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In terms of sexuality I think it's just that my pleasure is for me. I'm not getting off for someone else's pleasure, I'm not getting off over someone else's pleasure, and I'm certainly not getting off alongside someone else's pleasure. I'll take what I want from a situation to cum and move tf on. Any concept of a two way street is just No.
#deadbeat talks.#trans nsft#gay nsft#mlm nsft#been trying to think it out.#difficult to parse.#lithosexual or whatever the fuck it's called is smth yeah but idk if it's accurate.#when is anything entirely fuckin accurate though.
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snow over cold wires / nerine sarniensis
#scanned a file folder of old drawings and symbols that I was making during overnight shifts at a job that I really hated#I’m fucking w/ them digitally rn while my mind sorts itself; more otw probably#life is busy but the Itch remains in the back of my mind. It’s been frustrating me lately though#my desire to create has outpaced my skills. I want to learn more; practice new things — so difficult parsing out where to place my attention#can someone smart teach me how to articulate my desire for growth. so I can make a plan or smthn#but tbh I’d need to be independently wealthy or a very smart 10 year old to have the time to commit to learning new skills#*multi-facted* new skills tbf#my art#glitch art#aesthetic#art#artwork#webcore#internetcore#glitchcore#abstract#artists on tumblr
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oh yeah i finished sacred and terrible air and i regret to announce that the distressingly erotic autopsy scene in disco elysium was not an isolated incident
#gore text cw#disco elysium#i guess#my overall review of sacred and terrible air is; EXTREMELY difficult to parse and DESPERATELY needs an editor#theres some great prose in there and some really neat ideas but the pacing is INCOMPREHENSIBLE#the worldbuilding is also never once explained theres no joyce messier figure to tell you What The Hap Is Fuckening#so if you havent already played the game it would be COMPLETE gibberish#but theres some gorgeous prose and the worldbuilding is THERE pretty much exactly as it is in de#its extremely impresive but desperately needed editing#its also a lot darker & grittier than de no real jokes or light moments#i wouldnt say dont read it but i would say dont go in lightly#and dont read it if you havent played the game first to get the lay of the land
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different anon but I really don't think it's wrong or a reach to read that "kill" as possibly negative. that just makes the song more human to me, personally, but no one is obligated to read it that way and I wouldn't claim to know what Taylor intended by it...... I also think it's maybe specifically a better line because the kill could be positive or negative. if someone thinks the song is more meaningful if it's purely positive, which I see would be a cool contrast within Taylor's discography, that's fair, but I don't really see what the issue is with reading that line that way...... I sometimes think swiftie spaces suffer from being unable to decouple possible readings of songs from personal interpretations of Taylor. Finding some anxiety in So High School shouldn't be equivalent to dooming Taylor's current relationship but it sometimes feels like that. I don't mind people wanting to analyse Taylor herself through her songs (within reason) but we're not obligated to do it, in the same way gay interpretations of Taylor's music don't have to mean anything regarding her sexuality... what's the difference here?
i'm not resistant to that interpretation because i am afraid of "dooming" her relationship (my interpretations of hoax say hello), so please don't put words in my mouth. i'm resistant because it doesn't make sense to me given the tone of the song as a whole, which is basically: you make me feel light and free, and it is a little bittersweet because my life hasn't been that way, but this relationship is simple and loving and makes me feel out of my mind because i am so in love with you. it's taylor's "this kiss."
(eta: also, that anon is telling me to "admit" something so let's also keep in mind the conversation was probably not started in good faith)
#it is wild to me when some anons imply i am not like a rational reasonable interpreter of her music or art in general fajskdlfds#this is something i am confident in#i'm not right all the time but it's not actually difficult to parse taylor's lyrics for meeee
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Satoko Miyahara: Minor Blue » 2024 Fantasy on Ice: Aichi
#satoko miyahara#fskateedit#figure skating#faoi 2024#fantasy on ice 2024#program#it was very difficult to gif this#it's probably the least artistically accessible of her programs#i'm still trying to parse it#her range though...#sometimes i'm just a satoko fanblog
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heinrix regrowing his eye is still insane 2 me btw. you may think it's a grievous injury under that young interrogators eye patch but it's actually some sort of strange flesh creation he's reluctant to get any dust into. because how do you go about cleaning half an eyeball anyway?
#the eye thing also poses the question of how much does one have to know about the shit theyre regenerating to regenerate it??#like he can see out of the damn thing and the color is almost right. so was heinrix also reading up on the ocular nerve?#maybe thats why it was so difficult. having to parse odd and clunky imperial medical textbooks was the real timesink#im in a posting mood tonite. Soz.#rogue trader#heinrix van calox
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Repeated issue at social functions of ppl asking me what my hand tattoos say and me being profoundly unwilling to share with the class. Not that i feel i made a bad choice, but i did not expect Most Ppl to interrogate past me saying they’re encrypted Sleep Token lyrics. And now i find myself frequently in the position of being asked specifically what they say and being unable to articulate the depth i associate with each phrase in the time frame i have available. I need to get better at lying.
#my stuff#today i tapped out by just saying ‘i don’t know you well enough to get into that’#and then she responded with ‘ok i hope someday you will’#which. is difficult to parse bc it’s coming from my friend’s wife who was openly unicorn hunting at a couple points#like i do genuinely get along with her and stuff but enough factors were in play that im a lil uncomfortable#like how close do you expect us to get i see you like once every 6+ months#-and i prefer not to say out loud what my tattoos mean to anyone who isn’t familiar with ST or some other sort of Confirmed Biting Enthusist#bc in a public forum it Sounds Weird
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sorry i will just never think that epic fans are ever as annoying as whatever is going on with people who constantly complain about epic fans
#yeah i get it cross tagging is an issue. it was always going to be difficult to parse through a tag containing a myth#that's been retold a thousand times#we are all here just playing with characters im sorry its simply not that serious#like. there are classicists whose entire job is to translate and interpret these stories and that is an academic field of study#this. is tumblr. you write fanfiction. calm tf down
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the reason i’m reading dc x rwby is unimportant i just can’t not complain about the most baffling speech bubble decisions i’ve ever seen



#have never once been a rwby fan i just watched the hbomberguy vid and was curious#i think this is the first time i’ve seen a straight up typo in a comic. i mean it’s definitely happened before but this was legitimately#making the sentence difficult to parse
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homestuck isnt even that hard to understand compared to big 2 continuities. like if anything id say putting together homestuck timelines in middle school was simply the training round for present me trying to comprehend 100 years of dc retcons
#og post#really hs is only difficult to parse if you dont have its vocab down or lack familiarity with different types of time travel
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if anyone wants to know what I have been up to this year in the near-absence of mcyt posting, it's
Jan - March: the Despair & Stress. like that's nearly it i basically didnt even watch anything but random youtube or could not read a single book. Also with a side of wedding photos panic, and northern lights
April: started obsessively listening to the Lord of the Rings audiobooks. Touched grass more. Doctor put me on Zoloft for the Despair. Friend invited me over to binge watch Stargate: SG-1, and got me onto that too
May: still on the Lord of the Rings audiobooks (theyre all like 22 hours...), Stargate, and touching grass (i have nearly been for a walk every day this month)
#this has been and will likely to continue to be one of the most stressful years of my life but! seems like it is getting better#either because the zoloft works or because i finally reached the snapping/breaking point where i Cannot care at that level anymore#it is difficult to parse what is medication. or what is me becoming more social (right before i got meds.) or what is me simply Moving On
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My favourite thing about Nightreign so far is that to get back up after dying, you allies have to hit you with their weapons.
So if there's an Ironeyes in your party, you're just getting Boromir-ed over and over again to stay alive.
#my partner and i played a bunch on sunday#it's fun!#idk what the soulsborne community is complaining about saying it's bad#like is it the most seamless game ever? no#but you kind of have to meet it where it's at#it's some of the most genuine fun i've had in a co-op game in a while#i like that it moves fast - like because of how fast it is you really don't need a chat you'd waste SO much time#the pace does make inventory management difficult but that's a me problem i like to read what everything is and i get my buttons confused#i'll learn and get better and be able to parse things faster#i've actually really missed online play i don't really care that sometimes i have bad runs because one of my allies ran off on their own#and did something stupid#for i have been the stupid one#my second run i died immediately because i somehow missed the drop and dropped right past the cliff and into the ocean#and died pfffffffft#embarrassing#elden ring nightreign#personal nonsense
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Were the memories Steven saw from the shards that Rose was burying? Were they perhaps dug back up at a later date, then used in the creation of the cluster?
The shards couldn't have really seen themselves being buried either.
But rose did specifically say it was a funeral, and you can safely assume more than several gems attended. Gems who were later also shattered... And also ended up in the ground.
So yes, as Rose says directly in the text Steven saw the memories of the gem shards in the Cluster! Those were not Rose's memories. She was IN the memories.
#chekhov answers#a bit concerned that perhaps I've made this more difficult than most people can parse
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me: i want support also me: then ask your friends me: *angry cat hiss*
#i post#it doesn't help that the moment i try to parse difficult tasks#into requests for help#i come up with a billion reasons why asking help for *that* is a Bad Idea
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important followup:
izzet's leader is a dragon. therefore i am calling dibs on izzet because dragons are awesome.
#i think i am settling on dimir for caeru?#ish?#it fits him the most i think. the scoundrel is...#more difficult to parse.#yin-thoughts
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me? taking my crush to the Moby Dick marathon? it's more likely than you think!
#im not sure if i have a crush on her these things are difficult to parse but we ARE going to see the end of the marathon#sorry I couldn't do an overnight this year like normal but if you see me say hi!!!!#ace txt
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