#compiling some on pinterest rn

[jesterjaxx]

OK im finally done with the redraw of their little pose they did which once again was a GAY little pose like i didnt draw it but Duncan even has his fuckin ankles crossed in the og scene like

Anyways matching pfps for bunny bfs :3

[rhiirysss]

an assortment of my attack on titan doodles (hange-centric)

this blog was SUPPOSED to be for oc dumping but like- i recently rewatched attack on titan and fell into the levihan rabbit hole (again, i used to be into it when i was like 10 or some shit) for the sake of my further sanity, please take a compilation of doodles i made, because dumping my insanity into a private fb account can only do so much before i crave for something *more* substantial to the insanity that wrecks through my brain..

my most recent ones!! done the day of this post and kind of lazy cuz fully rendering shit is tiring and lighting saves lives (specifically, it saves MY life), both are pretty much based on scenes in the anime since ive yet to actually finish the manga

this one particularly shitty bc i was getting used to actually drawing them

drew her with one of my ocs just cause i realized i perhaps have a *type* when it comes to women.. tho hange could be a man or a woman and i wouldn't complain <33 (oh and, stan levihan as always)

a doodle with an ACTUAL watermark!! amazing!! oh and based off some pose i got from pinterest too nodsnods..

That's all i got for today since these are from my lappy and im too lazy to get my phone rn.. perhaps ill make a separate post for tht one day.. hope you enjoyed my insanity tho lmao ???

[jovenshires]

You’ve probably been asked this before but what’s like your fanfic writing process?? Like how do you end up writing your fanfictions?

i actually haven't but i'd be happy to talk about it!! i'm actually writing fic right now, so here's what i've done in the past like. hour. im gonna put it under the cut bc its EXTREMELY long but if you ever wanted 'katie's guide to fic writing,' here it is!

i'm pretty easily distracted, so i've gotta make sure i'm in like. The Right Conditions. that means phone face down or away if i can (rn i've got to be on call in case my boss needs smth but you get the gist) bc i WILL just open tiktok or play a mobile game. even just now writing this answer i have picked up my phone and opened pinterest. i cannot be stopped so i try to stay off it and put it down when i catch myself!!

more and more often i cant even listen to music while i write - partly bc i tend to read my work aloud to myself to make sure it sounds right and partly bc my brain will be like "you know this song omg the words are in your brain" or "you should go look at what song this is bc you kinda like it". cannot trust myself even with sound. if i AM listening to music while i write, it's either the specific playlist for that fic, playlists with the right vibes (ex: rivals-to-lovers for iwks), OR anime openings bc. less likely to get distracted when it's not in english tbh.

(huge on all of the senses so i also usually have a candle lit. im super sensitive to smells so if there's an unpleasant smell somewhere around me i will be unable to focus <3)

all that being said about distractions, i think it's important to take breaks - dont just FORCE yourself to write. that's why i'm huge on setting goals for myself - deadlines, word count goals, timed breaks. like "okay im gonna sprint write for 10 minutes and then after that ill watch some of this danny gonzalez video" or "i'll write until 3:30 and then i should go take a break and read a book." im not always faithful to my goals but i try my best!!

as for the actual writing itself, i typically just go for it. i can usually see an image in my mind and i try my best to write that out/describe it as best i can. and then if it sounds wrong i just reword it again and again until i've got it. this is kind of where my reading aloud bit comes in - if it sounds right when you say it out loud, that generally means it sounds right in the text.

sometimes i'll just have a certain scene or just scraps of dialogue and i'll write that out and be like "okay how did they get here." i never embraced writing out of order until recently, but now that i have. no going back tbh i highly recommend it. rwylm and iwks especially had scenes WAY later down the line that i wrote first. just write what comes naturally and go from there.

occasionally i do outlines, but not super often, and when i do they're vague as hell. i think a lot of my iwks outline was just "game" and then "another game but tommy is there this time." i think outlines that go too in-depth kind of take away from the freedom of writing so. if it's for you then slay but its usually not for me

i try not to worry too hard about. the style/grammar/little things as i go. of course im guilty of this and i'll stop and edit my own works along the way sometimes but i've found it's best if you keep writing and then go back later!!

sometimes when i'm writing a new smosh cast member i'll go back and watch videos/compilations of them just to reorient my brain. i've done this a lot with chanse recently!! but i also think. it really isn't that deep too NSDKFNKNK like these are fictionalized versions of fictionalized selves and so on and so forth so don't worry about 'voice' too much im trying to kick that habit myself

EDIT: oh i've talked about this before but. as for ideas/where my fic ideas come from?? i truly try to grab from my every day life. oh i went to the grocery store today? what if smosh member a and smosh member b went to the grocery store. i watched a horror movie and you know who else could do that. otherwise i pull from music/movies/tv shows/other media and be like 'this but for smosh.' i really just be pulling from my life and repackaging it thats all. start small (haircut fic) and work your way up (homoerotic soccer epic)!

and i think that's it?? i'd like to think im pretty chill about the whole thing. (read: i am not chill in any way at all but im trying my best.) anyway, it's something i'm always happy to talk about - thank you for asking!!

[sunnykeysmash]

Hey!!

I wanna know what made you a macden truther in the first?

Do you think RCG knows about it???

Oof, this is a hard question to answer, mostly because I've been in the fandom since at least january 2018, so it's been a long time.

I wasn't insane about macdennis at first, I just shipped them normally, but people were posting really good meta on tumblr and it made me look into it deeper, then I guess the information kept making sense and piling up. There have been some great people to talk about sunny meta with over the years, but I still go to @/cutemeat regularly to discuss it and it's always great.

RCG knows about it, 100%.

A few examples:

• The fake script

• The Machelor

• This bullshit

• So much other bullshit I compiled in this pinterest board over the years

• Recently, them calling macdennis a "love affair" and saying they have sexual chemistry, in a live show

• as early as the mac and dennis break up commentary, charlie saying stuff like "they're gay, they're totally gay, there's no denying that they're closeted homosexuals"

And you know, probably a lot of other stuff I can't think of rn, but point is yeah they know!

[b1gerror]

how do you make your web weaves? they are so pretty. the amount of detail and work you put into robin is inspiring

hi omg i'm really crying rn.. its the 6am talking thank you for calling it inspiring when i normally call it weird about myself haha!

as for the web weaves.. i guess i make every single one differently? i'm not sure if you mean how i decide to organise it, or how i find my material but i'll quickly cover them both. for organising it: i send to just freestyle depending on what i have. for my first webweave(the loneliness one), i had a lot that i felt all kinda flowed together quite well regardless, and so i basically just put it into tumblr and posted, besides the final side which i decide to make more of a collage of thought more specific to robin's mind? whilst the steve one i made, i felt like a lot of my material was disjointed, and so i kinda messed around with it in photoshop and made things overlap to kind of bring a bit more unity to it! honestly: if this is what you're struggling with, just go for it. there is never an ugly web weave, because i think at it's soul, web weave's are chaotic, there are meant to be this collection of thoughts pulled from everywhere.

as for how i find my material: i spend too much time on pinterest, and i follow a lot of poetry / compilation tumblrs (at least i did on an old blog, and just carried a couple over here!): these are amazing if you maybe don't know a lot of poetry, or even artwork! some of my favourites are luthienne & araekni! you can also just go into tags in general, search web weave, poetry compilations, art compilations! as much as i hate tumblrs tag system, the general-ity of it means you can easily search for web weave + loneliness and be greeted by so many resources!

please let me know if i can every do anything to help u make one!! and again, thank u ! <3

[k-6196]

Edit: i just realised this was posted in july, i feel like a dumbass rn responding in september of all time, i do indeed apologise and wherever you are in life rn i hope you’re doing well

I don’t really write a lot but I do love making banners and other things like that, especially for school and just for fun but here are some things I see a lot:

First, I would say is get an overall theme of how you want it to look. You can start with a colour and follow that throughout. Like for example, you think red is the colour you want to associate with your fic, then you can that to base the colour scheme of your banner and any other things you want to add to the post such as those lines to seperate the synopsis and links to the chapter which I’ve seen a lot of people do. (You can create your own or google it, try to get the png version with a transparent background it helps a lot)

Then for the overall format you can kinda just do it however you want, the most common type I see:

Title

Banner (sometimes the title is in the banner)

Summary

Pairing

Any warnings there might you think people should consider before they read your work

A/N if you have any

List of chapters

End Banner (usually thinner and normally just a strip of colour to sort of like conclude the masterlist)

For the banner you could start of with finding picture which match the aesthetic you have in mind for the xOC series (which i love btw) and compiling it (personally I use pinterest when looking for things with regard to aesthetics and moodboards - its easy to find things and categorize them). After that you can use any app or tool to compile a few together, I use canva a lot because not only do they have a lot of cool features and ways to edit stuff but also allow you to use your own images.

This is one simple ghost one i made a long time ago when i tried to write, its simple but i matched the aesthetic of what i wanted to achieve

This is not a banner for writing but for a class presentation, but literally everything in that picture is from canva, I edited the lighting in canva, was able to add that little line thingy and the cool fonts as well.

I don’t know if this is what you were looking for exactly and I hope it helps one way or another

Hello again

Hi all!

I have been away, not been feeling the greatest, and also been a busy end of university period.

Currently, I have part 14 in the works, should be published soon. This weekend I am hoping to create a masterlist and ~official~ title for my xOC series. I am hoping if someone can help me on how to create a good masterlist post, I keep seeing other blogs with cool masterlists with nice banners and wondering if folks have any tips?

Please also follow my tag: #thoughtsandboneswrites

Happy reading! :D

[peeksoon]

ty @gigiesarocha for tagging me <3 

I’ll tag @suncheons-kangta @choi-hae @5tar @pastel-butnotreally-angel @jbums @g4ywangxian

Relationship status: single pringle and loving it 

Favourite colour: yellowwwwww

Favourite food: potatoes

Song(s) stuck in my head: Stray Kids - Easy, A.C.E - Goblin/Favourite Boys, GOT7 - If You Do

Last song I listened to: Astro - All Night

Last thing I googled: Pics of Jinjin from Astro on pinterest rip me

Dream trip: Worldwide tour hoeing it up with all my moots! 

Anything I really want: To go make some toast cause im highkey hungry rn, amd what do i really want????? To get paid to sit around bingeing crackvid bl and kpop compilations all day in my pjs

[moondustis]

swang my way (m)

pairing: wong yukhei+ reader genre: smut word count: 2k summary: yukhei held his phone with one hand and a dumb look on his face. he had been looking at that picture since the moment you sent it, only stopping to reply to it. of all the things he was expecting you to reply to the vine compilation he had sent you with, a nude was the last one in the list

one of the certainty you have in your life is that if you asked someone to describe your personality in a few words, spontaneous would not be one of them. every action you made always involved a lot of thought and previous considerations. you hate changes and doing things out of nowhere, maybe because you are afraid of dealing with unknown situations or because you are just a creature of habit.

that’s why you think you are absolutely going crazy when you stand in front of a mirror, with nothing but the cutest pair of lingerie you own, ready to take a picture for you boyfriend.

it’s maybe not that big of a deal to some people, sure. but you, the virgin that sometimes blushed when her boyfriend touched her ass, had never done anything like this before. and yukhei hadn’t even ask sfor a sexy picture or anything, the last thing he texted you five minutes ago was about how good vine compilations were.

a wave of both excitement and anxiety hits your body when you kneel on the floor in front on the mirror, doing your best to mimic the pose from the pinterest picture you found. it’s not a bad view, you think to yourself, with the way your baby pink bralete makes your boobs look and how they match the soft red lipstick you applied.

you take a lot of pics with all the poses you could think of and, after laughing at how weird some of them look, you decide that looks good and natural enough.

your heart feels like it will jump out of your chest when you lay in bed and open your chat with yukhei. your minds goes through all the reasons you shouldn’t do this while you type and delete ten different texts.

after half an hour you decide on sending something that resembles a meme, because yukhei would like that.

you:

open for a surprise

you:

*attached picture*

you feel your heartbeat get faster and you have to put your phone away to try and make the dreading feeling in your stomach go away. you weren’t worried that yukhei would react badly, he was always sweet and made you feel special. no, you were more worried you were making a fool of yourself, that your attempts of looking sexy were a complete fail.

your thoughts are interrupted by the notification sound of your phone and if your heart wasn’t this fast already you are it would burst out of your chest. the sound doesn’t stop until you pick up your phone to see the notifications from your boyfriend.

yukhei:

assdffjsjjahdoaksskk

yukhei:

oooooooooh mY GOD

yukhei:

holy umfuckkkkkkk

yukhei:

damn baby u are so hot what did i do to deserve thisss

yukhei:

i feel like im about to die fuckk

knowing yukhei you fully expected him to overreact, so the blush that takes over your face is not that extreme. you still giggle at your phone, excited over how excited he seemed about the picture.

you:

stop

you:

im ao embarrassed

so*

yukhei:

noo u shouldnt be

yukhei:

i liked it a lot

you:

im glad u did

❤️

yukhei:

😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍

yukhei held his phone with one hand and a dumb look on his face. he had been looking at that picture since the moment you sent it, only stopping to reply to it. of all the things he was expecting you to reply to the vine compilation he had sent you with, a nude was the last one in the list. it wasn’t even a nude, just a picture of you looking cute in matching underwear  but that was enough to get him in his feelings.

did he overreact? yes, maybe. but it was a surprise, he never thought you would ever send him something like that. you were usually shy and every time kisses between the two of you would get a little more heated, you would back off leaving him most of the time with a fully hard on and only his imagination.

it didn’t upset him, of course. he understood and respected that you weren’t ready for it. but sometimes his mind would be too much and he would wish so desperately for you to finally let, and want, him to do all the things his imagination came up with.

maybe, just maybe, this was a small step for you that was meant to show him you were ready for things to move a little forward. his heart raced at the thought of that.

yukhei:

so was this like an invitation to sext?

you:

no omg

i never even did that

yukhei:

oh lmao

okay

i mean i would be down to that if u wanted

like super down

😉

you:

lmao of course u would

but really i have no idea how to even do that

yukhei:

it’s pretty simple

like

what r u doing rn?

you:

glad u didnt ask what i would be doing if u were here rn

yukhei:

lmao

cmon im not that cliche

you:

so, right now im just laying in bed and texting u

wbu?

yukhei:

same... and thinking about what i would be doing if i was there with u

🤪🤪

you:

jfjffndvkkgdjj stfuuuuu

yukhei:

but fr

tell me

are u still wearing that lingerie or did u just put it on for the picture

you:

i am

*image attached*

his heart is not beating as much anymore but he can still hear it in the silence of the room. the other photo you sent was raunchier than the other, more spontaneous, it shows only your torso and it’s sinful how the baby pink lingerie makes you look almost angelic. like you came down to this earth to ruin him.

he doesn’t know if it’s just the picture or the whole thing of you doing this for him, but he can feel himself getting hard. still, he doesn’t touch himself just yet, hand wandering and stopping just above his waistband.

yukhei:

oooooooh god

u look so hot baby

u drive me crazy

im not even kidding i really wish i was there with u right now

you:

what would you want to do if u were?

yukhei:

fuck so many things

u have no idea how many fantasies i have with u

you:

tell me

ur favorite

it’s hard to pick a favorite. even more so now that he’s got something to upgrade his visual material. he likes imagining you riding him on the small he and mark got for their dorm when they moved in, a hand on your neck because ever since you told him it was sensitive, he couldn’t stop imagining what it would be like to choke you. sometimes he imagines fucking you in a bathroom at a party because you just couldn’t wait until you got home, and everyone knows how well he’s doing it because you can’t keep quiet.

but the best one will always be the one you are on your knees, eyes staring up at him like you’re begging for him to fuck your mouth. it’s not the most scandalous thing but it gets him going like nothing else. just thinking about it has his dick twitching in his pants.

yukhei:

i like imagining u on ur knees

looking all obedient and pretty for me

you:

oh my god

yukhei:

and u let me fuck ur pretty mouth

like the good girl u are

you:

i

i would like to do that

“fuck” yukhei mutters and his hand automatically slides inside the pants and just a touch on his dick has him shivering. you said you wanted it, you wanted to make one of his fantasies come true.

slowly sliding his fist up and down his dick a couple time he decides it’s too much and not enough at the same time so he makes a bold move. clicking on his phone with one hand he goes to his contact list and clicks on your phone number.

the continuous wait sound makes him slightly nervous. the anticipation of hearing your voice right now, like this, making his insides warm.

“h-hi” is what you say after picking up and maybe it’s his mind playing tricks on him but your voice sounds a little breathless.

“hey, baby.” he says “i’m sorry i called i just really wanted to hear your voice.”

lame, that’s what he is.

“it’s okay, i’m glad you did.” he can’t help but giggle at your words.

“you’re perfect.” his hand is still moving lazily and he feels a bit ashamed for doing this when you sound so innocent. “and you drive me crazy, you have no idea.”

he wants to ask you for another picture, a video even, anything that shows him exactly what you are doing right now, but he assumes that would be too much. so he contents with the way your sounds are making him feel, the little moans that you let out are still shy even though you’re alone in your dorm room.

“tell me what u are doing, angel.” he almost begs and it takes a few heartbeats for you to finally reply.

“i’m... i’m touching myself.” is your reply and even if he suspected it, hearing it from you has him tightening h

is fist just a bit.

“how do you like to do it, huh? do you do it slow?”

“uhmm, i like to start slow and pick up the pace when it gets too much.” your voice is shy and it definitely sounds breathless right now. he moves his hand and up down, biting his lips with so much force that he’s sure it’ll be bruised tomorrow.

“do you like fingering yourself?” he asks and imagines what you would like with your legs spread open and two of your fingers inside of your tight cunt. he lets out a breathy moan.

“yeah, i do.” a moan just as loud as his leaves your mouth. “but i can barely fit two fingers inside, it’s to much.”

“fuck, fuck.” the speed of his hand just goes faster and faster, his whole body feeling electric. “i bet you are going to feel so tight around me, and so fucking good.”

the words just start coming out of his mouth and he can’t control it. doesn’t want to with the way you’re moaning for him, begging for something you can get just now. pleads of his name that make him feel on cloud nine.

he spreads the pre-cum that gathered around the tip of his cock and starts pumping faster, imaging he’s fucking your pussy instead. “i can’t to finally fuck you, babe. i wanna feel you around me so fucking bad, make you come all over my dick.”

“oh my god, holy shit i’m about to-“ and then you are coming with a long whine that sounds a lot like his name. he imagines what your face would look like right now, all blissed out and your body shaking from your orgasm.

he comes a heartbeat later, hand speeding up only to slow down again. he comes so hard that not only does he see stars, but he also feels them sparkling all over his body. “fuck” is all he manages to say.

you’re both trying to catch your breath and for a while it’s quiet besides that. he feels content and assumes you do too if the giggle you let out is any indication.

“i can’t believe we did this.”

“me neither.” he replies “i’m so glad you sent that photo.”

“me too” you say, your voice sounding like it does when you’re smiling. he desperately wishes he could kiss you right now.

“feel free to like send more anytime you want.”

you hum, like the idea pleases you. “we’ll see about that.” and then you’re hanging up.

yukhei:

not even a sleep well my baby thank u for the mind blowing orgasm?

im offended

you:

lmao u are so lame

goodnight my baby thank u for the average orgasm 😘

yukhei:

AVERAGE???

didnt sound like that to meee

...

baby

BABY

was it really not mind blowing

?

you:

go to sleep yukhei

yukhei:

ugh ok

goodnight sleep well my angel from above

😘😍❤️😍😘

[doodleniella]

Part 2 - Jikoshoukai (it’s looooooooong so please bear reading it at your own risk orz)

* I’m in my late twenties, but looks like a teenager; one time a jeepney driver mistaken me for a college student and gave me fare discount.

* Am a Taurus, I think iirc an A+? (have forgotten about it since high school, during our physical examination at the school clinic), and my birth date sounds like a Star Wars phrase pun.

* Height’s more or less a 5’5” (until that realization a month ago, I always go on believing that I’m a 5’3” lol).

* You can describe me as a (kinda) my-pace type of girl, but in my case, more like a girl who does things in a whim and more or less likely to regret doing them.

* Always bullied since childhood, that’s why I hold grudges until now haha

* First impressions (when I see one) are hit or miss. When a person did something that make me, say, cringe... 👎🏻 unless I can see some progress.

* Also cringed at wrong grammar and spelling (gdi so many apostrophe S’s I kennat—), no offense.

* Is a cat person nyaa~

* Always been drawing stuff since childhood, wherever I can set my pen/pencil/coloring materials/etc on....even on borrowed books at our university library. Shh~

* Speaking of books, since the age of two I frequently read and read and read lots of reading materials—ranging from novels to newspapers to magazines etc. Had a collection of them at home btw, paperbacks and US magazine backissues, mostly. Amongst them, had a few Jan Karon books (under the Mitford Years series) and some Lorna Landvik novels.

* Speaking of library, this is like second home to me... lots of books, computer stations, wifi (lol), air conditioning system (another lol), solo study cubicles to take a nap on whenever time calls for it, and you can borrow almost all of the books (max. 5-6 at a time).

* I’m one of the lucky few who are referred to as the Batang ‘90s (‘90s Kids)—because, unlike kids nowadays, we’ve experienced watching Tagalog-dubbed anime during weekday afternoons after school in the 1990’s and 2000’s-early 2010’s, for one.

* An anime enthusiast, always watching anime and reading manga, one of the reasons why I draw until this day—the other because of my dear aunt (may God always bless her soul~ Also am the Secretary of my college alma mater’s anime club for I guess two years idk? Ahaha~

* Cosplayed twice during college: the first one is a disaster and my second one is super goooood xD (One of my club senpais joked about the colors of the cloth used on our maid costumes—during my first year, we’ve managed a Maid Cafe during our annual University Days—being bright and vivid as the colors of the jeepney routes in our province; he called mine the Marisol, after the Marisol-Pampang route—ctto pic)

* Been fascinated with Japan and the Japanese culture since childhood: during Grade 2, I’ve purchased a Highlights Top Secret Japan puzzle set; during Grade 6, my older cousin who now based in Japan with her own family gave me CDs of Hamasaki Ayumi and EXILE, among others.

* Collected anime posters, laminated cards, and stickers during Grade 6 until all my high school years. Dunno where they are now...

* Am picky with what I watch and read, whether it’s anime, manga, or a novel/book/magazine. ‘Cause I have a damn refined taste lol

* I also have multiple fandoms across some of the genres. I’m an Hello! Project fan since 2008 (first oshimen was Morning Musume’s Kusumi Koharu, now it’s the 15th gen’s Kitagawa Rio from Morning Musume ‘20; also a BEYOOOOONDS fan—but I love all of the girls like my younger sisters....even though my real younger sister’s a pain in the arse sometimes), a casual 48G fan since AKB48’s Heavy Rotation hit the Oricon charts—and kinda supported its international sister groups too, like our very own MNL48...but kinda laylowed since late last year. Aside from MNL48, I also supported its similar (but related?) local aidoru counterparts, Aidoru Sozai and CH4U, since 2018. But, ever since that goddamn COVID-19 virus and quarantine started, the need to support the members had gradually lost in my hands (don’t worry tho, I still checked out on their SNS even if not on a daily basis).

* Before, I always listened mostly to idol songs (75% of which are H!P), but when my old phone broke (and we have wifi now) I tuned in daily to Spotify and listened to some of its playlists—to which I select a few songs and gathered them in my own playlist full of J-Tracks and old stuff.

* I’m a huge fan of Takaya Natsuki’s “Fruits Basket”, ever since I have watched the Tagalog-dubbed original/Studio Deen version on TV every Saturday morning during the early 2000’s. Read the almost-150+-ish chapters during my high school and college days, read some of “Fruits Basket ~another~”, and now currently watching the 2019 version. Also have a dog-eared TokyoPop copy of the ~Cat~ fanbook skl.

* Due to the influence of some of my artist collab buddies and a certain redraw challenge (#HaikyuuRedraw), at almost three? months, I’m basically new to the Haikyuu!! Fandom. In less than a month, I’ve watched Seasons 1 until the first half of On The Top!!—including the OVAs, read the full 400+ chapters of the “Haikyuu!!” manga non-stop (because, ‘it’s fast-paced’ as I have told one colleague before), and its spin-offs “Haikyuu-Bu” and “Let’s Haikyuu”, and watched all four compilation movies. (Now rewatching Season 2 btw...) *whispers low* Not to mention countless fanfictions and doujins...... FUN FACT: If you visited my Pinterest page, you’ll be annoyingly (imo) amazed at how many Haikyuu!!-related memes, comic panels, fanarts and stuff I have saved in my two boards. Also made some chibi fanarts (first one being Inarizaki’s Capt. Kita; will post Kenma’s later tonight) and some WIP sketches (one Hinata, one Oikawa—on an UFO, duh—and a Yachi... all of them chibified) that idk when the fuck will I start to work on them again qwq (Whew... my longest paragraph so far, sorry~)

* Created my Facebook art page and began sharing my doodles and drawings to the public since 2017 (more then three years ago), then since early 2018 started doing MNL48 and other local aidoru groups’ fanarts in trad (colored ballpens and colored pencils on cheap bond paper halves). Then early 2020, I started doing anime fanarts as part of a collab for I think half a year now.

* I have been a member of two artists’ collaboration groups on Facebook—MFA48 (specializing in mostly MNL48-related group fanart collabs) and Anime Art Collaboration Group (an exclusive-for-Filipino-artists’ collab group specializing in two-week anime collabs and other art activities, to which I’m a part of its Council as the Fukaichou/Council VP). Also a staff member at a memeposting Facebook page for more than a year now (belated Happy Anniversary to me lol~).

* Did make some padorus, a few memes—including an all-in-one virtual powerbank charger, ‘patent pending’—and stuff.

* WIPs old and new kept on piling up due to many distractions (namely, this phone I’m using rn and its many installed apps) and disturbances (my fam, on the top of the list). And I really hate it qwq hence the frustration and stress...

* A lazy person actually tee hee~ (and a big eater but kinda slim like Miaka from “Fushigi Yuugi”)

...well? Ahehehe~ hope you stick on reading all of these bullshit till the end, tho. Ja~ see y’all again! （＾∇＾）

(Hope it can fit within Tumblr’s character number parameters or something...)

[silkyandsurveys]

survey 6

Do you do careless things like spill nail polish on your nightstand?

yeah i’m definitely a little bit of a careless person sometimes

How are you today?

i actually had a good like 90% of my day i woke up early ate pretty well worked out went to therapy spent time with friends outside for a couple hours talked about the next year of my life but then my car wouldn’t start and i cried for 30 minutes then got picked up and then it started to work again and then i got taco bell. i’m not mad at my food choice though because i didn’t go over my calorie limit at all

When someone messages you and you know it’s going to be rude, do you ignore it and not read it, or do you read it and reply?

normally if i’m getting a text message from a friend or person in my life trying to cause i fight it depends on the situation. if i feel like the situation is worth working out then i’ll reply but if not no.

Do you find online drama stressful?

online drama is just crazy and honestly pointless. it can get a little exhilarating i’m not gonna lie but it’s really dumb

How stressful is your life?

lately my life has been very minimal stress which is just really great

Do you like your hair better curly or straight?

i think curly

What’s your favorite vegetable?

broccoli is my favorite

Do you have a youtube channel? If so, what is it? (Msg me if u want to watch mine!)

i would love to but no

What song best describes your life?

i don’t have just one i have a life soundtrack playlist but not one song

Would you ever post your most embarrassing moment story on youtube, or is that too embarrassing for you?

i would tell the story. i have always been a person capable of laughing at myself

If you have a youtube channel, do you post more serious videos or fun?

i don’t have a youtube :(

Are you keeping any secrets from your parents?

uhm i really had my issues with disordered eating from my mom

What are your favorite things to watch on youtube?

it so depends on the phase i’m in. rn i can’t stop watching amber lynn reid reactions and compilations. the past month was sinjin drowning and sarah baska so it really switches up

Was any of your home decor inspired by Pinterest?

yeah my photo wall

Do you do yoga?

no but i wish i did lowkey

What is something you have tried and hated?

calamari

Do you have regrets?

i think everyone has regrets it’s how much you dwell on them that really make them matter. i don’t have any large regrets only small ones like not seeing 1d in concert and stuff like that

Are you a good person?

i think i am

Who do you look up to?

lol harry styles oops

Do you do the right thing or the wrong thing more?

i think i do the right thing a lot of the time but i like to be rebellious sometimes and i act up

Are you rebellious?

bruh i literlaly didn’t read this before the last question but not super rebellious just a little and it’s nothing huge

How many tattoos do you have?

i don’t have any but when i turn 18 i’m going to get one

What do you want to name your first child?

depends on gender. i’ve always gravitated towards finn

Are you mad at someone?

i’m not mad at someone directly i’m just mad at a person who i dropped from toxicity and how awful of a person they are

What is this month’s calendar picture?

i don’t have a monthly calendar. i wish i did i used to quite like them

What is your last ex-boyfriend’s or ex-girlfriend’s name?

doesn’t exist

Do you have an ex-friend that you miss?

i miss the person two of my ex friends use to be but i don’t miss them now or anymore really

What color do you want your wedding dress to be?

definitely white it’s just very elegant and classic

What is your favorite zoo animal?

i refuse to go to a zoo it makes me cry

Who were your favorite bands as a kid or teenager?

5sos 1d you know

Do you use snapchat?

i actually hate snapchat it’s my least favorite social media app. i literally use it to snaochat my 1 friend back and forth snapchat my sister and use school grouochat and my one friend groupchat and that’s it

How many months until your birthday?

7? i think

Would you rather go out for pancakes or steak?

the vibes of going to breakfast with your friends after a hella rough night is unbeatable

What’s your favorite ramen noodle flavor?

the chicken one is great but i haven’t tried any others that i can remember

What decade were you born in?

the 00’s

What is/was your favorite Homecoming Week day?

uh i think this means like high school spirit week? i’m actually mega confused but i love decades day if that’s what this question is asking

How do you feel when you read the Bible, if you read it? Encouraged? Angry?

i haven’t read it since middle school. never felt anything by it. makes me roll my eyes now if i’m being honest

Have you ever suffered from anxiety?

yes sir crippling anxiety from ages 5-9 but now it’s just your average anxiety dweller

Have you ever suffered from depression?

yes ma’am diagnosed in ninth grade and diagnosed again in 11 and finally got help

Have you ever seen an angel or a demon?

uhm i don’t think so. i see angel numbers though

What is something a lot of people like but you don’t?

acrylic nails ugh i hate them so much

What color is your favorite pair of jeggings or skinny jeans?

uhm black i think i haven’t worn jeans in so long and i don’t like skinny jeans

Do you own any bellbottoms?

not necessarily bell bottoms no

Do you own a dreamcatcher?

i do but it’s actually still in my old room at my old house

What season’s colors do you look best in?

winter for sure the cool tones of things look best on me

Have you ever done something incredibly stupid?

duh i think everyone has

Do you have revenge fantasies that you never actually play out?

omg i play out about none of my revenge fantasies and i constantly think of new ones

What is your favorite mystical creature?

angel

What do you want to be when you grow up?

something in media or owning a small business

Are you truly happy, or are you only happy because you’re doing something to distract yourself from your problems? Or are you just sad?

uhm i’m working on it. i think i’m a person who’s getting over sadness and gaining happiness but is distracting themselves from their problems

Have you ever lost something amazing because you held on to it too hard?

no i don’t think so

Is there a guy or girl you let slip away and you wish you hadn’t?

uh yeah

Do you ever wonder what could have been?

100% being an over thinker does not help this case. i question every decision i’ve made some times and i always wonder what could have been or what would my life be like now

What’s an uplifting song you like to listen to?

ariana lol

Paisleys or plaid?

plaid def

What’s your vocal range?

not much lol i can’t really sing