#deinonychus introject

[whathappensintherapy-official]

Indoctrination or Psychopathy?

How do you know if your problematic beliefs are cult indoctrination or just you being a naturally horrible person?

How do I know if I’m not just a psychopath?

What happens if a junior psychopath is raised in an RA/OA cult? Do they become me?

Dead rat under the cut don’t eat

I was a sadistic kid. I hated babies and thought it was funny when they cried. I daydreamed about being a deinonychus and eating the kids who made fun of me. I wasn’t a bully, I wasn’t mean to other kids for the hell of it, but I had a prey drive. I remember thinking babies were gross and stinky and stupid and ugly! I laughed my ass off at jokes about kicking babies off cliffs or shooting them out of a cannon and watching them go WAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaah ✨ into the stratosphere. I still think baby bbq and stabbing fetuses is hilarious as a concept. Maybe that’s why I’m not reacting as expected to the reading material…?

Then there’s the defensive disgust towards rape victims who allowed their rapists to leave the crime scene alive. My immediate response is how dare you disgrace women and degrade the human race by not removing rapists from the gene pool, how dare you refuse to die honorably by suicide if you are raped, how dare you fail to fight to the death. Which isn’t fair, but on some level I can’t *not* believe that. The only way I can make any other belief make sense is if I believe that women truly are weaker than men and helpless to male aggression, which is repugnant and I’m not going down the misogynist rabbit hole ever again. It feeds the perp introject and invalidates my own physical (nonsexual) abuse experiences.

I’ve tried to change my views and every time, alternate viewpoints just. Do. Not. Compute. and it confuses me.

—Ayesha

[the-median-dragon]

❤ Romantically? No. But some of us have strong familial relationships

🌹 Yes. Half of us are dragons, a lot of us are various species of monsters, one of us is a deinonychus, and a few of us are shapeshifters

🐾 Not a single one of us is human or even humanoid in any way (unless you count the shapeshifters, but none of them ever take humanoid forms)

🧡 We mostly share memories. There's not really any barriers to seeing what the others have experienced while fronting. Exomemories are also pretty easily accessed by everyone else

⭐ Yes. We have a small village with a large arena in the center, and Brightsting's laboratory in a completely disconnected location (it's a good thing we have a portal to lead between the two)

💛 Only a few months

🌻 Skip-

🌙 Honestly, we never remember dreams anyways, so no idea.

💚 Nothing specific that comes to mind at the moment, but we certainly have our chaotic moments

🍀 Ember has a few spiritual practices, but other than that, none of us are religious or spiritual in any way

❄ "Favorite memory" /neg I'm declining to answer this one.

💙 We have a lot of introjects from EODW

🧵 Everyone kind of dresses the same

💜 We're still getting used to it, to be honest. No idea here.

🌺 Yes (as per first question). The specifics get a bit complicated, so I'll skip that for now.

🌸 Two words: wing removal

🎀 Ember has a few things that are hers, as well as Brightsting, but we tend to just share everything

🤎 It really depends

🖤 We fight over it. Sometimes both literally and metaphorically. It's a good thing we have an arena to settle things in.

🚀 We all speak both English and French, though some are more or less comfortable speaking in the latter

🌼Falcon has a strong accent, but that's about it

☁ There are probably at least 10 switches per day for us. We switch *very* frequently

🔬 It tends to vary a lot

🏁Skip

🔎 No

🤍 Shadow is a horrific monster 🫀/vpos

Curious System / Plural Ask Game

inclusive of all system types :] feel free to send an ask, or reblog if you want to play too!

❤ Is anyone in-system in a relationship? What kind(s)?

🌹 Does your system have any inhuman members? If so, what species are they?

🐾 Is your system mostly human or inhuman members? Somewhere in between?

🧡 How does your system handle memories? Does everyone share, or is it split across members? (Feel free to be as vague or specific as you want, or skip this question.)

⭐ Do you have a headspace / inner world? What does it look like?

💛 How long have you known about your system / plurality?

🌻 How did you discover your system / plurality? (Feel free to be as vague or specific as you want, or skip this question.)

🌙 How does your system handle dreams? Do you share dreams, or are they specific to one member? Do any members show up in dreams?

💚 Do you have any funny stories about another system member(s) or about being a system?

🍀 Do any system members practice a religion or belief system? What about spirituality?

❄ Do you have a favorite memory related to your system? (i.e. something that happened in headspace or something that another member did.)

💙 Does your system have any introjects? Do they typically come from the same source / origin, or is it more varied?

🧵 How does your system handle the body's / vessel's appearance? Does everyone dress the same, or is there a broad range of styles?

💜 What's your favorite part of being plural / in a system?

🌺 Do any members consider other system members to be family? In other words, does your system have any internal families (such as siblings, caretakers, parents, etc.) ?

🌸 Does your system have any inside jokes?

🎀 Does your system share everything in the outer world / meatspace? Does anyone have any objects / items that are solely theirs?

🤎 Do system members typically agree on things or is there a broad range of opinions?

🖤 How does your system make important collective decisions? Does one person call the shots, or is it a group effort?

🚀 Do any members speak another language? What about multiple languages? Does everyone speak the same language(s), or does it vary?

🌼 Do any members have accents or typing quirks? Are accents/quirks common in your system, or more rare?

☁ How does your system handle switching? Can you switch easily, or does it take more effort? Are there a lot of switches?

🔬 Does everyone in your system typically share skills and hobbies, or does it vary between members? Does anyone have any unique or strange hobbies / skills?

🏁 How has your system changed over time, if it has? Such as a new influx of members, a change in headspace, or a new structure. (Feel free to be as vague or specific as you want, or skip this question.)

🔎 Is there any other trivia about your system you'd like to share?

🤍 Say something positive about another system member (or all of them, if you'd like!)

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

self care for : a deinonychus including some stim toys requested by @bastardusrex-official

x | x | x x | - | x x | x | x

[isopodisland]

14,10

14. Any obscure introjects? Mikaela is very obscure but we're not allowed to talk about their real name/identity/source. I guess the Mycologists are obscure?

10. Any non-human introjects? Me! :) And ummm...I'm sure there are some more I'm just not sure of who. Diego is half deinonychus? OH Mikaela is an anthro sphynx cat!!! And we have an introject of our childhood dog, Tenshi! She's a shiba inu! :)

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

fashion for : a deinonychus with neutral colors, outdoor wear, and themes of naturecore and other such things that were listed in the request, including a collar requested bu @bastardusrex-official

necklace | collar | bag | boots shirt | shorts | leggings | jacket

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

Uh hi! Idk if animals are whitelisted or not but could I maybe get a self care kit for a deinonychus? Looking for feathers, scales, dinosaur themed, general reptile/bird themed, maybe some stim items? Thank you! 🦖💛

i defaulted to introject tags based off your blog's description, if this isn't correct let me know!