#cant wait for Joel to get his hug tho :’)

[skoulsons]

I cant wait to see Joel’s relief when they embrace during winter. The panic that will set in to her because she thinks he’s one of them. Until he grabs her face and says “look at me”. Until she sees it’s him and falls into his shoulder.

She’s hurt. She’s damaged. She’s got a bloody nose and plenty more on her face. She’s been struggling with the weight of the past month with having to take care of him and neglect herself. She is exhausted and angry and scared.

But he’s here now. And despite what’s happened, she’s alive. To hear her cry is a relief, as heartbreaking as it is. To feel her hug him back. To hear her breathe. To feel her heart beating. For Joel to close his eyes in relief because his little girl is still with him. And no matter what’s happened or what will come, she’s in the safest place there is; held against him with no indication of being let go. Because they both need this as much as the other

[drpeppertummy]

Pls never shut up about sunny share your rambles pls, he's a treasure I wanna eat some good food with him and just be friends ;;;

auauiuoou thankyou my bestest little guy,,,,,,,more random entirely-non-kink-related thoughts haphazardly cobbled together from discord messages (someday i will dig up some actual tummy-themed ones)

sometimes he watches a video on his phone without realizing his volumes up & scares himself. usually only happens at home or at his friends houses & if someones around to witness it theyre like Bro What The Fuck til they realize hes like dropping his phone trying to turn it off. hrs so embarrassed too hes like Im Not An Ipad Baby Im Not!!! hes like Im Not A Tiktok Baby!!!!!!!!! bc u KNOW lauries makin fun of him for it. shes like You Ipad Baby. You Tiktok Baby. I Bet You Watch Cocomelon Fortnite Compilations Loud As Hell At Applebees.

he loves sending his friends emails with URGENT!!!!!!!!!!! as the subject & itll just be some stupid shit but i think sometimes he'll do that & the email will just say "hi" . sometimes he'll do it when hes sitting like 10 feet from somebody & if they happen to be the kind of person who has notifications on & checks their emails right away theyll read it & he'll be sittin there like : - )

sometimes laurie will just pick sunny up & either shake him or squeeze him real hard or somethin of that nature & hes just fine with it. hes very light & malleable like aluminum foil

he Loves singin in the kitchen and the shower and the car and wherever etc. he sings preddy good which is a good thing bc he is Not shy about it hes putting his whole pussy into it doesnt matter if hes got the whole crew hangin around. i was pondering What sunnys singing voice sounds like bc his vocal range is Nuts & he can go high And low & i was thinking maybe he has kind of a billy joel vibe but not Quite. bc his natural speaking voice is a little on the higher side & billy joel is a smidge lower than how i imagine his natural singing voice sounding. i was like "hes somewhere between billy joel & frankie valli" & then i was like Wait Thats Just Uptown Girl. like he Can sing lower & higher if he wants to but thats like his Most Natural Singing Voice is somewhere around there. the higher end of the billy joel range

laurie loves stuffed animals i just Know sunnys trying to win her some big shitty bear at some shitty carnival game

he tries 2 be good with boundaries even tho theres def times when he freaks it. sometimes he overcompensates trying to make up for minor infractions. he likes being on good terms with people. hes one of those people whos like I Need Everyone To Like Me Or Else Ill Die. [but also he genuinely cares its not All him being self centered]. hes ascared of Being In Trouble and Being Bad [which could mean anything from making someone mildly displeased for a moment or completely & totally fucking up an entire relationship] #rsd. but then like he also cant help just totally bein a nuisance 100% of the time

tbh . i think Big Hug is his response to a lot of things. Hes A Hugger

he struggles with analog clocks he'll be trying to read one & hes like ✋Everyone Shut Up Im Focusing😤. i think left & right takes him a second too. sorry i love projecting

i think sunny says Go Piss Girl when laurie gets up to go to the bathroom & she smacks him in the head

any time hes trying to do something hes like running around in circles he always gets mixed up about what he needs to do first and what he needs to do next and where he needs to be headed and what hes supposed to be getting and hes just all over the place & hes straight up just spinning around trying to think. it takes him SO long to get started on something. once he gets going its fine as long as its a familiar task but it doesnt take much to break his focus. its like that sometimes when hes talking too. he gets sidetracked So easily sometimes it takes him like 10 tries to get a thought out before he finally manages to say what he wanted to say bc his brain keeps going on tangents & he starts rambling about other shit

he was the chattiest most outgoing little kid he would be like sittin with his mom at the dmv chattin up random nearby people he would be that kid at school who keeps sucking the sub into a conversation he wasnt shy around strangers At All but if he saw someone in like some big weird costume all of a sudden hes hiding behind moms leg. easter bunny? fuck no. mall santa? fuck no. smokey visits his school? fuck no. halloween? Good God What Is Going On Out There

ADDICTION TW - hes def the type whos gonna get addicted to something when he makes it big. & like he'll get off it before it kills him but theres no WAY hes making it through stardom without getting hooked on Somethin for a while. & he manages to hide it for a while but as soon as someone he cares about finds out he just starts Sobbing hes so ashamed. which is probably a turning point. getting out of it would probably also give him the push he needs to get actual mental health help

he may be wildly insecure about every last aspect of his personality but at least he has no doubt that hes cute. its like hes somehow never absorbed anything bad anyones ever said about short guys or big noses or hairy backs or what have you. He Knows Hes Cute its a simple fact of life

he tends to be interested in women more than men & i wonder if part of that is bc he feels less comfortable with his attraction to men bc hes been shamed for it. like he'll hook up with guys if they initiate it & he'll talk about Cute Guys but he doesnt tend to Seek Out those relations the way he does with The Ladies. part of it is simply that He Loves The Ladies but i think part of it is hes never allowed himself to fully embrace his bisexuality

sunnys the kinda guy to take a giant bite of somethin he Just took outta the oven & be like 🫢 Ih Hot ! hes like 🫢🫢🫢🫢H & lauries like Wow I Wonder How That Happened .

[voidselfshipp]

Lonely toucan.

Tommy had recently let me in his small community, I had my own little house to live in, well me , and my dog missy, a Manchester terrier.

And then I met his brother , Joel, he uh.

He was fucking cute, thats what he was.

So, y'know like, those love at first sight bullcrap?, yeah, not so much bullshit now, he and his daughter Ellie,were quite the pair, the kid got on joels nerves playfully, it kind of reminded me of me and my siblings, who were on their way here.

One day however, we needed supplies, ammo, scrap for bombs and traps, there were Many searching parties, one of them was Joel, ellie and me.

My feet drag on the ground, missy was leading the way, long and tall buildings touched the blue Sky,birds Chirped and the place was clear from infected.

-So jerico is it?- ellie asks, wanting to start a conversation- whats your story?-

-Well, im from Argentina, came here before the infection with my siblings , for opportunities, And well, then hell breaks loose and we managed to survive, I at least, left my parents behind , there wasnt much for me back there -

-oh...-the kid says-and your parents?do you know what happened to them?-

-Well, they Passed away after a couple of months after I moved here, so now they are in a better place...i wanna think at least-

And meanwhile Joel was silent , serious expression barely making any sound.

Missy halts and barks, there is a store a couple of meters away, I signal her to come here with me and i scoop her up,just in case we need to bail out.

The shop had a couple of ammo boxes and such, but mostly barren.

-How did you get missy?- Ellie inquires again while searching in a box.

-She was a rescue, after a couple of months of wandering I found her alone on a pet shop, I was astonished when I found her alive, weak but alive, me and my siblings nursed her back to health, and now she is here with me, my loyal companion -

-She is a cute one, isnt she Joel- I kneel down for Ellie to pet her, my dog barks and jumps out off my arms into Joel, licking his face and barking happily when he pets her.

-She likes you-I say,grabbing missy by her leash-come on girl, down, down- the terrier backs off and sits-I saw a room with a shit load of stuff, but equally filled with spores I have no mask-

-We'll go-Joel says, god his voice.

-Oh look!, he talks- I say, sitting with missy, he snorts and shakes his head,I catch a glimpse of a smirk - ill stay here and scan the place, If something comes ill knock on the door-They enter the room, and I just wait, petting missy-you liked Him, dontcha chica?-(girl) she barks and snuggles closer- that makes two of Us.

Meanwhile, Joel and Ellie wander trough the room.

-i saw you smirk, you never smirk with people you just met,whats up with that?-the kid asks.

-Whats up with that?, she has charm,you have to laugh at her comment, shes funny-the Man tries to dismiss the question, but there was truth in there , she was charismatic, and funny, clever even.

-And now you compliment her?, dude ,you totally have a crush on her-

-c'mon Ellie we just met-

-love at first sight is a thing-

Joel groans and both Get out of there , there was a couple of useful things, they all re Group and show what they found.

As they make their way out something stops them, missy grunts, a horde of infected are closing in, too Many to face.

So they run,jeri scoops her dog up and bolts as fast as she can, they enter a departament complex, they barricade Everything they can and sit,waiting.

Vía radio , Joel tells Tom what happened,reinforcements Will come in a bit.

Missy lays down with Joel who is catching his breath.

Jerico finds an ukelele, she hesitates but tunes it as silent as she possibly can, still, they were really far up, and the walls were thick.

-Whats that?- ellie asks.

-A ukelele, Like a mini guitar-she is done tuning it - I wrote a song, its crappy, but y'know , Something to kill the time, also to be noted, I am a hopeless romantic-

-You wrote a song with that thing?-ellie asks, pointing at the ukelele.

-Yeah-jerico nodds

-can I hear it?,please?pleaaase?- the kid pleads

Jeri quickly eyes Joel, who Is sleeping .

-Fine, but not too loud, your oldman is sleeping-

-he is not my dad-

-yeah whatever-both chuckle and jeri starts to play-Oh trough this still waters I flew, my feet barely hitting the surface.

Then I saw you, standing there, I loved every bit of it, oh , to be your River, to flow undisturbed, loving you all the way trough.

But im just a lonely toucan,a silent night owl, that longs to be something else with you.

Oh to be your River, and flow undisturbed, I love you with every ounce of my being, oh to be your River...-

-Thats...too cheesy, you werent kidding about being a hopeless romantic-jerico rolls her eyes- who is it about anyway?- ellie asks, then the older woman looks over to Joel-oh shit , well, I am going to take some fresh air, god, you are too cheesy-

Jeri chuckles and nodds.

She keeps playing unaware of Joel listening to her

--Oh to be your River,flowing trough the storms, with every ounce of my being, my heart sings along.

And even if youre rough, ill Keep flying along, to get to the waterfall.

Oh to be your River, and happily flowing along.

Oh to be your River, and flow with your love-

She is talking about him, he is the only person inside the room that she could have pointed at.

His heart flutters warmly.

Damn this crush of his.

Why does she gotta be so perfect?.

He shifts and she stops playing, then he feels soft fabric cover him, it smelt like leather, did she covered him with her jacket?.

Missy lays her body on Joel and snuggles closer.

He smiles.

-I Knew you were awake!- jerico says-Open your eyes, youre not fooling anyone-

Joel chuckles and looks at her.

-You got me- he doesnt move tho, petting missy's Head-she is really beautiful, Like you-

Jeri's cheeks burn red and looks away.

-Uh t thank you-

They Keep a comfortable silence until missy stands up and sits on the womans lap,demanding attention.

-What did you use to work,before all of this?- Joel drapes jericos jacket on her back again, she smiles at the gesture and signals him to sit close to her.

-i used to work as an animator for a company,my dreamjob really-

-what a shame, I bet you would have exceed at it -

-Heh,i Like to think the same-

Her head falls on joels shoulder, she yawns.

-didnt sleep enough last night?- the Man asks as his arm sneaks his way around her neck she snuggles closer.

-My sleep schedule is fucked-

Joel catches a glimpse of Ellie spying on them Gently peeking over a door, he waves her off and she smirks.

-sleep, you Will need it-

-But what if--

-Sleep now ,ill protect you-

Jerico nodds blushing and snuggles closer to Joel.

Eventually reinforcements arrive.

Back at toms safehouse, jeri is preparing to sleep , snuggling into her covers, herself brought them all the way here, they had the faint smell of vainilla.

A sudden movement made her jump, its Joel.

-You dumbass you scared the living crap out of me!-

Joel chuckles and hands her the ukelele.

-you lost this-

-oh thanks-she says calming down- god im so tired, but I cant sleep-

-want me to lay down with you?-

-Dude , I dont want to bother or seem like a child-she sighs- i just feel unsafe alone..-

The mans face contorns with empathy and kicks off his shoes.

-Make space, c'mon-

Jerico wasnt going to Argue, she lays down,leaving space for Joel to lay down,his arms hug her waist with her back against his chest.

He was warm, they snuggle under the covers , And missy lays down on the edge of the bed where their feet are.

- y'know-jeri says- when I was a teen, I tought that love was bull crap, a few lucky ones could enjoy it, and I was heartbroken,and I just carried this with me, just loneliness, then I saw you and god, I was just smitten-she sighs and turns her head to him-what im saying is....I have a crush on you....-

Joel is taken back but he snuggles closer, whispering a me too into her ear before kissing her, she kisses back and a trail of kisses goes down her neck.

She turns her head back again and smiles.

He hides his face on the crook of her neck and sighs in content.

They both can take a bit of time off, Togheter,just them, nothing else exists.

A sweet and soft 'I love you'loosens from the Mans lips before they crash into a well deserved And very needed slumber.

Even the apocalypse had good things.

[Fin]

:3

[mochislips-blog]

Get to know me tag 

 Hi :) I got tagged by @fondspirit so thank uuuu!💓 This is my first time so enjoy :> 

Rules: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST:


1. drink: water 

2. phone call: my bestfriend’s bf (we pranked him lmao) 

3. text message: work asking me if i can work (i said no lol) 

4. song you listened: Please Dont Go - Joel Adams (Afterfab Remix)


5. time you cried: yesterday when I watched the damn highlight reel😩😭 

6. dated someone twice: nope. 

7. kissed someone and regretted it: AKSKD YES😩🙅🏽🙅🏽🙅🏽 

 8. been cheated on: yes..twice🙂 

 9. lost someone special: yes😪💔 and my dog too😔 

10. been depressed: from time to time😶 

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: lmao yes..nice enough to do it on the toilet tho not just anywhere😖 

3 FAVORITE COLORS:


12-14. Baby colours💙💜💖, black and white 

 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:


15. made new friends: yes! I havent made much on here tho since im new, probs just one😅


16. fallen out of love: dont think so? 

17. laughed until you cried: yes with and without my friends ASKDLS 

18. found out someone was talking about you: im literally sitting my quiet ass here dying over bts and i still get talked about like whats that about😂 

19. met someone who changed you: yes especially when I get hurt 

 20. found out who your friends are: yes ofc realised that its not the no. of friends its the people who u can trust☝🏼


21. kissed someone on your facebook list: does this mean fb friends? If it is then yes lol 

GENERAL:


22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I KNOW SO MANY DONT EXPECT ME TO COUNT😂😭


23. do you have any pets: yas! A cat. Her name’s Samchii..she a real bitch sometimes but i love her with all my heart


24. do you want to change your name: Sometimes yeah but idk what to coz my extra ass want it to be unique


25. what did you do for your last birthday: went to birmingham and shop and eat with my mum and her friend then clubbing with the squaaaaaa 

26. what time did you wake up: 2:30pm lmao 

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: bts…just bts 

28. name something you can not wait for: THE HIXTAPE AND THE COMEBACK !!!!


29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 2secs ago lol 

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: the way i am.


31. what are you listening to right now: Thinking ‘Bout You - Dua Lipa 

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah my stepbrother’s name is tom lol 

33. something that is getting on your nerves: when people are so messy as in too messy 

34. most visited website: Tumblr, twitter, ig, snapchat,fb and youtube!!! 

35-37. ?????????? 

38. hair color: black and dark brown (need to dye it soon😩) 

39. long or short hair: medium 

40. do you have a crush on someone: besides bts no😭 

41. what do you like about yourself: i like how open minded and understanding i am😇 

42. piercings: just 2 for my ears. 

43. blood type: idk😩😩 

44. nickname: asksjdl theres so many?? Che2x/she2x, achi, chel,raech, rae, versace, mami, versacemami lmao 

45. relationship status: one sided love with bts💔 aka single af

 46. zodiac: Aries♈️ 

47. pronouns: she / her 

 48. favorite tv show: Friends, Supernatural and Empire!!! 

49. tattoos: none :( 

50. right or left handed: right 

51. surgery: never had any


52. childhood dream: cant remember but i wanna travel😪


53. sport: Badminton!!!😛👌🏼💦 and Dance!!🙏🏼👌🏼 

54. vacation: so far i liked my US trip and i wanna go back but in Cali this time!!! And ofc Philippines!!! My homeland🇵🇭🇵🇭🇵🇭


55. pair of trainers: vans, nike and converse 


MORE GENERAL:


56. eating: nothing atm gonna est lumpia later tho👌🏼💦 

57. drinking: slushhhh 

 58. i’m about to go: nowhere🤷🏽‍♀️ 

 59. waiting for: a job coz i wont start uni til January!! 

60. want: to do more adventurous stuff or things i would enjoy without worrying what other people will say 

61. get married: to someone who’s as open minded and understanding as me. Or someome who will like and respect me for who i am coz i cant wait to do that to my future love on👌🏼 or BTS lol 

62. career: Nursing/medical field. Idk i rlly like being in a clinic😩 


WHICH IS BETTER


63. hugs or kisses: uhm BOTH??? 
64. lips or eyes: boths😩 but more like 60% lips💘 

65. shorter or taller: taller but amost everyone is taller than me anyways


66. older or younger: older?? Coz im a child myself😩 

67. nice arms or nice stomach: idk both? I dont mind tbh 

68. hookup or relationship: Relationship (not now tho hehe) 

69. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker! Theres just something that attracts me to bad bois lmao this why my heart gets broken i h8 myself 
HAVE YOU EVER


70. kissed a stranger: yes i dont regret it tho🌚


71. drank hard liquor: is this even a question knowing my ass ofc😂 

72. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes contact lenses but it was just a fashion lenses anyways 

73. turned someone down: yes, cant force my feelings🤷🏽‍♀️ 

74: sex on the first date: ahahahha nope 

75. broken someone’s heart: i think so if he rlly likede that is. I told him asap that dont expect tho🤷🏽‍♀️ 

 76. had your heart broken: lmao ofc🤷🏽‍♀️ 

77. been arrested: nah 

78: cried when someone died: yes😪 

79. fallen for a friend: yes. 😶 currently moving on from thatttt 
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


80. yourself: sometimes i do sometimes i dont 

81: miracles: no😶 

82. love at first sight: either no or not yet


83. santa claus: nope and never did😅 

84. kiss on the first date: i dont mind🤷🏽‍♀️ 

85. angels: idk tbh😅 but bts exists so does that count 


OTHER:


90. current best friend’s name: Carmela😚 

91: eye color: dark brown 

 92: favorite movie: Scott Pilgrim vs The World lmfao i love that film so much???

ok im not close to any of my mutuals here :( so if u see this do participate if you want! also all of my followers! :>

[clowntools]

i was tagged by the lovely @all-i-see-is-sky

rules: answer these 83 statements and tag 20 people

ok so i don’t know most of you bc im an online introvert (i wont do 20)(don’t feel obligated!!):

@hrilows @broadwaylesbian @helloimliterallydead @broaaaaaaaaadway @wendlaswound, and uhh, you if youre reading this, youre not tagged and you want to  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Last…

1. drink? root beer 2. phone call? my firend KATIE 3. text message? also my friend katie 4. song you listened to? scenes from an italian restaurant by Billy Joel 5. time you cried? today when i was watching supernatural and the kid told his ghost mom he was ok (don’t judge me)

Have you ever…

6. dated someone twice? no 7. kissed someone and regretted it? no 8. been cheated on? no (i have never had a love life) 9. lost someone special? when i was in fifth grade my best friend died and so did my grandma (separately) (im ok now im a big girl) 11. gotten drunk and thrown up? im not about that life

Favourite colours:

12. cobalt blue 13. light green 14.

In the last year, have you…

15. made new friends? yeah! 16. fallen out of love? nope 17. laughed until you cried? yeah 18. found out someone was talking about you? probably but not off the top of my head 19. met someone who changed you? yeah 20. found out who your friends are? ooh boy yeah 21. kissed someone on your facebook list? no

General:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? all or most,, i only use it for real shit 23. do you have any pets? i have 2 cats (1 sweet bb  and one BITCH), one dog (sweet cutie patootie) and one frog wwho just kinda,, swims around 24. do you want to change your name? literally never. i feel like my name is like the only thing i have tying me to myself of that makes any sense,,, its me. i am my name and my name is like my esssence 25. what did you do for your last birthday? i went to the diner with 2 friends the night before and then the day of me and my mom went to this little tea house by use 26. what time did you wake up? 12:45 pm 27. what were you doing at midnight last night? tumblr 28. name something you can’t wait for: i cant wait to 1. gwt a lead in a musical  2.have romance in ay capacity :’) 29. when was the last time you saw your mom? like an hour ago when i ventured out into the house 30. what are you listening to right now? billy joel (the song atm is “she’s always a woman”) 31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom? yeah this guy who my dad civil war re-enacts with 32. something that is getting on your nerves? my dog keeps taking all the space in my bed :’’’,,,’’) 33. most visited website? either this hellsite or the website i get my tv from  34. hair colour? brown 35. long or short hair? haha medium bitches (i think im gonna cut it shorter soon tho) 36. do you have a crush on someone? i havent in literally 3 years and im so forlorn 37. what do you like about yourself? im smart n hot,,, the full package (minus a winning personality but you know what,, i take what i can get) 38. piercings: my ears 39. blood type:uh,,, 40. nickname: people call me Snarah (snake sarah) bc i was a snake in the school play 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac: capricorn 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favourite tv show: atm: community; all time: chowder parks and rec 45. tattoos: none 46. right or left handed: right 47. surgery: nOPE 48. sport: hockey! (go rangers!!) 49. vacation: maybe baltimore 50. pair of trainers: my “converse” (theyre airwalk)

More General: 51. eating: nothing 52. drinking: nothing 53. im about to: to sleep 54. waiting for?: school to start again tbh 55. want?: to sleep 56. get married?: gosh hopefully 57. career?:uhhhhhhh

Which is Better

58. hugs or kisses?: well, a i am one for two, hugs 59. lips or eyes?: eyes 60. shorter or taller?: taller 61. older or younger?: uhh 62. nice arms or nice stomach?: uhhhhhhh 63. hook up or relationship?: relationship 64. troublemaker or hesitant?: hesitant

Have You Ever

65. kissed a stranger: no 66. drank hard liquor: no 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah 68. turned someone down: yeah 69. had sex on the first date: no 70. broken someones heart: maybe, but i hope not 71. had your heart broken: uhhh 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: i cry when side characters die in tv shows, of course 74. fallen for a friend: yeah in like the 6th grade

Do You Believe In:

75. yourself? yeah mosty 76. miracles? maybe 77. love at first sight? call me a suckerr, but yeah 78. santa claus? not since he got me the wrong size pair of ice skates and we returned them to modells lmao 79. kiss on the first date? yeah why not 80. angels? nah

Other

81. current best friend’s name? katie  82. eye colour: brown 83. favourite movie: the princess bride