#but time went on and i kept on listening to them so :') 💗 like yeah i don't post a loooot about them

[exoexid]

idk but as days go by i just feel more and more thankful..... maybe even lucky? to have known not only moonbin, but astro as a whole.

[thedaredevilsgirl]

Just Not Enough For You-Part 1

Warning: friends with benefits, angst (reader is insecure about her appearance and personality, jealous, comparison, drinking) this was inspired by the song Nada Contra by Clarissa (it's a Brazilian song, I know that most here speak English, but I still recommend listening to it, it's very good).

A/N: To be honest this idea seemed better in my head and didn't come out exactly as I wanted, but I still liked the final result so I decided to post it. Part two will probably be posted early next week. Hope you like it💗

Stupid, stupid, stupid.

Your mind kept repeating the word as you went outside the Hard Deck with the excuse of getting some air, not that it was a lie, it was actually quite hard to breathe in the same environment as Jake and the miss perfect.

Of course you wanted him to be happy, that's why you broke the deal with Jake, to set him free so that he could find someone better to love, someone as perfect as he was, someone who certainly wasn't you.

Why were you so sad? It was all your fault, he was only with her because you let him go, so why are you so sad?

"I think this better be the last time" you say picking your clothes up quickly from the floor.

  "Wait, what?" Jake asked so confused, he thought everything was going so well, and it was true "I thought you liked this, what about our deal?"

   The damn deal, friends with benefits, how to continue with the deal when you had broken the biggest rule of it, no falling in love, just fuck, get something out of your system and enough is enough. Jake made it very clear he wasn't after a relationship, and you thought the same until that stupid smile captured your heart and you realized you were totally in love with him.

   "I like it, but we can't go through with it."

   "Why?" he asked still so confused as he watched you put on your clothes instead of his shirt and lay down to sleep next to him like you always did on the nights you had sex (and even on the ones you did nothing).

  "I...I just think that we should be sleeping with other people, I mean of course we should, meeting new people and not getting stuck in this bullshit" you say as if it doesn't hurt.

  "Are you sure this is what you want?"

  "Yes, I'm sure" big liar.

  You start to retreat from the room, ready to leave when you hear him calling your name, almost like a broken whisper.

   "We're still friends, right?" you could swear you saw pain flash through his eyes, but it should be something from your imagination.

   "Yes, friends" you smile and hope he doesn't realize it's fake, and finally walk away.

   This couldn't go on, not when you knew he didn't want anything serious, not with you, not when he can get something better, it was better to end it now and hope the pain was less.

But wasn't, was tearful.

It didn't even take a month before there was another girl in your place, the beautiful and gorgeous Jude, they were already on their third date and God she was pretty and a wonderful person which only made it even worse.

  You didn't want to compare yourself, but it was impossible to stop the negative thoughts about yourself when she was around.

  That's why you left the bar, not being able to take it anymore but still unable to avoid watching them from the window outside.

  You see Jake put his arm around her shoulders and whisper something in her ear that makes she laugh.

Why did they have to look so perfect together?

   The smile on his face slowly disappears as his gaze crosses yours on the other side of the window.

  "Shit" you say to yourself as you look away and take a long sip of your drink trying to erase the shame of being caught in the act.

  "Are you feeling okay?" Jake asks a few minutes later standing next to you.

   "Yeah, I just needed to take a breather, the bar seemed pretty crowded tonight" was a great excuse, Jake knew you hated crowds.

  The two of you stare at each other for a long minute, not knowing how to continue that conversation, drowning in those unspoken words and undisclosed feelings.

  "You look beautiful" he finally says and he sounded so sincere.

   You wondered if he noticed that that was his favorite dress, the same one he would always gently pull off your body, the one he said made you look like an angel.

  "My beautiful angel" was what he said before he kissed you for the first time that night on the beach.

"my angel" whispered between your thighs before finally making you his, Just his.

The silence hangs again, he couldn't look away, but he quickly shakes his head, drawing from it whatever thought was making him confused at that moment.

  "Well, I have to go, I promised to take Jude home so..." He leaves a soft kiss on your forehead.

   "Okay," is all you can say without bursting into tears.

   "I...take care and be well okay?"

  You nod and watch him leave with Jude at his side.

   It was their third date, you knew they would probably be doing more than kissing that night, the mere thought of him touching her made your stomach churn, giving her the pleasure that only a few weeks ago he was giving only to you.

  You get back inside the bar as quickly as possible.

  "Penny" you catch the attention of the woman behind the counter "Give me a glass of the strongest drink you have."

  "Are you sure dear?"

  "Yes, please."

  "Are you okay?" Phoenix asks sitting down next to you already knowing everything that had happened to you and Hangman.

  "Fine" you say before turning the entire shot over in one go once Penny has placed it on the counter "Everything is wonderfully fine, one more shot please."

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Hello" Jake speaks with his voice still hoarse from sleep.

"Bangman" he hears your inebriated voice on the other end of the line and it is enough for him to wake up automatically getting worried about you "My favorite pilot, my Jake" you give a short chuckle.

"Are you okay? Where are you?" he quickly gets out of bed ready to pick you up no matter where you are.

"My Jake...but you're not mine are you? And it's all my fault" by the tone of your voice you make it clear that you were crying.

"Honey what are you talking about? Please tell me where you are."

"It's all my fault" you repeat "Jude is beautiful, you really did well to choose her, the two of you are perfect together, it even annoys me."

"I... What's going on angel, please, I'm getting worried" Jake says.

"Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against her, the truth is I wish I was in her place, the truth is I am dying of jealousy here" you laugh again, but there was no amusement there, just pain "I know I was the one who ended our arrangement, but the truth is I couldn't go on, I couldn't because I love you, I love you so much it hurts, I ended it all because I knew you would never love me back, why would you love me? I can spend hours here talking about all your qualities and I'm just me, you can have models, beautiful and funny girls, and I know I'm good enough to be a casual fuck but never good enough to be a girlfriend, I'm easy to forget, easy to replace, it wouldn't be any different this time right, that's why I let you go" Jake only realizes he was crying now, with the excruciating pain of hearing the woman he love talking so badly about herself.

"Angel, please listen to me, this is not true, none of this is..."

"My God, what are you doing? No calling guys when you're drunk" he hears Phoenix's voice on the other end of the line before can continue speaking "Jake, I'm sorry about that" he is a little more relieved to know you had someone with you.

"Natasha, where are you guys? I'm going to go get her right now."

"Nat, give me back my phone, I need to tell Jakey that I love him even if I am insufficient to him" you speak in the background.

"We are at The Hard Deck, I can take care of her, but Jake...she needs you."

[claiestve]

hiii clai 💗

was wondering if you could do a story where pickle hasn't enjoyed/celebrated their birthday in the past, due to their parents not seeing it as important (this totally isn't me), and isaac helps them make them feel like their day is actually special <3

it's my birthday this friday so I was just wondering

(btw ilysm and your writings are so scrumptious mwah <3)

𝐀𝐬 𝐈𝐟 𝐈𝐭𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐚𝐬𝐭 ꨄ Isaac

˜”* ❝𝘼𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬, 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚.❞

⎯⎯ ୨ ୧ ⎯⎯

ꜱʏɴᴏᴘꜱɪꜱ: ɪꜱᴀᴀᴄ ꜱᴜʀᴘʀɪꜱᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ!

⎯୨⎯ " " ⎯୧⎯

You hear music coming from Isaac’s study. Like, loud, happy music. It was really unlike him to play music so loud and so happy especially this early in the morning. You tried to think what would be different today. End of the week? No, Isaac doesn’t care about that kind of stuff. Maybe he’s doing something super happy? Well, no. You skipped over the fact that it was your birthday. You never cared too much for it, even as a kid. So that couldn’t be it… or could it?

You shrug it off and go back to work, enjoying the company of the music. The more you worked though, the more curious you got. Eventually, you had to go to his study to see just what he could be doing. 

Knock knock

“Isaac?”

You knock a few more times before twisting the knob. 

“I’m coming in, okay?”

As you open the door, you can hear shuffling and the music turning off. Your eyes meet Isaac’s and he looks… crazy. 

“What are you doing?” You ask him, giggling. 

He catches his breath, “Happy Birthday, Pickle! Ah-” 

You stare at him with confusion. Was this man seriously out of breath and playing loud music just because it was your birthday? That’s new. 

“Thank you? Does that have anything to do with, um, this?”

He looks at you dumbfounded. As if it wasn’t painfully obvious that he was going to surprise you. To be fair, he wasn’t even in bed when you woke up. 

“Of course! Here, I got you a gift too,” He rummages through his things and finds a small box with a bow on it, “Here.”

You take the box into your hand and open it to see a bunch of Polaroids of you and him. You dump them into your hand and look through them, smiling. Some of them were candids you didn’t know he took of you. 

“Isaac… thank you.” 

He wraps his arms around you and rocks the both of you back and forth. 

“That’s not all though. Do you remember when we were looking at places to go to?”

“Oh yeah, a few weeks ago.”

“Remember the fancy one that you were obsessing over?” He asks with the biggest smile on his face. 

“Uh huh…”

“Well, I may have made a reservation.” 

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The rest of the day, Isaac wasn’t letting you do anything. He would’ve volunteered to be the ground you walk on if he could. You kept getting texts from people Isaac works with wishing you a happy birthday. Of course, he forced them to but you appreciated it either way. At the restaurant you two went to, he took more and more pictures of you while smiling the whole time. He really knew how to make a day like this special for you and you loved it. 

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I love how the isaac's listener is pickle now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @youngwriterofthecentury <3 im sorry this was so shortt

know i normally do ariana gif but lisa fit sm better

[leegemma]

heeloo! i lov ur fics so much! could your write pls anout lee!chan und ler!felix 9, 36 aaand 49?? thank you so much for ur hardworking, love u!

You people are seriously so sweet, thank you so much for your request and incredibly warm compliment. 😭🥺💗

Enjoy:)

9 -  “you have such a cute laugh!”

36 -  “i didn’t tell you to stop…”

49 -  “be quiet! other people might be able to hear you, you know!”

Disclaimer: By this fic I am ABSOLUTELY not trying to say I think Chan is mean or a bully or anything like that. This is just a fic. I love our five year old kangaroo more than anything.

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The role of a leader in any situation was never an easy one, but especially when you're leading a bunch of silly kids. And as much as Chan loved the boys, he sometimes really wanted them to focus a bit more during practice and joke a bit less.

So when they were practicing some new choreography and Chan saw everyone messing around instead of doing actual practice, he was a bit annoyed. As he was trying to gather everyone back and getting them back on track, he could sense everyone around him getting a bit frustrated with his attitude.

"Hyung, we were just having some fun." Han tried to explain himself when Chan caught him messing around with Hyunjin.

"Yeah, well this is not the time to have fun." Chan pointed at him to get back into his position.

The group kept practicing,  until a screech was heard from I.N's direction.

Everyone turned to look at the youngest, all laughing at the noise he made. All exept for Chan.

"What happened?" Lee know kept laughing as he threw the question in I.N's direction.

"He keeps poking me!" Jeongin pointed accusingly to Seungmin.

Chan huffed tiredly, he was about to explode. "Hey! I already said this is not the time, you two are being ungrateful and inconsiderate.  Do you want all of us to suck when we go on stage?!"

Everyone stopped laughing, Jeongin slowly lowering his head in shame as Seungmin just stared at their leader in shock. This really wasn't like him.

"Hyung, they were just enjoying themselves, there's nothing wrong with that. Don't take your stress and frustration out on them." Changbin tried to step in as a peacemaker.

"I'm only frustrated because none of you are listening to me!" Chan shook his head in anger.

"We're all listening, but you're just not saying much." Lee know said in a serious but still comforting tone.

"Whatever!" Chan knew they were all right, and he didn't mean to scare the younger boys. But he was extremely stressed and had so much to get done, and it was getting too much for him to burry alone. As he felt all the emotions suddenly at once, he felt the need to cry.

As he didn't want to make the others more concerned, he just stormed out of the room, holding back his tears until he reached an empty studio. He closed the door after him and went in deeper, sitting down on the floor and burrying his face in his knees, letting himself go.

Chan was so deep inside his own head, he didn't even notice Felix slipping in the room until he felt an arm wrapping around him from the back. He didn't even bother lifting his head, only stopping his sobs.

Felix' heart broke at seeing his -practically- older brother finally break down. He hasn't seen him this vounrable in a long time.

Felix just sat there, hugging Chan. Until the older finally lifted his head. Just staring ahead. "Hyung?"

Chan sighed and threw his head back at the sound of the voice of his dear friend. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to shout at the kids like that."

Felix gave him a small smile and shook his head. "They're fine, we all are. We are just worried about you."

Chan groaned. "See... that what I didn't want... you guys should jot be worrying about me, i'm fine. I'll be fine."

Felix rolled his eyes playfully. "We tried to tell you so many times before... you're allowed to feel bad once in a while, you don't always have to be the hero, hyung."

"I just... I'm really sorry. I've just been really stressed." Chan finally admitted.

Felix rubbed his back comfortly. "I know... we all have been. But come and talk to me when you feel that way. Just like I come to you. You can't carry all of this by yourself."

Chan nodded. "I'm really sorry."

Felix  rolled his eyes again. "Stop apologizing!"

"Okay I'm sorrY- Hehehy! Soohohory! Whhait nohoho!" Chan stopped mid apology when felix started wiggling his fingers into his sides.

"I said stop apologizing! But you didn't listen, so now I have to punish you." He explained quickly, running his fingers up and down Chan's abs.

"FEHEHELIX!!! HAHAHA!!" Chan squirmed around.

“You have such a cute laugh!” felix cooed, happy to finally hear the older having fun.

'SHUHHUT HUHUHHP!!" Chan blushed.

Felix giggled along with him and stopped his attack, petting Chan's tummy.

Chan looked up at him in confusion which then turned to emberasment as he looked away and mumbled: “i didn’t tell you to stop…”

Felix blinked twice, confused. And then started beaming, immediately wiggling his fingers again, bringing them to Chan's hips and Armpits.

Chan burst out laughing again. This felt good, and freeing.

"You like this? That's so cute!" Felix cooed.

"SOHOHO DOHOHO YOUHUHU!!" The truth hurts. Or tickles. Whatever.

Now it was Felix's turn to blush. "We're not talking about me right now!"

"WEHHEHELL MAYHYBE WHEHEHE SHOUHULD!!" Chan kept at it.

Felix hissed playfully. "You just don't know when to quit, do you?"

"OKAHAHY! OKAHAHAY! IHIHM SOHOR- NO! IHIHM NOHOT SOHOHRRY!"

Felix laughed and stopped. Letting Chan have a breather before singing: "Channie hyung loves tickles! ~"

Chan slapped his hand onto Felix's mouth softly. “Be quiet! other people might be able to hear you, you know!”

Felix looked behind Chan, a grin forming onto his lips. "Uhm, hyung?"

"Hm?"

"Too late!"

Chan turned around to the voice of Seungmin, who was standing with all the other guys right behind him.

He then turned right back around to Frlix with gritted teeth.

"I am going to kill you."

[kathang-iniisip]

like a movie (excerpt)

Type: Oneshot

Event: Exchange fic w/ @writers-gf 🎁

Fandom: Itzy

just like a movie, even if fate separates us we'll return to every scene. you and me, no one else.

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I recieved the prompt while listening to these songs so that's kinda the vibe I'm going for hope it comes thru haha idk if there's any english translations so feel free to ask if you wanna know what the songs are about :)

also a much much longer version is hyperlinked to the title if anyone's interested (the title and random sentences involving Lia here would have context if you read the longer version hihi), i figured i should keep this short here but i couldn't help myself 😅 also my first time publishing (not writing lmao) an x reader fic thanku thankuuu for exchanging fics with meee @writers-gf hihi hope you like it 💗

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“Hongsam, no! No!” Why was there a frog in the middle of winter? Yeji felt like the world slowed down as she watched her beloved dog bound towards the frog with his mouth open. 

“Frogs aren’t for dogs, silly.” A pair of hands saved Hongsam from certain death as the red poodle was scooped up and turned away from the frog which croaked and hopped away at the commotion. 

“Yeji?” it might have been all that movie talk, but looking into y/n’s eyes again after so long brought forth all the memories of her younger years. Especially ones involving the woman before her. Yeji feels like lightly slapping Jisu’s arm when she gets back to the dorm. Who knew melodramaticism was contagious? 

“H-hey y/n. You’re here.” 

“Yeah. Seems like our schedules finally collided after all these years, huh? You were always away when I went home.” 

“Yeah.” Yeji replied dumbly. Y/n cleared her throat. 

“Is this cutie yours?” she asked, holding up Hongsam. 

He could be ours. “Uh-huh.” Yeji answered. 

“Cool… what’s their name?” 

“Hongsam. His name’s Hongsam.” Y/n nodded and proceeded to coo over the dog, saying his name repeatedly. Yeji kept staring like a creep. 

“I- I can take it from here if you need to go back home.” Yeji said, belatedly realizing that y/n was dressed in indoor clothes. She must be cold, Yeji thought guiltily.

“It’s okay, you look like you’ve got your hands full with that little one.” y/n pointed to Insam. 

“Oh I can carry them both.” Yeji assured cheerfully, standing up with Insam in her arms. “You can’t see my muscles, but I’m strong.” 

“No, I saw them” 

“Huh?” 

“Your muscles. I saw them in your photos. You’re everywhere these days, you know? Congratulations by the way, I’m glad it worked out for you.” 

“You look at my muscles?” 

“What?” Yeji saw red creeping up to y/n’s cheeks. Adorable. “No I just- I mean, I know you have them.” 

“Cool.” Yeji breathed, still unable to take her eyes off of y/n who she now saw was shivering. 

“Oh! We should go inside.” Yeji marched back to her house, hoping that y/n was right behind her. She was glad she forgot to take Hongsam from the other woman’s arms in her haste, she’s pretty sure y/n had no choice but to follow her. 

“Thank you, by the way.” Yeji said, taking a sip of the hot chocolate she’d made. 

“For what?” 

“For congratulating me earlier. I forgot to thank you.” 

“Oh. Well I was rooting for you so…” 

“Yeah… I know.” It was painful, how they were walking on eggshells around each other as if they didn’t used to be attached at the hip. 

“I came back and never saw you after that summer.” 

“I know. It was so sudden, I got accepted and they told me I had to immediately move to Seoul because I lived so far away. We didn’t even get to say goodbye. I’m sorry.” Yeji inhaled a stuttering breath as a warm hand cupped her cheek. 

“Don’t be. I’m happy for you.” 

“I didn’t even try to get in touch. It had been months since I knew you were back in Korea-”

“I didn’t try either. I guess we were both scared.” 

“Of what?” y/n shrugged. 

“I don’t know.” she answered Yeji. “I always knew you’d get accepted, that you’d debut and make it big. We never talked about what would happen to us once you got accepted though, didn’t we?” 

“We were too young to figure out logistics so we just never tried, was that all it was?” Yeji asked, though she knew y/n didn’t know either. “I feel so stupid. Years without you because I felt shy reaching out after months had passed with radio silence between us.” 

“You’re not stupid, Yeji.” 

“There were so many times when hearing your voice would’ve made things easier for me. So many times when I doubted myself and needed you. You always believed in me, even when I couldn’t dance to save my life.” Yeji felt her voice crack as she spoke softly, reaching for the hand that cupped her face. 

“It all turned out fine in the end. You made it without me, you believed in yourself even when you thought you didn’t. You would have stopped if you truly didn’t. I’m so proud of you, Yeji.” 

“Thank you.” Y/n was blurry through Yeji’s tears. Yeji’s wobbly voice prompted y/n to set their mugs aside so she could take her childhood friend into her arms. 

“I still would love to have you in my life though.” Yeji spoke into y/n's shoulder after a while. Once they had stopped crying. “I feel like we have so much to catch up on.  I know this might sound weird — especially since it’s like, 10am — but,  do you wanna stay over?  I guess ‘sleepover’ sounds kind of childish but.  I think it’d be nice.” 

“I missed you Yeji,” Yeji felt her heart skip a beat. “I would love to stay over. For as long as you’d have me.” 

I’d have you forever if you’d allow it, y/n.

[sxtaep]

hi it’s me again. BTW ITS BEEN A WEEK. LIKE I HAVE ONE WEEK OFF WITHOUTT DOO ANYTHING I MEANN SLEEP AT 5 WAKE UP AT 2 AND DO NOTHING 🤧

ohh babee 🥺 you are so kind 🥺 omoo you can drive? you look young btw. please take a really good sleep okayy 🥺🫶🏻

btw, it’s so fun to have someone listen to me like this. and im so happy that you’re getting much much better.. thankyouuu for listen to me 🥺🫶🏻

im sorry sometimes i look like a kid with so many emojis but yeah 🤧 (it’s so hard to not use emojis)

and i wish us nothing but happiness!! 💓

omg id recommend doing a diamond painting to keep yourself busy, IT KEPT ME BUSY FOR A MONTH BUT IM NGL IT WAS HURTING MY BACK SITTING UP FOR HOURS ON END 😭

and thank you 😭💗 i get young quite a lot but i really do not see it 😭😭😭 hehe i don’t drive, i went with my uncle to drop them off BUTTTTT MY DRIVING LESSOND ARE PENDINGGG it’s just so hard to find the time for lessons 🥲

and listen !!! i am hereeee my asks are open for anyone and everyone to talk, rant, cry, complain IM HEREEEEEE!! it would definitely keep me occupied 🥰

i’m glad i could be assistance for you lovely!! 💗

[hotxcheeto]

an angry sex chloe price x f!reader fic/whatever please 💗

ilyyyy <3

━ 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓

𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜(𝙨) - Chloe Price x Fem!Reader 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Cursing, Smut, afab reader, almost no plot, tribbing, oral (r reading), fingering, face riding, hickey's, Chloe's praise kink, slight degradation towards Chloe, switch!Chloe, switch!Reader, pure smut my guy

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope/Hell no I am lazy today

𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - ily too sweets and thank you for resending! Sorry this took so long been stressed and a lot has been happening! <3

You'd been fighting with her the whole day. At least it felt like the whole day, the sun already setting and you could barely look at her. You were getting ready to leave while she'd disappeared to talk to Joyce for a moment, pissed off as you threw your things into your bag.

You just kept arguing, she had to fight with you about everything. You couldn't tell if she was mad at you or David and her mom. Either way, she was taking it out on you and you were done with it. Picking up your bag from the bed and turning towards her door.

You went to grab the handle just as she opened it. Nearly running into each other, Chloe looking at you with slight surprise.

"Where are you going?" "Home." You stated, moving past her until she grabbed your arm. "What the fuck?" "Let me go Chloe." Chloe scoffed, turning you to stand in front of her, back to the door.

"Let me go." "Mmm.... no." You huffed, going to turn around again to the door. "C'mon, my mom and step-douche just left." You looked at her, rolling your eyes. "I'm done arguing, I just want to go home." "Please, Y/n."

You shook your head, annoyed with her. Turning around to open the door when she grabbed you. Arms around your waist, turning you around before walking towards the bed.

"Chloe!" "C'mon step-führer just left. Let's have some fun." "I'm not having fucking fun right now Chloe." Chloe scoffed and rolled her eyes, hands going to your hips as you swiveled around once again. Pushing her backwards so that she stumbled. "What the fuck?" "Let me leave."

But she grabbed you once again, anger fueling your eyes as she only smirked. Shaking her head at you. "You're not leaving." "Why not?" "Because then I'll be alone, and why waste the alone time being alone?" You stared at her still angry, "fuck off." But you were only making her more frustrated, the girl rolling her eyes once again.

"Fine, then fucking leave." You pushed past her but felt her push you. Making you fall onto the bed, your mouth widening. "You bitch." You kicked her, a laugh admitting from her throat. "You wanted to leave so leave." "Okay." You went to stand up again when Chloe then moved to lay on top of you, holding back a grin at your pissed off face.

"Chloe." You spoke like an aggravated mother, her lips moving down your neck. "Chloe." You said again, a bit softer as her lips met your sweet spot. "You're pissing me off." "I beg to differ." She said as she sucked on the skin, creating a nice purple mark for you to cover later.

"Chlo..." You said her nickname, soft, anger disappearing from your voice as you moved your head to give her more access to your skin. "Told you to stay." Though, that sparked a fire in you, frustrations rising again, pushing her backwards so that she fell onto the bed. Laying back.

"No fuck you." You held a smile back as you shoved her backwards the girl laying on her back. "Really?" "Yeah, you don't get to just fuck me after all of that. I'm still mad at you." Chloe groaned, her tattooed arm resting above her head while the other held your waist.

"Why?" "Because you don't listen." You then stated, messing with the end of Chloe's t-shirt. "I'll listen now." She smirked, watching you bite back a grin. "Mm, I don't know." You moved, setting your hands on her chest, resting your head on them.

But then you had an idea, staring at Chloe with anger in your eyes you sat up. Taking your shirt off, exposing the very lacy bralette underneath. Doing nothing to hide what was underneath.

Chloe instinctively moved her hands, but you had another idea. Grabbing her wrist you shook your head.

"Nope. No touching." "Oh come on!" "Nope. You have to listen to me." She groaned watching you strip out of the bralette, your nipples immediately perking at the cool air, still holding Chloe's wrist, your other hand moved to play with your tit.

"What, now you're getting mad?" You asked as Chloe grumbled something, watching your face before looking down at your fingers running over your chest. You could feel yourself growing wetter and wetter at the sight of her frustration, suddenly the arguments you'd been having didn't seem so bad.

"C'mon Y/n." "Mmm.. no." You laughed, standing up in front of her and the bed. "Stay." You said, grinning as you slowly pushed down the pants you were wearing. Exposing the thong you'd only thrown on this morning, the last thing you had left as your laundry was still drying. Now, you were grateful for it.

You didn't say a word, stepping forward and unbuttoning Chloe's jeans. Looking up at her once again, face slightly flustered.

"On second thought..." The dull ache between your legs was just begging to be treated, a smirk playing on your face as you stared at Chloe. "What?" You stayed silent again as you crawled up her body towards her face, a grin suddenly appearing on her face.

"No touching, remember?" "I hate you." "I can get myself off if you'd like." Chloe shut up after that, your now throbbing cunt covering just above her face. Your hands grabbing hers, a small whine leaving her lips. "Chloe." You stated.

Slowly, you moved, slipping your thong off one leg before lowering yourself on her face.

You moaned the second your pussy met her tongue, the girl showing no mercy as she licked around your swollen clit. Sucking on it like she was starved, hands pinned above her head.

"Fuck Chloe, just like that baby." You loved the reaction you got from her when you praised her, a little moan leaving her lips sending vibrations through you. "You're doing so fucking good, fuck-" You leaned forward, grinding down onto her face farther, squeezing her wrist, sure to leave marks.

"This what you wanted? Fucking arguing with me all day? Horny and frustrated?" She hummed, swirling her tongue around your hole, pussy clenching around nothing as she dragged her tongue up and down. Causing you to throw your head back in pleasure, eyes closing.

"Fuck, Chloe keep going. Don't stop." You said, dragging your cunt along her face, riding her tongue like your life depended on it. And she loved every second of it, a growing pain entering her own heat. Spreading her legs, yet knew it would only make the ache worse.

"Keep going pretty girl, make me cum and you can touch me." At this, Chloe began thrusting her tongue in and out of you. One of your hands finally letting go of Chloe's, moving to rub your clit. "Just like that baby." You circled your clit again and again, finally feeling the familiar feeling entering your stomach.

"I'm- I'm gonna cum." You felt yourself finally let go, Chloe still eating you like you were her last meal. Drinking up all of your juices as your legs shook around her head, loud pornographic moans filling the room.

"Fuck." You muttered, catching your breath as you sat up. Backing up from her face, looking down at her wet lips a smile on your face as you leaned down to kiss her. Then down her jaw, then her neck.

"Y/n." "You did so good." You didn't even have to look at her to know how flustered she'd gotten. The praise running straight to her aching pussy. "Now, your turn." "Finally." You stood up, practically ripping Chloe's jeans off her body, tossing them aside along with your thong before taking off her own underwear.

You moved to the edge of the bed spreading her legs as she took off her shirt. Her black bra coming into view as she threw the shirt towards another part of the room.

But instead of going down on her like she thought you would, you climbed up to her. Both of your cunts hovering over each other as you leaned over to kiss her. Chloe pushing into the kiss, happily running her fingers down to your ass where she squeezed.

"I hate it when we argue." You then muttered against her lips, kissing her jaw as you lowered yourself down. Rubbing your wet pussies together, Chloe little moans meeting your ears like your favorite song.

"I like what happens after though." You continued, holding her leg as you moved back and forth, a wet sound feeling the air as your clits ran against each other. Pleasure shooting through your body. The sounds of your moans bouncing off the walls.

Chloe then flipped you both over, so that now you were on your back, the girl on top of you. "Fuck Chloe, faster." You hugged her close to you, feeling her kissing down your chest leaving little marks here and there. Holding your legs open as she continuously humped into you.

"I'm gonna cum-" Chloe mutter, feeling your lips on her neck as you left hickey after hickey on her skin. Moans falling past her lips along with little whines and cries. "Come on Chloe, cum for me. Maybe then you'll shut the fuck up once in a while." Chloe would've laughed if your hand hadn't moved down to rub her clit, the girl still grinding into you like her life depended on it.

"Y/n-" You felt her come undone above you, her grip tightening as you finally felt yourself begin to come close. Pussy clenching as Chloe moved to rub your clit, her movements slowing as she calmed herself down, watching you get closer and closer.

"Your turn Y/n. Come on, cum for me." Mirroring your words, she smiled. "Fuck Chloe." You threw your head back, exposing your marked up neck to the girl. Her lips immediately meeting your skin as she rubbed harder, slipping her fingers into your cunt. "Come on, cum." You came, hard around Chloe's fingers, eyes nearly rolling into the back of your head as you moaned loudly. Not caring who heard.

She rubbed you, bringing you down from your high as your eyes finally met. Her hand pulling away from your sensitive area.

"We should get mad at each other more often." "I'd prefer not but if this happens after, I can deal."

A/n: I'm a slut

[frogboyandzombieface]

hii, how was your day?

hiiiiii!!! <333💕 my day wasn't too bad ngl ! i lazed around in bed a lot for the start though which i do a lot in the morning (i dropped out of school 2 yrs ago cuz mental health🤪haha ) and stayed with my two dogs who are adorable and lovely and i will do Anything for them. and then i did a bit of writing but kept getting distracted by playing video games 😭

then i cooked a stir fry dinner with my dad and my parents argued for the millionth time about the fact that my dad never cooks or he has to bring in the fact that me and my brother never do anything around the house (completely untrue and also he kinda forgets i have mental ilness which hinders it like a Lot) and it ruined my mood a bit especially when he ragged on me never doing anything and being lazy etc even though i legit have a high stress job at a fast food restaurant and im about to go into tafe courses like .. idk sorry don't meant to dump all my shit on u guys it's all chill <3

but like yeah then we went out for ice cream cuz my mum wanted me to get some driving practice in (in aus u have to get 120 hrs of driving as a learner before going on probation plates, and also have to be 18, been tryna get my hours up) and the ice cream was BANGER (got strawberry sorbet and this like choc brownie shit it was lit)

then went home and started calling with my best friend !! ive known them since we were like 3 yrs old, and we recorded the second ep of our podcast we do (tomorrow im gonna plug it here once it's edited and posted cuz fuck it i want everyone to listen to us talk abt bullshit) and then we talked a bit, they went to bed and now i am here at 1am in my bed bored and my dogs snoring next to me . so like

not the worst day but it was kinda slow though picked up later on!!! thanks so much for asking non ur so nice <333 i hope you've had a good day or night etc too whoever u are !!!💕💕💞💖💗💓💕

[the8gates]

Hello! Could you answer 👻,🙊,🌌,☁️,💗 from the oc emoji ask for Atsuko or Reiko? you can choose which one. Sorry if it's too much!! haha ty!

Hmmm... How about I do both?

From this OC Ask Game!

Atsuko Kamiyama:

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?

Yeah, she does.

The experiences she has had are pretty irrefutable in her eyes, but she doesn't put much importance on them. When things occur that other people might consider frightening or strange, she does't feel the same way. She's a sensory-nin, so she can tell who is visiting her from the afterlife. However, she doesn't start to have these experiences until after Rai and Obito are born. Something about having children of her own and finally getting to a place of acceptance and peace in her life just seemed to open her up spiritually.

One time, she was sitting on the couch. It was a rare instance, but the kids had gone to bed early without much fuss and she finally had some time to unwind in private. She was listening to the radio, relaxing with her head dropped back and her eyes closed. Just taking a few minutes for herself before she had to shower and climb into bed herself. She wasn't thinking about much, just allowing her mind to be silent and enjoy the music.

Suddenly, her sinuses were flooded with the smell of lake water and fresh cut grass. Her lungs filled with fresh air and the temperature around her dropped to something reminiscent of an early spring morning. Atsuko's eyes peeled open and she glanced around in confusion, trying to locate the familiar feeling. When her eyes landed on the kitchen, the soft light above the stove was the only one on. But, clear as day, she watched as one of the cabinet's above the sink slowly creaked open. It was the same place she kept all of her medicines, first aid kits, and a small shoebox box full of the kids stuff. Cards they'd given her on mothers day or birthdays. Drawings they'd done at school and some other odds and ends they'd gifted her over the years. It also held a few photos of the kids. One of Sasuke holding Sarada when she was still an infant. Another of herself, Sasuke, and Kakashi after Sasuke had graduated from the Academy.

The shoebox slid off the top shelf slowly until it crashed against the counter below, spilling its contents everywhere. She immediately jumped up from the couch and went to investigate. The closer she grew to the mess, the stronger the scent from earlier became. Humidity gathered on her skin like early morning dew and the hair on the back of her neck stood up. Most of the shoeboxes contents had spilled over from the counter onto the floor... except for two pictures. One of Obito and Rai on their first day at the Academy. Obito was blushing and smiling softly, staring down at his shoes, while Rai was grinning with all of her teeth on display as she gave the camera a thumbs up. Right next to that picture was one she'd been given many years ago. Jiraiya and Naruto stood side by side, the young blonde wearing a smile so similar to her daughters it threw her for a loop while her father simply wore a proud smirk.

A knowing smile crawled across her face as she approached the two pictures, gently pressing her fingertips to the photo paper. The smell of lake water and wet grass... The feeling of light humidity... It reeked of Jiraiya's chakra signature.

"Hey, dad... they're pretty cute, huh?"

She'd said to an empty kitchen. Well... mostly empty.

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

The Uchiha. Sasuke. Itachi. She has quite literally been in fights over their clan name. Physical and otherwise. Honestly, Atsuko cannot stand any kind of prejudice or bigotry. So, anytime she hears someone speaking ill of another person because of their heritage, sexuality, gender, literally anything, she is going to speak up. But speaking ill of the Uchiha is a quick way for someone to lose some teeth if she's around <3

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

I created Atsuko because I wanted to give Sasuke a mother figure. That was the starting line for sure. A lot of my inspiration for Atsuko as a character, though, comes from music. I've loved music for as long as I can remember and, as an emotionally stunted person, it provides an outlet for me. It allows me to tap into emotions I have never personally experienced and also allows me to tap into emotions that I'm too afraid to express. So, Atsuko is like a translation of my relationship with music and art. She allows me to tap into a wider ranger of emotions and I based a ton of her characteristics on specific songs. It's so strange to explain how she feels to me. Because, when I write her, I feel as if I am experiencing a unique emotion that is specifically her.

My biggest musical inspirations when writing her were artists like fun. and Mitski. There is a deep generational sadness/complexity in that music that reminds me of Atsuko.

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

She and Sasuke are gossipy bitches. When he was a child, after he moved in with her, they literally went everywhere together. There really was never a time where Sasuke went to hang out with kids his age or stayed at home while she ran errands. He went everywhere with her because she was one of the only people he liked (she is the last member of his 'family' after all). So, with that close proximity, came Sasuke knowing about grown folks business before he was really should have. That is to say Atsuko would see someone she knew while they were out running errands and she would gossip to Sasuke about them. He's her little best friend after all.

"You see that guy? In the aisle over?"

Atsuko asked, nodding her head in the direction of a Chunin Rank Shinobi who was about her age. Sasuke peeked up from the magazine he was looking at, nodding once the target had been acquired.

"Yeah."

"Okay, well, don't repeat this to anyone... but, I went to the Academy with him and I know that his girlfriend recently caught him cheating on her with her own mother."

She said, keeping her voice low as they continued to walk through the aisles of the grocery store. When she glanced down at Sasuke he was shaking his head, looking back down at the magazine in his hands as he walked beside her.

"That's trashy."

He commented, the amount of judgement in his voice entirely too mature for a nine year old child.

"I know, right?"

They do this all the time. Especially so when Sasuke got older and started to be involved in grown folks business himself. Certain topics are off limits. Atsuko and Sasuke would never comment on another persons appearance or little quirks. It was all gossip about things the people had done. Bad decisions. Drama. Literally the bitchy besties at the function who stand in the corner and whisper back and forth to each other all night. HAHAHAHA

💗 GROWING HEART - if they have a crush, is it noticable? what changes when they're in love?

She's so obvious it's honestly painful. When she first got to have a real conversation with Kakashi at the bar with Tenzo, she was a blushing mess. The bedroom eyes were in full swing. She's sizing him up like he's the first meal she's seen after weeks without food. Kakashi noticed. Tenzo noticed. Everyone in a ten mile radius noticed.

When she was younger and she was infatuated with Shisui Uchiha, she was a bit more bumbling and shy. Really, she just melted when he was around because he was so fucking charming. And at this point, she was adding to her body count like sex was an olympic event and she was trying to win the gold medal. So, she knew that she really did like him when he managed to give her butterflies despite all of her experience.

When she isn't in love with someone, she's much more adventurous. Parties, drinking, hook ups, risky missions... Always up for a challenge and a good time. But, there are consequences to those actions. She gets drained easily. Flying high for a few weeks, and then crashing for months. To be fair, most of this stuff happened when she was younger. In her teens. When she's older and her and Kakashi separated for a while, she focuses on work and routines. Still preferring to be busy instead of sitting still and being reminded that she is alone.

On the other hand, when she is in love, she prefers domesticity. Her love languages are physical touch and acts of service. She feels more feminine and has a desire to coddle the person she loves. She cooks, cleans, takes better care of herself. Really, she was made to be in love. It's when she feels like the most authentic version of herself. When she is being of service to someone she loves. When she makes the person she loves feel loved. When she realizes that she's in love with Kakashi, it almost feels like everything she'd done up until that point was useless. The person she was before is someone she doesn't recognize.

Reiko Miki:

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?

Nope. Not even a little bit. She's rolling her eyes reading this question.

Seriously though, it just doesn't make sense to her. She can explain any experiences someone else claims to have had with science and logic. Even when she is hearing Shikaku's voice, she knows it's all in her head. An insane coping mechanism. Honestly, she's a kill joy.

If she heard Atsuko's story from above, she would have scoffed and said something like "Sounds like the foundation in your house may have some issues. Might want to get that checked out if your cabinets are opening and things are falling out. Could be water damage or something causing your baseboards to warp and your house to lean."

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

If she said something about every thing that upset/pissed her off, she would be the most hated woman in the village.

Though there is one topic that gets her fired up no matter the situation or consequences.

She hates being underestimated. Being a civilian incapable of performing Jutsu was a hard enough pill for her to swallow. Then, she was in training to hold one of the highest positions in the village. She'd had to defend herself and her competence from a young age. People would learn that Shikaku was mentoring a young girl who had flunked out of the Academy and they would wrinkle their noses in response. She could handle the scrutiny of herself with more grace, even if it did make her angry. However, because people looked down on her, they also looked down on Shikaku for selecting her to be his replacement in the first place.

Once, when she about fifteen, she and Shikaku had to meet with the head of Hyuga Clan in regards to a concern he had about the Jonin Ranks and what he considered to be 'preferential treatment' of some of the other Jonin over a young man from the Hyuga Clan. It was petty and ego-centric, so Reiko was already off put and tuned out of the conversation. However, she heard the Hyuga Clan leader calling Shikaku's intelligence and leadership capabilities into question in reference to her being his mentee.

Reiko had snapped and butted into the conversation after remaining silent for the entirety of the visit.

"Sir, if you don't mind me asking a hypothetical question, what would you do if you were in Shikaku's position?"

She'd said, maintaining a professional tone despite the bile crawling up her throat. He'd turned to her with narrowed eyes.

"I'm not sure what you mean."

"If you were Jonin Commander, how would you approach the job? You believe that this young man from the Hyuga Clan is being picked over in favor of other Jonin, correct? And why do you think that is? Why do you think he is at the bottom of the barrel, so to speak?"

Reiko asked, folding her arms under her chest.

"The village has had a history of discriminating against talented individuals due to their heritage-"

"Maybe in the past. But Shikaku does not act on such bias. The young man you have called us here to speak about only barely met the qualifications for Jonin. On top of that, he is a liability in the field because he believes he is above reproach. Shikaku has been polite thus far, but I am not afraid to tell you the truth. That young man is arrogant, reckless, and conceited. Did you know that he nearly lost a member of his squad because he rushed ahead on a recent mission and was overwhelmed by the enemy? His need to be recognized for his abilities far surpasses his desire to protect the village and his teammates."

Reiko concluded, a long silence following her outburst. The Hyuga Clan leader was glaring daggers at her, but she didn't falter. Shikaku didn't speak either, allowing her to take the lead.

"So, if you were in Shikaku's position, what would you do? Assign this liability more missions in the name of maintaining fairness? Or pick over him in favor of Shinobi that take their stations seriously?"

From that moment forward, she had a good working relationship with the Hyuga Clan hahaha.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

I created her to fit the story I had in mind. Though, I remember that I wanted her to be completely different from Atsuko. I wanted a character with a chip on her shoulder and a cold demeanor because you don't see that often enough in OCs/fanfic. I wanted her to be hard to love, and I think I succeeded in that. I wanted her to reflect Obito in a lot of ways. They both have these grudges regarding the people they lost and they both would do anything to right those perceived wrongs. They have both been living as altered versions of themselves for so long. The difference is that they are in different places. Obito is not at all recovered from his past, but he's more open to the tumultuous changes taking place inside him. Reiko, on the other hand, is just now learning to accept the two parts of herself. The part she portrays and her true self.

Maybe that doesn't make sense. But bottom line, a lot of inspiration for her character came from Obito himself. I also relate to her the most out of all of my OC's.

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

Before Shikaku died, her closest friend was Kakashi. Most of their friendship was just built on convenience and close proximity to one another due to their positions within the village. He was attractive and, while she doesn't develop crushes easily, she isn't ignorant to physical desire. So, they fooled around a few times. It was mutually beneficial and enjoyable for both of them, but Reiko didn't see Kakashi in a romantic light, so she tended to approach their arrangement like a work obligation. It got to the point where she was literally scheduling hook-ups. Thursdays at 7pm. Kakashi's apartment. (God, she's such a control freak I love her).

Another soft head canon about this friendship is that it's almost entirely based on a 'parallel play' dynamic. When they would hang out, they would just sit and do their own things in the same room. They go out to a bar and sit right next to each other while Kakashi reads a book and Reiko does the crossword. Every now and then, she would read one of the hints to him and they would brainstorm answers. Or Kakashi would chuckle at something in his book and slide it across the bar-top to her, pointing out a paragraph for her to read. Occasionally, they would rant to one another about something that upset them. But, most of the time, they just enjoyed the company.

💗 GROWING HEART - if they have a crush, is it noticable? what changes when they're in love?

No. When she was younger (like, puberty age) she was a bit awkward around Shikaku because of her crush on him. Her mother and Shikaku both picked up on it, but most people didn't notice. However, the memories of her cringe filled pre-teen crush on Shikaku make her so embarrassed in hindsight that she swore she would never act like that around anyone ever again. She polices her emotions heavily and her crushes usually pass before she even considers acting on them.

That's why playing this part with Obito has come back to bite her in the ass. She spent so long pretending to be uninterested in love that once she started pretending to be in love, she accidentally unlocked all of those repressed feelings. The act reminded her of how nice it felt to care for someone deeply. And Obito not hiding his emotions around her was like this breath of fresh air. A reminder to allow herself to relax. Can't logic yourself out of love, dummy. I've tried!

Reiko is also extremely picky about people. So, throughout her life, crushes were few and far between. Shikaku was the only exception, because he literally created all of her standards for men HAHAHA

[fr3aklike-me]

i know right !! i fell in love with it when i heard it, it works for so many things too. yessss it’s a lot more peaceful to live that way, like this small thing i could be stressing about won’t matter, and me over analyzing it won’t change the outcome so it’s okay. and i don’t have to do things i don’t wanna do, because there’s usually another way or another time. and yes omg it’s so much fun, i really enjoy it a lot, i get a lot of free things hahaha and i love everyone who comes in !! but yes that’s so true, we can only put up with so much before crashing and it’s so hard to get back into being productive at the same level after that. yes literally, i feel like a lot more people are queer now than before and i hope that’s because society is becoming more accepting and people feel more comfortable to be who they are, but i think it needs to be less “strange” now, we as a society are definitely past that. i just talk about my crushes to people (who i know wouldn’t be rude about it) and i don’t even address my sexuality, i just act like it’s normal lmao. omg awwh you deserve to know how beautiful you are, i literally wish i was more like you, you are perfection. i know, like who cares what the kids at the school are doing, it’s none of their business honestly. and yeah, we had a theology class my freshman year and we talked about the “lifestyle” and my teacher was saying how the desire can be taken from you and it’s a sin, and just why even discuss it. like it’s enough of the population to have multiple queer kids at a school, so they can’t just pretend their school is exempt from that lol. awww you’re just so cute omg, you really make me feel cared for so, so much💗🥺

it is !! and omg it’s totally okay, it was years and years ago so he’s cool with being blind now. he “listens TV” instead of watching hahaha. i knowww im so excited to listen to them !! like it makes me wanna do it too ! omg omg are they still on wattpad ?! were they fanfics and stuff like that or just your own stories ? that’s so funny though omg. aww i love that !! i really think it’s an amazing process to dive deeper when you’re journaling, it does reveal a lot. and yes i had diaries and would talk about school or friends and stuff like that !! yeah, it’s like what you’re already thinking about, i think it’s so good to do that just to become more self aware, but it definitely is so cool to write about it. and yeah it can be sometimes, but it’s worth it because after you’re done you feel really good. it is really draining though, i do it at night when i do so i can just fall asleep. i know, like it’s rly not that hard to ask for input and help on literally everything from people of the culture you’re producing a whole ass movie on, ugh.

i know, i went on a really deep dive a couple of years ago about this case and the more i find out the more it makes sense, it all just adds up. and yessss the “kidnappers” asked for that amt of money for their daughter back and it’s like… really… that was the most obvious thing they could have done to reveal it wasn’t an outside job. he’s so creepy !!! as an adult i think he’s awkward or something but the day it happened was so chilling. him and the psychologist are playing and talking and he’s just creepy. and i know, it’s so heartbreaking that there’s so many cold cases and things like this that happen :(

hahahha i love gilmore girls too !! and yes i totally get that hahaha it’s so up and down. what’s your favorite part of it ? and i think right now friends is it, if i’m actually gonna watch something though i like cult documentaries LMAO

noooo i know i’d come so fast if we were doing it together, it would feel so much better. hehe you think it’s hot ? and yesss i was just playing with them one day and i felt something happening, it felt like someone was touching me and i got really really tingly and my nipples got way more sensitive and then i kept going, and came really fast but i felt it on my chest too. it was so cool. and omg, please i want you to do it to meee, that’s so hot. like looking up at me while i’m coming from just that, id be blushing so much. omg yes, i think i would pass out if someone moaned into me while eating me out, that’s so hot. you flick it ? oh my god the idea of you touching yourself and flicking your clit and fingering yourself is giving me butterflies. fuck, i wish i could do that to you, suck on your clit and finger you, and then lick all your cum from your pussy. how long does it usually take you ? and i usually never use my fingers but it felt so good i can’t believe i haven’t been. hehe yes sometimes i squirt, it feels amazing, like i come so much harder when i do. i do it kinda a lot too, read the stuff you wrote to come, it makes me so wet. my favorite one is the second one at the top of your profile, i read it wayyy too much, it’s like my biggest fantasy. and the way you talk in it too, omg i would melt its so perfect. and yesss and i’m more wet again now, like completely soaked. that’s so fucking hot, would it help if i told you i was about to come when i saw you responded, that i came reading it ? i was dripping down my fingers bc of you. and ofc i imagined it was your hands instead, it felt a lot better that way <3

awww of course, youre such a comforting person in general and you’re so fun to talk to too<3 yesss it’s fun but also not !! omg, those crushes before you know they’re crushes- SO confusing !! if you don’t mind my asking, how did you figure it out that you were queer ? but awww yes that makes sense, “i wanna marry you BUT AS A FRIEND” is something id say in my head alot so that makes sense !! ohhh i see, kind of fading in and out ? that’s so good though, im glad you guys are still friends and it’s probably easier for you to not have the crush anymore too

omg, yes of course im so sorry i forgot to put one, i will definitely do that next time💗💗

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yes, exactly, because a lot of the things we worry over and analyze each and every bit of sometimes end up being totally okay, and so much of our worry didn't even pay off. like, I know the rule of thumb is not to worry over things you can control - and while that's so much easier said than done, at the end of the day, the core of that is so true. there are so many situations we have little to zero control over, and no way to alter or change, so worrying over them zaps so much of our energy when it doesn't result in any actual change. omg, I am so happy you enjoy your work so much! ik you mentioned your coworkers before too, and the ease you feel around them, are they all pretty nice? and it's so great you like everyone who comes in too! oh, yeah, for sure, I see so many more people coming out now as opposed to, like, five to ten years ago, and it's so amazing to see more people getting comfortable and proud of their identities and who they are. I think society has really moved forward in terms of normalizing queerness, but I do think a bit more can be done. for example, even now, sometimes movies showcase queer characters in a way in which it's so obvious they're only doing it to seem more "diverse" and not because they genuinely care about showcasing queer representation for people to relate to. that is such a good way to do it, casually bringing up your crushes and your like for non-men in a way that is so casual, because I feel like that really normalizes it. like, now I also try to bring up my queerness casually. a few of my my friends I never even outrightly came out to, we did a slideshow night and I introduced my fictional crush as a woman LMAO. omg omg you're so sweet, but trust me, I'm definitely not perfect, haha, I carry my own things that need changing like anyone else. and trust me, you're amazing as you are, there's no need to want to be more like me. you're great and beautiful as you are <3 ugh, I hate when people call queerness a fucking "lifestyle" of all things. and I hate even more how a lot of the people who say that the desire can be taken away are cishets, like - they don't even know what it is to be queer, and they're saying that shit. and omg, that makes me so, so happy, holy shit, same goes to you. you're such a great listener and actively engaged w everything I say, it makes me feel so cared for.

ahhh, I see, and omg, "listens to tv" - he sounds like such a cool guy. are you close with him? he sounds like one of those grandfathers who can literally be your best friend. same omg like I don't even personally know him, but the recordings just sound so interesting that I'm excited for you to listen to them. and yo, if you do it too? that would be so fucking cool, like multiple people in your family doing it and passing them down to the next generation. LMAO omg, so I wrote, like, four or five fanfictions (all unfinished tho skdjskj), and maybe, like, two originals? god, I still have them on private on my account, I'll cringe so bad if I look back. oh, for sure, it's always so important to develop self awareness and knowledge of yourself, as long as it's not done overly to the point where it's occurring in situations it doesn't have to do with, of course. but, like, it teaches you so much about yourself. and, you're right, the entire concept of it being draining but then such a relief afterwards makes so much sense. because even in things like therapy, it can feel so emotionally exhausting in the moment to acknowledge those things, then afterwards, you feel like the weight is off your chest. and oooh, that's smart, so you can rest right after doing something so draining.

yeah, because the theory you gave does make a lot of sense, and it accounts for all the little details and anything that was considered a hole in the investigation. and omg yeah, I did see an interview with the brother, and people were so weirded out that he was smiling at points, but then again, it could be due to feelings of awkwardness and nervousness. but, how he answered as a child is very concerning. and honestly, it totally breaks my heart that innocent children were the victims and there is no resolution found.

OMG YOU WATCH GILMORE GIRLS. it is a major comfort show of mine, I just love how especially in the first seasons, it felt very grounded and easy to relate to the characters. but, later on, they just became more and more entitled and privileged, but also hated to acknowledge that they very much are privileged, you know? and like any early 2000s show, it doesn't do much for POC in terms of representation - in fact, most of the coloured people in that show don't get real good rep. omg cult documentaries?? I've never watched any before, do you have recs??

god, fuck, I think it's extremely hot that you can come from your nipples. like, I'm not exaggerating at all, I actually find that extremely attractive omg. definitely having thoughts right now of sitting behind you, rubbing you, while you play with your nipples and come like that. see, I would try with my own nipples, but I think I'd feel uncomfortable at some point because they might be too sensitive? I'm not sure. I'd love to see you blush, that would literally be the prettiest sight. in fact, it'd only make me want to tease you more, kissing all over your face as I rub and play with your nipples. even eating you out, you'd look so beautiful blushing and getting so shy. like, I can definitely see myself moaning when eating someone out, because it would turn me on so fucking much to see how much pleasure they're feeling. I'd make so many noises, probably sliding a hand down to take care of myself while they're in my mouth. and, hehe, yes, I usually touch it to get it stiff and then, I give it either deep, harder flicks or light ones, especially when picturing someone's tongue as it. you saying you got butterflies is literally making me feel giddy omg and... fuck, I'd come so fast if you were the one eating me out, my hips would keep jerking up uncontrollably. I know you'd treat me so well, sucking away on it till I come for you. and it honestly does take me some time - if I was super turned on before touching myself, I can sometimes do it in, like, ten or fifteen minutes. other days, I can take an hour or so to build to it. I bet you look so pretty squirting, it's so fucking cute that you do. and omg, the way I felt so flattered and amazing when you said you touch yourself to my posts a lot? like, knowing you do that is actually the hottest fucking thing ever, definitely will keep it in mind with new posts too. shit... you're really trying to make me lose my mind, aren't you? bc I am going fucking crazy knowing that you came while reading the response, and even when sending this message in, your pretty pussy is soaked. like. you really are making me needy rn.

omg, you saying that - like, I think I sometimes sound like I repeat myself, but it does truly mean the entire world to me when you say things like that because it's so important for me to make people feel comfortable and all. literally, liking a friend is nice because you know their entire soul at that point, but the idea of getting rejected is so painful. oooh, so for me, I did have an idea that I liked that friend, but I never thought that I could be anything but straight. definitely comes from heteronormativity, but I just felt like I would never be anything but straight, no matter what. then, once, I masturbated to the idea of a girl eating me out, but then, I just told myself it felt good because it was something "new" and that's the only reason why. then, with time, I realized I very much was sexually attracted to non-men, so then I started watching a bunch of nblw/wlw tiktoks, reading fanfics and books, and kind of tried to see if I'd also be romantically attracted to non-men. and I realized I was, it put the crush on that friend into perspective, and it made me realize I was both sexually and romantically attracted to non-men? how did you realize you were queer? only if you're comfortable ofc, especially knowing how your old school was, so I totally get if you don't wanna delve into it. and LMAO SAME "married as friends" just radiates "historians will say they're good friends" energy. and yes, it faded in and out, and now I still love her, but as my friend <3

and don't apologize, it's totally okay! I know your intentions were good <3

[verymuchbabey]

hello! i just uhh rewatched ep.1 of sophia the first (dont ask 😔) and is craving for a guard!iwaizumi x fem!princess imagine that is angst with a fluff ending! you can decide on the main plot, thank you btw 🥺👉👈💗💓✨ have a nice day darling~ ^^ 💞

I'm soooooo sorry this took so long! 😣 I had no idea what to write for the longesttt time :( but I'm finally finished with it and hopefully this is okay!! <3 (also I used to watch Sofia the first all the time cause I had nothing else better to do 😔🤚)

A Guard and a Princess?

iwaizumi haijme x reader

genre: royal au!, angst, fluff

synopsis: Iwaizumi is princess y/n's guard and after some time Iwaizumi realizes his feelings for her. He tries to bury his feelings away since he knows that it is wrong, but he won't won't be able to keep them buried forever.

Iwaizumi always kept a watchful eye on the princess and as much as he didn't want to admit it he enjoyed watching over her.

The days went on and they spent every possible second with each other.

Catching feelings was pretty much inevitable at this point.

When Iwaizumi realized his feelings for the princess he wanted to deny those feelings so bad because he knew it was wrong. A guard and a princess? It was such a horrible idea...so he tried his best to ignore it, he wanted to just live in peace.

But then that day came hurling towards him like a boulder; and he couldn't stop it. The day that the king decided to set up an arranged marriage for his daughter y/n.

Everything came to a halt and the peace he had created for himself had ended.

Everything was slowly falling apart, it felt like it was all falling on top of him and he couldn't do anything to stop it.

Arranged marriage?

The day came fast as suitors all around came to try and win the princess's hand in marriage. All Iwaizumi could do is stand there watching all of them interact with the princess.

He wanted the pain to go away, he didn't want to be weak anymore for someone who wouldn't love him back.

The endless tears that threatened to fall out of his eyes were so hard to push back. He was still on the job afterall and if anyone saw a guard spilling out tears for no known reason it would definitely ruin the King's reputation.

So with that in mind he let out a sigh and push the tears as far back as he could and stood straight continuing his job to watch over the princess.

But he never knew having feelings for someone could hurt this bad.

It was the night before the princess had to choose someone to be her husband.

And Iwaizumi was currently watching her pace around her bedroom clearly having something on her mind. As much as Iwaizumi did not want to ask her what was wrong, his curiosity got the better of him.

"What's the matter princess?"

She let out a sigh walking over to her bed and throwing herself on top of it letting out a groan into her pillow before rolling onto her back to stare up at the ceiling.

"Oh Iwaizumi! How am I supposed to pick one of those princes if my heart yearns for another?" Iwaizumi could feel his heart starting to break slowly at what she said.

Who was this lucky guy that had stolen the princess's heart...and why couldn't it be him?

"Who is he?" He asked voice on the brink of breaking but tried his hardest to stabilize himself for her. She needed him to listen and that's what he was going to do even if it broke him in the process.

"He's everything to me. I don't why my heart choose him of all people. He clouds my mind almost every second and it isn't very helpful that I see him practically every day." She huffed and turned on her side to look over at Iwaizumi.

"But it could never happen...it's a forbidden rule that I can't be with him that's why I haven't told him of my feelings." She gave a small smile towards Iwaizumi then turned back to look at the ceiling.

"I just want to choose him and no one else. Why does it have to be one of those princes? It's just unfair." She let out one more sigh before the room became slient.

Unfair? Yeah I definitely know the feeling

Tears started to flood his eyes he tried to wipe them away only failing as more came. He didn't want to be so vulnerable in front of her, but he couldn't help it.

His heart hurt, his head hurt, his body felt numb.

Why would she ever love me back?...I'm just her guard and that's it, nothing else

All he could do now was pray that she couldn't hear his pathetic crying, but sadly his prayers would not be answered today.

Y/n immediately heard Iwaizumi sobbing and she rushed to his side to try to figure out what was making him cry his heart out.

"Iwa! Why are you crying?" She pulled the sleeve of her night gown down and tried her best to wipe all the tears away but it was basically pointless.

Please don't use that nickname it only hurts me more

He lightly grabbed her wrist to stop her from ruining her night gown anymore. "Im alright princess" He stuttered out trying to take deep breaths to calm himself down.

"Iwa please tell me what's wrong I want to-"

"Im in love with you princess"

As soon as those words left Iwaizumi's mouth he immediately regretted it. Why would he say that? Why would he risk it all in that second?

Maybe the feeling of keeping it all in was just too much for him.

Maybe it was because he needed to let it all out.

Maybe he just needed to say it before it was too late.

The way the princess stood frozen after his words was enough to kill him right then and there.

"W-What did you say...?" She whispered out unsure if she heard him right. Did he really just say he loved you? She looked him straight in the eyes determined to know if she did hear correctly.

As Iwaizumi stared back into her beautiful eyes that desperately wanted to hear his words again, he knew he couldn't lie about what he had said, he was in love with her and as much as he hoped he could get out of this situation...he couldn't.

"I said I'm in love with you y/n"

She couldn't believe the words that he had said, even if he said it two times. Now it was her turn to let out a couple of tears, but they were tears of relief.

"I'm in love you too Iwaizumi"

They were in love with each other. A princess and her guard.