#deinonychus introject

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

self care for : a deinonychus including some stim toys requested by @bastardusrex-official

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[whathappensintherapy-official]

Indoctrination or Psychopathy?

How do you know if your problematic beliefs are cult indoctrination or just you being a naturally horrible person?

How do I know if I’m not just a psychopath?

What happens if a junior psychopath is raised in an RA/OA cult? Do they become me?

Dead rat under the cut don’t eat

I was a sadistic kid. I hated babies and thought it was funny when they cried. I daydreamed about being a deinonychus and eating the kids who made fun of me. I wasn’t a bully, I wasn’t mean to other kids for the hell of it, but I had a prey drive. I remember thinking babies were gross and stinky and stupid and ugly! I laughed my ass off at jokes about kicking babies off cliffs or shooting them out of a cannon and watching them go WAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaah ✨ into the stratosphere. I still think baby bbq and stabbing fetuses is hilarious as a concept. Maybe that’s why I’m not reacting as expected to the reading material…?

Then there’s the defensive disgust towards rape victims who allowed their rapists to leave the crime scene alive. My immediate response is how dare you disgrace women and degrade the human race by not removing rapists from the gene pool, how dare you refuse to die honorably by suicide if you are raped, how dare you fail to fight to the death. Which isn’t fair, but on some level I can’t *not* believe that. The only way I can make any other belief make sense is if I believe that women truly are weaker than men and helpless to male aggression, which is repugnant and I’m not going down the misogynist rabbit hole ever again. It feeds the perp introject and invalidates my own physical (nonsexual) abuse experiences.

I’ve tried to change my views and every time, alternate viewpoints just. Do. Not. Compute. and it confuses me.

—Ayesha

[pluralprogramming]

14,10

14. Any obscure introjects? Mikaela is very obscure but we're not allowed to talk about their real name/identity/source. I guess the Mycologists are obscure?

10. Any non-human introjects? Me! :) And ummm...I'm sure there are some more I'm just not sure of who. Diego is half deinonychus? OH Mikaela is an anthro sphynx cat!!! And we have an introject of our childhood dog, Tenshi! She's a shiba inu! :)

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

fashion for : a deinonychus with neutral colors, outdoor wear, and themes of naturecore and other such things that were listed in the request, including a collar requested bu @bastardusrex-official

necklace | collar | bag | boots shirt | shorts | leggings | jacket

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

Uh hi! Idk if animals are whitelisted or not but could I maybe get a self care kit for a deinonychus? Looking for feathers, scales, dinosaur themed, general reptile/bird themed, maybe some stim items? Thank you! 🦖💛

i defaulted to introject tags based off your blog's description, if this isn't correct let me know!