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gayspacedrawings · 1 year

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Clint with Steve’s dog tags

#amerihawk #steve/clint #steveclint #ant draws #my art #i kept thinking about it #its been on my mind since last night #cant really draw at work rn #and i was too lazy for oils

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skunkes · 1 day

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finally successfully figuring out an issue that needs to be solved with my art for me to improve and be happy wit it but not knowing how to solve it

#talkys #and also spiraling bc i look back at old art and like some of it but i really dont like the way i draw ykwim #i dont like that this is my style it doesnt make me happy. but i dont like anyone elses's style enough to emulate either. sucks #OH the issue is i have specific ways i like drawing heads/faces that cant comfortably go on a body #furs are easy bc you can draw huge necks short legs smaller bodies etc #if i had drawn a recent smunker with a human head the head would look too big ykwim #the way i like drawing heads means they have to go on a bigger longer more realistic body. and i dont like that/cant draw bodies easily tha #way. as it stands rn my heads either fit kinda big on a body‚ which is more in line with how humans actually are #which makes my work feel more rigid and like i have to align more with realism #or the heads are too small and make the bodies look even longer. and i dont like. long bodies. i cant figure it out. it just doesnt look #right. no human full body ive done ever looks right to me. like i cant hack it and make it stylized enough for me to not care abour #the Rules like i do with furs #idk if this makes sense. i keep seeing styles like urasawa with small facial features and i love that i wanna do that #but the proportions mean id have to draw a more realistic body....idk...!#and also theres 500 billion ways to draw a face. i cant draw the same body proportions for all of em.#this is why it feels like im drawing for the first time every time i draw a new character...!#cant draw heads first bc then the body looks bad...cant draw bodies first bc i cant attach the head...#cant thumbnail the whole silhouette bc then when i add details the head still looks too big or small compared to the body...#and simply scaling the size does not fix it...

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thedrotter · 2 months

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hello gamers i was compelled today to post some rekinder doodles i had around for a while and made today ... I WILL BE POSTING MORE PROPER ART OF IT ONCE IM DONE WITH WORK!! :33

#re:kinder #fanart #yuuichi mizuoka #shunsuke takano #chie re:kinder #theres yuuichis mom #mami re:kinder #AND MORE IM LAZY TO TAG #i was compelled to draw joker paint yuuichi a bit ago because of this repost i saw once of someone calling him joker for gay people at 8 #THE BLACK CAT WINK THING WAS BECAUSE I FIND IT INSANELY FUNNY THAT IT MAKSS CHARACTERS GLOOMY IM SORRYY #dark stare??? yeahh getting a nasty look will get you gloomy . stick out tongue. well that is a great offense when youre a kid so yea it too #BUT A WINK😭😭😭😭 THATS SO FUNNY DOES IT DISTURB EM SO MUCH TO SEE HIM WINK TJATS SO FUNNYYY #o yea i just wanna give a shoutout to the person wjo drew rekinder fanart today for inspriign me to post this #I HAD FORGOTTEN I HAD THESE DOODLE IDEAS CUZ OF WORK AND MY HEALTH #but now i feel good enougj to post em!!!!!!#i will post somrthing more proper soon once im done with work cuz i cant really multitask with my health rn BUT I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!!#the second i graduated things been wild im a bit overwhelmed gimme a second will ya :333

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caffeine-high · 5 months

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i've never really connected to a trans!headcanon before, in my life, but let me tell you, when the image of arthur cervero in a binder and heart boxers practicing guitar on his bed in the afternoon sunlight was sent to my brain, i connected so incredibly strongly that i had to stop watching the lecture i was watching and sketch it out

#ordem paranormal #arthur cervero #the only reason i didnt continue is bc i wanted to watch the next episode and i cant draw and watch at the same time #and the only reason im not drawing right now is bc i had to adult and cook + do my dishes (lets not think abt how its almost 23h now)#it is now on my WIP pile #but really high up like even above the actual ordem piece i was working on #and i am ceriously debating working on it rn but then i know i wont stop till its finished #and sleep is technically importnant..#caffeines cackles

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knockknockknockingonhootysdoor · 7 months

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i prommy im not abandoning this blog, i just can only manage a little reblog now and again! hopefully i can get myself sorted b4 december!!!

#plus all my remaining energy is focused on work and zine stuff!!#which admittingly is not a lot but i really cant do much in the way of drawing rn!! Sorry!!!#or at least drawing outside of zine stuff

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mimir97477906 · 2 months

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im so sosry for ranting abour this again but auhgufhgh im making a ref sheet of my ocs for myself beacse EVERYTIME I DRAW THEM THEY LOOK SOOOSK DIFFERENT os i thoguht maybe this can help me memorize their faces but EVEN THO IM USING GUIDELINES THE SAME CHARACTER LOOKS LIKE DIFFERENT PEOPLE ITS JUST A HEAD TURN AROUND I CANT DO THIS I FEEL SO VIOLENT WHY IS MY ART STYLE HAVING AN IDENTITY CRISIS HOWWWWWWW DO I FIX THIS

#everytime when im drawing any of my ocs and someone mixes them up with another oc my heart shatters to 7463874693 pieces #that either means everyone i draw looks the same or the same oc i draw looks so different every time #at that point they just went with whoever they think is the closest #im having the hardest time making my sentences right now what is going on my talkşng abilites have went down to zero #no like also ive always struggled w same face syndrome without realising #all my art life i had ocs that looked exactly the same from an outsiders view but they looked sososooo different to me #like i just erased my ocs frrom existence when i was 12 cuz everyone mixed them up and it frustrated me so bad #and i look back at that era AND THEY REALLY ARE EXACTLY THE SAME I CANT TELL WHO IS WHO #AND THIS KEPT HAPPENING until i got into sims which pushed me to egt out of my comfort zone #this is why its very important to be obsessed with the ugliest character u can find ^_^(NERVOUS SUBJECT)#and now im scared i once again convinced myslef that my ocs look very different when they actually arent #ok maybe this is a transitional period from having a same face syndrome to being able depict different kinds of people #and im in between rn cuz since im nnot used to this i just cant draw the same face again #and everytime i draw it loks like a dfifferent stuyle whatfevrrrr whatevr #wow writing down your feelings really do work maybe i should get a journal #ramblings

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months

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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought #i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy #its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere #bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like #normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes #possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my #reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it #i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything #in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place #i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass #i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired #god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or #read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill #so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating #its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage #bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn #unrelated

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dreamsb0u · 11 months

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"well your trauma isn't as bad as other peoples!!!"

okay what if i beat you to death

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tenojan-in-tevinter · 9 months

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If I did chalk art of a bg3 character, who should it be? Options based on who I'm most comfortable with trying to capture the essence of

I would include astarion as choice but I'm honestly terrified of messing it up. it will be on the sidewalk until it rains and probably some time after that too (this is high grade sidewalk chalk we're very serious over here)

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 tav #gale dekarios #bg3 shovel #bg3 us #bg3 poll #only making a poll because I'm super indecisive and the chalk art festival is this weekend #if I draw gale I'll probably also draw my tav Viktor bc they are in love #i really should have thought of who to draw sooner #but I have adhd and cant physically think about anything other than bg3 rn #bg3 gale #I'll make a decision eventually if this poll doesn't work out but I hope it does

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an-theduckin · 7 months

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Btw ik it's been a rlly long time since I've updated the a day in the life of mark fanfic (it's been 1 month and 5 days) but I'm fr working on it alr it's just cuz writers block + imposter syndrome + the first few chapters after chapter 10 being the most confusing ass chapters ever n I'm still tryna figure out out to do the pacing of them n stuff. I'm rlly genuinely sorry it's taken this long I didn't think that would happen it was only supposed to be like a 2 week break. So yeag I'm really sorry about that

#an_theduckin #Im working on it i promise #its just taking so long #also initially i only had until like. chapter 10 planned and a few vague ideas for the future chapters #so now i had to pull stuff outta my ass to make the plot lines connect n shit #i thimk its coming along nicely but its so disorgamised rn so yeag #also im a perfectionist n lately everything i write/draw just SUCKS ass for some reason so yea i judt never get stuff done #it sucks so much i wish i could just fuckimg be normal #im trying i really am #im sorry i cant be more /gen #also i think this series will be like. never ending #like a slice of life series. i even updated that tag into that series #so yeah thats fun #i just never wanna see it end. it would completely break my heart #ik itll end eventually but yea #if u read it this long than um. thank you ig #i really need a hug rn haha #my rants #ashur gharavi #twomp #mark and friends #my text posts #ao3 fanfiction #ao3 writer #writers on tumblr

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viriborne · 8 months

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Leviathan now has light in his cold wet eyes

#highlights are tearing me apart rn #cant wait to fuck w overlays when im thru this hell #havent really worked on it much today bc I was out celebrating my bdayy #i say not much but ive been working on it for like 4 hours today at this point #tomorrow i have to actually finish my drawing hw which is more self portraits!!!! (kills myself)

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milimeters-morales · 8 months

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im finally getting ads completely in spanish now including the close/exit/proceed/shop now buttons that are on them ^_^ gonna start a journal soon for it as well!

#not spiderstuff #small rambling and updates feel free to skip or read that #im still really scared to speak it in front of my friends and family bc they'll just make fun of me for trying to learn and being so quiet #BUT. ill get there or ill die #i have a lot of plans so i havent actually been posting much here or reblogging much but i come on here every now and then #and i deleted the app like ages ago to discipline myself anyway. not that u guys asked BUT i just wanted to share!#but yeah. doing work constantly and trying to have fun drawing again (working btw! yay) and writing in free time and exercise with my dog +#for his health and my skin and just overall being healthier ! and less online #in preparation for a shit ton of things about to be thrown my way and idk if ill ever really BE prepared but. yknow thats life #and im going back to counseling and seeing if i can get back on meds to help with issues. i don't think ill be able to tell them everything #bc thats so dangerous rn? i don't trust anybofy like that #but i gotta. fuck this stupid baka human experience <- reference.#i cant beliebve adulthood is so close. like what the hell #i can't use my llittle guy excuse for attacking politicians anymore omg nooo

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lilowoof · 2 months

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I'm so fucking excited to get all this outstanding work done, and for tax season to fuck off. I cannot wait to have more time to play games with pals, go out with friends whom I haven't seen in a few months....go to some random meetups to meet new ppl and create new connections (and perhaps snag me a new person wink wonk LMAO).

And just...have more time to live. To stop feeling as lonely as I am feeling rn. CAUSE HOO BOY, it's been hitting me hard. And I can't do too much about it CAUSE of the deadlines I need to meet!

#I have learned my lesson: no more zines. or rather. no more modding zines #as much as I love you grizz zine. the amount of work you have placed on my shoulders is too much. heck. the other mods have it worse #I dont enjoy doing overtime and coming home to work on the art for the zine that I really should have had help with :')#27 spots...thats way too much for me at least. my hands are struggling and I am getting flare ups again. and I am not including the notes #I legit havent drawn anything for me in months because of this and I just wanna draw abby n pilos cuddling!!!!!! LMAO #and I so badly want to reach out to ppl to play games with and I cant cause Im either WORKING or WORKING #I really want to stream games again too.....I REALLY want to play 999 with someone :'))))))))))) would be a fun game to share......#and the cube escape game too #AUGH I HATE BEING SO BUSY AND ALONE SOMETIMES LMAO. IDM being single but this is an instance where a partner would be nice to have to blab #but ye I am so excited for may. most things will be done and work will still be rough but more manageable!#so ye. IM so sorry if you read all this I just like talking. and I dont really have anyone to talk to rn except myself XD #(ye ye I could reach out to ppl but hm. well I am tbh LOL. but ya know. busy. haha)#also typing has been really painful lately. the only reason why these tags are ending is cause my hands are numb from typing. :')))))))))))#ok goodnight

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tittysuckersworld · 1 year

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okay heres first official official try at a full face!!! style heavily inspired by hanacue and katanaberry on youtube cause ive just absolutely adored their work for a wile and have been working to try and get my style closer to theirs!! this drawing is mostly more a style study of hanacue but im hoping to change it up a bit, add more of what i like to a style, figure out how to do it good in pen and just have fun with it!! so yeet! horid bronya hope enjoy and is good enough lol

#bronya fanart #honkai bronya #hi3 bronya #bronya #<3<3<3 #my arts<3 #its like pretty much a rip off of hanacue rn because i cant draw good #but i really wanna work and draw like those two cause i love their stuff so much #such insparations #idk if thats bad let me know- i judt wanna drae goods-

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imreszekeres · 1 year

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I really do appreciate everyones support thru this; honestly even attempting to step out a bit of the murder fandom has been absolute hell. Its all Ive known since around 2017. Not to mention the stress of knowing I have to essentially rethink every single one of my OCs. Idk man this was kinda the last thing I needed :/

#🦝.txt #i had two major panic attacks over my weekend and had to miss work yday because of this shit #not that person per se but again. knowing all Ive created is essentially in vain. knowing I have to start anew.#its really thrown me into a fucking spiral if we’re being honest #i dont think Ive touched my desktop since this happened bc I cant play the sims #(I had a J*cob sim AND other murder hobos so looking at them all rn is a little difficult…)#and I obviously havent been drawing either so #just kinda been laying in bed. rotting. crying. it fucking sucks #i feel like all these years I thought I found my place and I havent.

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 years

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for just £1 a day you can save oliver from his friend group

#my video lol #talkloid #oliver vocaloid #vocaloid oliver #fukase #vocaloid fukase #fukase vocaloid #len kagamine #kagamine len #vocaloid len #utatane piko #piko vocaloid #vocaloid piko #shitpost #im in drawing tablet withdrawl rn SKJDHGK i have to ask for it back #drew + edited this on mobile so that was testing some things out. i realize now i didnt add captions but i think you can understand what #theyre saying... and yeah the art was a little rushed and its a bit inconsistent but this is a 6 second video who's really paying attention.#inspired by a conversation i had with a friend 😂#i do wanna work on things w/ more effort put into em but 1) i need my tablet back and 2) i need time that i dont hAVE AURGH #literally if i cant talk to someone abt vocaloid i will explode i am that bad rn i have so many thoughts in my head

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