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This took way too long for a comic that's supposed to be self-indulgent and quick,, Apologies if the chat bubbles are confusing on who's talkin..
Anyway another comic for my AU! I'm not sorry for the lack of background cause I really wanted to just focus on the dialogue lawl
Extra doodles I did while making the comic if ya'll want some of it:
#During the process of making this it reminded me why I'd rather stick to making short comics than a full series#my artstyle losing and gaining quality each panel over and over#this isn't even fully shaded and i already took way too long for my taste#Anyway another session of me yapping in tags#it's the fact i had to post this in my laptop and not my phone cause of the photo limit#which i didn't even know Tumblr had#not too happy with the results maybe i should've not coloured this help#hope it's okay ajkds#field research au#dandys world#dandy's world#dandys world fanart#dandys world sprout#dandys world au#dandys world brightney#dandys world connie#dandys world goob#dandys world looey#ronu's artwork
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Today on self-care tips with Smii7Y: Feeling frustrated? Angry? Kinda pissed off? No biggie! Just ask your man for a kiss and it'll cheer you right up. 💕
#smittys number one coping strategy in any situation#just kiss him john#feat: byze and jiggly just tryin to live their lives#krii7y#bfduo#kryoz#smii7y#they have no pants on because i didn't know how to not make it look weird lmaooo#or maybe they're actually-#i'm searching the sweet spot between cream and white btw#because ik ig it would be more accurate? to make smitty a white lab but white (like pure black) is a bitch to work with#so I'm like inching my way upwards from the colors I picked off smittys party animals skin#towards light cream/white#and see what sticks#this might be the limit here
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The Amazing Digital Circus gang (N64-ish style)
I've still got Sailor Moon fanart plans but my secondary hyperfixation for this new series is still going strong. UPDATE: I made Queenie and some of the other abstracted characters, too! (link)
#I didn't technically stick to real N64 limitations (other than 32x32 textures) just the general aesthetic#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc fanart#Pomni#Ragatha#Jax#Kinger#Gangle#Zooble#Caine#Bubble#Kaufmo#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#tadc kinger#tadc gangle#tadc zooble#tadc caine#tadc bubble#tadc kaufmo#n64#low poly#3d model#blender#ragatha's hatchet#I hope that hatchet comes back in the series and not just the meet the gang promo#I hope she uses it on Jax#don't worry he deserves it
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"this person clearly hasn't read the comics, they're making stuff up instead of being accurate to canon"
Fool,,, I've read the comics AND MAKE THINGS UP. You can do BOTH
#ramblings#just because someone ended up with a different interpretation from you doesn't mean they didn't read the comics at all#i've said before: it's okay to make things up and it's okay to be informed by canon. what matters is what u make of it. what u end up sayin#i think fandom tends to over course correct from fear of their faves getting flandarized as is common in fandom spaces#but it leads to this “making stuff up is bad stick to canon” mindset that is so limiting. like where's the whimsy and fun in that#aren't u ever inspired? or dissatisfied by canon? i'm not waiting on canon to give me an immigrant clois love story#jesncin dc meta
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interesting how often the ones claiming that galadriel's season 2 arc was perfect and everyone who doesn't think so is just too haladriel brainrotted or something are the same folks who openly say it's fine if she were to just... fade into the background in season 3 or disappear outright. sorry I actually do think it's sexist for galadriel to be introduced as the central protagonist only for her to be gradually phased out so that gil-galad and elendil or elrond or whichever legendarium dude can have more to do.
#I mean effectively s2 was elrond's 'turn' in that sense. lots of development for him that hinged on sticking gal in a holding pattern#(don't even get me started on the way brimby's ascension to a lead pov could only be done with gal's absence & tbh at sauron's expense too)#but now some of yall are like IT'S GIL-GALAD'S TURN & frothing at the mouth for even less of galadriel so that he can take the s3 reigns#'gil-galad is important because he's the king!' girl i do not care lmao and guess what neither do the normies#normies get invested in the characters and relationships + conflicts that they were following from the beginning - the touchstones#we're not making this up this is how television works#shows need that connective tether the foundational thing that stays consistent to build your audience#it's why louis in the amc iwtv show is not going anywhere in s3 - because he's been the heart and soul for 2 seasons#and you can't just discard him for the sake of adhering to book canon!#you can't swap protagonists around season to season and expect your audience to keep up. it's very very hard to get away with#i'd argue this is even more key in streaming series with the limited episode counts. there isn't *time* to dilute the focus so much#ugh anyway s2's arc for galadriel was rife with problems primarily because you could remove her from it and hardly change the overall story#she was in this weird limbo where she was intensely invested in the A Plot but barred from affecting or interrupting it#within the A Plot itself - eregion and sauron and celebrimbor - she effectively didn't exist#every active plot driving choice near her was made by elrond cirdan gil-galad adar celebrimbor. one after the other. she was a passenger#'it's fine for other characters to make choices tho!' not when it's the whole gd season kiddos#and what do you know viewership is down
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Hi i just made a tumblr account for this haha I've never used tumblr before
But!! I LOVE your fics so much, they've been a huge inspiration for me to create my own art and they're really amazing
So since i wanna maybe draw fanart of her i wanted to ask if you have a design for Qiqi/Fortune Preserver in jadeite gingko? Thinking of it because of the scene in the latest chapter where she was poking the guy with a stick, I can't get the image out of my head OMG
i did in fact do some designs for her, they're here!
i really need to update the masterpost,,,
#hnnn thank you;#last time i tried to update the list tumblr didn't let me#i hope i didn't hit the hyperlink limit. again#anyway#someone actually asked for a drawing of qiqi poking the guy in the head with the stick hahah#it's stitting in my ask box i'll get around to it over the week when i have time#ily <3
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I drew them as anthropomorphic horses based on their pony designs. Spock horse. Sporse?


My sincere apologies.
#I didn't look out actual horse references out of respect of real horses#someone should stop me#my next post will be normal i promise#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#james t kirk#jim kirk#captain kirk#spirk#spock x kirk#horse#anthro#i guess#fanart#art#traditional art#horse Mccoy would be white so his terrifying blue eyes would stick out more#damn you limitations of traditional art#also technically Spock is an alicorn not a horse#target audience: me#self indulgent post#should I delete this#animal au
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☆ on the lookout for chaos ☆
#trying out using limited color palletes to play a bit with colors#i did make this pallete myself but kept the number of colors as limited as i could while sticking to purples/blues with a pop of yellow :)#i really like the idea of star highlights for sakito but limited it a bit bc i didn't feel like shading and highlighting this#boonboomger lb#super sentai lb#umbrella.art#umbrella.posts#🌌
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any chances ppl would be allowed to bind ahb for personal use ??
hiya!!
at the moment, and for the foreseeable future i am saying no. just because there are copies of ahb! circulating around SEVERAL websites and vendors being sold for oodles and oodles of dollars. despite my requests for the sellers to stop.
i have had people (etsy vendors) in the past lie to me and say they've made "too many personal handbound copies and are only selling those extra ones" which ,,, was obviously a lie. also they were getting the copies through lulu and selling them just btw.
i have also had people tell me that they are binding them and selling them to others for personal use but not making profit off of them even though they're selling art heist for over $100 a book. so. yeah. another lie
so, sorry! but yeah!! there's not much i can do about people actually listening to me and respecting my wishes etc etc and lord knows they don't, but i would super appreciate it if we kept ahb! an ao3 exclusive for now!
it just makes me feel slightly better to put more rules and boundaries in place! though it's never stopped people in this fandom from bulldozing right through those anyway :/
#asks#art heist baby!#and sometimes i feel like the wrong people get the short end of the stick#bc the people who will listen to me wouldn't sell my fic on etsy anyway#but the one's selling my fic give less than 2 shits if i ask them not to bind it...#but idk. idk what to do about this anymore. honestly#im tired of filling out copyright requests and proof-of-ownership forms etc and going through customer service reps#just for ahb! to pop up somewhere else for sale the next day#like it takes HOURS. of my time to do that. and a lot of my limited energy.#so im truly at a loss w what to do#but anyway sorry you didn't ask for that long-ass rant !! i vented a bit for sure
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With birds, is there nothing between "charming little angel" and "nippy asshole"?

Asking because today I seem to have met the asshole end of the spectrum.
#so the stick is covered in bird seed and natural glue so the budgies can land on your fingers and eat their fill#but this guy exclusively tried to eat my skin#he didn't limit it to my fingers either; he also climbed on my arms and neck trying to get at my skin flakes or something#he also crapped on me in the middle of it#birds#budgie#personal post
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Or nonbinary ( but loves all masc/fem praises/terms/etc )
#>> . out of chili dogs ( ooc )#( call him a good girl. call him a bad boy. the sky is the fucking limit )#( i was gonna say genderfluid-- but as i see myself. i'm in between of the genders. and i think sonic sees the same thing )#( like when i discovered my enby self. i didn't fit in the female box as i call it. i'm way out. but i am sticking my leggy a lil in the#male box-- u get me???? )#( sorry i;m just trying to get my thoughts out here-- )
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(tagged by ( @localbisexualgenius )a poll of your favourite female characters (no limits - as many or as little as you want) and see which your followers like the most!!! @myukuw @xxsilver-starsxx @n1ghtc4wl3r @lyndsirose
#Trying to limit myself was hard but I tried to stick to a variety... to what is true... and while I luv the obscure ones the most...#I put some popular ones in there#also anyone who wants to do this who I didn't tag is free to do so and tag me this is just my normal suspect list#ghosty speaks
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You guys ever feel trapped? Yea I'm well-acquainted with the feeling of being trapped.
#*text#talk about unpleasant#sorry for only posting textposts here lately. I Forgot how I use this blog.#Also I'm gonna use this as an excuse to vent in the tags about something that's been bothering me today.#I hate days where it feels like I can't be the same person for even. idk. an hour?#I was gonna say just a general statement of 'I hate how I can't feel like the same person for more than an hour' but then I realized it onl#particularly bothered me today so maybe it's just a sometimes thing. throws hands up in the air I WOUDLN'T KNOW#It's just...nothing I do throughout the day matches. i keep starting new things only to forget about them (or forget how much I cared#about them) and try something else later. resulting in a long line of unfinished stuff and frustration.#I keep trying to come up with new conclusions/solutions to problems I've run through my head a million times already.#problems I didn't know I had or forgot about pop up etc.#I'll be doing fine and then I'll just feel stranded out of nowhere with no idea why and trying to figure out if this is normal for me.#I've felt stranded all day.#it's just ugh. i'm so confused. it's been a day i guess.#all the words i write feel kinda foreign to me sometimes. short term memory problems I guess. ✌️#but also I feel very very locked in a really limited worldview. or just like. my world feels very small like tunnel vision kind of thing an#for that reason it just feels like it'll go on the same forever and ever and ever. which is a very scary thought.#idk if my logical 'well that obviously isn't the case. things will change eventually' rebuttal is good enough to go against it.#so there you go I wrapped it all back to the point of the post: feeling trapped. yayyy#i don't mean to make myself sound so sad and pitiful. usually i'm doing fine and bad things kinda just don't register in my brain#but there are Secret Evil Feelings inside me that I don't even know about and sometimes I like to poke them with a stick.
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i'm using cambria in that document?????? by god i just now noticed
#i usually stick to libreoffice's default (liberation serif) but this (and actually the plot chart) are in cambria#WAIT OKAY BC THE PLOT CHART AND THE FILE I'M WRITING THIS FIC IN WERE BOTH COPIED FROM GOOGLEDOCS#they originated there where i think arial is a menace and changed it to (of googledoc's limited selection) cambria. and then it carried ove#nothing wrong with cambria. great font. just can't believe i didn't fucking notice until i took the screenshot and went#'...........does that look right'#oh you know georgia is a good font too
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"do i want to do art as a career or a hobby" life's most difficult question that plagues me every second of every day to be Honest
#i feel like part of the reason i went oh ill keep it as a hobby is because i didn't feel like i was Good enough to do it professionally. but#i will only become Good enough if i actually put the time and energy into learning anatomy and everything else and treating it as a full#time programme of study.#which is difficult alongside my accounting degree that i don't fully care about.ohwell#to be honest i will literally have the whole summer to draw so i guess it's fine tbh#i might get really serious and try to follow a vague plan/schedule of devoting x hours a week to anatomy and stuff#i just hate how limited i am right now like i know my art isnt bad but im so lacking in so many areas#well who give a shit...i got plany of time.#i think i will stick out this degree and then consider where to go from there...#i think i do feel too unready for a “career” of any kind so even if i COULD enjoy doing art as a job e.g. comics or children's books i thin#it would probably be better all round to slowly work my way towards it in many years time
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speaking of. winston just so happening to run into rian somewhere & they have an Interaction: maybe originally with winston just largely unusually cagey & reluctant to be interacting much, while it's rian more determined to say Something, but it's fairly brief/cursory & yknow, not interacting w/him as a person b/c she doesn't see him that way / doesn't want to, more of a verbal [pitying pat on the head] At him from the place of superiority
then it's winston's yknow no more than 24 hr timeloop, where he can quickly notice that That was the most seemingly out of place And/Or significant event of the day, and focus on essentially trying to see how like oh here's another chance, rian's actually the one who started out with more active interest / motivation in having an interaction, so that's pretty promising, like, oh if he's more open to it, and then he's the one getting to have these repeat opportunities to trying to actually finally connect, say different things, say the same thing as last time but maybe he didn't quite phrase it the right way or give the perfect delivery to result in her understanding & sympathizing and whatall, like, can get frustrated & avoid the whole encounter entirely, can try to express that frustration & try having an argument instead to try to have some breakthrough & be better understood that way. might get seeming "good" results sometimes, like just getting a chance to talk uninterrupted for a minute, maybe getting some slightly less patronizing "yeah that sucks. sorry" from rian, maybe having one of their precedented, seemingly more amicable/successful interactions in commisserating about anything re: work, maybe times they land on like yeah let's have a phonecall / have lunch / shared interest movie meetups together later....but the loop continues, and winston can feel particularly let down / confused like aw but last time seemed actually & unusually good....
meanwhile the potential element of like, do they ever kiss or hook up or such? first of all, billions canon would never allow someone "worthier" than winston to do this w/him (& of course all the ppl who aren't good enough to Not be lower tier loser nerds also only have dating relationships for women (no loser nerd women here, & meanwhile like yeah the s1 gay guy, who was married, & died. all disastrous) to realize their mistake & dump them), but as soon as you're focusing on winston in his own right you're breaking the rules of billions canon already, so, sure. and it might also never happen. b/c it wouldn't even really change what winston's trying to do already, which is, have a genuine reciprocal connection. spoilers: how that's Always been the case. and like it would be clear from the start that it's just not a very practical goal lol, more of something that could maybe happen when like, just really trying to go all in, put in a lot of effort, try things a little differently, and that's a shakeup that could lead to whatever like more outlier spinoffs. maybe you do start hashing out this history where already the mutual knowledge of winston being down re: rian didn't actually fundamentally change the broader context of actually just wanting to have a basic amicable dynamic. argue about it, have this be something he tries to come back to & "redo" thrice, just trying to be Really Listened To & Understood, maybe sometimes it's like yeah sure yolo what if we'd ever hooked up & what if we did so now, just to both see if there was fuckall sort of catharsis or resolutions or anything in that, and if there's not, what changes, we shrug, & at least got the hookup out of it. but ofc it's not The Key to anything, & it's just clearly not like a viable goal to prioritize steering all the way towards that particular reciprocal connection event....and/or maybe it takes a while to determine this, b/c once it Does seem to lead to Something. hanging out at someone's place, maybe winston's used the logic of like "well if i give someone an orgasm they'll (be more likely to) give me the time of day for 35 seconds to talk to them," maybe it does seem to get him that, maybe they do seem to have some kind of breakthrough with like things getting emotional, personal, serious, deep....But I Still Doesn't Change Things, there's not Really a breakthrough. like the way we've seen rian willing to Tell Winston Things that are earnest & personal, cue 5x07, but it's just still unilateral, she's saying things At him, then cutting down & punishing his attempts to interact in turn, reciprocally, or even within the context of [allowed to have an unequal interaction that keeps a positive tone]....like maybe here she does let him say some stuff, does respond like Huh Yeah Sure. winston just trying to share like his feelings, about a lot of things, about the past few years, about his entire relationship with rian, with taylor, with his whole experience in that office hierarchy, in life prior....not even like oh hey maybe if we have sex & an honest conversation we could Be Together? could be a small distance [maybe...] kind of hope, but i don't think he could even pursue that, based on, again, the context of: where their relationship even is at the start, & that to be at this point of maybe hooking up during the nth loop, winston's tried n minus o (let's say o > n/2) times to break through & Really Connect As People, so he can't have the highest hopes that like, messing around could change things up Enough. but maybe one seeming very different, intense shared aftermath of talking & getting personal & shit happens, & he does get his hopes up about that, even as an outlier, and keep thinking like, if i could back to that situation, maybe there's something i could say, and that'd be the change that sticks
and it isn't, because like, they still don't really connect. sure maybe they could've hooked up sometimes, had pretty amicable (or, let's say, unhostile) conversations sometimes, maybe they can even have what really feels like it should've been this Significant Moment. rian sharing things & winston allowed to say stuff back, Seemingly, but yknow, her having more patience/flexibility, "humoring" him, maybe figuring they Are connecting in turn just b/c of the [well, this is what it'd look like / what it'd feature, right] exterior of it....she ofc doesn't have to listen and care. she can be amused by like this access to someone, find it nonthreatening b/c yknow, sure, we have this exchange, but it's isolated, i can feel "sympathetic" but in a way Above It, i can tell him shit & be gratified in having an audience, but i won't need support from him or any particular response, b/c i'd need to genuinely consider what his response is to do so....i mean, Rian's Relationship Advice where she thinks trust is so important that now she needs The Absence of Trust. it was threatening to Really have to trust someone (sure) so now she needs to have access to all their stuff to dig through it at any time (um,). be like, yolo, play around with [winston's Real Shit dialogue options], say her own real shit At him, perhaps be a little warmer, or just relatively less mean and does that count? and winston could feel like, Wow, surely that was something? there could be more there? i Almost got through to this person? i could've better expressed a deeper essence of a more personal truth? which would all just be shit he could end up thinking after interactions at [whatever location they meet up at] lol. which is why a "they could make out. hook up" route is Apropos but not Necessary. it would Not change things. talking at the store or bar or library or museum or wherever could/would inspire those same considerations. so it doesn't have to happen at all. and also could.
but it comes to the point which is The Point, which is that like, even with this Premise that is rian like, motivated to interact with Him, seemingly also seeking Something out of it, more sympathetic than before, outside fo the office or of really being coworkers....it hasn't changed, and there's nothing winston can do here to really, Really change things such that it still wouldn't basically "reset." because winston dealing with rian, and most people, in canon is very much like a doomed time loop anyways. day in & out & he keeps trying, often in slightly different ways, always with a basic hope & persistence, & his various efforts & approaches & attitudes & seeming moments of "maybe this means they're friends for real / now?" gets him nowhere. b/c rian doesn't see him as a person and won't interact with him in a way similarly striving for actual connection / a real relationship person to person. and where winston would just be in a very similar situation as he was in canon if he was in a literal loop where he really cannot do something "right" to connect with rian, even if her approach to him is at all different & seems more promising. she absolutely would not see him as a peer or be open to any genuine personal interaction or rethink how she'd been towards winston before. and it also just encapsulates winston's experience in general, trying to do things "right" to be treated w/basic respect, let alone like positive personal interest, by the people around him. have the valuable skill, act confident, be loyal, be friendly, take the L's endlessly, act according to other people's terms, acquiesce, apologize, criticize, confront, express his genuine feelings, express his wants & perspective, stop expressing anything b/c he was told to shut up & die, roll with it yolo, walk away, walk over, communicate, communicate a whole other way....it's never changed things with any of the people who were already uninterested in interacting with him person to person. and any better results were with people who were different, and, of course, b/c they wanted to do so, if even b/c they have a more general want to have a basic respect for others in whatever interaction lol. and then there's winston being caught up in how like, rian Is interested in interacting with him at all, just completely on her terms, Not interested in a genuine relationship, not interested in winston having any consistency in the dynamic & not always left adapting to what she does or doesn't want from him moment to moment, emphasis on "from him," it's not reciprocal, if their interaction seems more aligned / nonhostile, it's b/c that's what she wants for this moment, and when she wants him to shut up & go away, that gets to determine what happens just as much
that anyways yeah like over & over again trying to unilaterally change your approach trying to do things "right" this time & earn a breakthrough? that's what winston was already doing. of course he could only walk away. and his relationship with rian was just more of the same, even distilled, elevated....make it a time loop where supposedly he's got this one Especial chance here? where something's different, here's your opportunity, finally, just figure out how to do it right? well what else is new. him Trying over & over, him evidently never giving up entirely / gamely trying Again over & over, with different techniques, trying to smile through it one time, being visibly discouraged another, expressing hurt/frustration another. put it into a time loop where he can even make more dramatic moves and be outside work with it entirely? it still wouldn't be enough. what else is new....gotta walk away again, even if he "can't" lol. just like, do other shit. explore completely different experiences elsewhere, try connecting with other people, try just having his own thing going on, play things by ear, hook up w/somebody somewhere else entirely
like sure maybe the time loop is theoretically For some kind of breakthrough w/rian, but it's wrong. and then like i don't think it ends b/c winston has some discrete "breakthrough" in turn about Giving Up On Rian. can have some loops having interactions with her more in that vein, like, not focusing on any hopes, not trying to "make it work," maybe still kind of exploring, venturing, trying Different things, but more like, detached, observing, picking up on how it's Not working, and not as like notes for what He can do differently, just now like, the facts of how he's thwarted / blocked no matter what he's doing. but like, nobody's ever just flipping a switch like yep Now i've given up on this person happening to change if i just do things the right way, so idk, i think in this case it could simply stop looping Arbitrarily lol, indeed after he's spent a while realizing he should, again, just walk away from this perspective where this relationship changing is really possible, and that's On Him, and a while coming to terms with that, exploring & practicing it a bit, like, can have further interactions, just having that Understanding shift of how like, this person will sometimes take things from you / use you & won't have an actual genuine connection with you, and that's it....spend time & energy & focus on other shit entirely, have a better time, have a better idea of what he wants, & it just goes regular mode after a while, without winston having to figure out one particular "right" thing for him to do it
as a bonus, they could both be in a loop here lol, i.e. both aware of as much, but that just sure adds a lot of extra chaos, and, again, i don't think rian would change lol sooo. not Herself, not b/c of anything winston does. so really it's like, the same journey for winston, just potentially more difficult, if rian's decided like oh yeah i have to pat you on the head the right way or something? but where then it's just put on winston some more, like, you have to respond right, you have to not fuck up the "moment" we'd have here, what can You do differently....like, maybe rian could have some revelation here, i've sure thought about a scenario like that for non looping situations, but even in that case, if it involves winston, he'd have to be hurt in a way that registers Externally to Others like oh yeah i guess that's "objectively" bad....which they still might not, b/c it's winston, and obviously it puts winston Through It, what else is new, but, and then it's like, idk, maybe rian can have a flicker of real self questioning but, At What Cost, and then, again, wanting winston to just like get to walk away and not have to play a part to serve rian's journey(tm), which, don't even think one incident, even a jarring one, wouldn't quickly be pushed into "place" and like justified / smoothed over by the perspective she already has. dunno how she would change, but she'd have to actualy want to, & try to, & it couldn't be through winston saying shit the perfect way when she just inherently doesn't listen to him, and that winston's made to feel like the person who's Responsible, bringing it upon himself, being the one who's acting & existing "wrong," while rian (& others) merely have their Inevitable Reactions to him....but he should get to realize the way it Isn't his responsibility, actually, he's the one interested & trying, rian (& others) are not. not about to Put That On Him, and like, similar to "what else is new?" rian's been day in & day out Like This towards winston, with varying interactions with him, some even almost as though they're actually peers, And yet. winston's Been tormented & negatively affected like [years of this day in & out] like lol lmao well who cares though, we don't think about how he's a person inside just like us, including how he feels or how his life is when we're walking away leaving him alone in a room after hurting him as much as possible to feel better in turn & try to force him back in line
imagining some kind of like "okay but would provide some kind of 'cue' with more of a resolutiony vibe" here like well hmm. one day he happens to go for a meandering [new places / explore] walk and maybe he stumbles across an eatery he'd been to once like oh shit i remember i loved xyz item, maybe it's new to him and then he Discovers a fave. maybe he visits the math museum. he has a brief winsome interaction with a random person of mutual total delight without trying to "act right." these kinds of things, several of them. i do like him re/discovering some especial treat & partaking of that. or maybe it's not even just very especial lol, the spirit of deciding to give himself little a treat, as a treat, despite no indication from the universe or anyone else that he did fuckall extra "right" to have earned it. nothing even shifting right there, just have the rest of a day, go to sleep, it happens to be the next morning now, nice
#winston billions#riawin#the several disparate zany media reflections of relatively recently to go ''hmm the time loop you can't end &/or shouldn't be trying to....#at least in the way you're 'supposed' to so far as you can tell''....#the agonies of [okay the way that a story starting out like ''so This isn't a love story; alright?'' is always always a promise that it is]#put my head in my hands trying to start a book like ohhh no. then i wasn't enjoying it / intrigued insofar as; when like chapter 5 or w/e#was like ''sooo tehe remember how i said this isn't a love story? introducing the love story'' like i'm out lmfao#then my reflecting upon skinamarink like literally so true. while ofc not being literal but metaphors work better like here is the pov#which you Must accept the situation & limitations & Emotional Realities Of Those Even Involved manifested into Literal realities#it Is forever so far as you know! say it's just a few decades :) (a) You Don't Know That & (b) you're like 4? that is Many Lifetimes#damn if it's not [day in & day out] and/or the way you know that It Could Be#horrors of time loop is easy to stick on to like. say winston's trapped in rian's lmfao well that's wretched#either he does just have to take on responsibility. &/or likewise just have to go along & endure....what else is new??#also going like hey....13 yr cicierega loop? so i didn't watch fionna & cake but ooh Metanarrative huh. kept tabs & got gists like Word....#winston's ''correct'' time loop strat? do fuckall. he's just out here
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