Being ace due to trauma seriously sucks.
I used to be able to write smutty or erotic scenes in fic that now make me freeze up and panic. I used to be able to enjoy physical intimacy with my partner(s) and feel confident in myself. Now I'm sex repulsed through no fault of my own and it fucking sucks.
Is the level of acceptance for ace people in the community much better now than when I graduated high school in 2015? By leaps and fuckin bounds. Do I love my fellow aces? Very much. Mad respect.
But I won't lie and say I don't miss the ability to think about my own or a partner's nude body and feel excitement rather than fear/anxiety.
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the problem with the gospels is that i can only get 2 chapters in before i start asking questions. and none of my family wants to answer them becaise they think im questioning their faith when i just wanna have a fun discussion. let's discuss how god reproduces. did he create the whole zygote or did he just create the sperm . or was this like an asexual repro thing entirely. i need to go to church so bad but they let me raise my hand
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I feel so uncomfortable rn
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by the way ican say whatever i want about christianity bc a priest has literally called me the r slur for being gay
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We haven't spoken since The Week That Shall Not Be Discussed
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I'm so sleepy and just wanna sleep
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Ppl be like I'm Christian ✝️ :) and then only believe in some of it like the parts that they like LOLLL THE LORD WILL SPIT U OUT HIS MOUTH IF YOURE LUKEWARM BABE <3
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Priest Reading Bible
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#tb helu helu 💚❤️ #vsp #saintpaul #villagefeast #churcj #decorations #vsco #potd
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GOING TO CHURCJ A PURPOSE AMONG MANY. John 8:56 KJV Your father Abraham rejoiced to see my day: and he saw it, and was glad. I am thankful that God has done us good in the name of Jesus. But also trusting God to see His hand again in my particular areas where ì need Him. Come tomorrow to any of our churches or any other church.... Expecting seeing Him in your life by the grace of God! Hallelujah Happy Sunday celebration Apostle Gidongo Moses RECONCILIATION ARK CHRISTIAN CENTRE IN UGANDA,AFRICA. (at Mbale City Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfzPukVrrSz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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I know this is not my normal plush. But he is still so cute. His name is Church and he belongs to @puppit_kitten_art . She drew this beautiful picture and wanted me to create it. Name: Churcj Size: 9" Fabric type: cuddle faux fur Owner:@puppit_kitten_art Hand-sewn by me. Embroidery file done by @qualitycuddles @rehanraheem36 Artwork by @puppit_kitten_art Pattern: by @sewdesune #kittyplush #catplushie #plushcommunity #plushiesofinstagram #customplush #plushies #handmadewithlove #shopsmall #supportsmallbusiness #kogeiplushiesco #ilovewhatido #sewdesunepattern https://www.instagram.com/p/CZl0V7FOgNu/?utm_medium=tumblr
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yall think I can get out of church tomorrow if I play up my sick-ness?
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WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON IN RVB I HAVENT WATCHED IN SUCH A LONG TIME CABOOSE IS CRYING, WASH IS DYING, CHURCJ IS DEAD??, TUCKERS PISSED AND GRIFS A HERO AND NOW LOCUS IS FUCKING BACK??????????? I NEED TI START WATCHING AGAIN GOD DAMN
YES QUITE A LOT HAS HAPPENED!! I recommend that you watch season fifteen, now that the whole thing is available on youtube :0 Sorry you had to get spoiled for all of that stuff though... :(
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I should go to the store and get sum milk but I feel like shit
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Metropolitan United Church at twilight #toronto #churchstreet #metropolitanunitedchurch #churcjes #lights #twilight #night (at Metropolitan United Church) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqDmjS6BM9F/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=523ea5tm6r2g
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