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#damn seeing zebs new quarian mod has me wanting to really dive back into modding and playing mass effect 😭😭
jasonntodd Β· 1 year
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#damn seeing zebs new quarian mod has me wanting to really dive back into modding and playing mass effect 😭😭#i absolutely love all their mods and all their works it’s *chefs kiss*#BUT#if i do my hands are tied and i’m basically forced to not release certain things or else i’ll get in actual trouble so literally fuck that#god it still makes me so fucking MAD#i’m still pissed after all this time and tbh i hold grudges real bad it’s actually an issue 😭😭#not to mention it made me hella depressed too#i kneo all i do is complain and complain and complain and i’m so sorry 😭#esp about this but i have nowhere else to releas this pent up frustration#so pls forgive me#but it genuinely just makes me so fucking mad and enraged being told i can’t release something until a very specific thing happens which ???#no.#literally fuck that#😑#my intrusive thought about this is then thati should release everything i’ve been working on then and just disappearing for a few months but#the rational and realistic voice in me reminds me that doing that is a bitch move and is literally rudest thing someone could do 😭😭#what the literal fuck is wrong with me#😭😭😭#on to life updates: i’m i terviewing at sb on monday so let’s hope that goes well 😭😭#i’m nervous as HELL i hate interviews holy shit#it’s just a pt barista position but damn i need this job#personal
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