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senselessalchemist · 1 month

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Sometimes you spend Saturday (one of your two free days a week) sitting in the stairwell because your insurance will only fill your specialty meds thru the mail and your doorbell is broken so if you want to get your medication you have to watch for the FedEx truck

By you I mean me

(5 hours and meds still not here)

I am tired of having this body and I deserve a new one after the massive hell this one has put me through

#im sleepy and irritable #didnt want to spend all day in thr stairwell watching for the fedex truck #its cold and i am sore and my teeth hurt because orthodontia #i want a nap #i dont know that a sign would work #i did think about it #but also its my goddamn multiple thousands of dollars worth of medicine #because hellscape where a chronic illness means you have to deal with more bullshit than non chronically ill people #which makes sense punish those sick fucks for being sick they obviously brought it on themselves #anyway point is i dont want to fuck around with it #i literally got married to afford this medication lmao #wish i hadnt now but also what could i have done?#how much after 5 do i wait....

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