#come home okieeee!!!!!!

[starryficsfinishwen]

✧。◟ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇ — lee hyperreal x reader [PGR] [Happy Activation Day, Lee!!]

darling, you're the one I want

a.n. - self-indulgent comfort because I badly needed one. ALSO??? IT'S ACTUALLY LEE ACTIVATION DAY?!?! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE I LOVE YOU (COME HOME WHEN YOU COME TO GLOBAL, I'M SHARING THIS WITH YOU TOO READERS AND MUTUALS <3 <3 <3) I guess this is also short because I wasn't prepared (unplanned, the other one [NSFW] a little secret is the one who is planned LOL)

words - 1,458

pairing - hyperreal!lee x commandant (no specific genders mentioned, tho implied female)

warnings - none. comfort. super soft fluff with lee hyperreal. lowercase for the aesthetic™ I guess a bit suggestive?? because something happened to y'all the other night 👀

the first light of day cascades through your windows and lands on your outstretched hand.

as the outside world began its usual morning routine — the sound of machines clanking, chattering as the white noise, daylight dancing on the palm of your hand — you should wake up. a long, long list of things to do is waiting for you. Lucia and Liv could be in the maintenance room and you're needed for more paper works. but you don't — all you could think about was the warmth of the occupied space beside you, intertwined with you under the sheets.

Lee is here. Lee's sleeping beside you.

he's on his side, sleeping soundly, as one hand grasped yours, the other draped on your bare hips. both of your legs are tangled, your body nearly leaning onto him. his usual stoic face was relaxed, an expression you rarely see during the war. while the battlefield may have scorned his appearance, only moments like this would allow you to see Lee drop his guard down and show his human side.

propping a hand to support your head, you couldn't help but look at your sleeping lover. you've always known Lee has been so handsome; even when he had his Entropy frame, humans or constructs would approach him and ask for his number. but you couldn't help but laugh at that memory. this man is yours; unfortunate to them, but he's the one who is part of Gray Raven and the one who owns your heart.

was this the first time Lee was with you in bed? you usually see him after you wake up, preparing your morning coffee, the papers on your desk arranged accordingly. right now, he's actually beside you.

pride and love well up in your chest. although he may have given up his humanity years ago, you couldn't help but think about how you've learned to adore him. unclasping from his hand, you lightly touched his face.

tracing his face. from the blonde locks covering his closed eyes, to the shape of his jaw. from the chin, you drifted to the slope of his nose, the softness of his cheek. you tenderly traced the outline of his lips, which made you smile, as the events of last night replayed in your mind, the thought that made you blush and joyful. you may have studied all the lessons the F.O.S. taught you, but no one was there to write a book about Lee. and so, you couldn't help but want to touch every part of him that you could.

as you do, you couldn't help but think now; the war, the punishing virus, the ones you love. fear may be evident as it grows fondly like your endearment for Lee, but you solely believe in hope: in hope that one day, a world where you could roam with Lee and your team, and other people in Babylonia, without anything to destroy life anymore.

you leaned and kissed the corners of his mouth. one kiss turned into little kisses that littered across his jaw, up until the eyelids. your heart is heavy with endearment — you want to kiss Lee without hesitation, without a pause.

fortunately for you, Lee was already awake. the moment you started to touch him, he woke up from his slumber. but hearing you squeaking with joy, he let you have your moment. until you started kissing him anywhere but his lips.

jolting up, he took your wrist and flipped you over: you are under him, wrists lightly held above your head. “good morning, commandant.” said Lee, the raspy, morning voice making you smile with pleasure.

“good morning,” you replied, voice scratchy, “I think you made me lose my voice. how am I supposed to talk to the council now?”

“mm, that's not my fault.” he leaned down to nuzzle your exposed neck, breath tickling your shoulders, “I can tell them to reschedule. you need the rest after all.”

“still your fault. I still have so much to do.”

“why don't you do it then?”

you sighed, playfully rolling your eyes, “a certain someone made me lose the ability to walk.”

Lee lifted his head to reveal a smirk that made you want to wipe off of his face. “oh, really? that's unfortunate. would you tell me who it is?”

He let your hands go, still caging you in between him. deciding to play along with his game, you wrap your arms around his neck, laughing. “mm, well, he's good-looking. definitely an eye candy.”

“mhm, and?”

“he has blonde hair. a cute guy.”

“I think I get the image. what else?”

“a strange guy. he's also really shy but somehow switches personalities when there's no one else around.”

“really? that is a strange guy. I think you should stay away from him.”

“ah, I should, but that's a shame.” you mirrored his grin, “after all, he just told me that I should stay a little longer.”

a faint blush dusted his cheeks. he leaned down, lips closer to yours, that you could feel the thrumming of his heartbeat. “mm...if I told you to stay a little longer, would you?”

you pulled him closer, his body now touching on top of yours. two hearts now mirroring each other's beats. “I would,” you whispered, turning to kiss wherever your lips could reach, “I would stay with you.”

you wish you would. you wish it would stay forever like this: on a bed on a work morning, skipping whatever the hell was out for the both of you. for a split second, the image you had earlier reappeared in your thoughts: a white gown, a floral arc, an aisle, and the man in a suit waiting for you at the end of the aisle.

such thoughts shouldn't happen, but your heart, oh. you could never imagine the future without a Lee — Morian — in it.

“I love you, Lee.”

the three magic words that you've always wanted to tell him all the time. Lee didn't answer. instead, he nuzzles the warmth of your cheek. then the other. aiding him in his ministrations, your fingers tangle themselves in the softness of his hair. the shuffling of the blanket, the tangling of your legs. he moves downward now; kissing the edge of your jaw, to the crook of your neck, the dip of your clavicle. he looks at you, a twinkle in his eye as he kissed the back of your hand, to the inside of your palm.

he straddles you by the hips. you remember a construct's body may be different from that of a regular human, but to see the outlines of his torse, a transparent, glowing blue light from his spine, only made you look back at him with awe. you trace the outline, to which he holds your hand fondly.

“I've always seen you like a god.” Lee confesses. as he held your hand to his chest (his heart was beating erratically now), he spoke more of his feelings. “you have always been too kind to me, even though I can be brash and apathetic. you only show me mercy, and I don't even know how to repay you.”

“being alive and being here is enough for me.” you whispered, the pal of your hand flat against his erratic heart, “I can't imagine a life without Lee. without Morian.”

You felt his heart skip. He only chuckles, “I can't get enough of you saying my name. it feels...unusual.”

“I love you, Morian.”

He exhales. Taking your hand and kissing the palm of it once more, before looking at you with his tender cerulean irises, he whispers.

“I love you more, [Y/N].”

no one is alone here now. only two lovers, laughing under the sheets, incessant touches here and there, that only they can share with one another.

“w-wait!” you exclaimed, prying Lee away from you for a moment, “I forgot to give you something.”

Lee cocked his head, “what?”

you pecked his lips, grinning, “happy birthday, Lee.”

“really? that's it?” he laughs, holding your hips, “thank you, [Y/N].”

“I have a gift for you.”

“oh? what is it?”

excitingly rolling to your side of the bed, you pulled out a ribbon. looking at Lee, you carefully place the ribbon on top of your head. Lee's eyes darken with an expression you're now slowly getting used to.

“I'm your present.”

“...how am I supposed to open my present if they're already open?”

You wink, legs shyly opening. “there's more to come.”

and so, that was how your day goes, as the day bleeds into the nighttime. Lee doesn't know though, the real present that sits on your drawer, waiting for the right time to be opened.

comments, likes, reblogs are appreciated!! please don't copy or plagiarize my work!

[melobin]

hi !! just a question .. so i moved countries (continents even 😞) recently and back in my home country pcs were sold through twitter .. and i heard you use depop! is depop safe 😞 i know it’s such a dumb question but I HAVE TRAUMA W GETTING SCAMMED 😭😭😭😭 i just want a eunseok pc !!! my own bias has never come home 💔

it’s okieeee !! i’ve never been scammed through depop!! i’ve been buying pcs on there for around 4 years now? i’ve had one hendery pc get lost in the mail but the seller sent me proof that they sent it but other than that it’s been okay !! best thing to do is if you’re worried to check the sellers reviews and ratings before hand !! but i agree with that .. my biases never come home but i did get an eunseok pc in the first album so i won’t complain 💔

[grex-statera]

Chapter 6: Heart to Heart - Spring, Year 1

One word to describe the descent into the mines: Maddening. But in an exciting and maybe positive kind of way. Only if you're as optimistic as Ellie, though.

The entirety of last Sunday was spent with Linus in the morning and Marlon in the afternoon. Ellie almost felt like an old man herself.

The first time she went down into the mines was with Marlon.

Marlon: Remember: be alert about your surroundings. If you feel faint or claustrophobic, tell me immediately. We can't have you losing consciousness in here. I can carry you, but I have a bad leg and I'll have to worry about the monsters that will attack us, so don't make it hard for me. Understood?

Marlon was quite scary, but Elliot understands. He's just being careful.

The trip went smoothly. They reached the 20th floor of the mines on the first day. There was an underground lake and a safe area to rest at. They even found an old steel sword for Ellie.

Marlon: Not bad. At least you can keep up. I think I'm quite confident letting you go on your own in here.

Ellie: Really? Thank you.

Marlon: Don't let it get to your head, though. I'm sure there'll be a time when you will pass out in here or be gravely injured. I'll have to be more diligent with my patrols from now own.

Ellie felt kind of bad.

Ellie: I promise I'll be careful.

Marlon: Yeah, that's basic exploration etiquette anyway. Don't sweat it. Even the best adventurers make mistakes sometimes.

Brrriiiiiiiinngggggggggggg!!!!

The loud timer brought Elliot back to the present. Her thoughts couldn't help but go back to that time whenever she was unoccupied.

Today was Wednesday, though or as Abigail like to call it: Wmovie Wednesday.

She got invited to join their little group. 'The ASS gang', as Abby affectionately called it.

Abby: Cus it's Abby, Sam and Seb. But if we're gonna add you, it'll still be the same but looks more classy. ASS with an E at the end. Pretty cute, right?

Ellie found herself getting roped more into Abby's group lately. She did try to hang out with Leah and Elliot just as much, though.

Abby's group was fun and wild, while Leah and Elliot were more tame and quiet. Two sides of the same coin.

Elliot got the mini blueberry tarts from the oven. The smell was heavenly. It was a recipe from Pierre so she figured she'd try her hand at making it and bringing some to Abby's.

Her phone lit up with a new message.

Abby: Heyyyy!! Starting in a bit, u coming??

Ellie: Yeah, just getting ready. I'll be there. Wait for me :((

Abby: Sure sure nw :)

Ellie packed the tarts in a Tupperware and headed out.

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Ellie: Am outside. Door's locked :(

Abby: Okieeee coming out

Abby was there in a bit to unlock the store door.

Abby, in her best customer service voice: Welcome to Pierre's!

Ellie: Thank you, Pierre Jr. What seeds do you have in stock today?

The two girls laughed.

Ellie: Just kidding. Brought some tarts.

Abby: OOOOOOOOOHHHHHH!!!! Can't wait to try! Come on, the guys are waiting in the studio.

Ellie thought it was quite awesome that Abby had a studio at her place. It's usually used as a function hall by her mom's aerobics club but only on Tuesdays.

Sam and Seb were on the floor, picking out movies to watch. There were bags of chips and soda cans beside them.

Abby: Behold! The baby has arrived.

Ellie: Baby?

Sam: Hahaha, cus you're the new guy in the group.

Ellie smirked. Then sat down beside Abby.

Ellie: Brought tarts. You guys want?

Sam: Oooooh, what kind of tart?

Ellie: Blueberry. Pierre's recipe. Thought I'd give it a try.

Abby: OMG that's cute.

Ellie set down the container and opened it. Abby and Sam took one each.

Ellie: Don't want one, Seb?

Sebastian was busy going thru the downloaded movies on his laptop.

Seb: Maybe later.

Ellie: 'mkay.

Abby: Ough, this tart's so good. I kinda miss mom now.

Ellie: Oh? Your parents aren't home?

Abby: Nah, probably went to the next town or the city. I don't really know. But they always go out on Wednesdays for a day off.

Ellie: I see. I brought one for each of them too, by the way. Maybe Pierre can give me a feedback on how well I did.

Abby: Aw, I'm sure he'll like this.

The group agreed to watch a couple of horror movies for the rest of the afternoon. The last one ended at around 3 pm.

Sam: Nice, still early. One more?

Ellie: Nah, I'm good. Think I'll head to the mines for the rest of the day.

Sam: Wow, you're really obsessing over that place, huh? Can't blame you, though. It's not everyday you become an official member of the Adventurer's Guild.

Abby: Ohhhhh. I wish I could be one too! But my parents are gonna kill me if they knew I've been going to the mines on my own. You know how dad can be.

Ellie: I can just teach you some sword techniques if you want. Get a taste of that adventurer spirit.

Seb: Nah, don't enable her. You'll just get her in trouble.

Abby: Hey! Killjoy.

Abby rolled her eyes. Sebastian ignored her, savoring his tart.

Ellie: Ugh. You ever had any fun in your life, Sebastian?

Seb: Sure.

Ellie just stared at him, frowning.

Ellie: Right, well, think I'll get going now. Thanks for the movies, guys.

Sam: Sure thing, Ells. Let's hang out again when you're not busy.

Ellie: Yeah, just text me. I'll just get my Tupperware maybe tomorrow, Abby.

Abby: Yeah, no worries. I'll tell mom.

Abby walked Ellie to the door then went back to the studio.

Abby: Dude, you're kinda annoying, y'know?

Seb, bewildered: Uh? And what did I do this time?

Abby: I dunno, but it's like... I dunno but that was kinda annoying. Like, you ignored Elliot the whole time and then sneered at her? Come on, man.

Seb: Hey, first of all: I didn't ignore her. Second: I didn't sneer at her. When did these things ever happen??

Sam: Ehhhh, let me think. Counterpoint to your first point: you kinda ignored her tart when she offered. Counterpoint to your second point: you didn't want her to spend time with Abby.

Seb: Hey, I DID get a tart - and it's good, by the way - and I just said that 'cause Abby had been in trouble with that sort of thing before! It's not a big deal.

Sam: Alright, alright. I guess so. But now she thinks you're no fun.

Seb: Well, you guys know that I AM fun. Who cares what she thinks?

Abby: Dude, she's our friend now. Can't you just be a little nicer?

Seb: Man. Sorry, guys, if I'm not immediately chummy with a stranger who literally JUST moved into town last week. Alright, I've had enough. I'm goin' home.

Sam: Sheesh. Having a breakdown now?

Seb: I am NOT having a breakdown. I need a nap.

Sebastian packed his things and headed home.

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It was dark in his room when he woke up. He reached around his bed for his phone: 7 pm.

Seb: Ugh. God.

He got up and turned on the lights then got dressed in his usual hoodie. He didn't even bother to take his jeans off when he plopped down his bed earlier.

He took his pack of cigarettes and his lighter and went outside.

Sebastian walked over to his usual spot by the lake near his house, thankful that that wild man wasn't there this time. They didn't mind each other most of the time but sometimes, when old Linus was in the mood, he could be very chatty, which irritated Sebastian so much.

He lit up a cigarette and stared at the water. If there's one thing he'd appreciate in Pelican Town, it's the peaceful scenery, especially at nighttime. Whenever he'd take a night ride on his motorcycle into the city, it's always still busy at this hour. Still a lot of people walking about; noisy bars here and there. Too many lights, you can't even see the stars anymore.

He kept thinking about it: did he really want to move into the city? Or did he just wanted a place of his own? He looked up into the night sky. It was beautiful.

Sometimes he takes a peek in Maru's telescope, when she leaves it unattended outside. Space always looked beautiful in the countryside. Everything did. And most of all, it felt like home.

He took another hit on his cigarette and tried to think about it again, when he heard footsteps drawing near. "Damn, Linus at this hour?", He thought. He took a closer look - it was Elliot.

Somehow he felt compelled to talk to her. Maybe he should apologize.

Before Ellie could turn the corner she heard someone call up to her.

Seb: Hey.

Elliot turned around. Man...out of all people. For real?

Ellie: Hi.

Seb: You, uh, really went down the mines?

Sebastian asked, taking another hit at his cigarette.

Ellie: Yeah. Uh, sorry I can't really talk to you right now. Cigarette smoke and I don't mix well.

Seb: Oh! Sorry, sorry. I'll put it out.

Sebastian threw the remaining cigarette into the ground and put it out with his shoe.

Seb: You, uh, allergic?

Ellie: Not really.

Seb: Asthma?

Ellie: No, I just... Uh, I don't like the smell. Sorry, kinda stupid.

Seb: Nah, I get ya. Don't worry about it.

Ellie: Did you...need anything?

Seb: Yeah, nah, I just... Uh, wanted to apologize. Y'know for being...like, kind of a jerk. I dunno, I guess it just takes some time for me to warm up to strangers.

Ellie: That's fine. I understand.

Seb: Cool.

Ellie smiled at him. Sebastian just stared. Both were so awkward, it kind of hurt.

Seb: So, uh. Got far down in the mines?

Ellie: Um, yeah actually. I got to, I think around like floor 40 plus? I dunno, I forgot.

Seb: Cool.

Ellie: Oh, I picked up this pretty gem. Want it?

The gem glimmered faintly in the moonlight. It was a frozen tear.

Seb: Ohhhh. I love these things!

Sebastian rolled the gem around the palm of his hands, grinning.

Seb: Hey, thanks a lot.

Ellie: Sure thing! I'll, uh, get going now, alright?

Seb: Oh, yeah. Uh, take care, I guess. See ya around.

Ellie: Thanks. And uh, thanks for smiling at me, haha.

Elliot waved goodbye.

Sebastian stood there, kind of in a shock. Was he always so grumpy? Sheesh.

Seb: Man, I should loosen up a bit.

He looked at the gem in his hand.

Seb: Yeah. She's not so bad after all.

He pocketed the gem, then walked back home.

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Author's Note:

Companion music to the Ellie and Seb talk sequence:

Bleached by Video Days

[liliumwallichianum]

if you’re reading this.....

i think youre so cute and i hate you and i hope you test neg tomorrow so you can come home lol.

okieeee confession time cause im tired of carrying this/need to organize my thoughts.

so i thought i was over you or at least tried bc i was tired of hot and cold or crumbles and whatever and then i was like fuck it i cannot do this anymore and even tried dating someone else WHO WAS JUST SO FUCKING DUMB P SURE LOST SOME BRAIN CELLS THERE but seeing you in miami just made me feel some type of way and I don’t even know why because you’re not even nice to me nor do you try and make moves instead u just have a thing for wasians or smth so ?? why? do? i? even? have? a? crush? on? u? dont know. and i wish there was a way for me to scream in ur stupid cute little face that I need you to like instigate something here or figure out what you want to i can stop being in this limbo with you. sometimes I wish we never hooked up bc beginning of quarantine was so fun and nice together netflix partying and facetiming really late (talking about sex haaaa) and it was all chill w NO tension bc u in fact had not seen my boobies yet and it was just NICE being friends. Like i had a crush on u then but at least i didnt sweat through my hands when talking to you about the slightest little things which FYI NO corny ass n*****a (according to nicki minaj) has made me nervous b4 so like fu. but yeah i either want you to be like “hey lemme be respectful and actually invest in this relationship w you and figure out if we can be a little more serious” or straight up be like “i just wanna fuck you and give you no commitment” so at least i know and can mentally move on w my life.

i genuinely have not been hung up on anyone since 2019 like this and it’s just driving me crazy.. 

but yea whatever i care about u always and hope ur healthy/happy. whatever. whatever whatever whatever

[akeso]

“Hiiiii I luv u nvm okieeee byeeee 🧜‍♀️💓” Anyone else struggle w love? I don’t know what causes me to feel unworthy of it, yet I’ve struggled with this for a long time. Everytime I fall in love, I feel like I need to be more than I am, smarter, more talented, in a cooler job, etc. Eventually this goes to my head, my ego starts fucking with me & I stop seeing things clearly. I get superficial & ruin what was once a genuinely loving bond. I start to judge & feel judged. I get attached & fear being alone, feel like the end is coming, like I believe anything good couldn’t last. I get anxious, start trying to control everything & prove myself right by scaring any love I once had away. It’s sucks & even though I am aware of this tendency of mine, it still happens, worsened with stress. I recently had someone tell me how much they love the unknown. This hit me 💓 I never thought of love in this way but. I’ve been so afraid to let go and allow life to become what it wants to be. I’m afraid that if I don’t force my life to become what I want it to be, I’ll end up alone or that I’ll end up working some job I hate. I’ve done so much work on myself, but I think I’ve been forgetting a key element. I’ve been trying to feel worthy and loveable, but I keep working on external factors, like becoming a singer/songwriter, my appearance, the things I own, the talents I have, the places I go, etc. Stuff that doesn’t matter. In these pursuits, I have unintentionally treated people who love me & I love like an inconvenience, as if I’d rather be working on a project, or like I’d rather run away to some far away island, than stay home with the people I love. I’ve forgotten to be present & that always is my biggest regret every time a chapter ends. It’s ALWAYS the people I miss the most & wish I had gotten to know better. I hate looking back at the time wasted being in my head, obsessing over projects I thought would make me loved. It’s all about how you LOVE, how you show up with your fellow humans, how you embrace each moment without judgement. It’s all about seeing the good in what is right now. #akesomusic #lifelessons #belove #staypresent #meditation #youareloved #iamakeso #letgo https://www.instagram.com/p/CLpDseKsnlu/?igshid=1rgear6vszl19

[e-piqmqminin]

26th

hello my love, it’s your special day today!!! another year for you, big 26! so tuaaa!!! hehe! for this year’s birthday, eventually there isn’t anything much. i am so worried you know sayang.. as much as i want to give you the best, i can’t... i failed once again... i really would like to say sorry to you baby... if i have the wealth, i would have done more.. but sadly i’m not.. i hope you’ll understand b... once again i’m sorry b...

okieeee besides that, on this special day of yours, i would like to remind you how blessed i am. to remind you how beautiful you are, to tell you how sincere i am in loving you, to tell you how perfect you are, to tell you how genuine my love is for you, to tell you that i love just the way you are, to tell you that i want nobody else but you. sayang, no other girls can overtake you, please remember that. no matter how she is, i know that you will be the only one. you are always on my mind. for the past year that we’ve been together, i want you to know that there isn’t even once that i dont think about you. you are my half b, you complete me, please know that love. and in a year, you will be my wife, you will be the one that’s gonna take good care of my kids, the one that i will live with for the entire of my life, the one that will cook for me, the one that i will come back home to after a long day at work, the one that i’ll spend time with till i die. it will be you Elis Suriyanti, and there’s nothing or no one can change that. you know sayang, with the ring on our finger, it makes me proud. proud because i can show the world that you’re mine, to tell them there’s not even a single chance for them to have you. to tell them haters that “yeah we’re gonna marry in a year” talk about me boasting? yeap i am, i’m selfish when it come to you. why shouldnt i right? i have the most beautiful woman. your eyes, your lips, your face, everything about you is all i want. and most importantly that beautiful heart of yours sayang. everything about you is perfect so why i shouldnt boast right? huhu! so imma let them be jealous of us hehe!

i would like to take this opportunity to thank you once again baby! i know i’ve told you countless of times but really sayang, i have to and will tell you every single time. because i’m super blessed. super happy that it’s you! after going through everything, it’s you. you saved me, you really do b. the one that i always joke with when we’re out, the one that will sit beside me when we’re out, the one that i will throw slippers with, the one that will gossip with. the one that will push my wheelchair, the one that i will find for when i cry, the one that will give me the best hug i can ever get, the one that will listen to my soccer advices, the one that i’m so so soooo close to that on this very day, you’re mine. all the above is the journey to what we are today hehe! when we were bestfriends. up till today, i still cant believe that its you. how HE wrote our path, i’m really blessed. i promise you, in the upcoming days, months abd years, it will be just you my lobster!

I PROMISE!

from the bottom of my heart, Happy 26th Birthday my fiancée! i love you so much

Elis Suriyanti Binte Ramlee 😘❤️