thinking abt how toji would wipe your tears whenever you're sad.. he'd definitely let you cry into his chest too but i feel like a part of him would like to keep his eyes on you. he wants to protect, he wants to take care of you. he'll brush his calloused thumbs over your cheeks, over and over again, until there's no need for it anymore. he'll watch you sniffle with worried look on his face but the second your eyes meet his, he pushes his own feelings aside. this isn't about him, it's about you. so he gives you a little hum and the faintest little smile while reaching for your nose. you try to turn away, to hide, but he's not letting you go anywhere. he brushes your snotty nose with his bare hands and laughs quietly when you squirm in his hold, your whiny complaints sounding like music to his ears. you hit his chest and a raspy chuckle tumbles from your lips and he knows it's going to be okay. that you're going to be okay. toji would and will do anything to make you smile again and if that means getting his hands dirty, then so be it. he couldn't care any less. snotty clothes are nothing while you are everything.
I've come to the realization that the reason I always get so wildly defensive whenever I encounter another "how to deal with maladaptive daydreaming" post, no matter how well-meaning, is probably bc my brain always and without fail interprets them as "Oh So You Have A Vaguely Unhealthy Coping Mechanism (That Is Also The Only Thing Keeping You Alive)? Here Are 10 Ways To Fix That"
and I know that's not the intention and that they are probably helpful to a lot of ppl but it's still a funny realization (in a sad way)
man. remember when centaurworld came out and it legit had some of the most beautiful heartfelt perfectly executed dramatic scenes in modern animation
except it was like hardcore trial-by-fire to get to see any of them bc the other 90% of the show was like meticulously engineered in a lab to psychologically damage anyone above the age of 6
you've heard of pushing your blorbos together now get ready for putting them very far apart for a long time then back together and have them have a second first meeting
I just want you to know that i think about that ingo messenger of sinnoh au every day. i have a playlist for it i listen to on the way to work and everything. absolute daydream material <3
OUGH THATS COOL .... I don't even have 1 submas Playlist that is so pog ... Iwill have to draw more of that concept some time
snow leopard!gojo wants to take care of you so badly. he wants to groom you just the way he does himself. he will literally lick your skin and the tickling sensation makes you laugh. he peeks at you with his big blue eyes, proud that you're enjoying this.
he licks and nips at the soft skin of your stomach, gently sinking his teeth into you every so often just to give you a little toothy grin when you quietly gasp at his antics. he nuzzles his nose at your skin as he moves up on your body.
his tail trails over your thighs as he hovers above you and he doesn't miss how you shiver below him. he's trying so hard to not focus on the fact that you taste so good, that you smell so good – he's just trying to clean you. he's being a good boy right now, he's not thinking about anything else other than taking care of you. he's not thinking about the way you're slowly but surely starting to take in bigger and deeper breaths. he's not thinking about how warm you are. how you're grinding into his knee, the one that's very convienently resting right between your thighs. how warm you are. he's not thinking about the way your hands are buried in his pearly white locks, the way your fingers are grazing at his soft, fuzzy ears. he can hear your heartbeat and he can now really smell you, too. satoru closes his eyes and lowers himself further down onto you, his skin brushing against yours as he continues to lick at your neck.
he wants to bite down stronger. he wants to hear you – he wants you to gasp, he wants you to mewl for him. he just wants you to let him know how good he's doing:(((( he wants your praise and he wants your attention:(((( he never wants to let you go, to let you leave – you look so pretty here underneath him. his baby.