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anyone else w gender weirdness ever just sit back and be like damn. Would b so so easy if I was just a girl
#personal#i love being trans this post is not about that.#but its hard brooo :/ fitting into a binary society when u are not that. yuck#i was very good at being a girl. i was very pretty and popular as one#but im so far past it now that the idea of ever fully committing to it again? even yuckier#i am pretty bad at being a boy. but i do it because while it isn't Me necessarily its much closer than girl is#and i find it easier at least at this point than to be a floaty genderless whatever i am. if that makes sense#but damn. if i could still find even an ounce of comfort in womanhood? it would be so convenient#i was GOOD at that shit. and it's so easy to be stylish in stereotypically girl clothes#it would be easy to be a stylish man if it didnt make me dysphoric and also less likely to pass#considering ive done zero physical transitioning. anyways#does any of this make sense#does anyone care? does it matter?#pls just like this if u read this far. just so im not shouting into the void#i am ok btw just pondering my reality. typical#early twenties brain is weird. i feel my neurons connecting and forming fully fledged pathways and -#-im just eating fruity pebbles about it
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