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i-dont-want-your-hysteria · 4 years

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The Leppard Albums: A Summary

(inspired by Every Beatles Album)

Happy Saturday night everyone

The Def Leppard EP

Joe is 19 and just wants to ride a motorcycle okay

Groupie fantasy

Zeppelin lyrics meet Rush with an underappreciated bass line

On Though the Night

IT'S!!! ROCK!!! N ROLL!!! BABEY!!!

Joe is 20 and just really doesn't wanna work in a factory anymore okay

pls D; girl D; stop D; hiding D; your D; pain!!

another... groupie fantasy... I think? ...???

Leppard in Space

Joe is 20 and just wants to write something edgy okay leave him alone

STEVE 👏👏👏 FUCKING 👏👏👏 CLARK!!!! 👏👏🔥👏🔥👏👌👌

the original groupie fantasy but it's been re-recorded

girl?? make up?? your mind???

let's be mysteriously edgy ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Zeppelin lyrics meets Rush but it's been re-recorded (but don't worry they still kept the underappreciated bass line)

High N Dry

everyone in this band is a slutty bottom and this is the song that proves it

we have Mutt Lange now and this is the song that proves it

drONK TIEM

betcha didn't think we could write a ballad, did ya ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

STÊVË!!!!! 👏👏👏👏 FÜCKÎÑ!!!!!! 👏👏👏👏👏 C L Ã R K!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥👏👌👌🤙👏👌🔥👌🎉🎉

underappreciated and that's all there is to it

noooo don't go you're too mysterious and sexy hahhaha

oh god Dx oh god no Dx we don't sound like this anymore we swear Dx

betcha thought we stopped writing Beowulf-esque pop songs didn't ya ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

🚫🚫⛔👎🚫🙅‍♂️👎🚫⛔🙅‍♂️⛔ *Joe tearing his throat up for 2 solid minutes*

Pyromania

IT'S ROCK!!!!!! N ROLL!!!! BABEY!!!!!!!1!!!!1!!1!! AGAIN!!!!! 😆😆😆

the Classic Rock Fandom™ in a nutshell 😓

INTRODUCING PHIL 👌👌👌 FUCKING👏👏 COLLEN 🔥🔥🔥

betcha thought we abandoned the idea of doing a ballad didn't ya ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Joe's back at it again with the edgy songs and is getting a lot better at it too

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ∆ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Gunter 🙃 Glieben 🙃 Glauchen 🙃 Globen

the most underappreciated song on this whole entire fucking list sorry I don't make the rules

Alright, WHO in this band wants to be in a porno >:C

Joe's back at it yet again with the edgy songs but it's even BETTER this time

Hysteria

Girls Girls Girls ALL WOMEN ARE QUEENS ANAKIN

🎸we!!! fucking!!! love!!!! glam rock!!!!!! and african drum rhythms!!!!!!!!!🥁

we're not furries we swear we're just kinky D: also fuck you DJs here's some false endings

we haven't made a ballad that HURTS yet so here we go (with an underappreciated bass line)

the song that invented "( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)" (AKA when you cram for a test the minute before and end up getting 100%)

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)😏( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)😏( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

S T E V E 😭👏👏 F U C K I N 😭😭😭 C L A R K 👏👏👏😭👏😭

nooo don't shoot me you're too kinky hahaha

a song about rioting and being #punk, but the only crime the man singing it has ever committed was getting a speeding ticket when he was 19/20

oh. oh shit. oh god. holy shi- I can't believe... ...we just accidentally made the most perfect song to ever exist :o like seriously- people are achieving nirvana as we speak I'm not joking I think we went too far with the perfection this time guys

THIS SONG IS ABOUT S E X AND WE AIN'T BEING SHY ABOUT IT EITHER LET'S FUCKIN GO BABE-

Don't 👏 give 👏 me 👏 love 👏

Adrenalize

gkKLglldlflhlADKSLALLFLSS 😆😆😆

I fucking love my wife uWu

fkKMglgllsLLslgflephpGLDLPT 😆(͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)😆

We're just gonna get extremely romantic and passionate for 4 minutes and 3 seconds if that's alright with you (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)

this album was the most painful thing any of us have ever had to do, so here's the most serious song we've ever done to date. Steve ✊ Fucking ✊ Clark ✊ -n-

now that our mental breakdown is over, we're gonna get extremely passionate and romantic again but for a lil longer this time aiight 🤙

one of us has a protection/ownership kink but we're not gonna tell you who

you know what this album needs? a little bit more pain

we're layin down the line (and by that we mean we want sex)

we're layin down the line pt.2 (we still want sex btw)

Retro Active

Beowulf songs are back babey 🤙

I'll say that again if I have to^

we!!! still!!! fucking!!! love!!!! glam rock!!!!! we even covered something to prove it!!!!!!

Joe has now officially mastered ballads

I fucking love my wife part 2: she's a badass top

While Joe was off mastering ballads, Phil studied the blade

We covered something else bc again!!! we fucking!!! love!!! glam!!!

We rewrote Joe's motorcycle song bc we now realize it was cringe af (and it was an excuse for Joe to talk to Ian Hunter so that made him happy)

Joe has now officially mastered edgy/serious songs

it's a total bop but oh god. No. Please. No. Oh God. No. Don't. Please. No. Pls. No. Oh god. Don't.

This should've been on Adrenalize and you can Fight Me On That

Phil studies the blade (electric version)

Joe masters ballads (electric version)

Vault (there's only one new song on here so that's all I'm doing)

babe nooooo D';

Slang

Epic edgelords part 1

Epic edgelords part 2: Phil wrote it this time

everyone in this band is a slutty bottom and this is the song that proves it Volume 2: Electric Bugaloo

soft breakdown :'c

hOT DOGGITY DAMN JOE'S VOICE HOLY HELL TAKE ME N- *clears throat* I mean introducing Vivian Campbell :3 aND THERE'S A BASS SOLO MMMM 🤤🤤👌 THIS SONG IS JUST SEXY FUCKIN LIFT ME UP AND-

Phil's marriage isn't going too well

in fact, no one's marriages are going too well

severely underrated bop

We're still not over Steve's death and we never will be :c

Joe makes edgy ballads his bitch yet again 👏👏

severely underrated banger 🔥🔥🔥

Euphoria

wE STILL MAKE FAST BOPS IN CASE YOU FORGOT 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

Holy shit I didn't know Joe could hit a note that high

The 90s sucked for us but we'rE STILL HERE BICH 🖕

Can we pls give Sav more songwriting space on albums thx 😭💗

everyone in this band is a slutty bottom and this is the song that proves it Volume 3: Even Sluttier This Time 😏

totally different from everything we've ever done and WE 👏 MADE IT 👏 OUR 👏 EDGY 👏 BITCH

uwu but it's sad so it's actually umu

partying like it's 1999- oh wait, it actually is 1999

*hugs Viv and scREEEEEEEEAAAMMS*

Phil studied the blade and attacks you with it

*gets escorted into the back of a police car* IM GUILTY!! I'M GUILTY!!! I'M NOT INNOCENT!!! 😫😫😫

whatever edginess we couldn't fit into Paper Sun we put into this song instead

we're entering the new millennium as Kings and there's nothing you can do about it 👑🖕

X (Ten)

Stand on a balcony at sunset when you listen to this one

(insert Vizzini saying "INCONCEIVABLE" here)

the big UwU

I got ghosted and it’s actually a lot more dark and depressing than I thought also I wish I was never awake

soft and edgy and sad acoustic dads

F-U-C-K SPELLS F- I mean L-O-V-E spells love uWu

babe nOOOooO I'm sorry I suck so much DD;

this sounds like out if Work It Out and Day After Day had a kid

we're gonna have a Funky Good Time whether you like it or not 😎

E D G E L O R D S 2 0 0 2

we can't decide if we want this album to be edgy or uwu so we're gonna make it both

the same passion as Tonight but less sexy and more (you guessed it) uwu

E D G E L O R D S 2 0 0 2 P A R T 2

Betcha thought our emo phase was over didn't ya ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Yeah!

bops have been and will ALWAYS be something we have mastered- even if the song we're playing isn't ours

SAV'S TIME TO SHINE

betcha thought we couldn't cover a Blondie song, did ya ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Phil's just getting nostalgic about London it's fine 👍

don't worry joe's still sCREAMIN

in which we make this song a million times better than the original

WE LOVE ROXY MUSIC SO MUCH WE CANTEXPLAINWEJUSTLOVEHEMRMFLGPHPH

we're letting Joe have his moment ok just let him have this 👨‍🎤

yeah we like Free- so whAT??

okay NOW we're letting Joe have his real moment- he's been waiting for this moment ever since he was like 12 okay just. let him. have this just. this one time. pls.

in which we confuse literally everyone by making them think this is a song that we wrote

we just need ONE more bop, okay? Just ONE more we swear then we'll stop being fanboys (for now...)

we'll be right back, it's Bow Down To Thin Lizzy Hour

*Phil tearing up his throat for 4 and a half solid minutes*

Songs From The Sparkle Lounge

this one's actually kinda dark and heavy? :o

honky tonk time 🤠🤙

FINALLY ONE OF SAV'S SONGS IS THE MOST POPULAR SONG OFF AN ALBUM 🙏🙏🙏🙏😩

FINALLY WE HAVE MORE SAV MATERIAL I LOVE IT SM ;∆; !!!!

Phil's songs are severely underrated tho pls give them more attention

it's time for one (1) badass religious song and if you don't like it then you can Fuck Off kindly 🙃

This whole album is "Songs That Were Written By Phil and Viv and Sav" heaven

I think sometimes people forget that we, even as a band, are fans of the Classic Rock Fandom™ too, and we feel the same pain as the other fans :'^)🤙

Joe's three minutes of fame on this album

Joe's three minutes of fame on this album part 2

Viv's songs are severely underrated tho pls give them more attention

Mirror Ball (bonus tracks)

we grabbed fate by the balls and screamed fUCK YOU 🖕🖕

We are still Kings™ in case anyone was wondering 👑🖕

✨PHIL BELIEVES!!!! IN!!!!! LOVE!!!!!!!! AND!!!!!!!!!! BELIEVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!✨

Def Leppard (Self Titled 2015)

Is this song about playing a live show? Probably. Is it also about having a fight? Is it also about angry sex? The world may never know.

Okay this one just absolutely SLAPS, periodt.

bootleg Another One Bites The Dust

*SOBBING* THEY'RE ALL SINGING LEAD I'M-

being badass, That's The Power Of Love

don't worry, we still know how to be Poetically Edgy

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii'm *bump bump* hooked on a feeeeling

I've Got a Spiritual Romantic Boner

Can't Keep Away From The Flame edginess gets crossed with some Zeppelin charm and badassery

someone in this band is fucking piSSED 😠😠😠😠

we're gonna @ someone tonight fellas

sAV OH MY GOD BABYYYYY 😰😰😭😭😭😭 DO YOU NEED A HUG

what if we tried to cross newer Metallica with Nickelback 🤔

what if we turned this into We All Need Christmas three years from now... 🤔

Bonus: Personal Jesus/We All Need Christmas

Viv really wanted to cover ABBA but everyone said no so he settled for cowboy goth™ instead

What better man to write a warm and fuzzy Christmas song than the warm and fuzziest man alive (Sav)

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archive-sugamoom · 5 years

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Unit 0 | 4

Summary: JYP, Jinyoung, Jaebum and youngjae know enough to end it all, but what is your reaction? or It’s arresting time babyyyyy

Word Count: 5278

Genres: Drama | Mystery | Crime | Angst | Detective! AU

A/N: Aaand I’m back once more. This time however I’m actually proud of the progress, for once I wrote an ‘’outline’’ and it actually worked really well. I’ve been working on this chapter for exactly a week now and there are bits where I think ‘’nice, well written’’ Soo I hope you guys do too! But without further ado… Enjoy.

REQUESTS: OPEN!!

Masterlist

Character Introduction | Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

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‘Date: 5th of July,

Today started off great. But it got ruined by someone.. At least they ruined it for me. I believe that (Y/N) hasn’t noticed anything. I wonder what she would have done if she was in my position.. Am I a bad Fiancé for not telling her that someone kept looking at her? No… No Changwoo you’re not. She cannot know. After all Ignorance can be a bliss, correct? I hope that this won’t happen again.. Please..’

‘Date: 7th of July,

It happened again.. this time however I saw their face. No, I saw his face.. And I have seen it before. Let me search for something quickly. Yes, Changwoo great job! Lee Hojin.. I thought he was still locked up, how long has he been free? And for how long has he been watching (Y/N)? I don’t know what to do.. I should probably report it, right? No. I can’t do that just yet. I will have to do it on my own. I won’t let (Y/N) know about this either the wedding is almost here I can’t have her stressed, she doesn’t deserve it… Then again she doesn’t deserve it at all..’

‘Date: 12th of July,

It’s been a week since I first saw Lee Hojin and I still don’t know what I should do.. I have been contemplating about whether or not to inform (Y/N) and even the police.. I know I wrote that I don’t want her to be stressed and that she doesn’t deserve this.. But it’s eating me from the inside! I feel like I am slowly going insane.. and I think that people around me are noticing! What do I do.. Lee Changwoo what is your plan?

I’ve been gone for a while.. My mind it… it went blank. I had to take this break or else I would break! I need to make a decision and I will do so today, tonight! Once I have made that decision I shall do it tomorrow!

Finally… Finally! I know what to do! Lee Changwoo you great man! I shall tell you.. Me? I shall tell myself the great plan that I came up with! That man.. Lee Hojin I shall find him.. With a knife. Shall I kill him? Changwoo of course I won’t kill the man.. Aaah… Hahaha I think that I’m going insane.. I’m talking to myself in third person even! All because of that man… I cannot wait to see the look on his face when I confront that disgusting man. I am sure he will leave (Y/N) alone after this. He must! Ahh.. (Y/N).. Don’t worry my love everything will be fine… ’

‘Date: 13th of July

I… I ruined everything.. I am such an idiot… I.. I-I killed him.. I am a horrible, disgusting human being.. I didn’t want this.. I promise I didn’t.. All I wanted was.. to.. to intimidate him, let him know that he should stop but… I stabbed him.. He looked at me as I did.. I saw the fear in his eyes as he looked at me.. How did this happen, why did I do this?? And why… why didn’t I feel bad, afraid.. shocked when I did it.. I felt nothing.. not even a bit of remorse.. I’m sorry… I’m so so so sorry…’

‘Date: 14th July,

Changwoo.. how dare you.. You promised yourself- I promised myself I wouldn’t do it again.. was one murder not enough? Why.. Why did I do this? That man… that poor old man.. He didn’t deserve this.. But… He did, didn’t he? If he didn’t witness me murdering… stabbing Lee Hojin, then he would have lived. It’s his own fault he got in the way! But he is gone now… Forever.. Nothing… No one can stop the future that I have with (Y/N). No one can and no one will. I will be the one that makes her happy.. It’s me that loves her, and it’s me that she loves! If someone dares to change that it’s over for them.. Ha! They will end up like those two bastards! They will die. An even more painful death each time someone even dares to touch (Y/N).. Changwoo-ah it’s time you grow up… You don’t have to be nice to anyone anymore… Do.. Do what you do best… Love (Y/N). Love her until the end.. Don’t worry… Everything is going to be fine.. I promise you- no I promise myself. It will be fine I won’t get caught… I will have my future with (Y/N)….’

Jaebum and Youngjae look at each other in silence, both of them not knowing what to say, or even if they should say something. Jaebum sighs as Youngjae steps away taking a deep breath. After a couple minutes of silence Jaebum says. ‘’Let’s take pictures of these pages as soon as possible. That guy seems to be so unstable, who knows who he will hurt in this short span of time.’’ After that he places the Journal onto the desk as Youngjae gets the camera ready.

Jaebum stays quiet as Youngjae takes the pictures carefully. He takes another look around the office and notices a photo of you and Changwoo hanging on the wall. He glances at Youngjae before walking towards the picture of you two smiling. However not even the happiness that is shown in the picture lifts the burden that he feels inside of his body.

“Hyung. Hyung!” Youngjae says trying to catch Jaebums attention. Jaebum let’s out a hum before turning around to look at Youngjae. “Ah.. You’re done?” Jaebum asks and Youngjae nods. “Yeah, you okay Hyung?” He asks Jaebum knowing the answer to his question already. 'What a stupid question, of course he’s not okay. Even I am not okay..’ Youngjae thinks to himself. “We should head out now. The sooner it’s over the better.” Jaebum says before walking towards the desk. He quickly shuts the journal close and places it back.

“Yeah let’s do that. I feel uncomfortable in this house now.” Youngjae retorts and with that the two of them leave the house. Before they leave however they check everything one last time, just to make sure that it doesn’t look like someone was in their house.

“Good you two are finally here.” JYP says from his chair when Jaebum and Youngjae walk in. Jaebum looks at him but stays quiet. He then looks at Jinyoung who is sitting on his own seat. “Where are (Y/N), Bambam, and Yugyeom?” Youngjae asks. “They are with Jackson (Y/N) wanted to train a bit and Bambam wanted to join. Yugyeom didn’t want to be left out and went with them.” Jinyoung says before looking at the camera around Youngjaes neck. Youngjae follows Jinyoungs look and quickly takes the strap off around his neck. “Don’t worry we got the things we needed.” He says as he takes out the memory card giving it to JYP.

“What did you find?” JYP asks as he puts the pictures on the laptop in front of him. “We did find a knife, with blood. It is at the lab now though. Mark-hyung is probably on his way back now with the results.” Youngjae says. JYP nodded and opened the file. He frowns as he looks at the picures. “What’s this?” He asks looking at Jaebum and Youngjae. “Apparently he’s the type to write in a journal.” Jaebum states.

JYP hums in approval as he reads through the text. “Well this is basically evidence enough to get him arrested. But we should wait until Mark is here with the news. Hopefully good news that is.”JYP says as he gets up from his chair. He smiles as he places a hand on Jaebum and Youngjaes shoulders. “Good work boys.”

It was quiet when Mark arrived. No one dared to say something but the file had to be read. Mark looked at JYP for approval to open the envelope and he just nodded. And thus Mark opened the envelope carefully as they gather around Mark one by one, all wanting to know what it said. It was quiet as they were reading the file. And once they were all done reading they all let out a deep sigh. They didnt know if they should feel relieved or not.

Especially Jinyoung as he has the confirmation that Changwoo, the person you called the ‘Love of your life’ did in fact kill Lee Hojin and poor innocent Mr. Oh. Jinyoung sighed as he thought about how this all would end. How would you react? ‘You’d obviously be devastated’ Jinyoung thinks bitterly to himself. But what would you think of him? Would you hate him? Or the others in this room. He knew that only time would tell..

The first one to break the silence was Mark as he cleared his throat. “I’ll go ask for an arrest warrant now.” “Yes you do that Mark, let’s clean this up before the others get back.” JYP says and with that everyone does their own thing.

Date: 16th July

You wake up at the sound of your alarm with a soft groan. ‘8:30 AM that’s not too bad.’ You think before turning it off. Indeed waking up at 8:30 in the morning wouldn’t be too bad if you actually went to sleep on time. Which you didn’t. Instead you and Changwoo were busy with a different activity that required a bed. You smile as you think back to the things that lead you do those activities.

You sigh out in content when you feel Changwoo press his body against yours. ‘’Good morning love.’’ He says as he kisses the back of your neck sweetly. ‘’Morning Chang, did you sleep well?’’ you ask with a smile on your face as you place your hands on top of his. He hums in response and moves his head a bit so that he can kiss your cheek. ‘’I’m always able to sleep well when you’re around. You give me so much peace. I cant believe we’re getting married so soon..’’ He says as he places his chin on top of your shoulder.

‘’I can’t believe it either Chang.. it feels so surreal, it feels like we just met yesterday.’’ You say with a chuckle which makes Changwoo chuckle as well. ‘’Are you sure about just meeting? I thought you didn’t like me at first or was that all an act?’’ He says as he holds you tighter relishing the comfortable warmth you give off.

‘’Hmmm let me phrase it different then. It feels like we just started dating.’’ You say as you wriggle around for a bit so that you could face him. Changwoo looks at you with a smile. ‘’You’re cute y’know?’’ He says before leaning in for a kiss.

However the kiss never came because of the loud ringing of the doorbell. You chuckle as Changwoo sighs. ‘’Don’t worry hun I’ll get that real quick and get back, yeah?’’ You say as you get out off the bed. Changwoo nods as he looks at you putting on some training shorts and a t-shirt. Once done you walk towards his side of the bed and give him a kiss on the head. ‘’Be right back~.’’ You say and with that you head downstairs to open the door.

You raise your eyebrow as you look at the people in front of you. ‘’What are you doing here so.. early?’’ You say as you look at Jaebum and Youngjae. ‘’Did something happen? You two don’t look all too happy..’’ You say once taking a good look at them. Jaebum sighs and nudges Youngjae with his elbow. Knowing what Youngjae had to do he smiles weakly at you. ‘’Sorry (Y/N)..’’ He says but Jinyoung interrupts him before he could continue.

‘’(Y/N)!’’ He says as he passes Youngjae. ‘’Come with me.. Please.’’ You look at him with worried eyes. ‘’Seriously did something happen? Why are you three here?’’ You ask no one in particular, all you wanted was to know what was happening and why the three of them looked so upset.

Jinyoung grabs your hand and takes you outside. You look between Jinyoung and the two others in confusion as you keep walking. ‘’Jinyoung I mean it! What is going on?? Why is—‘’ Before you could finish your sentence Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. And as he was doing that Jaebum and Youngjae inside.

‘’I-I’m sorry (Y/N).. I r-really am.. I promise you.. that I.. didn’t want this to happen..’’ Jinyoung cries as he keeps holding you, not allowing you to move or see him. ‘’I-I’m such a bad friend… I’ll.. I’ll understand if you hate me..’’ You stiffen when you hear him call himself a bad friend because.. Jinyoung would never say that. Instead of keeping your arms to your side you decide to wrap your arms around his middle. That’s when you realise that he is crying

‘’Jinyoung.. Please don’t cry.. You’re not a bad friend! Don’t call yourself that.. Please tell me what’s wrong yeah? If it’s something I did then I’m really sorry..’’ You say in hope to comfort him. You knew you did when you felt his grip loosening around you, allowing you to look at him. ‘’It’s not you (Y/N).. God no.. it’s never you please know that..’’ He says in a shaky tone as he sniffs his nose. ‘’Then.. What or who is making you feel this way.. You can tell me.. Take deep breaths.. Yes, just like that.’’ You say in a calm voice as you take deep breaths with him.

Jinyoung gulps and takes one last breath to calm him. He then places his hands on your arms. ‘’I am here.. No we are here to arrest Changwoo, your fiancé.’’ He says slowly not changing the tone of his voice. You look at him with wide, surprised eyes. You chuckle thinking that it is a joke. That is until you look at Jinyoung again, his serious face not even changing, which meant it was not a joke but the full on truth. And it was then, at that moment that you broke.

Jaebum and Youngjae were currently searching on the ground floor. But there was no sign that indicates that Changwoo would be there, thus they slowly and silently went up the stairs. It was at that moment that they heard a loud bang, which meant that Changwoo had found out as to what is happening.

‘’Hyung you take the bedroom, I’ll take the office’’ Youngjae mouths at Jaebum. Jaebum nods and slowly walks towards your bedroom door as Youngjae went to the office. He stops right in front of it and stays quiet. He reaches his hand towards the door handle when he hears movement. He points the gun in his hand as quickly as he opens the door, pointing right at Changwoo.

‘’Lee Changwoo, drop the gun now.’’ Youngjae says as he steps into office room. ‘’N-No! S-Stay back!’’ Changwoo almost screams as he shakes with the gun in his head. ‘’No don’t come here at all l-leave now!’’ He continues as he now holds his gun, no your gun with both his hands steadying the gun only a little bit.

Youngjae internally sighs before looking Changwoo right in the eyes. ‘’Drop the gun, You don’t know what you’re doing.’’ He says keeping his gun pointed at Changwoo who in return shakes his head ferociously. ‘’N-No! I… I know exactly what I am doing… I am.. I am protecting (Y/N) from you! From everyone… You… that bastard Jinyoung… Jackson.. Even your boss! She cant be with you!’’ Changwoo shouts and he starts shaking more and more.

‘’Calm down you are currently not in the right mind.’’ Youngjae responds hoping to get into Changwoo’s head. ‘’Shut the fuck up! Shut up! Please for the love of god shut up! I’ll kill you too if you don’t shut up!’’ Changwoo shouts once again gripping the gun tightly. Youngjae observes him and nods after a few seconds have passed. ‘’Al right… We will have it your way. Uh. Don’t shoot. I’ll drop my weapon.’’ Youngjae says calmly while he split his hands apart and remove his finger from the trigger.

Youngjae keeps looking at Changwoo while doing this and he slowly gets up after he placed his gun on the ground. Meanwhile Jaebum had been hiding behind the wall knowing that if he interfered that it wouldn’t have ended up nice.

Changwoo let’s out a deep sigh, feeling a wave of relieve going over him but he knew this wasn’t the end and so he kept his gun pointed at Youngjae. ‘’I didn’t do it on purpose… really I didn’t… I-I wanted to intimidate that bastard!’’ Changwoo suddenly said. Youngjae looks at him, encouraging him to continue speaking. ‘’That bastard.. T-That fucking bastard Lee Hojin was stalking her! (Y/N)… she didn’t know… Our wedding is almost and I-I didn’t want her to feel fucking stressed because of that bastard! So I.. I decided to make him stop… Surely he would… That bastard would stop when being intimidated by the fiancé right..?’’

Changwoo lowered his gun a bit as he thought back about the events. ‘’But that fucker laughed at my face! I-I got so mad.. I really didn’t mean to… and then… that.. t-that old man… when I realised that he was there.. I didn’t want to but… Then in my head… It was better to have him dead.. He couldn’t live I cannot live.. without (Y/N)!’’ Changwoo broke down as he finished his sentence. He dropped to his knees and started to sob. It was soft at first but it became louder and louder with each word. ‘’I-I didn’t mean to… do th-that… I-I’m serious you.. you have t-to beliehieve me….. It’s not my fault that L-Lee Hojin.. That he.. had to die… A-And the o-old man… H-He.. really… It’s.. it’s not my fault that he had to go..’’ Changwoo cried loudly, snot was starting to leak out his nose his vision blurry due to all of his tears. Youngjae quietly looked at him, at the gun in his hands hoping it would be dropped as quickly as possible. After a whole minute of crying Changwoo finally let go of the gun. Not even a second later Youngjae ran towards him and kicked the gun away while Jaebum appeared with the gun still pointed at Changwoo.

Standing Changwoo, Youngjae grabs both Changwoo’s arms and moves them to the back before handcuffing him. ‘’Lee Changwoo you are under arrest for the murder of 2 men Lee Hojin and Oh Deoksoo. You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned something which you later rely on in court. Anything you do say may be given in evidence.’’ Youngjae says after getting up with Changwoo.

‘’We got him sir.’’ Says Jaebum when Youngjae and Changwoo pass him.

Back outside JYP went to you and Jinyoung. Jinyoung looks at him and sighs in relief when JYP gives him the ok-sign. Jinyoung looks at your face, the tears on your face have dried some time ago, just like your crying did. Pulling you into a hug once again placing his hand on your head. ‘’It’s over now (Y/N).’’ He mumbles in your ear, letting you know that they got Changwoo and that he could come outside any minute.

Jinyoung looks at the door and sees Jaebum coming out before Youngjae and Changwoo. Jinyoung feels his body get tense when he sees Changwoo. He looked broken perhaps even more than you. Jinyoung is surprised in a way as he has never seen Changwoo like that, he never thought that he would see him like that. After all he including everyone thought that you and Changwoo would end up happily married.

Jinyoung keeps looking at Changwoo and gulps when Changwoo looks right back at him. Or was he looking at you? Jinyoung couldn’t tell he hoped it was him and not you. Wanting to protect you Jinyoung turns the two of you around so that Changwoo would face his back however his plan didn’t go as he wanted because before he knew it, Changwoo was yelling your name.

He held you closer to him not allowing you to suddenly react, he didn’t want you to see Changwoo, he didn’t want to see you crying again. You tugged at his sleeve and mumbled his name. At that Jinyoung loosened his grip around you so that you could look at him. You give him a weak smile although he could not really call it one. ‘’It’s ok.. Jinyoung…’’ You say hoping that he would let you go. And that’s what he did.

Your smile falters when you see Changwoo. You didn’t know what to say or what to do, but did you even want to say or do something? Did you even have the energy. Your heart and mind felt numb. Changwoo was shocked when you looked at him like that. But it didn’t stop him from telling you what was on his mind.

‘’I did it for you (Y/N)! I protected you! Please… Don’t look at me like that.. I love you!’’ You grimaced as you heard him say that he loves you. Youngjae noticed and pushed him a bit so that he started walking again. ‘’We get it, you did it out of love now continue walking.’’ Youngjae says they walk past you. He looks at you with a smile. Not his usual bright contagious smile but an apologetic one, one that you appreciated a lot.

It was after that moment that everything went fast. Before you knew it the police car with Changwoo in it drove off and it was just you, JYP, Jaebum, Jinyoung, and Youngjae in your living room. Jinyoung sat next to your holding your hand, refusing to let you go. Before the five of you sat down JYP asked if you had any questions and that they would answers everything honestly. But you had so many questions that you didn’t know what to ask.

You break the silence after 5 minutes. ‘’Who… Who knew it first..?’’ You ask in a soft voice but loud enough for everyone to hear. Jinyoung squeezed your hand after you asked the question. ‘’I did… I’m sorry..’’ He says softly. You shook your head as you squeeze his hand back. ‘’You shouldn’t apologise for that… You only did your job..’’ you say trying to reassure him.

‘’(Y/N).. I would like to formally apologise to you as your boss. I gave them the order to not say anything to you.’’ JYP states looking at you. You look back at him and shrugs. ‘’You don’t have to apologise sir. I understand why you did it, although it would have been different if I didn’t work here..’’ You didn’t blame anyone. Of course you were hurt. It hurt a lot in fact. But it was their job, your job to protect the citizens of Seoul an lock up the bad guys.

‘’Does… Bambam and Yugyeom know about this as well?’’ You ask carefully. ‘’They don’t. We thought it would be best if they didn’t know. Especially for you. The only ones who knew were us and Mark. But it’s possible that he has told them now, after all I have an offer for you.’’ JYP says as he changes his position.

‘’What is it?’’ You question looking at your boss. JYP takes a deep breath before explaining. ‘’I know that this morning has been a lot for you. And you don’t have to go to work. If you want of course. You’re allowed to take a break for as long as you want. All I want is that your mental health is in great condition because really.. You didn’t deserve what happened. So my offer is, do you want to get back to work, or do you want to take a break?’’

You look at him, and then at Jinyoung who just smiles at you. After thinking for a while you came to the decision. ‘’I’ll take the break.. I don’t think that I will be able to work properly now..’’ JYP nods at what you say and gets up. ‘’Alright is there anything we could do for you? Do you need a place to stay here in Seoul or?’’ You shook your head. ‘’No.. No thank you I don’t really need anything. And I don’t think that I should stay in Seoul for some time.. But thank you for the offer sir.’’ You say with a small smile.

Youngjae looks at you in confusion. ‘’If you’re leaving Seoul.. Then where will you go?’’ He asks. ‘’I’ll go to my parents. They live in Yeosu and I’m sure they could use some help at their inn.’’ You say as you smile a bit more this time thinking about your parents.

JYP looked at his watch. ‘’I’m sorry (Y/N) but we should head to the Unit now.’’ You nod and get up as well walking them to the front door. ‘’Good luck with work, and please tell the others that I will be fine.’’ You say once you open the door. Jinyoung looks at you. ‘’I’ll stay with you, I don’t want you to be alone, you’re alright with that right sir?’’ Jinyoung asks JYP who smiles with a short nod in return. ‘’Of course I don’t want her to be alone. And I shall tell the others. Now (Y/N) don’t force yourself and take it slow. Never forget that you’re always welcome here. Take care.’’ And with that JYP is the first one to leave the house.

‘’(Y/N) take care!’’ Youngjae says with his contagious smile which makes you smile in return. ‘’I’ll make sure to work double as hard for you!’’ You nod with a chuckle. ‘’Don’t overwork though, we don’t want our sun to burn out.’’ You say as he waves before leaving. You then look at Jaebum as he looks back at you. ‘’Uh… Good luck and.. it’s alright to feel down about the situation.. So yes… We’ll speak again.’’ He says before nodding and quickly following Youngjae. He did smile when he heard you say thank you.

‘’Let’s go pack your stuff yeah?’’ Jinyoung says after you close the door. You nod and walk over to him and hug him. ‘’Thank you for staying with Jinyoung.’’ You mumble as you plant your face against his chest. Jinyoung wraps his arms around you and hugs you back while rubbing his hand slowly over your back. ‘’I’ll always be there for you.. Please know that.’’ You hum in response and hug him even tighter. ‘’Of course.. and please know that I don’t hate you for all of this. You only did what you thought was right for me.’’ You say as you pull away.

‘’Thank you (Y/N)..’’ He says with a fond smile. ‘’Now get let’s get upstairs.’’ He continues as he goes upstairs with you. ‘’What do I do with the house though?’’ You ask him as you open your part of the dresser. ‘’Hmmm if you bought the house you could have rent it out.. but you have a landlord so that’s impossible.’’ Jinyoung states as he opens your biggest suitcase.

‘’That’s true, I could have earned some money if I did own it. And I probably cant come back here again. Not that I want to do that.. I mean it would be way too big for me alone if I did want to..’’ you say taking out some of your clothes and giving it to Jinyoung. Taking the clothing from you Jinyoung places them on the bed and folds them in a way that everything will fit in the suitcase properly. ‘’Well we shouldn’t get worried about that. I’ll figure something out so you won’t get stressed about that.’’

You smile at him bringing more clothes. ‘’Thanks Jinyoung, I wouldn’t know what to do without you.’’ Jinyoung smiles back at you folding the rest of your clothing. ‘’Hmmm Indeed.. What would you do without me?’’ He says as he looks at you with a dumb grin. You throw a pair of socks at his face and laugh a bit. ‘’Shut up, don’t think of your self too highly~’’ Jinyoung just laughs in return. And with that the two of you continue packing the rest of your things.

You sigh and roll your eyes as you look at Jinyoung, who is currently checking if you truly have everything with you, for the 5th time. ‘’Jinyoung you’ve checked everything already. You don’t have to do it again.’’ You say but groan as you don’t get a response from him.

You sigh once again when he gets up and looks at you with what you call ‘’his mother smile’’. ‘’Alright, alright you got everything, I promise you I will stop now. I don’t want you to miss your train because of me.’’ He says while looking at you. ‘’Finally, it was about time.’’ You say in return hitting his arm as a punishment. ‘’I’ll miss you.’’ You say after he’s done pretending to be in agony.

He looks at you with a fond smile and hugs you once more. ‘’I know, and I’ll miss you too. I will most definitely visit you soon.’’ He says and you nod. You pull away and grab your suitcase. ‘’You do that, Bye now~’’ You say as you start walking away while waving at Jinyoung who waves back at you until you get onto the train. You sit down after putting away your suitcase and get your phone out to listen to some music. But not before you get multiple text messages from multiple people.

JYP: (Y/N), enjoy your time, remember your health is the most important and you’re always welcome to come back.

Jinyoungie~: I know we seriously just spoke but I forgot to say this, text me when you arrive okay? I love you.

Uncle Joon: I heard from (older) Jinyoung what happened, take care. The kids are already wanting to see you!

Jacksoff: Hey sweets! Heard what happen I’m so sorry :< Call me when you feel like working out I’ll join!! Say hi to your parents for me x.

Mark (my words): Hey. Sorry for not telling you. If I was able to I would have drop kicked his face the first time I heard it. Good luck. (:

Bammie: Ahhh Noona I cant believe what happened! I’m so mad and you must be so sad.. Take care! Oh I’ll be sure to send you nice clothing from Seoul! ; )

Gyeomie: Hi Noona, I will miss you for sure, I want to visit you sometime… Maybe with Jinyoung-Hyung? Will you bring souvenirs when you come back??

Sunboy: Hey hey (Y/N) I just heard you were leaving today already, I just wanted to say to be safe while travelling. And I shall promise you to send you a photo of Coco every day. Here is one!

Jaebum: Hi. First of all I’d like to apologise for everything that happened.. And I’d like to apologise about how awkward I was before I left the house.. I’m not the greatest with words but I’m sure you knew that already. Secondly please don’t blame yourself for what happened. It’s not your fault. Lastly.. It might sound weird coming from me but trust me I understand what you’re going through and uh.. I know there are others that might be better to talk with but.. You can always vent to me whenever you want. Take care.

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dramaqueeenamby · 6 years

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Queen {Part 2}

Sooooooo everyone really liked the first part (thank you so much for that!), so here’s a part two. At this point, I don’t know how long this will be. lmaooo

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Queen (2)

“This is something new- the Casper Slide: part 2.”

You laughed loudly at how those iconic words ignited a damn near stampede as individuals of all ages ambled onto the dance floor.

“What ya’ll sitting down for?” One of your husband’s cousins asked as she noticed you hadn’t made any attempt to move off his lap. Chadwick’s arm around your waist seemed quite comfortable. “You better get on up here and dance.” She placed her hands on her hips. “Unless Chadwick over there done got all hollywood on us.”

Chad smiled and laughed. “Come on, Karen, you know it’s not like that.”

You looked over your shoulder. “Then come on, Mr. Boseman.” He arched a sly brow. “Mrs. Boseman wants to dance.” You pried his protective arm from around you and pulled up the pants of your outfit. As you went to look at your husband, you saw that he was now standing, his hand moving to your hip as the two of your maneuvered your way on the dance floor.

“Over here, Queen.” Kevin waved you over and you laughed at the scowl on Chadwick’s face. Even though he gave his brother his blessing to call you that, it never failed to irritate him to hear someone other than himself using his special nickname for you.

“I’ll get behind you,” Chadwick said with a small smile as he patted your butt. You rolled your eyes. You knew exactly why he wanted to get behind you.

“Alright, we gonna do the basic steps.” DJ Casper prefaced before sending out the instructions that had the whole lot of ya’ll moving to the left, right, and hopping. You and Kevin would giggle amongst yourselves as he maintained this dangerously fierce expression while getting down just as good as everyone else.

You’d give your husband the side eye whenever it came time to “cha cha” because somehow you always ended up backing up into him, his hands briefly gripping your hips and pulling your ass into him before you lightly pushed him away to finish dancing.

He was honestly too much at times.

One dance turned into several as the DJ played all of the classics: Cha Cha Slide, The Electric Slide, The Macarena, The Wobble, The Bikers Shuffle, and even the newer hits like Juju On That Beat, The Nae Nae, and the Do It Like Me Challenge which you and Chadwick’s nieces slayed.

Of course, when newer songs that didn’t necessarily have a set dance came on, the older individuals started to wane out as the younger generation dominated the floor.

You danced over to your husband, shaking your hips to “In My Feelings” by Drake. “CB, do you love me? Are you riding? Say you’ll never ever leave from beside me, cause I want you, and I’m down for you.” Chad shook his head while neglecting to respond but happily turning you around to allow you to playfully twerk on him.

You really were having a good time, your mind completely off the tense subject brought about by Chadwick’s aunt just yesterday. Then again, you wondered if it was also due to the absolute havoc that your man released upon your body once you two got back to the hotel. Honestly, you sometimes wondered just how you hadn’t ended up pregnant already, your husband always wanting and willing to bend you over.

You and Chadwick were just sitting at a table (well, he was sitting in a chair but you were rightly positioned on his lap) as a group of teenagers attempted to show a couple of the older individuals how to milly rock.

“I’m glad that we came,” you announced, enjoying being so close to him, physically and emotionally. “I’ve missed this. Being around family.”

Sometimes it was tough being so far from home, you and Chadwick living in Los Angeles while the majority of his family was on the east coast and yours down south.

You smiled as he placed a gentle kiss against the back of your neck. “We needed this.”

You smiled wryly. “You needed this, my king.” You giggled, practically visualizing the eye roll and shady look that he was sending your way, but it was true. Your poor husband had been working nonstop ever since you two met three years ago, having been paired up by Vogue for their new Authors on Actors segment.

“A king,” you moaned as he put on the accent, something he rarely did in interviews but always did for you whenever you wanted to hear it. The man really couldn’t say no to you for a lot of things. “-only needs his queen.”

“Babyyyyy, Lebron is already married so that won’t work.”

“You know what,” all traces of the accent disappeared as you laughed after peaking over your shoulder to see him with the biggest scowl.

You could tell that it was nearing time for you two to depart as his hands couldn’t stop exploring your body, his mouth constantly nipping at the side of your neck. Ready to finally give in and say your goodbyes, you rolled your eyes and felt irritation take over at who you saw approaching.

“Hey, Chadwick, baby.” Aunt Celia greeted with her usual fake smile. You started to get up so that he could hug the elder woman but decided against it, pushing your back further into his chest to ensure that he got the hint you weren’t moving.

You could tell that he sensed the shift in your mood. “Hey, Auntie.”

“You see how that turned out for him,” You muttered as you took a sip of your Arizona Strawberry Lemonade.

Chadwick lightly tapped you, but you offered no visible response.

“Now, did your wife tell you what we were discussing yesterday?” The church usher questioned, taking one of the empty seats on the opposite side of the table.

“It wasn’t a really a discussion,” you quickly interjected. “It was more so you talking at me.”

“Child, don’t be silly.” She waved off your correction which only further aggravated you. “I was simply trying to talk some sense into you.”

“I think I have a full tank, Aunt Celie.”

“Okay,” Chadwick interjected, sensing that you were getting ready to snap. “Someone wanna tell me what’s going on?”

“Well, I was just telling your flippant little wife-”

“Excus-?”

“-That she needs to stop worrying about writing all these books of hers and start working on giving you some children-” Celie sassed before swinging her neck and starting to fan herself. “Unless what folks are saying is true-”

“And just what are they saying?” Chadwick interrupted, his tone challenging as he tightened his grip around you.

“That she can’t even have kids.” You knew it. You fucking knew it. “Why else would she be so lackadaisical and tight-lipped towards the subject’?”

“Why is this all on me? Maybe it’s Chadwick who’s been the holdup. Maybe we’ve been trying, and it just hasn’t happened yet. Hell, maybe we don’t even want children.” You threw your hands up, completely unwilling to hold your tongue any longer. “The point is is that you’re being very invasive, disrespectful, and hurtful by continuing to badger me over supposedly not being a “good wife.” What goes on between me and my husband is between us. So I’d appreciate it if you and anyone else who has strong opinions about what I’m doing with my uterus would promptly and politely shut the entire fuck up.”

You pushed Chadwick’s arms from around you, stood, and marched off through the crowd of people whilst praying that no one interfered as you desperately tried to find a place of solitude.

“Queen!” Damnit. It was Chadwick. “Baby, wait.”

“I’m fine, Chad.” You lied, wiping at your eyes as you continued to walk. Eventually, quickly too, he caught up with you, his hands resting on your shoulders. “I said that-”

“No, you’re not.” He easily dismissed, never taking his eyes off of you. “Queen, don’t listen to Celie. She’s old, nosy, and thrives off getting under people’s skin.”

“But what if she’s right?” You found yourself whispering as he cupped your neck. “What if I can’t have kids?”

He looked hurt that you could even allow such a question to leave your mouth. “What?”

“Chadwick, with how sexually active we are, how careless we are, don’t you think I should have gotten pregnant by now? I’m not even on birth control.”

You hated that Celia’s words and sentiments were starting to get to you, but you also couldn’t deny the possible validity of her statements.

Not being on birth control while being as sexually active as you and your husband were….it seemed out of the norm, and it was a daunting possibility that you had to consider.

Your husband shook his head. “It just hasn’t happened for us yet.” His fingers rubbed soft motions against your neck as he moved closer to you. “And if for some reason, it doesn’t happen, then that’s okay too.”

“No, it’s not okay.” You boldly disagreed. “I-I want children. We want children.” A beat. “R-right?” You stomach absolutely dropped as your husband darted his eyes, avoiding your burning gaze of approval. Your knees felt weak. “You don’t want children?”

“I didn’t say that,” he quietly defended.

“It’s what you didn’t say,” you pulled away from him after pushing his hands off you. You honestly felt like you were about to have a panic attack at any second. “When the hell did you come to this decision? Because it’s not what we discussed before and shortly after we got married.”

He shut his eyes and looked around as a few people started to enter into the hallway. “Baby, can we talk about this later?”

“What is there to talk about?” You weakly shrugged your shoulders, your tears creating a fog over your eyes. “It seems as though your mind is already made up.”

You wanted to acknowledge the absolutely devastated expression on his face at your words as you yanked your arm away when he went to grab for you. But you couldn’t bother to care too much, your heart aching from this bombshell of a revelation. You didn’t know what, when, or why your husband had apparently changed his mind concerning such an important and monumental matter.

Like you’d said before, you’d both agreed that you wanted children, at least two, no more than four, and you were always looking forward to the day that you could make that happen.

Now, it seemed like such a distant memory and a daunting realization.

This change of heart could be detrimental to your marriage.

This could be the end of your marriage.

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Me: Let me write this cute little Chadwick fluff. I need a break from the angst.

*after it’s finished*

Me: .......You dumb bitch.

#Chadwick Boseman #Chadiwck x you #Chadwick x reader #Chadwick Boseman imagine #Chadwick boseman fanfiction

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chmergess4ever · 7 years

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Helium (Part 1)

Without further ado....here is the first part of a story I have been working on for a while now!!! thank you all so much for your continued support through my little writing hiatus but i promise, I’m back and I have a lot of stories coming your way. This story was inspired by one of my favorite Sia songs. It’s called Helium. I highly recommend giving it a listen, cause it will definitely give you insight as to what I’m going for with this story! As always, I mean no disrespect to Jenna and Val (I love that they’re happy), I just like writing for chmergess and I’d like to continue. Please like/reblog and leave comments! It always puts a smile on my face to hear what you guys thought! Always open to suggestions too! Enjoy!

Alarms. Monitors. Pagers. Only a few of the many sounds that were drowning her emotions. She could hear everything, but it was as if she could hear nothing. Everything tuned out in the background, except the sound of her beating heart and the replay of the phone call she had gotten 3 hours earlier.

“Hello?” Her phone had been ringing from downstairs so she caught it just on the last ring.

“Ms. Burgess?”

“Yes?” “This is the LAPD. Officer Stanton. There has been an accident. We have your mom-”

She didn’t need to hear anything else, her phone slipped out of her hand and landed on the floor. She grabbed her car keys, and left the house immediately headed for the hospital without thinking about anything.

And now she was here. Sitting on the floor of a hospital, her mom’s life hanging in the balance. Lucy had been on her way to surprise Sharna for a few days when a drunk driver blew through a stop sign and plummeted right into the uber carrying her. Her mom was rushed to the hospital and into surgery and Sharna was left here, by herself feeling lost. A doctor approached her in his surgical gown. “Ms. Burgess.”

She stood up to be at eye level.

“You’re Mom’s surgery is more involved than we originally thought, it will be a few more hours-”

And every word after that one was drowned out. She slunk back down to the floor. She couldn’t describe her feelings from inside. But she felt herself breaking. Shutting down.

She reached for her phone in her back pocket. There was only one person in the world that she knew could get her through this situation. Except for the fact, that she hadn’t talked to him in months. The minute they broke up, communication was cut off. She didn’t want to need him. For the past months, she had made herself learn to live without him but she wasn’t strong enough for this without him. She looked down at the keypad as she contemplated whether or not to dial the number she knew by heart. She ran her hand through her hair.

“Val.” She whispered to herself and she dialed his number and hit the green button.

He was sitting on his bed reading through twitter on his Ipad when he heard his phone ringing. He reached to his side and grabbed it off the nightstand. He sat up straighter when he saw the name on the phone. He hadn’t spoken to her in forever, she hadn’t called, he hadn’t called, they just both gave up. So he didn’t know why she was calling now. Just as he was about to answer, he was interrupted.

“Babyyyyy.” Jenna called from inside the bathroom. “You coming to shower?”

“You know it!” And with that he completely forgot what he was doing and threw his phone down on the bed.

“Shit.” A tear escaped from her eyes. And she dialed again. And again. And again. “Shit. Shit. Shit.” She hit her hand on the floor next to her. She then heard her phone ring and felt herself light up but felt disappointment when she saw who it was.

“Sharna?” Peta sounded concerned. “I haven’t heard from you in hours.”

“Peta.” She said through tears as she choked on her own emotions.

“Sharna. What’s the matter?”

“My mom. She’s in the hospital. There was an accident.”

“Where are you? I’m coming.”

“No.” She said as she choked on more of her tears. “It’s ok.”

“Sharna. I’m your best friend, you should have someone there with you. I’d be able to help you.”

“I don’t want to drag you into this. I’ll be ok. I promise. Thank you for caring.” Sharna said as she nodded to herself once she was calm. She brought her knees up to her chest and rested her elbows on her legs. “I’ll call you, ok?”

“You sure?”

“I’m sure.”

“Call me if you need me.”

“I will. Promise.”

She hung up and called him again.

Val walked out into the bedroom after a shower, and picked his phone up off the bed. He click the home button to see 5 missed calls from Sharna and 1 new voicemail. He had completely forgotten she was calling him when he left to be with Jenna. And it was now 2 hours later. He sat down and went to the voicemail on his phone. He clicked the play button under her name. He noticed her tear stricken voice, before anything else.

“Val. I know you don’t want to talk to me right now. Probably not ever again, cause it seems like that’s what happening with us. But, I need you. I need you more than anyone right now. I’m at the hospital. My mom’s been in an accident and the only person I want by my side right now is you. I thought I could do this, I thought we were both doing good, but I don’t want to do this without you. I can’t. Anyways, I understand if you can’t come because of her and everything. But I-” The voice of the mailbox operator cut her off. “You have exceeded the limit. Please call again.”

Val threw his phone down. “No. No. But what-”

“You ok Babe?” Jenna said as she came out of the bathroom.

“I need to go.” He grabbed his shirt that was thrown over the chair in the corner. “I’m sorry.” He walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the forehead. “Don’t wait up.”

“Where are you going?”

“I’ll explain later.”

She had migrated to a chair in the waiting room. Her mom was still in surgery and she was still just as heart broken until she heard a familiar voice. “Sharna.”

She saw his silhouette in the door frame. “Val?” She said with a broken voice.

Then she saw him. She almost tripped getting up out of her chair and ran into his arms. He whispered into her ear. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” He patted the back of her hair.

“You’re here.”

“And I’m not going anywhere.” He pulled back and looked into her eyes and he stroked the side of her face. For a minute the energy changed, but they just stayed like that before he pulled her back in for another hug. They swayed back and forth, as she rubbed her back.

“Ms. Burgess?” The voice of a doctor interrupted their encounter.

“Yes.” She wiped away her tears and turned to face the doctor.

The doctor pointed to Val, “Husband?”

“Um no. But it’s ok. He’s family.” She grabbed his hand.

“Your Mom is stable. Surgery went well. We are going to keep her for a few weeks. To monitor her recovery. She is still asleep right now from the anesthesia but should wake up soon. Your welcome to go sit with her if you’d like.”

“Oh thank God.” She turned back into Val and rested her head into his chest.

“Do you want me to come with you?” He whispered, as he kissed the top of her head.

“Will you?” She said softly as she pulled him tighter.

“Let’s do it.”

He took her hand and they followed the doctor down the hallway to her Mom’s recovery room. Sharna felt herself fill up when she saw her mom lying in the bed unconscious hooked up to all the machines. Val pulled a chair up for him and her next to the bed and led Sharna to sit down. He took her hand and put it in his lap. She looked at him without him noticing and then looked back to her mom. He did the same before he started talking.

“Thank you for coming. You being here really helps.”

“Least I could do for you. I’m sorry it took me so long. I was being careless.”

“Stoppp. It’s not your responsibility to be a friend to be 24/7”

“I haven’t been much of a friend to you at all lately.”

She looked at him and saw his emotions drop. She reached and stroked his cheek, “Hey. Stop. We’ve both been pretty bad at that. But we have a chance to be better. Right?”

Val nodded and put his hand over hers.

It wasn’t as if their relationship was bad, it was just bad for them. Toxic, some would say. But neither party wanted to end it. They held on, grasping for whatever they could reach. But eventually, neither one wanted to fight that hard anymore and they gave up. A lot of unnecessary arguing, a lot of nasty things said that shouldn’t have been, and a lot of actions that demonstrated anything but love. But the truth was that they did love each other, that it seemed as if their love would overcome anything, that they were still in love no matter how much they wanted to deny it.

Val’s phone rang and he hit the red button. It rang again and he did the same, “Sorry.”

“You know you can answer it, right?”

He shook his head. “Not important.”

They sat there in silence, the time crawling like there was no tomorrow. Val looked at her and thought carefully as he formed his next words, “Can I ask you a question?”

“You can ask me anything.”

“Why me?”

“Why you, what?”

“Why did you call me? You could have called anybody. Peta, James, any of cast. Why me?”

Sharna stopped to think about her answer. She knew it, it was that she loved him, that he mattered to her more than anyone else. But she would never tell him the truth. He was happy with Jenna and she wasn’t going to be the one that ruined that. She searched her brain for a lie to tell but couldn’t come up with it. “I don’t know honestly. But I’m happy I did.”

“I’m happy you did too.”

Val’s phone rang again, and he looked at the screen contemplating answering.

“Go home, Val. Be with your girl. I’m ok.”

“Shar, I’m not going to leave you here.”

“Yes you are. I’m not going to let you screw that up. You deserve something great, Val. Someone great. And i don’t want you to ruin that.”

“I don’t want to leave you.”

“I’m ok.” She whispered as she nodded. “I’ll call you tomorrow, ok?”

Val looked at her reluctantly, “You sure?”

“I’m positive. My mom’s ok-I’m ok.”

Val stood up and put his chair back. “Don’t forget to call me.”

“I won’t.”

“And if you need me, please get a hold of me?”

“I will.”

“Ok. Goodnight Shar.”

“Night.” She smiled as he walked out of the room and then she whispered under her breath, “I love you.” Knowing that she probably always will.

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