#clara 🏛

[vestaclinicpod]

Audio Drama Sunday - 29th October

Happy Audio Drama Sunday! Such a busy week that I didn’t get to listen to half the shows that I intended to! At least that means there’s plenty to look forward to! 🎃

Big old spoilers!

🌲@hellofromthehallowoods (140) I had to listen to this episode in three sittings because I was so close to crying. WALT 😩 Riot finally hearing that someone is proud of her!! The way he talks to Daffy when she’s out of it. PLEASE. Hearing that he enjoys the rest. Help. I’m on the floor. And oh my god, Clara, this has ‘terrible idea’ written all over it. It’s so interesting that Percy was the one who was there because any other character would probably have given different advice. And the segment about Hector was so beautifully written 😭 Jonah was waiting to catch him 😭 please 😭. 

🏛 @the-mistholme-museum is back, babey! I’d forgotten just how much I loved these characters and the dynamic between them! Amina is bloody fantastic and I can’t wait to see what she brings to the table this season. Also, it’s making me physically sick that the bell is just sitting around on a desk. You’re a museum!!! Seal it in something which can’t be jostled!! You’re inviting trouble!!

🧛‍♂️ @re-dracula The train fiend strikes again. Oh, Madam Mina, I love you so.

I know I've missed out on so much good stuff like brand new The White Vault, The Love Talker and @malevolentcast and I'm so excited for new Nine Til Midnight!! Also the bonus Moonbase Theta, Out  - I can't wait for more Ashwini!!! So excited to catch up! 

[agendaculturaldelima]

#ProyeccionDeVida

🎥 Cine Arte San Marcos, presenta:

🎬 “GROMPES, CURUMÍ Y LA NIÑA DE LA PAPAYA”

🔎 Género: Documental / Medicina/ Vida rural

⏰ Duración: 82 minutos

✍️ Guión: Fernando Valdivia

💥 Argumento: Después de veinticinco años regresan a las lejanas selvas de Purús antiguas imágenes que entrelazan las vidas de una niña indígena perdida, un viejo curandero huni kuin y un nativo chitonahua que abandonó la vida nómade. El pasado vuelve para confrontar un presente en el que continúan luchando por sobrevivir en medio del aislamiento y marginación, donde el bosque es su principal aliado.

👥 Intervenciones: Grompes Puricho, Clara Belisario Nascimento, Amrnado Puricho, Margarita Puricho, Segundina Puricho y Roberto Puricho

📢 Dirección: Fernando Valdivia

© Productora: Teleandes Producciones

🌎 País: Perú

📅 Año: 2023

📽 PROYECCIÓN:

📆 Jueves 09 de Mayo

🕡 6:30pm.

🏛 Auditorio del Centro Cultural de San Marcos (av. Nicolás de Piérola 1222, Parque Universitario – Lima)

🚶♀️🚶♂️ Ingreso libre

[ladyvesuvia]

soo after the rollercoaster that our gossiping was (I loved it so much askdjdj) may I request a 🍸 with, say, James Potter? My name is Clara, I'm a straight girl (she/her), ENFP & libra if that's useful. i'm p short (5'3") with curly, dirty blond hair and blue eyes + glasses that I hate so I'll wear contacts until my last breath. I'm energetic, outgoing and adventurous. I'm often the one who tells others to 'cheer up' and 'live a little' and 'come on let's try this it'll be fun' because my optimism is unshakable (I get kinda overwhelming at times :( Though I also have a softer, reserved side who's a total romantic and a softie too. my hobbies include traveling, writing, reading, playing the piano & videogames! also love stargazing and am obsessed with the sky, space, and aviation. i have two left feet and can't cook at all tho 😔 also I'm really into rock music and vintage stuff esp vintage clothes from the 40s/50s. hope this is enough and thank you so much! 💜

PLS ME TOO it’s now a core memory 😌 also have i told u how pretty u are omfg- i’m so glad we’re almost the same height *convulses*

ANYWAY THIS IS KINDA LONG I APOLOGIZE

HOW THE TWO OF YOU MET

james is a brat. that’s a fact and we all know it. now, i’m not sure how much you play the piano but for the sake of this one i’m gonna go with this.

when you were eight, you attended a recital and james, who was nine during that moment, happened to be out with his parents and he got distracted by something . . . playing from the distance. by the time he made it near, he pushed the heavy door open to find you at the low stage, focused on playing:

bewitched, he walked down the stairs, his eyes fixed on you and all. his parents were terrified, ready to use the summoning charm on him when he was just listening to a girl his age play something so captivating. somehow, he made it to the middle row and so he took a seat.

you still wore glasses around that time and james personally thought it was pretty cool seeing someone with “muggle goggles.” he knew what they were called but he just preferred calling it that way. it wasn’t until the door swung open again to reveal mr. fleamont potter calling back his son did james snap out of his daze. for one second, you risked a glance over to the boy walking away only to look back again to what you were playing, glad that you managed to keep on going.

james never forgot that very tune. in fact, he’d even hum it unintelligibly everywhere. and when i say everywhere, i mean EVERYWHERE. so when he was about to doze off in the great hall on his first day as a second year student, he was only lazily watching the sorting when you got up and he was like wait a minute…

PLS THE WAY HE JUST SAT THERE RIGID AF as he waited for u to be sorted but u were a hatstall. you were like pfft i’ll probably get sorted to ravenclaw but nope u were sorted to gryffindor. you didn’t have classes together because ofc you were one year below him. the only times you saw each other would be when you were sitting alone after your new friends have gone back into the room and you had sheet music all over because you were trying to get it in your muscle memory and stuff like that.

the first time that you talked was next year when he awkwardly asked you if you wanted to go to hogsmeade with him and you’re like “oh, i wish i could but i’m a second year.” but then he told you to take this paper. ofc the marauders map wasn’t made till 1974 or 1975 but let’s just say it was kinda some beta testing and he’s like “you get to try it first. now you take this route” bleh bleh you were confused why this guy was helping you get to hogsmeade but you wanted to check out hogsmeade so you went.

so yeah that was when you two finally became friends :))

——

HEADCANONS ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP

— before you started becoming close with him, he liked to tease you and your glasses and he even tried wearing it himself and he’s like “how can you even see” HAHZHSHAA so when you came back on your fourth year and james was in his fifth, he was like “where’s clara we’re matching now” but then he sees you not wearing them and ofc he’s like sheeeesh but also “wait we were supposed to be matching why are you suddenly seeing clearly” SIR SHE’S WEARING CONTACTS

— when someone tries on his glasses he gets mf annoyed cos of the fingerprints and he tries to use spells and stuff but you just give him the small thing u use to wipe glasses with and he keeps it like omfg yay

— i also like to think that he once looked through your music sheets and he’s like “nutcracker?” and you just go like “oh, yeah, i like to think i’m clara sometimes.” “but you are clara.” “no, no, i mean the main character in the nutcracker.” and you launch into this storytelling about what the nutcracker is and HE LISTENS SO INTENSELY AND EVEN ASKS QUESTIONS

— it wasn’t until summer when he turned seventeen and got his apparition license did he tell you that he had a crush on you since that one recital just so he could suddenly poof.

— you didn’t see him until, like, the departure to hogwarts. on the hogwarts express, you confronted him and told him he should’ve told you sooner because you’d been crushing on him since he sneaked you to hogsmeade and BOI HE WAS SO MF HAPPY

— so when you two finally started dating, you two often went on spontaneous adventures. he loves how adventurous and crafty you are. imagine just him thinking “wanna go to ness point?” and you’d be all “why ask? ‘course i do.”

— AND THE COMPLIMENTS. he always tells you he likes your vintage dresses despite teasing you back then for it. “that’s so thirty years ago.” HAHAHAHA naur but he loves them on you and he even finds you clothes he thinks you’d like omfg this man would be absolutely head over heels for you. he’d go to sleep and think “well, nine year old james, you did it, deer.”

[agendaculturaldelima]

#AmigosInolvidables

📖 “LA MÚSICA ORQUESTAL PERUANA” 🎼 🎻♬

💥 La publicación nos brinda una visión panorámica de la música orquestal peruana producida entre los años 1945 y 2020, así como su contexto histórico. En “La música orquestal peruana” se analizan obras representativas de compositores que emplean diferentes técnicas y estilos o alcanzan una recepción especial, aplicando varios métodos, de acuerdo a sus aspectos estilísticos y técnicos. La música orquestal peruana se ha escrito apelando a las más notables técnicas de composición de los periodos moderno y posmoderno. Este libro es un reflejo de la búsqueda de una identidad musical nacional y a su vez latinoamericana, una materia muy poco estudiada en nuestro país, que además coloca como tema central a la sociedad multicultural peruana y a la música como un importante punto para la construcción de la identidad.

✍️ Autora: Clara Petrozzi [violista, pedagoga de violín y viola, compositora y musicóloga]

🎤 Comentarios: Lydia Hung (Presidenta de la Comisión Organizadora), Diego Puertas (Vicepresidente de Investigación), Víctor Hugo Ñopo (Director del Instituto de Investigación), Aurelio Tello (Editor responsable de la revista Antec), Pablo Sabat (maestro) y Nilo Velarde (compositor).

📕 Editorial: Instituto de Investigación a través del Fondo Editorial y Publicaciones de la UNM.

📌 PRESENTACIÓN DEL LIBRO:

 📆 Viernes 12 de Abril

🕛 12:00m.

🏛 Universidad Nacional de Música (av. Emancipación 180 – Centro de Lima)

   🚶‍♀️🚶‍♂️ Ingreso libre

🔵 El dato: Transmisión en Facebook Live de la institución.

📝 CV.- (Lima, 1965) se dedica al repertorio peruano y latinoamericano, escribiendo sobre la obra de los compositores Celso Garrido-Lecca, Edgar Valcárcel (tesis de maestría, 2002) y sobre la música orquestal peruana desde 1945 en su tesis doctoral en la Universidad de Helsinki (2009). Es autora de artículos en revistas peruanas, latinoamericanas y finlandesas. Desde el año 2011, ofrece recitales para viola sola y viola y piano con diferentes pianistas. A partir de 2014 colabora con la pianista brasileña Claudia Graupner, grabando el disco Violaluz (2020), dedicado a la música nacional para viola. Estrena obras de compositores latinoamericanos, incluyendo las que le han dedicado Rafael L. Junchaya (Perú) y Sergio Castrillón (Colombia) en Finlandia, además de participar en las primeras audiciones de música de cámara con el conjunto Aurinko, del cual fue cofundadora (2010), enfocado en el repertorio latinoamericano. Se desempeña profesora y organizadora de cursos sobre músicas del mundo, latinoamericana y peruana en la Universidad de Helsinki y Universidad Abierta. Ha compuesto obras vocales, música de cámara, óperas de cámara y piezas para orquesta de cuerdas.

[ladyvesuvia]

omg pls ignore this i’m just listing these down because i forget what emojis i used 🤧

#alyssa ⛱ -> @hey-there-angels

#anne 🖋 -> @annemagus

#ari 🎧 -> @dracoscum

#ash 🌋 -> @justadreamyhufflepuff

#ash ☄️ -> @henqtic

#amelia 🪁 -> @fives-cup-of-coffee

#angie 🛸 -> @/gingerale2017

#belly 🫑 -> @underappreciated-spoon-321

#cinta 📯 -> @dr4cking

#clai 🪴 -> @prongs103

#clara 🏛 -> @musicallisto

#dahlia 🦜 -> @wnters

#daniela 🎡 -> @elevatorsdoor

#dave 🚀 -> @arsonist-twink

#dorcy 🌴 -> @dorcasmeadowesx

#eli 🌀 -> @helleli

#ella 👠 -> @toms-diary

#em 🐳 -> @pansyslut

#ev 💎 -> @mullthingsoverinthehotwater

#eve 🍂 -> @slut4drvc0

#fae 🧚🏻‍♀️ -> @faeinorbit

#faith ☮️ -> @l0vely-lupin

#fjorela 🌷 -> @fjorelaant

#hellohellook 🗝 -> @/hellohellook

#holly 🧚🏻‍♀️ -> @/gothboutique

#izzy 🐸 -> @messrsmoonee

#jade 🐛 -> @ronsmommy

#jam 🫐 -> @just-another-multifangirl

#jas 🌱 -> @mnachopsis

#jazzie 🕺🏻 -> @starless-starkov

#jean 🦋 -> @babydraco04

#jen 🥝 -> @scvrllet

#jena 💘 -> @harmqnia

#kay 🍕 -> @/prettygirlkay

#kelly 🐥 -> @anchoeritic

#kenzia 🧪 -> @/l-lethal

#kerensia 🐺 -> @kerensia

#laura 🍁 -> @avrilstaro

#leah 🎶 -> @dracoscene

#leyla 🍹 -> @/leydileyla

#lia 🐚 -> @holden-caulfield

#liane 🍯 -> @amourtentiaa

#lin 🐯 -> @/gwlvr

#lydia 📀 -> @cupids-crystals

#lyn 🍒 -> @railmeharrypotter

#mais 🌽 -> @mais-e

#mackenzie 🩰 -> @seekinglumos

#mara 🌼 -> @untowardflower

#mariz 🍨 -> @mrzweasley

#meg 🦈 -> @maggiebuchanan

#mei 🏹 -> @meiitanoia

#melli 💌 -> @/mellifluousart

#mimi ⛰ -> @/mistress-riddle

#monique 📼 -> @mjoubertt-1

#my pupper 🦭 -> just my dog nala hehe

#nala 🧸 -> @harrysnosebleed

#naomie 🌻 -> @mwahforpeter

#nia ♠️ -> @eunoniaa

#nicole 🍓 -> @ronsbadidea

#oeuryale ♟ -> @oeuryale

#orion 💫 -> @o-rion-sta-r

#pals 🍎 -> @potters-heart

#paola 🪨 -> @mendesxruel

#paula ⭐️ -> @mauvea

#rach 🎀 -> @omgrachwrites

#raine 🌧 -> @oquelieauskeeper

#rhea 🦖 -> @hellounicorn

#rosie 🌹 -> @destourtereaux

#rue 🎖 -> @/dreamy-clousds

#sabina 🏝 -> @freddieweasleyswife

#samine 🍬, #juniper 🍬 -> @samineisntmyname

#sapphire 💠 -> @souco

#sel 🍇 -> @booksarealwaysbettersworlds-blog

#sia 💡 -> @creeping156tin

#sof 🪓 -> @/gxtitobxby

#sophia 💘 -> @fredsghost

#sophie 🧼 -> @aetheralist

#talia 🤎 -> @slutforsalvatore

#tiffany 🌸 -> @lcvemalfcy

#val 💝 -> @nevsmommy

#velma 🎞 -> @shadesofvelma

#vesuvia 🥨 -> @ladyvesuvia

[ladyvesuvia]

he told me he's sorry he doesn't feel the same way but it's good that i said it so i guess this is where the story ends </3 no more adventures for now :')

oh 👁💧👄💧👁

i’m sorry that happened omfg how are u rn bb???? :< u can rant if u wanna ily :*

[ladyvesuvia]

✧˖°࿐hi Ves how are you? <3 I hope life is treating you well and everything is going great for you!! & i'm back with another story about mr. i could carry her asddjxjxjd cause I know you enjoy my Y/N life 🤚

so last night I was trying to sleep (at college in my dorm) when the dudes in the room immediately upstairs mine started wreaking HAVOC everywhere, stomping and dragging their chairs and like? bitch it's 11:30pm what are you doing? anyway this goes on for a little while so I just grab my phone send my Best Frenemy a text like "hey dude do you know who's in room 416 and if you know them can you beat them up" and then I went to sleep assuming he wouldn't see it because it was late and he isn't the type to reply instantly or be on his phone all the time. but this morning I check my phone and he replied at 11:31pm (immediately!) asking me if they were speaking loudly and I couldn't sleep. and at breakfast he came up to me and asked what had happened and how long they had been making noise for (and told me he could tell I hadn't slept lmfao thanks) and then he said "dw I'll take care of it for you tonight" and I was like,,, I'm not the type to let men fight my battles but it sure is nice when they do asdflgbd. and Lastly today was a very hot day so I carried my fan everywhere, and I asked him if he couldn't like build me something that would automatically shake the fan for me cause my wrist is getting tired , since he's good at engineering and stuff, and he said "no get lost I've got priorities" and I said "so I'm not your priority?" and he kind of hesitated there and said "no, however if you pay me..." asdkdkwiks yeah I'll pay you to shut the fuck up dork. anyway thought you'd like this story <3

i do ❤️❤️❤️

OMFG??? WAIT BESTIE ADMIT IT YOU’RE Y/N

naur cos fr u do be the main character 😔 how are you not admitting you like him when you do 😡😡😡

I'm not the type to let men fight my battles but it sure is nice when they do

SHAHSHAHHAHA PLS I LOVE THIS PART SM LIKE i’m cool and independent but if you’re gonna do me a favor then thank you very much

THE HESITATION

the subtle flirting ✋🏻 as captain wingwoman i declare this ✨pining✨

BABE

AAAA A A A SJDJKSAKA A. A AKAKAKWEK

idk what to say even just-

i’m getting secondhand love feelings for this guy out of support y’all are my ship 🙄☝️

[ladyvesuvia]

Update: Ves the party did not go as planned,,,, basically I sprained my ankle and am now laying on the sofa cursing all the stars in the sky for being such a moron 😭

so is he going to carry you again 🤨

[ladyvesuvia]

Ves I'm going to a party tonight and Mr. I Could Carry Her will be there I think and I know he's just a friend but our conversations pumped me asjxjdjd so do you perhaps want an update tomorrow morning or

YES I DO AS SOON AS YOU CAN PLEASE AGH I LOVE MR. I COULD CARRY HER

[ladyvesuvia]

HOW IS IT LESS ANXIETY INDUCING TO YOU THAN A GECKO I CAN'T COMPREHEND

i loathe geckos ok 😭

i mean i wouldn’t want to sleep in a room with a spider in it but it’s better than a gecko for me because geckos just make me want to…do stuff that i cannot say

[ladyvesuvia]

VES WHAT THE FUCK THAT SPIDER PIC

it’s pretty ok 😔

here watch this

[ladyvesuvia]

also Ves! now that you're here lol, this is for my tagging system - do you have a favorite emoji, or one that you really like or associate with you? if you don't have one, I'll just pick based on your vibes! 💜

omg any,,, so surprise me 😋✨

[ladyvesuvia]

✧˖°࿐ oh wow ok yeah your situation is a bit complicated indeed, especially because of the gap between the moment he confessed and the moment you saw it like i know it wasn't your fault and i'm not blaming you for anything but imagine confessing your feelings to someone and them not responding for 6 months AJDSJDUWBEB i think i'd die on the spot😭😭 but i think there's a pretty high chance he's still up for it bc crushes like that don't go away that easily! so like maybe try dropping hints that you're into him, test the waters and see if he still likes you? or be upfront and tell him directly cause you have nothing to lose! do you guys see each other irl or just talk via message/discord?

also about my friend i have a lot of stories but they're not extremely eventful it's just really... our dynamic i guess? like it's very teasing, very bantery all the time and it's so much fun. also idk how to explain this but he often validates me? like there's the space thing but there's also how he speaks of spain with a lot of admiration, and i'm spanish so that's a big part of my culture&heritage so seeing him so enthusiastic about it is very heartwarming. he tries to speak spanish every time he sees me and knows like 2 sentences but he really tries😭 also one time we were watching a movie and we were all sprawled on the sofa and he kind of fell asleep on me, which was a nice bonding moment when we weren't bullying each other asdfghjkl

NO NO WE’RE GOOD FRIENDS i responded like about weeks later and sent him a link to duolingo 💀 PLS I WAS CONFUSED WHY WAS HE SO COLD I JUST WANTED TO LEARN ITALIAN WITH AWARDS we see each other in school and stuff and when quarantine became a thing and things ended between me and his best friend he even taught me how to boil an egg-

we were classmates the school year that followed skdjeiw but it was good we talked often and we watched movies a lot last month in scener (streaming website) it was hella fun. we talk to each other irl too tho we were classmates like sy 2018-2019 and 2020-2021 he’s a nice guy 🤧 heck we were even paired up for the class play we had- NOBODY BETTER SNITCH OR I WILL RIOT we have this pic where we’re sitting on a tree i mean it was for the poster but ngl that boosts me- last time we talked was last tuesday hshshs idk rlly it’s so weird to be talking about him like this omfg ANYWAYS-

I KNOW BUT THAT’S STILL CUTE FOR YOU TWO OMFG. wait yall colonized us 😡 jk ily i forgive you kinda jk fr jokes aside hHAHSHAA THAT’S SO SWEET OF HIM WTF

this is definitely him trynna speak in spanish

HAHAHAHAHAHAA HE’S SO PRECIOUS OMG

BAEFY HE FELL ASLEEP ON U?????? WHAT DO U MEAN THERE’S NOTHING THERE??? THERE’S EVERYTHING THERE. i know, i know, iT’S coMplEtELy plAtoNic. naur, it’s tectonic. actually idk i’m just giving words new meanings that have nothing to do with them BUT YEA OMFG THAT’S JUST SO FLUFFY

YOUR EXPERIENCE WITH HIM IS LITERALLY THE ENTIRETY OF FLUFF FICS WYM

[ladyvesuvia]

✧˖°࿐ AND OMG VES ABOUT YOUR OWN CRUSH (or semi crush... or undefined status...) my only advice is GO FOR IT!!! he sounds really really sweet and late night talks are <333 and he's even confessed to liking you!!! i say GET IT! if it works out it will be a story for the ages, and if it doesn't well it doesn't have to be awkward or 'ruin' anything; but i understand where you're at right now. if you want to keep gushing about him feel free to do so in askbox or dm's at any moment because I love hearing people's crush stories 💜💜

omfg clara i love u ok wait imma keep under the cut also yall better not reblog this or ill riot 🤺

BUT IT’S IT’S COMPLICATED OK 😭✋🏻 a friend of mine likes him (she’s unsure if she still does tho) and i had a thing with his best friend like last year after crushing on aforementioned best friend of his in early 2019 which is why when i got added to their discord server i looked up my name and i saw him talking to his friends

one friend of his was like “oh i might like her just a little bit but didn’t you like her” and guy was like “not anymore”

because btw after that confession i didn’t really see it i was just trying to respond to everyone happy new year omfg i didn’t see “yooo year’s ending so i might as well confess but i actually have a crush on you bye happy new year”

PLS THAT’S WHY HE WAS COLD WHEN I SENT HIM A LINK TO DUOLINGO A FEW DAYS LATER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i don’t even know if he still likes me 💀 the last time he confirmed was early june when he told my friend about liking me again because we watched movies and stuff agh anyway i’ll just pull a clara and be glad he’s a friend jk ily this isn’t clara slander hHAHAHAUAHAHAHAHA

ok i’ll stop

FEEL FREE TO TELL ME MORE ABT HIM TOO I’M RIGHTFULLY NOSY AND I NEED SOME GOSSIP IN MY LIFE 😭

[ladyvesuvia]

✧˖°࿐ but another wholesome moment was when we were all on vacation together and it was time for dinner, and he was the only one missing bc he was upstairs reading or studying I think? so I called him for dinner and when he got down he was like, "who called for me?" and i said it was me and he looked almost flustered?? i think he said something like, "thank you for noticing i was missing" (because no one else had) and i just answered, "that's what friends are for ;)" echoing the same thing he had said to me when I was feeling down a few weeks earlier. we have a very very teasing sort of friendship like butting heads all the time so this was the most tender exchange we've ever had askxdjjddj (quoting something I said to him once when he said I was funny, "this is the nicest thing you've ever said to me, the second nicest being hello"). So even if it goes nowhere, I'm really glad I have him as a friend!

SORRY I RAMBLED LMFAOO wow I can never shut up this is getting concerning

WAIT NO BECAUSE THE WAY MY HAND WENT UP TO MY MOUTH I FEEL LIKE I’M WATCHING A BITTERSWEET ROMCOM

thank you for noticing i was missing

that’s what friends are for

I AM AWARE YOU’VE ACCEPTED IT ALREADY BUT YOU CAN’T TELL ME THERE’S 100% NOTHING THERE WTF

also i forgot to put this on the other ask but: THEY HAVE GOT TO STOP DOING THAT INTENSE STARE THAT LOOKS LIKE “i like you, you are everything to me goodness you are just so immaculate” WHEN REALLY THEY’RE JUST THINKING ABOUT WHAT THEY SHOULD EAT NEXT AGH

i know you’re just friends but damn permission to ship please <3

[ladyvesuvia]

✧˖°࿐ VES YOUR REACTION OMG ASKDJDJDB it was so funny to read and your enthusiasm about this story is my absolute everything, it's even stronger than my embarrassment at telling my love life misfortunes on the vast internet 🤪 and yeah I lowkey regret I didn't actually pretend I was asleep askxjdjs but I guess I'll never know what could've happened! but yeah those late night talks are my absolute favorite (with him and anyone! late night talks with your friends? 10/10 indescribable experience)! and to answer your questions, yeah we still talk often! we're close friends as i said (or so i consider him, he's one of my close guy friends i'd say like we've been on vacation together & stuff) and we hang out a lot with our other friends. and as for does he like me, 90% sure no? like, for a while I thought maybe he might bc we were getting a bit close and i often caught him staring at me but it's just how he is, kinda stares at everyone (not in a creepy way😭) but i misread the signals. the story is a bit messy actually bc he was into this other girl who is a very good friend of mine, but she wasn't into him and got together with another friend in our group and it all lowkey happened under wraps (but you know how news travel in a friend group...) so he was understandably pretty shattered and i was like, oh shit oh shit abort mission WRONG moment to make a move VERY WRONG. the whole time i was like, how do I tell him I've been where he is and I'm here for him if he needs someone to listen to him or get his mind off things... without actually telling him because I'm not supposed to know about the whole ordeal in the first place? anyway weird place to be in and that turned down any and all feelings i might have started catching for him out of respect and also because he said stuff that makes it undeniably clear that he likes me in a very platonic way. fortunately I wasn't deeply infatuated with him or anything, it was just "oh, this might happen? well, this didn't happen, too bad. rlly glad we're friends though :) " so getting "over him" was easy. but for the most part I truly felt for him because that must've been terrible to see this girl you like with her new boyfriend all the time. i've been there before as i've said and uhh really don't recommend it to anyone </3 but I did blush and wonder "likes me? likes me not?" like a schoolgirl a little more than I probably should have lol

I REFLECT ENERGIES MKAY THE ENTHUSIASM WAS NECESSARY AND I STAND BY IT

AW WAIT NO I WISH HE’S BETTER NOW 🤧 it’s nice to know you’re both still in touch omfg

90% sure? the 10% is there for a reason

JK I UNDERSTAND AHDBFHSHA also why do i feel like pretend to sleep was a diamond choice in a choices game 😭😭😭

i feel bad for him tho that must’ve sucked

this was a rollercoaster of emotions in the best way possible i’m enjoying this discussion a little too much you could tell i miss dishing with the guys my friends like in the classroom