Cardio said my echocardiogram ultrasound, exercise stress test, and week long heart monitor all showed no serious issues, my resting heart rate is fine, but that my heart rate does seem to rise very rapidly under even small amounts of stress (postural changes, taking stairs, casually walking around my house) and rises very high (160+ bpm according to the monitor) so now I get to be put on beta blockers to see if they work and if they do she said that is sufficient evidence to confirm for sure that it's POTS.
Obviously could confirm it as well with a tilt table test but those are TORTURE based off what I've heard from fellow POTSies so I am very thankful that she doesn't think that's necessary and will not be making me do one.
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i hate having a bad memory because there was some guy in public walking in front of my sibling and me, and he had a bunch of nordic tattoos and a vest on that had a bunch of patches and elder futhark runes all along the bottom. and i could not for the life of me clearly remember what symbols were the nazi (folkish odinist) ones so i was just fucking shaking terrified until i could pull my sibling through an opening in the crowd to get away from the guy
anyways. i got home and looked it up and yeah that was a nazi lmfao. i fucking hate this bc I don't think I'm able to do anything about that since i am malnourished and tiny compared to most other people, and this guy was lowkey huge (tall and beefy). i wish i could do literally Anything about this kind of thing, i hate that these people feel safe to walk around with literal hate symbols proudly on display
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Ah, their souls aren't reincarnated... just their chakra. They made a point to state that it's just indra and ashura's chakra clinging to them, not their souls. Otherwise the edo tensei wouldn't work for hashirama and madara bc they'd be naruto and sasuke
Okay. I love that bc it makes everything a lot more confusing when u think about what chakra is. Let me just try to rationalize this. So all chakra comes from the god tree and humanity was cursed with chakra when an alien princess ate the fruit and the the sage of 6 paths was like lol let's give this to humans, this couldnt possibly make everything worse. So chakra is a cursed alien essence that is created via physical energy from the cells and mental energy from the mind. Chakra signatures can be inherented so I have to assume that is the influence of the physical body and the signature of the specific person is the product of the mental aspect of chakra creation. So it must be that indra and ashura's chakra is basically like embedded in the brains of or glommed onto the souls of sasuke and naruto. But there has to be an interaction with the soul otherwise when u brought ppl back with edo tensei, they wouldn't be able to access their own chakra. So maybe naruto and sasuke have the same raw chakra essence but there's an aspect of plasticity that comes from the mental influence of the specific person creating the chakra. So if you took their chakra and separated it from their bodies it would be the same in each "reincarnation" but as soon as you put it back in it would look very very different.
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