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quitesorry · 7 years

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i just looked up a bunch of ppl i was friends with back in like. 08 or 09 or something an dnow i rly wanna stop existing lmao. i think if i bumped into like. any of them i’d straight up top myself like ijsut dont think i’d ever come back from it.

#i just stopped being friends with them like immediatiely after i found out my ex at the time (toxic as fuck) had knocked up his current gf #they were cheating on each other a bunch and generally being fuck heads #and i lost it and big bad came out and like did a big shit on him verbally and then #i just avoided everyone linked to him straight after. so .#i just lost like 5 really close besties over night because of my brain bad and him being a fuck head.#i also looked up a dude i slept with once and idk what's wrong w me i just want to stop exisitinging so idk why i decided lookeing up these #ppl is a good ide.a. fucking hll.#personalpuddin #sex mention ??? in tags ???#swearing /#pregnancy mention in tags ?#suicidal ideation jic /#suicide mention /#i even went as far as to look up facebook photos on one of their pages from '09 and i am literally a completely different person #i look so different it's ridiculous #it's when my toxic ex at the time was manipulating me into growing my hair long lmao...#i look cute tho #cuter than i do now anyway maybe i;ll post the photos one day who knos.#KFPGJHS GOD im in a MOOD

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