sadquickchristmassnowman]

question for you all

(the husband is NOT abed. important info)

(read the tags for my “abbreviated” thoughts If You So Desire)

[pinkinsect]

everything else aside. i will say that shidou's morning routine is a fantastic way to get around having to depict him with tan lines

[xviistrings]

the foreground and background characters in faith 1/4 are swapping around like cups dude what am i doingggggggg

[nerdgirlnarrates]

During MS4, med students have the opportunity to help with the preclinical students’ small group learning curriculum—basically where they learn how to do a history and physical, how to present, how social determinants of health impact patients, etc. So I’ve been helping for most of the year, and I think it’s the highlight of MS4. I love teaching them these skills, giving them tips and getting to put it in the context of what expectations will be in the clinical years. I love encouraging them and letting them know they’re on the right track. Most of all, I love tying what we’re learning into clinical reasoning and teaching them not just how to perform a physical but how to think about their findings or how to not just recognize social determinants but how to incorporate that into their plan and discuss it with patients. Nothing is more gratifying.

[c0rpseductor]

i want a fried egg on toast but we are out of normal fucking bread so i would have to either cut up fancy bread and try to jam it into my toaster and hope it fits like some kind of bad kitchen hentai or toast the bread in the pan myself. And neither is so bad but i'm exhausted and lazy and piteous. somebody with a fetish for invalids come over and fix my shit and in return i will look miserable and disheveled for you

[catalisst]