#can’t wait for my gf to read this in the airport and roll her eyes at meeeee bc i literally. did not even wait for her to be out of the city

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nooooooo today has been so wild i need to go put myself to sleep before it gets worse lmfao

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How Would EXO React To Their S/O Having A Quick Temper

anon said:  Hi! Can I request a Got7/Exo reaction to their gf having a quick temper? If requests aren’t open then please ignore this 😫💙. I love reading your reactions and scenarios, keep up the good work you fantastic beings 💙❤️💙❤️💙

Xiumin/Minseok:

“Minseok!” you yelled as you put down your bag. You had just come home from work and now you saw a pile of dirty dishes in the sink. The same pile you saw this morning, that Minseok promised to clean during the day, as he had the day off from work. He walked into the kitchen, “Hi babe,” he said with a smile. “Don’t babe me, why didn’t you clean the dishes?” you asked, and Minseok looked confused for a while before realization washed over his face, “ah sorry about that, I knew I forgot something. I’ll just do them now.” he said and started. You huffed and put down your stuff before going into your living room. After Minseok finished he sat beside you on the couch. “Are you mad?” he asked, and when you didn’t respond he threw his arms around you. “you’re so freaking cute when your temper comes out. I’m sorry I forgot,” he said and did a little aegyo. You smiled, “I can’t stay mad at you.”

“I’m sorry~~”

Suho/Junmyeon:

“This shitty, fucking car.” You growled as you turned the key again in hopes of it turning on. Your 12th attempt failed as well. “I’ll fucking burn this piece of junk!” You yelled and hammered your fist against the steering wheel. You pulled out your phone and called Junmyeon. “My car won’t start, can you please come and get me?” You asked and tried not to sound too pissed through the phone, “of course, I’m on my way. “ he said and hung up. You walked back into your apartment to wait for your boyfriend. Just as you entered accidentally pushed the coffee you had drunk this morning off the kitchen counter. The cup smashed and you could feel your cheeks heating up in anger. You threw your phone towards the couch as you’ve done many times before, but you were a bit mad so it affected your aim and it hit the floor. You examined it and saw a small crack. When Junmyeon arrived he could see you looked pissed, “tough morning?” he asked, and you simply nodded, “you’re cute, you know that?” he asked and you turned towards him while giving him a small smile.

”You’re kinda cute when you’re pissed.”

Lay/Yixing:

You and Yixing were returning home from an amazing holiday to Spain. You’ve had a great time, but now you just wanted to go home. You got to the airport, at 4.30 AM, which had made the both of you a little cranky. You got some food and some coffee as you waited for your flight. The food had been horrible and now you were just drinking the coffee only because you needed caffeine. A lot of things build up, the flight was delayed, you sat almost right beside a baby who cried loudly, and an arguing couple right in front of you, who was basically yelling at each other. Yixing could see you getting more and more annoyed, and he took your hand and tried to calm you. But then, someone recognized Yixing and started fangirling hard. Yixing was polite and took a picture with her, but she just wouldn’t go away. It was just all too much for you so you just kinda snapped, “Um excuse me, we’ve already had a pretty shitty flight and we’ve only been in the air for like 15 minutes, could you please return to your seat? we really want some peace and quiet, we’ve been up a 3 AM, so please, scram” You said and plugged in your earphones before she could answer. She hurried away, and Yixing chuckled. “What?” you said with a smile, “you’re too nice to them,” you said, as he kissed you on your forehead.

”Maybe be a bit more polite next time, even though it was nice that she left.”

Baekhyun:

You were making yourself a cup of nice hot tea. It was really cold outside, and you had spent the most of your day outside, in the snow. It was nice to just sit on the couch and watch a movie with Baekhyun. The water finished boiling and you poured the tea into your cup. You waited a few minutes before removing the tea bag and walked into the living room. As you turned the corner into the living room, Baekhyun jumped out and scared you. You screamed and dropped the boiling tea, only a few drops hit your leg, and nothing hit Baekhyun. You glared at him, “What are you doing!?” You yelled at him, “I’m sorry,“ he said laughing, “I thought you were in the bathroom. “ “It’s not funny Baekhyun!” You yelled as you turned around and walked towards the front door, “you’re so childish” you screamed as you walked into the cold and slammed the door behind you. You sat on the stairs in front of the apartment, cursing Baekhyun in your head, as the door opened again, and Baekhyun came out with a cup of tea. “I’m sorry,” he said and handed you the tea, “no, I’m sorry,” you said, “I overreacted,” He smiled carefully, “Yeah you did,” you both chuckled and you playfully pushed him. “idiot,” you mumbled and kissed him.

”Wow, that was scary,”

Chen/Jongdae:

You and Jongdae were walking hand in hand down the street, with your new puppy on a leash. The little corgi jumped around, still a bit confused with the whole leash concept. “Babe, could you maybe run in a buy some milk and some dog food?” you asked Jongdae as you passed a supermarket. “sure,” he said and walked into the store, while you waited outside with the puppy. You suddenly heard a voice, “hey babe! You look great in that short skirt!” Followed by some men laughing, and even one whistling. You roll your eyes and look down on your skirt, it reached to right above the knees, it wasn’t even that short. “Come on, baby girl you’re just going to ignore me?” The voice sounded again, but much closer. You felt the anger in your chest, as you made a bit of small talk with your dog. Then you suddenly felt someone touch your ass, and you shot up and turned around faster than the guy could react. You lifted your leg and kicked him, right between his legs. He groaned and leaned forward, “What the fuck? Who the fuck does that? Your such an animal! Not only catcalling which is extremely uncomfortable by the way, but also groping?? That’s sexual assault!” You yelled, but before you could continue Jongdae but his arms around your shoulder and slowly led you away, from the group of guys. “I’m impressed, you’re so feisty,” Jongdae said, and you chuckled, “I couldn’t let them do that, especially in front of the child,” you said and gestured to the dog, which made you both laugh.

”I am glad I’m not on the receiving end of that one, remind me never to piss you off,”

Chanyeol:

You and Chanyeol were playing a game on Chanyeol’s PlayStation 4. It had been months since the two of you had played together, as he had been on tour. You and Chanyeol often played competitive games, and in the beginning, he had let you win all the time. But after you hit the one-year mark you had told him that you would like him not to hold back. Ever since you had not won a single game. You had now practiced a lot while he had been gone. Besides, you had your friend Jimin from bts come over and coach you. You were ready. You and Chanyeol played the game in silence, as you were both very focused. It was a close run and you were both even. You thought this is the game you were gonna win. Then you made one mistake. One crucial mistake and Chanyeol took the victory once again. The anger washed over you all at once and before you could think your body reacted, and you threw your controller across the room and right into the TV screen. The screen shattered and there was a moment of silence were you and Chanyeol starred at each other in shock. Then the two of you burst out laughing. “I’ll pay for that,” you said as you carefully picked up the broken controller. The controller then broke in half and a piece fell to the floor which threw the two of you into a new laughing fit.

”I won’t dare to ever beat you in a game again.”

D.O./Kyungsoo:

You had it all prepared. You were going to surprise Kyungsoo with a date night. He had been working hard lately, and you had barely gotten the chance to spend time together. He thought you were working tonight but you had spent all day prepared for date night. You had deep cleaned the house, cooked all day and had talked to the other members about getting Kyungsoo back in time for dinner. You had made a soup and as you were carrying the soup into the dinner table the handle snapped off the pot and you poured hot soup all over yourself. You bit your lip hard to stop yourself from screaming before running to the bathroom and stepping under the cold shower. You knew the makeup ran down your face, and your hair getting wet. You heard the front door open, “Y/N?” Kyungsoo called “I’m up here,” you answered. As soon as his head peeped through the door, you started crying. It was angry tears. You were so pissed at yourself for being so stupid and clumsy. You told Kyungsoo what happened, and you could practically feel your cheeks get red with anger. He laughed lightly, “aww babe,” he said and stepped into the shower with you, also fully clothed, and hugged you. 

“This would have been an amazing night, but it’s still amazing if we just cuddle on the couch.”

Kai/Jongin:

“you can’t seriously be mad at me,” Jongin said with a hesitant laugh. You didn’t respond but instead turned up for the music you made Jongin believe you were listening to on your headphones. “Babe, you’re adorable you know that?” Jongin said which made you huff lightly, getting more and more annoyed the less he took you seriously. “Come on, it’s really nothing to start a fight over, babe,” he said and laid himself on top of you on the couch. “Stop it,” you said angrily and tried to push him away. Which made him laugh, “it’s not funny Jongin!” You yelled as you stared at him with accusing eyes. He stopped laughing with great difficulty. “Okay,” he said, “ I am so sorry,” he said with the best serious face he could muster. “You think you can just apologize and everything is forgiven?” you asked, “yes?” he said carefully “I can’t believe you,” you said and marched into your shared bedroom. About 30 minutes later the door opened, and Jongin sat beside you on the bed, and you took off your headphones, “Y/N,” Jongin began, “I am truly sorry I ate your cookies,” he said and handed you three packets of your favorite cookies. You opened a packet and ate one, “you are forgiven,” you said as you stuffed one in his mouth.

“I will seriously never do it again, I promise.”

Sehun:

You had the day off so you were with Exo on a music show. You and Sehun had just made up after a huge fight. You had been mad at him for flirting with everyone on screen. Like MCs, hosts, and co-stars. It was even worse since your relationship was public and people kept asking if you were okay with him flirting so obviously. You had snapped at him and you hadn’t talked for a few days before he apologized. You were in the front rows of the music shows, watching your boyfriend and 7 of your best friends perform Ko Ko Bop. You knew all the cheers and screamed like the many fangirls beside you. The performance ended and you slowly made your way out of the crowd. When you finally got backstage, you saw Sehun laughing with his makeup artist. He really made her laugh, and you were too far away to hear what they talked about but they looked way too happy to just be acquaintances. You felt the anger bubble in your chest as you turned around and simply left. You got a call from him a few hours later, “where did you go, Y/N?” he asked, “Oh, I didn’t want to disturb you and your makeup artist, you seemed like you were hitting it off,” Sehun chuckled lightly, “Y/N, don’t you recognize her? It’s my cousin.” You were quiet for a moment, as you thought back and realized that she did look pretty familiar. You both started laughing, “could you please come over?” you asked, “I’m on my way,” Sehun answered.

“This girl...”

Yeah they turned out pretty damn long. I hope you enjoy them! You sound so sweet in your message! ^^ I may have to wait a bit before writing for Got7, as my brain is pretty milked from these scenarios, and I need a week or two to come up with 7 more.

Also, we’ve only got 2 request left! So don’t hold back! :)

-Admin Satansoo

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see you soon ~ zach herron

requested: yes

Heya there! So you know, due to the recent events and like school shootings and stuff, I was just wondering if you could like write an imagine where the reader is like zach’s gf and they’re doing long distance but then her school goes into a lockdown with like an active shooter on campus and she gets really scared and starts texting zach in case she doesn’t make it out alive or something? I totally get it if you don’t like writing about this topic, it was just a thought. your writing is just wow

summary: y/n faces a tragic event while attending school and her emotions lead her to question her last meeting with her boyfriend. 

warning(s): mentions of gunshots, a school shooting, slight mentions of death

***PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS STORY IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY GUN VIOLENCE WITHIN SCHOOLS. I DO NOT WANT TO HARM ANY PERSON***

word count: 1900

author’s note: ok, wow. this was a difficult topic to write about because it is such an important one and it is a very new and fresh (not that it didn’t occur prior to the unfortunate events at Parkland) event, along with the rally of activism surrounding it. however, it is a story that i enjoyed writing because it got me into a state where i felt a lot of emotions and i was very aware of everything around me. this was hard for me to write, but i think that as an advocate for gun control and someone who has participated in the national walkouts and will continue to, it was life changing to think about the situation you would be in as someone inside a campus locked down by a school shooting. 

disclaimer: i am not a victim of gun violence on school campuses. i do not know a victim of gun violence on school campuses. i am a student and i used research and the powerful words of students from Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School to write this story. please do not take my fictional story as fact of what goes through someone’s mind in a situation like this, as i do not have proof of any one’s personal thoughts during something like this. it is fictional. everyone faces tragedies differently and have different reactions and coping strategies.

thump. thump. thump. thump. 

the sound of my heart pounded against my chest and a lump formed in the back of my throat, my back sore from the hard, cement wall that we were forced up against. a drop of sweat trickled down my cheek; or maybe that was a tear, at this point there was no way of telling.

this morning was a regular morning. i woke up ten minutes late and my dad yelled at me to hurry up. i ate breakfast in the car, which consisted of half a granola bar before i hurriedly said goodbye to my dad and left the car, slamming the door much harder than i should have. i then walked to my first period class, spanish and found my friends waiting outside. 

it was a normal morning. 

Small giggles left my mouth as Zach laced his hand into mine. Despite the fact that his plane would take off in only about two hours, Zach and I walked slowly and took our time in each other’s presence. Rather than standing in the airport, sobbing about how it might be another few months before we can see each other in person again, zach and i laughed and joked and smiled. We smiled a lot. It was a nice day out and we were happy, because we were together. Even if today was the day my boyfriend had to fly back out to California, we were very happy. 

Our feet stopped as we made it to the check-in of the airport, Zach looping each of his pinkies with mine, swinging our arms around gently, “I’ll call you when I land, kay?” 

My throat was slightly sore as i tried to prevent a tear from falling; that wasn’t what this was about, this was about saying goodbye for now. it’s not going to be too long, we always made sure of that, “please. i love you a lot,” 

“yeah, yeah i love you too weirdo,” Zach played, smiling at me still while we stood in the middle of the airport. 

“see you in a few months?” i question. 

“i’ll see you tonight,” Zach reminded me of our skype date that was pre-planned. 

“you know what i mean,” I playfully roll my eyes, exhausted of having to say goodbye so often.

“it won’t be that long this time, i promise,” He swore, “we’ll see each other again sooner than you know it. I love you,” 

“i love you too,” I press my forehead against his, “have a safe flight,” 

“i’ll see you soon, gorgeous,” he pressed his lips against my softly and when we separated, i felt a part of my heart tug a little too hard. 

“see you soon, handsome,” I replied and watched as he separated our hands, pulling his suitcases towards the line and getting on it while i stood a good distance away. He looked back at me, blowing a kiss as i pretended to catch it, the two of us laughing to ourselves. I watched as he left the line a few minutes later and then I watched his body shrink in size, his distance from me increasing.

bang.  

little gasps left the mouths of each student crouched beside me as the sound of one gunshot sounded through the hallway. i closed my eyes, tucking my head into my knees and covering my ears to prevent the scary sounds from implanting in my brain.

with each passing second, i remembered the last encounter i’d had with each important person in my life. the screamed ‘goodbye, i love you’ to my mom as i ran down the stairs, the slammed door that covered the goodbye to my dad, the goodnight i’d said to my little brother last night, and the goodbye i gave last night to Zach over facetime. And prior to that, the goodbye I said last month at the airport when he had to fly home. 

I felt another tear slip down my face as I thought about it, the see you soon coming into question. in any given moment, someone could come through that door and deem me a liar.

I pulled my phone from my pocket, a sob escaping my mouth as I heard the sounds of other concerned classmates increase, sobs leaving each and every mouth. Everything about this moment wasn’t okay. I came to school this morning, dreading it as always, and now i am questioning if i am ever going to leave this school at all. Nothing about this is okay. 

I glanced at my phone, my eyesight blurred with salty tears as i opened imessage. A tear fell onto my phone, making it difficult and slippery to type. I ran my finger under my eye, trying to avoid another situation like this as I typed out the words rapidly.

zach i love you so much. i love you more than words and i wanted to spend every day of my life with you. i want to spend every day of my life with you. i hate living so far away and i hate saying see you soon because what if i don’t zach? i want to see you every minute of everyday so i don’t ever have to say see you soon again.

i pressed send, my breathing getting shaky . another gunshot went off, this one in the distance as each person in the room let out another hard gasp and sob. the girl beside me was no one i was close with, but in this moment, we looked at each other and she took a hold of my hand. i gave her a weak nod of my head, squeezing her hand with the very minimal power i still possessed. 

beside me, she mumbled. mumbled words that i couldn’t tell if they were to me or to herself, “we’re gonna be ok,” i made out, “it’s gonna be ok,” 

we’re gonna be ok, i thought, it’s gonna be ok. 

I turned on my phone to check the message, still breathing heavily as my heart thumped against my flesh. it felt as if the muscles and tissue surrounding my heart were weakening with every beat and soon enough, my heart was going to beat so hard that it ripped through my chest and killed me before any bullet could.

zach had replied; 

y/n, i love you with everything in me. stop saying that we won’t see each other again, i mean it. i will do everything in my power to see you again. where are you? have the police come in yet?

I let out a soft sob that i covered with my mouth before i replied.

i’m still in my classroom. no one has come in. there have been two shots.

I watched the three dots appear right away and Zach answered my texts immediately.

stay where you are unless the shooter comes in, y/n. you are going to be ok. it’s all going to be ok, keep telling yourself that.

zach i’m scared. 

i know, baby. i’m scared too. but i love you very much and i believe that it’s too soon. you can’t leave me yet and i’ll be sure that it’s not time.

the time pasted slowly and my legs were numb. i couldn’t feel my face, the water damage from the tears sinking in and making it impossible to feel or see anything. everything was swollen as we all sat against the cold wall for the second hour. there hadn’t been a gunshot since the second, but my stomach pained at the thought that there could be a third. a third bullet, a third person, a third injury. 

boom. boom. boom.

loud noises came from outside the hallway and i squeezed the hand of the girl beside me, although i wasn’t sure that she could feel it. everyone closed their eyes, shielding away from the door as if that would prevent us from being injured.

as the door opened widely, it’s contents slamming against the floor, we heard the loud and clear voice, “THIS IS STATE POLICE,”

A louder sob escaped my mouth as i opened my eyes, watching the several officers enter the room and begin to help people up. We all stood up, nearly collapsing on top of each other as we began to file out of the room. There was not a single dry eye in the room, not a single unemotional person, and not a single person left without scars. 

For the rest of my life, I would have to live with this event, with this terror and this pain. I might hear something pop inside the microwave and go back to that first bullet. I might come back to school and hear the morning announcements and collapse against the floor, believing it was a lock down to protect us from the danger that lurked the halls. 

The fresh air hit my soaked face as all of the students began to sprint; not run and not jog, sprint towards the large group of concerned parents. a few cheers and roars came from the crowded front lawn of the school as students ran out and attempted to find their parents, and my reaction didn’t differ from theirs. 

i sprinted faster, my legs suddenly gaining an insane amount of power as i moved faster than ever before, seeing my little brother’s backpack as he was turned to face my parents. i got closer and closer, pulling his body into mine, scaring him gently and then feeling his warm welcome. 

besides me, i felt more arms and i recognized the scents of both my parents who wrapped their arms around my body. tears escaped from the eyes of each member of my family as we enclosed around each other, scarred from this experience.

my body collapsed into my mother’s arms as i pulled out my phone, very quickly dialing the number that i had memorized like it was the most important subject on a quiz. 

ring. ring. 

two rings came and then i heard zach’s frantic voice, “y/n, are you alright?” 

“I’m out, Zach. I’m ok,” I cry into the phone, wiping a tear from my eye as I sobbed at the sound of his voice again, “they came and they got us and i’m out of the school. i’m ok,” 

“I love you so so much, y/n,” Zach said first, before quickly stating, “i bought a ticket, y/n, i’m at the airport now. I’m on my way to your city. I’ll be there in three hours,”

“Zach, i love you, you don’t have to,”

“Y/n, when something like this happens, I can’t stay this far away from you and comfort you from a distance. I’m going to come and see you and i’m going to be with you and i’m not leaving until we’re both ready,” He states, “You could have died today, y/n, and I would’ve been here in LA. I’m not ready to lose you and I can’t stay here until I know you’re ok,” 

“i love you a lot,” 

“i love you too, baby,” He told me and I could hear him moving through the airport, “i’m going to board the plane in a minute, y/n. I’ll be there in three hours. I’ll see you soon, gorgeous,” 

A small smile peered through my tears, “yeah, i’ll see you soon, handsome,” 

[chocolatemillkk]

Mine (JP)

Request: Right so, basically an imagine where you’ve been best friends with casp An josh for years lkke since school An you’re visiting them in London and after seeing joshs video with his gf come clean to casp on a night out telling him how in love you are with josh an casp is like no you have it all wrong it’s a fake girlfriend then josh finds out and it’s all cute and a happy ending

I sit at the airport excited to see my two best friends after three years being apart. The troublesome threesome, as all our school teachers nicknamed us. We were inseperable as kids but we'd all moved away from our roots and moved across the globe. But that didn't stop us as; there were weekly catch-ups on facetime and a group text that never stopped with notifications.

"Flight 002 to London has been delayed..." another announcement comes on and I hear a few people around me groan. I sigh and text the group to let the boys know. Josh sends back a sad face and a heart that puts a smile back on my face.

It seems like we were always this close because we'd known each other since before we were ten. There was one blip when we were 16, a semester where the three of us stopped talking altogether. That was the year I developed a massive crush on Josh, he got his first girlfriend, and I'd decided to be petty. I complained how he was ruining the group dynamic by hanging out with her more, how he was obsessed with her, and that caused us to argue, Caspar to go back and forth between us-because he couldn't choose a side, and ultimately Josh and I disowning Caspar too because he couldn't just choose just one of us. It was a long and dark few months. But we'd decided after that we wouldn't let our love lives get in between our friendship-luckily for me my love life was tangled with our friendship. Maybe that was was why, as I waited for a new announcement, I decided to check out the boys' channel for new videos and saw Josh's upload.

"His girlfriend?" I say out loud after I watch it and a few people glance my way. "What the fuck?" I whisper quietly.

We told each other everything-why didn't I know about this? I watch the video intensely, looking out for how they look at each other and touch each other and by the end of it I want to be sick.

•••

I'm landed and omw I can't wait, I text the group. I had landed an hour ago and finally collected my luggage. Unfortunately, both Caspar and Josh were too busy to pick me up so I was to take an uber to their flat. My uber driver makes small talk before we settle in silence.

I'll be home in a half hour, Caspar texts. I'm so excited

I send a heart and a few minutes later so does Josh and Caspar. I stare at Josh's name a little too long, my emotions still a little unsettled. I thought along with seeing my best friends this trip would give me some closure with the Josh part of my life. But knowing he had a girlfriend made this all the more complicated. I would just have to ignore my feelings.

I arrive at the flat and let the boys know and when the elevators open I spot Josh and Caspar with their flat door open. Caspar wears an eager expression and he looks the same as he always did, my heart smiles at the sight of him. Josh looks handsome, he'd definitely grown into his height and he looks at me with a mixture of excitement and something else...he has a girl, I remind myself but my heart still sings at the sight of him.

"She's here!" Caspar shouts and wraps me in a hug. I almost tear up in his arms, ones I haven't felt in years, and Josh joins from the other side as we become a ball of limbs and love.

"Just so you know," Josh says over us. "Caspar wanted to scare you as you got off the elevator but I stopped him."

"Josh!" Caspar lets go and pushes him. "You're such a liar!"

Josh laughs, "It's true!"

"I believe it," I roll my eyes and grab ahold of my luggage but Caspar takes it from my hand. "He would do it for the views."

"I forgot that you two gang up on me when we get together," Caspar pouts and wheels the suitcase inside. Josh and I high-five as we laugh at Caspar's retreating figure.

"I missed you," Josh gives me a side hug. I wrap my hands around his waist as we walk side by side into the flat.

"So Conor's not in London you'll take his room," Josh explains as Caspar steps out from it. "Make yourself at home."

"Home is wherever you two are," I say, feeling sentimental.

"Aww," the boys mock me and ruffle my hair. I push their hands away and lock myself in the bedroom, wanting to feel settled in.

•••

I'm groggy post-nap and hear Caspar talking in his room. I follow the sound of a the television into the living room where Josh and a couple of his friends sit.

"Hey," I call out.

Jack, a friend I'd met briefly before, looks up and smiles. Mikey gets up with Josh and Josh drags me to where they all sit and places me beside him.

"...she's finally visiting us she made space in her busy schedule..." Josh is talking to Jack and Mikey, bragging about what I did, but I still feel jet-lagged and am barely keeping up with the conversation.

"How long do you stay? Y/N?" I'm snapped out when I hear the question.

"For the month," I answer. "Then I'm heading home to South Africa."

"Before we know it our entire group will be replaced by South Africans," Jack jokes and we laugh.

"That's not a bad thing," I glance at Josh and we share a smile. He puts his arm around me as the boys continue watching whatever they were watching and I pull out my phone to update my social media. I watch the last quarter of football with the boys before Jack and Mikey head out and Josh and I remain on the couch.

"Tell your mom I said hi and not to worry because I'm keeping an eye on you," Josh notices I was texting my mom.

"I still don't know why she loves you the most," I shake my head and Josh peers over my shoulder to read my mom's response.

"She knows I have a heart of gold," he says seriously.

"Does she now?" I roll my eyes as we banter back and forth. It feels dangerously close to flirting as Josh leans further into me; he looks at me with an intensity that makes my stomach flutter with butterflies.

But he had a girlfriend.

"I should freshen up if we're going out," I say suddenly. I could tell Josh is confused by the change in my tone because his eyebrows knit together before he leans back to where he sat before. I get up and smooth out my top. "I'll see what Caspar's up to."

"Uh sure," Josh tugs at his ear, a light pink colouring his cheeks. "Yeah."

I knock on Caspar's door but he doesn't respond. "You better be decent," I shout as I open it to find Caspar asleep on top of his sheets. I groan, getting him up would be a task but a couple hours later Caspar, Josh, and I are all ready for a night out-my first night out in London.

"Casp are you still just as bad with the ladies?" I ask. "Remember you tried learning magic when we were fifteen."

"I got pretty good!" Caspar says.

"He did," Josh admits.

"I use a different kind of magic now," Caspar points a finger gun at me and Josh and I groan as we all laugh.

"How about you?" Josh asks, suddenly forcing a casual tone. "Are you dating somebody?"

"Since last weekend when I went on that huge rant about why guys suck?" To be fair, I was drunk when I texted them the three-paragraph message.

"Heh I guess," Josh says and Caspar snorts.

"Josh has no game," Caspar says. Which was odd to me since he had a girlfriend.

"But doesn't-" I start but Caspar cuts me off, pointing to the place he was taking us. We had arrived.

•••

"Caspar!" I shout into the crowd. It was a few hours later and I was buzzing with the drinks I had. Josh had stuck with me while Caspar left for a bit to talk to a girl he knew. But I found the more I drank the more I hated the fact that I was finally with Josh physically but he had a girlfriend and that meant I had to stay hands off. The tension grew-at least for me-and I was ready to go. If this was how the trip here would feel, I had to sort this out once and for all.

"I'll get him," Josh puts a hand on my back and I quickly step forward so it falls away. It was too tempting.

Caspar returns but Josh doesn't.

"Josh just went to the toilet," Caspar shouts. "You wanted to go home?"

"Yeah," I say, distracted as I spot Josh's head moving away from us.

"What's going on?" Caspar tries to look where I'd been looking.

"Promise you won't say a word," I say. I needed to know.

"What? For what?" Caspar pushes closer, he could never be patient for a secret. "Promise."

"How did Josh suddenly get into a relationship without telling me?" I spill.

"What?" Caspar looks confused. "Josh?"

"Yeah!" I shout. "I saw his video before I flew out!"

"His video?" Caspar shouts and proceeds to laugh-it would be more accurate to say he was howling. I stare at him, getting more and more upset he'd found that so funny.

"Wait, you don't know? Oh my god wait," Caspar sobers up. "You like him."

It's not asked as a question. He already knows and it's just a statement because a single glance at my face only confirms it. His howling becomes obnoxious as he laughs for a second round and tears threaten to spill from my own eyes.

"I don't understand why you're laughing," I shove Caspar. "You're such an ass! I'm making my own way home!"

Before Caspar can say anything I rush out the door and begin racing down the street. I just wanted to get away, Caspar had embarassed me more than he had in our past. It was a good thing Josh wasn't there to see how humiliating it was that I was in love with him for years while he'd moved on with his life and gotten a beautiful girlfriend. I was pathetic.

I eventually get in an uber and use the address from our group chat. I already can tell Caspar is gearing to type up an apology as it shows he's typing for a while but I turn off my wifi and wait for the car to take me home. Except I didn't have a key.

I sit outside the flat and begin to cry ever so quietly. I was tired and embarassed and I was heartbroken. Why did I ever think it could work out between Josh and I? Why would I come to London in the first place? I should have flown to South Africa directly.

"Y/N?" The one voice I didn't want to hear comes from in front of me.

I look up, sniffling to Josh towering over me. He plays with his keys and slides it into the door.

"Are you going to come in?" He opens the door but I make no move to get up. I don't even respond. He puts the keys in his pocket and sits beside me.

"Caspar said that you left-"

"Caspar's an asshole." I say shakily.

"I know," Josh stops short. He clears his throat and sits in front of me. "Caspar-he said that...gosh this is so embarassing for me to tell you of all people..."

By now I'm curious with how much Josh was stuttering. I watch his mouth move as he tries to explain to me how his video was a prank and the girl wasn't actually his girlfriend. She was just a friend. I stare at him long after he's done to process and un-tangle my emotions and the story.

"You're a loser," I say after an extended silence. "The biggest loser I've ever met-and trust me I know a lot."

Josh's face splits into a grin as he puts his hands on my knees. "I'm so sorry I didn't say anything I thought you would know it was a joke. I didn't mean to hurt you-I swear. You know you would be the first person to know if I started dating a girl."

"I better be," I say but my heart whispers a sad song as I realise Josh was still saying this because he would only ever see me as a friend.

"I could use your advice though," Josh leans back on his hands.

"On?" I say cautiously.

"I think I'm in love with a girl but how do I ask her out?"

My heart drops into my stomach. "Does she-do you know if she likes you back?"

"Recently confirmed," Josh grins as he takes my hands in his. Then suddenly I feel like the loser. He was talking about me!

"Be bold," a smile plays at my lips. "Forget about asking her out."

"You think?" Josh pinches my chin between his fingers and I forget to answer him. I needed him. I pull his shoulders closer and he backs me into the wall again as his lips kiss mine expertly. We had definitely moved away from childhood friends.

"I didn't know you could kiss like that," I tease when we break apart.

"There's a lot I know how to do you don't know," Josh smiles, bumping his nose lightly into mine.

"Show me," I try to kiss him but he's suddenly standing up. He yanks my hand and bends to pick me up over his shoulder and carry me into the house.

"I've been waiting to show you for a while," Josh says and I giggle as my vision turns upside down and right side up again. I lay on his bed and instead of resuming the kissing, Josh lays down beside me.

"So I just wanted to let you know first since I said I would," Josh says so seriously that I prop myself on my elbows to hear what he has to say. "I've just started seeing someone."

"Oh my gosh," I laugh. He was a loser, I think, but my loser. Josh lays giggling as I stradle him and lean down. "You almost had me there."

"Good," Josh flips us around though and he holds my hands above me. "It's funny when I can rile you up."

"Is that why you used to do it when we were younger?" I suddenly remember, the memory coming forward.

Josh blushes and I exaggerate my aww.

"Since eighth grade," Josh admits. I whistle and Josh blushes more.

"Wait. Did Caspar know?" I ask.

"Eventually he figured it out," he admits. "But he told me I couldn't say anything because you'd never go for me and it would just ruin our group dynamic."

I laugh, "Of course he fucking said that."

"I'm glad I waited though," Josh lowers himself. "It was worth this."

"Me too," I say. Josh closes the gap between us as we passionately make-up for time and I feel a bubbly type of happy that this boy in my arms was finally someone I could call mine.

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BTS reaction to their enlistment

Anon Asked:  Can I have a reaction when BTS have to go for military service (it lasts 21-23 months in Korea). Like they have a gf and they’re sad that they have to leave her and members?

Angsty shit. Like I don’t want to think of them enlisting. I don’t But like Seokjin in a uniform..;)  BUT LIKE SEOKJIN IN A UNIFORM CAUSE MY BB IS ENLISTED. -Admin Cat

Seokjin:

You couldn’t believe this was how you were finding out about this from a trashy blog. Seokjin would have told you he had enlisted. How could he not have told you? Just as you were pondering this thought the front door of your apartment opened to reveal a tired and puffy eyed Seokjin. The moment you looked at him all anger washed away and you hurried over to envelop him in your arms. He let out a shaky sigh and you felt his arms wrap around to keep you close to him.

“Jagiya, I am enlisting.”

“I know, the fans are talking about it.” you murmured and Seokjin gripped you tighter to him.

“Promise me something” Seokjin croaked out, his throat thick with tears. “Promise me you’ll wait for me and we’ll keep in touch.”

“Jin…” you felt tears fill your eyes and you pressed a kiss to his neck.

“Promise me you’ll take care if the boys, come to the dorms and cook for them. Make sure Yoongi rests and Jimin eats.” You nodded, you would keep the boys safe and healthy.

“I promise, I love you Kim Seokjin.”

“I love you too.“

Yoongi:

He broke the news to you over text. Which was very out of character for him. He would have normally called you with such news. You almost didn’t believe him, so you called Hoseok to get the truth. Hoseok confirmed your fears and you sat in bed for hours, it didn’t really make sense. You knew it was inevitable, him enlisting, it was mandatory and you had your own feelings on the matter. You didnt even hear Yoongi come in, entering your bedroom and he sat down on your bed.

“Hey baby,” Yoongi ran a hand up your thigh and you looked at him. His face was unsmiling and his hand gripped yours tightly. He looked supremely stressed.

“Yoongi, are you okay?” You weren’t dealing with this the way he was. You had to understand this wasn’t about you. Yoongi shook his head and leaned into you, his head gently resting on your shoulder.

“I just, I can’t believe it. What if BTS fails?” He asked and you squeezed his hand. “Babe, I just cant imagine leaving them and you.”

“I’ll never leave, you know I’ll wait and BTS wont fail, the members and fans wont let it.”

Hoseok:

You eyed the enlistment form with a sigh, it had been roughly twenty minutes since he had come home and shown you the letter. You weren’t surprised and honestly, you had been waiting for this to happen. You looked over at him and placed your hand on his.He was very much so ready to do his military service and you both had discussed the topic at length. 

“Y/N, do you think the fans will forget about me?”

“What?” You asked incredulously. You looked over at Hoseok who had a frown upon his normally brighter features. 

“You know,” He began and breathed in a heavy sigh. “They’ll focus more on the group and think it is better off without me.” You turned to look at your boyfriend and shook your head. You couldn’t believe he was thinking like this. You reached over and grasped his hand, bringing it to your lips and kissing it.

“I will never let that happen. I will scream the name Jung Hoseok from the rooftops.” You ran your thumb over his hand and he smiled at you. God were you going to miss that smile.

Namjoon:

“Jagi” Namjoon wrapped his arms around your waist.

“When do you go to basic training?” You asked and he sighed. He knew this was all you would think about until he left.

“I leave the 10th of October.” He replied, he kissed your temple. “Babe. Do you think I am abandoning the group?” You turned and pressed a hand to his cheek.

“You aren’t abandoning the group.”

“It feels like I am, How can I be a good leader if I am not there?” Namjoon questioned and sighed heavily. You pressed a kiss to his lips, his eyes fell closed. You wouldn’t let him think that way. You couldn’t.

“I’ll keep the boys in line I promise. We’ll skype every day and you can yell at them.” You attempted a joke and he laughed lightly.

“You have 5 more months with me, lets make the best of it.

Jimin:

You scrambled off of the couch as soon as you heard the news. Jimin was on his way home and Jungkook had told you that Jimin was worried about enlisting. You opted to make him the best dinner he ever had. Making his favorite foods. Anything to keep his mind off it. Jimin strode into the house an hour later, apologizing and telling you all about bad traffic. Thats when his nose caught the smell of grilled meat enticed him into the kitchen. “Babe, is this for me?" 

"Of course.” You replied and turned the burners to low, walking over and pressing a kiss to his lips.

“God, I am going to miss this.” He cried, he crushed you to him and you smiled a bit. You knew that he was upset because his smile never touched his eyes.

“You don’t ship off until November, thats six more months of my cooking.” You cooed. He admired how strong you were being. He couldn’t believe you were keeping it cool. “Now, sit down and lets eat.”

“I love youso much,” Jimin replied and kissed you again. This time the smile reached his eyes.

Taehyung:

A letter! You had been waiting eagerly for a letter from Taehyung. He was away on tour and was to be home tonight. Which is why he told you his letter was going to be late. When you began reading though, you discovered that Taehyung had forgone his usual sweet talk, this time he delivered news of enlistment. He described to you his worries and most importantly how he felt like he was letting the fans down for leaving in September. You headed to the airport, hoping to greet him since it was so late at night. When you arrived you parked you car and strode inside, waiting with other families until you saw his mop of dirty brown hair. You sprinted towards him, shouting his name and he dropped his bag.

“Jagiya!” Taehyung cried as he held you. “I missed you so much.” You pulled away and slapped his chest. An angry look falling on your face.

“Ow!” He cried He ran a hand through his hair. “I guess you read my letter.”

“You should have called or waited to tell me in person!” You hit his chest again. You were angry. It wasn’t fair.

“I didn’t want to worry you.” Taehyung mumbled and you watchedcas his expression became solemn. You loved this stupid dork and he was worried more about you than himself.

Tae, I will always be here, just talk to me.“

Jungkook:

It was your last night together. Jungkook was going to be shipped off to base tomorrow. You guys had been quiet all night, just laying next to each other. He had been trying to cope with leaving you and the fact that he felt like he was abandoning his group and ARMY’S. Jungkook squeezed your hand tightly and you turned your head to look at him. 

“I’m going to miss you.” He announced looking at you and smiling sadly. You smiled half-heartedly. Jungkook rolled over to lean over you, pressing his lips to your forehead. “I’m going to miss your laugh,” He kissed your lips. His lips ghosted their way across your skin and you moaned slightly. 

“Jungkook…”

“I’m going to miss everything about you, your skin, smile, the way you feel in my arms everything.” He whispered into your skin. “We’ll write to each other and my hyungs will keep you safe.” 

“You better write Jungkook.” He laughed and you spent the rest of the night tangled up in your bed sheets.