I’ve literally just come back from work but I’ve been thinking about you all day none stop and felt like I had to get this out, I want to thank you for your stories and your art as it never fails to amaze me. It’s artistically beautiful the way you write these characters being in love with their respective black love interests. Growing up as a bookworm, I found it impossible to find stories or especially fics that have black love interests not written in specific ways. However, you manage to achieve this so naturally and make it heartwarming to be seen as a possible love interests to characters that we’ve either fell in love with or thirsted over. I just finished Stereo Love and your Saltburn fic and both are just written in a way where it’s obvious the main character is the centre of her love interests world and that she truly is the epitome of beauty to them. Growing up, it’s been hard for many black girls (including myself) to feel desired and loved romantically, so thank you truly and I so can’t wait for what you have in store for us. Most importantly, looking after yourself is the most important so just know we your fans truly have the best interests for you in terms of treating yourself kindly. All the best lovely, I thought I would just give my two cents.
PS: do you mind giving your top ten male crushes (they can be fictional, from television or movies) and these can be current or like childhood crushes?!
Lots of love- 🐜
Honestly, this love and appreciation is making me cry. The type of support I’m receiving today is amazing and very heart warming. I try to write my characters as authentic and true to not just me to black readers, black girls and women. Growing up being black wasn’t as popular or glamorous as people showcasing today and I’m glad our people are being made to feel like themselves in spaces where we’re usually ostracised, so I’m glad that these stories speak to or help people. When I write my OCs I like to write them as desired, or loved, considering the lack of roles for black women in shows/films/books where we are seen in such a way.
After understanding the love interests (Felix Catton and Brian O’Conner) and how they view their respected partners I find it easier to insert my OC, of course I have to acknowledge the role of their race before hand whether it’s subtle or integral to the plot of my stories or canon.
At first when I started writing I didn’t know which part of the black experience to include, without bringing people out of their “fantasy”. Many people equate blackness with struggle or negativity, when there are so many positive and popular things we do whether it’s our hair, our style, our music or just us overall especially in the eras these films were set in/ released (early 2000s)
I’m glad you’re enjoying my stories, the next one I’m publishing is a House of The Dragon book, hope you’re interested. And I also hope you’re taking care of yourself as I try to. I’m so blessed to have this comment honestly as well as fans like you!
And atm for my TOP TEN MALE crushes (fictional/non fictional):
1. Jon Snow. Kit Harrington this role… I can’t get over his season 6 appearance. Most Targaryen men are good looking and yes people still say he’s a stark, which he is but damn, he’s something else.
2. Xolo Maridueña (Miguel Diaz from CK) love the actor in the show, he’s fine as hell especially with his longer hair and is thankfully older than me.
3. Damson Idris. Stunning, great smile, talented too!
4. Cillian Murphy. Must I explain this one?
5. Dylan O’brien. ALWAYS I just hope he doesn’t do some bs and let me down.
6. Brian O’Conner (specifically in the first and second films)
7. Kingsley Ben Adir. This man is just tall and fine.
8. Zayn. Been rocking with him since 2011 and his amazing voice.
9. Hector Bellerin. Just like Zayn, they’re fine men. And even though I don’t watch football, I watch his clips and that’s enough.
10. Lando Johnson. I only watch clips of All American Homecoming, I watched the original show up until season 3 and won’t start watching the spin off until I find out Simone ends up with Lando and his beautiful self.
This list took me a WHILE, especially for top 1, but I landed on Jon Snow, because how he is with a sword, his hair and how everyone in Westeros calls him pretty. Plus I did write a story for him a while ago, which I want to add to or change up in the future.
Classic and loose adaptions from 1972, 1995, 1996 (x2), 2009, 2013, 2020
The fourth of Jane Austen’s novels, first published in 1815, has had many adaptions over the years. The ones pictured above are detailed below:
Emma (1972 Miniseries)
6 episodes x 45min
Written by Denis Constanduros, directed by John Glenister
Starring Doran Godwin as Emma Woodhouse, John Carson as Mr. George Knightley, Debbie Bowen as Harriet Smith, Timothy Peters as Mr. Philip Elton, Robert East as Frank Churchill, Ania Marson as Jane Fairfax, among others
Clueless (1995 Film)
Loose adaption set in modern Beverly Hills, USA
Written and directed by Amy Heckerling
Alicia Silverstone as Cher Horowitz (Emma), Paul Rudd as Josh Lucas (Knightley), Stacey Dash as Dionne Davenport, Brittany Murphy as Tai Frasier (Harriet), Jeremy Sisto as Elton Tiscia, Justin Walker as Christian Stovitz (Frank), among others
Emma (1996 Film)
Written and directed by Douglas McGrath
Gwyneth Paltrow as Emma Woodhouse, Jeremy Northam as Mr. George Knightley, Toni Collette as Harriet Smith, Alan Cumming as Philip Elton, Ewan McGregor as Frank Churchill, Polly Walker as Jane Fairfax, among others
Emma (1996 TV Film)
Written by Andrew Davies, directed by Diarmuid Lawrence
Kate Beckinsale as Emma Woodhouse, Mark Strong as Mr. George Knightley, Samantha Morton as Harriet Smith, Dominic Rowan as Mr. Philip Elton, Raymond Coulthard as Frank Churchill, Olivia Williams as Jane Fairfax, among others
Emma (2009 Miniseries)
4 episodes x 58min
Written by Sandy Welch, directed by Jim O'Hanlon
Starring Romola Garai as Emma Woodhouse, Jonny Lee Miller as Mr. George Knightley, Louise Dylan as Harriet Smith, Michael Gambon as Mr. Henry Woodhouse, Blake Ritson as Mr. Philip Elton, Rupert Evans as Frank Churchill, Laura Pyper as Jane Fairfax, Jefferson Hall as Robert Martin, among others
Emma Approved (2013-14 Webseries)
95 episodes x 4-8min, available on Youtube
Loose adaption set in modern US, told in a vlog format
Created by Bernie Su, from Pemberley Digital
Starring Joanna Sotomura as Emma Woodhouse, Brent Bailey as Alex Knightley, Dayeanne Hutton as Harriet Smith, James Brent Isaacs as Bobby Martin, Paul Stuart as James Elton, Stephen A. Chang as Frank Churchill, Tyra Colar as Jane Fairfax, among others
While the series is a follow-up to The Lizzie Bennet Diaries, it stands on its own.
Emma (2020 Film)
Written by Eleanor Catton, directed by Autumn de Wilde
Anya Taylor-Joy as Emma Woodhouse, Johnny Flynn as Mr. George Knightley, Mia Goth as Harriet Smith, Bill Nighy as Mr, Woodhouse, Josh O'Connor as Mr. Philip Elton, Callum Turner as Frank Churchill, Amber Anderson as Jane Fairfax, among others
*****
Personal favorite: 2009
But also: 1996 (Theatrical Film), Emma Approved
P.S.: 2020′s pretty popular, from what I’ve seen. I’ve enjoyed it myself, but it’s not among my favorite.
I’m in a bit of a reading slump atm, so while I am thinking about all the ways in which I am *not* reading, I thought I would share with you some of my unread books and why I haven’t gotten around to reading them yet:
The Book of Dust by Philip Pullman: because I keep telling myself I want to re-read the His Dark Materials series first.
Winter by Ali Smith: because I decided I wanted to read her Seasonal Quartet both by publication date and by season. I read Autumn in autumn last year, but missed reading this book in winter of last year 🙈 so I am waiting for this years winter to roll around.
Plainwater by Anne Carson: This book (and Anne Carson if I’m being honest) is just so intimidating—I definitely don’t feel big brained enough to read it and “get it.”
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley: my brain has designated this as an October Read, so if I miss reading it in an October, I have to wait until the next one ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
The Luminaries by Eleanor Catton: coming in at 832 pages, this absolute chonk of a book intimidates me on size alone—I just always end up picking a smaller book over it.
QOTD: what’s a reason you have for not having read a book yet on tbr shelf?
ok i only have 99 books on this list bc im forgetting one and cannot figure out for the LIFE of me what it is, but! here is everything i read for 2020, and im probably gonna try to narrow down my top ten for another post!! 2020 was a shitshow year BUT at least the reads were good:
less than zero by bret easton ellis
trick mirror by jia tolentino
death is not an option by suzanne rivecca
on earth we’re briefly gorgeous by ocean vuong
catch and kill by ronan farrow
prozac nation by elizabeth wurtzel
difficult women by roxane gay
hunger by roxane gay
our men do not belong to us by warsan shire
the grownup by gillian flynn
slouching towards bethlehem by joan didion
you but for the body fell against by natalie stephens
in the dream house by carmen maria machado
sharp objects by gillian flynn
play it as it lays by joan didion
you don’t have to say you love me by sherman alexie
the handmaid’s tale by margaret atwood
the foxhole court by nora sakavic
the raven king by nora sakavic
all the king’s men by nora sakavic
never let me go by kazuo ishiguro
the year of magical thinking by joan didion
power politics by margaret atwood
reeling for the empire by karen russell
you’re ugly, too by lorrie moore
drinking coffee elsewhere by zz packer
stone animals by kelly link
summer sisters by judy blume
sweetbitter by stephanie danler
cat’s eye by margaret atwood
dark places by gillian flynn
night sky with exit wounds by ocean vuong
war of the foxes by richard siken
blue nights by joan didion
my year of rest and relaxation by ottessa moshfegh
seam by tarifa faizullah
salvador by joan didion
good bones by margaret atwood
south and west: from a notebook by joan didion
bluets by maggie melson
bunny by mona awad
conversations with friends by sally rooney
normal people by sally rooney
the incendiaries by r. o. kwon
necessary people by anna pitoniak
stray by stephanie danler
devotion by madeline stevens
social creature by tara isabella burton
blackout by sarah repola
mothers, monters, whores: women’s violence in global politics by laura sjoberg
kitchen confidential by anthony bourdain
self tanner for the soul by cat marnell
barbarian days: a surfing life by william finnegan
rodham by curtis sittenfeld
slow days, fast company by eve babitz
dearest creature by amy gerstler
what good is grand strategy? by hal brands
devotion by patti smith
the woman who would be king by kara cooney
godshot by chelsea bieker
grief lessons: four plays by euripides trans. anne carson
the tragedy of great power politics by john mearsheimer
reluctant crusaders by colin dueck
electra by sophocles trans. anne carson
the secret history by donna tartt
my dark vanessa by kate russell
we have always lived in the castle by shirley jackson
okay so nobody asked but i am Going To Do A Blog about the books I read this year (minus most of the scholarly ones) please reserve all judgments but also remember that i am always correct
Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson
i was seriously underwhelmed by this. only read it because everyone on this hellsite loves posting anne carson quotes. well there was nothing good in here to post. wtf is up with that.
Once, Twice, Three times an Aisling by Emer McLysaught and Sarah Breen
The Importance of Being Aisling by Emer McLysaught and Sarah Breen
Oh My God What a Complete Aisling by Emer McLysaught and Sarah Breen
the above three are a romance series about a hapless irish girl in her twenties and i read them out of order and was mildly bored but also i loved them???
Hey Ladies! by Michelle Markowitz and Caroline Moss
based on the series of the same name that used to run on the-toast.net (RIP). meh.
American Royals by Katharine McGee
first in a YA series about what if america had royals (as the name implies). dumb af but i’m a sucker for stories about rich people doing stupid shit.
Making Medieval Manuscripts by Christopher de Hamel
i read this in preparation for the paleography class i took this past spring. somehow taught me nothing new?
The Virgin of Chartres by Margot Fassler
500 pages of excellent excellent history, and instrumental in writing my thesis now. obsessed with this book.
Christopher and His Kind by Christopher Isherwood
i’d been trying to finish this for about a year and a half. i love isherwood’s fiction but his (auto)biography is harder to read?
Rich People Problems by Kevin Kwan
could not for the life of me tell you what happens in this one but i did have fun!
The Driver’s Seat by Muriel Spark
i love muriel spark but again have no idea what it’s about. we got sent home from campus the week i was reading this; that’s probably why
The Ghost Map by Steven Johnson
you know what is a great idea? reading a terrifying book about a historical outbreak of cholera at 2am the night before you get sent home from campus on account of a brand new worldwide pandemic! highly recommend!
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by JK Rowling (reread)
i’ve always hated this one, and hadn’t reread it in about 10 years. still hate it!
The Relic Master by Christopher Buckley
i think i would have found this funnier if i wasn’t actually a scholar of the late medieval period.
The Abbess of Crewe by Muriel Spark (reread)
love.
Death in a Tenured Position by Amanda Cross
my mom told me to read this one, so i did. a murder mystery set in the 1970s harvard english dept... i simply have to lol
Bellweather Rhapsody by Kate Racculia
this was really well done and also i have already forgotten what it’s about
Supreme Courtship by Christopher Buckley (reread)
reconfirmed my belief that buckley is at his best when he’s satirizing the american political system of the early aughts.
The Violins of Saint-Jacques by Patrick Leigh Fermor
fermor’s only published fiction with a fascinating frame narrative. would recommend
Normal People by Sally Rooney (reread)
i can’t talk about this book. fukc.
The End of Policing by Alex S. Vitale
essential reading.
Conversations with Friends by Sally Rooney (reread)
can talk a little bit more about this one, but again i say: fukc. i am not a college student in dublin and i’ve never had an affair with an older man but goddamn if rooney didn’t see inside my soul.
Rodham by Curtis Sittenfeld
i love sittenfeld usually but this was not it.
The Rehearsal by Eleanor Catton
her second book (the luminaries) is better.
Midnight Blue by Simone Van Der Vlugt
good for a beach read.
The Collected Works of T.S. Spivet by Reif Larsen (reread)
i was obsessed with this book when i was 11 or so. less obsessed now; newly amazed by this way of writing a novel.
Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams (reread)
The Restaurant at the End of the Universe by Douglas Adams (reread)
it’s douglas adams! what’s not to love?
The True History of the First Mrs. Meredith and Other Lesser Lives by Diane Johnson
read this for the book club of two i have with my grandmother. i enjoyed it; she did not.
The Dud Avocado by Elaine Dundy
okay so today i’m really sad about how last year on NYE i was in paris and drank a lot of wine and ate a lot of cheese and this year i am home with my parents (drinking wine and eating cheese). this book is about being a stupid young american woman in paris in the 60s and it made me about as sad as i am today, except then in august.
Imagined Communities by Benedict Anderson
i know nothing about south asian nationalist movements, but hoo boy did the theory in this book expand my mind in some new and important ways.
Playing the Whore by Melissa Gira Grant
essential reading.
Love in a Cold Climate by Nancy Mitford (reread)
ugh mitford’s work is such a comfort reread. i’m working on the sisters’ collected letters right now and i can’t believe how fucking brilliant they all were.
Enter the Aardvark by Jessica Anthony
probably the best book i read this year. a stunning little novel in about 120 pages. if you like taxidermy and congress and gay people and history and love, this is a book for you.
Don’t Tell Alfred by Nancy Mitford (reread)
more mitford. self-explanatory, really.
The Daughter of Time by Josephine Tey (reread)
this is one of the books i credit with my interest in medieval history. gives me something new each time i come back to it.
Majesty by Katherine McGee
a sequel to american royals, described above. still stupid af; still a delight.
The Yiddish Policemen’s Union by Michael Chabon (reread)
i reread this for my minyan’s book club, even though i only attended one of the meetings. my mom first read this to me when i was literally nine years old-- what a parenting choice! this book taught me how to curse. still a masterpiece of a novel.
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by JK Rowling (reread)
needed a comfort read yesterday. fuck jkr for all the usual reasons, but damn, this hits.
1. If someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?
What someone would read:
Sadly, it’s been a while since I’ve actually had a chance to sit down and read 😞 but here are some that I feel would help people understand me:
The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
The Rehearsal by Elanor Catton
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
Unwind by Neil Shusterman
Fairest by Gail Carson Levine
The Clockwork Three by Matthew J. Kirby
What someone would watch:
As a movie buff, I always have an array of movies to recommend at a moment’s notice for someone looking to watch something (don’t count on TV shows though). These are my favorites that I felt a deep connection with (I’m limiting it to ten, otherwise the list would be way too long)
The Birdcage or really any Robin William’s movies
Saving Mr. Banks (on Netflix)
Moulin Rouge
The Labyrinth
Inglorious Basterds (on Netflix)
Across the Universe (on Netflix)
The King’s Speech (on Netflix)
The Marvel Movies, all of them, including the Fantastic 4′s and the Sony Spiderman’s
Fried Green Tomatoes
Overboard the 1987 version with Goldie Hawn, or any Goldie Hawn movie
What someone would listen to:
Ah...this is a very extensive list, since I love so many different types of music. But these songs are ones that I resonate very deeply with (I’m limiting this to ten songs as well)
Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield
Daddy Lessons by Beyoncé
Love Bites by Def Leppard
Crazy by Aerosmith
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy by Queen
Kiss by Prince
Tiny Dancer by Elton John (it was too hard picking one Elton John song, so his runner up would be Candle in the Wind)
Pray by Sam Smith
Danger by BTS
Bad Reputation by Joan Jett
11. Describe your ideal day.
Hmm...I’m a simple person. An ideal day would be relaxing and lazing around the house with a lover, eating good takeout food and chilling with our animals. Having a movie marathon with the good kind of butter on the popcorn with cups of hot chocolate in the day, going out to the beach to watch the sunset at dusk, then coming home to have sex until the sun comes up 💕
29. Three songs that you connect with right now.
She’s In The Rain by The Rose (I’ve been getting into them recently and they are wonderous)
Such a good question. I think ultimately it comes down to these five, though 1-4 were kind of an astounding cut above the rest of the books I read all year. All five of them are about love, pain, and resilience in different ways.
1. The Pull of the Stars by Emma Donohue
2. The Rehearsal by Eleanor Catton
3. Decreation by Anne Carson
4. In The Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado
5. A Ghost in the Throat by Doireann Ní Gríofa
9. Did you get into any new genres?
I got REALLY into ghost stories this year because I took an English class whose theme was literature & hauntings/ghosts, so through the class and outside of it I dove into lots of very classic spooky haunted stuff which was SO fun. I think I can definitively say ghost stories are the best stories. (This is a loophole, you see, because all stories are ghost stories >:))
12. Any books that disappointed you?
The Yellow House by Sarah M. Broom and Where The Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens both overstayed their welcome and would have been better (imo) if they shaved off a LOT of pages. It just sucks when a book goes from something you enjoy to something you're slogging through to get to something else.
I read about 23 books this year, which, according to Storygraph, numbered 6,443 pages altogether! And that is definitely an understatement given stuff I read for school and didn't chart, so I feel very good about all of that, and I am so grateful that the past two years I have brought reading consistently and copiously for fun and pleasure back into my life!!! Yay books!