#dohyun snu

[kyungdodohyun]

Kyung Dohyun (경도현) from SNU Team

University War / 대학전쟁 (2023)

[bankruptor]

a ( few, not all ) things that happened at snu when sang-woo was attending:

an older professor of one of his classes remembered his father's attendance and brought him up frequently in regard to sang-woo's work, grades, and general behavior.  that wasn't great, as sang-woo didn't even know his father attended snu.

met his father for the first time in his sophomore year, post - abandonment, and had a Horrible Time, thank you very much.

sang-woo had his first "real" relationship, only to find out that his partner was using him to get ahead in their shared classes.  it broke his heart, honestly, and he's never been the same since.  he still sees this man around, as they work for similar investment firms and are in nearly the same position.  they tried again when sang-woo was in his mid - 30s, but yeah.  the man is an utter scumbag.

he began smoking early on in his first semester and still does.

he was awarded a full scholarship not only due to his academic achievements, but also because of who his father is ( a well-known government mathematician and budget analyst who still works with several politicians ).  when he found this out, yeah.  spiraling and insecurity abound!  fun!

worked tirelessly and under extreme pressure to be the best because it was expected from him in all angles of his life:  his mother, the aforementioned professor, other professors, the legacy of his father, etc., and so on.

had a breakdown in his junior year, but didn't tell anyone.  he told his mother he was spending break with friends, but he actually took a train to busan on a whim, and spent it there drinking and losing money wherever he could while renting a tiny, grimy flat.  he almost committed suicide about a week into the break, then decided against it.  he called his aunt, the only person in the world whom he truly thought understood him for more than the surface, and she helped him sober up and get it together in secret.

that same aunt died a year later of lung cancer, and sang-woo was utterly destroyed.  he didn't show it, though, and was there for his mother after graduation to help her recover from losing her sister.

...  there's so much more, but yeah.

[mugunghwarp]

Idade: 29 anos

Gênero: Masculino cis

Qualidades: Genial, determinado

Defeitos: Inflexível, sarcástico

Nacionalidade/Etnia: sul coreano/coreano

Temas de interesse: angst, crack, fluffy, romance, violence

Faceclaim: Lee Dohyun - ator

Twitter: MV93CS

OOC: +18 ele/dele

TW: nenhum.

TW: suicídio, psicofobia, TOC, morte

A competição é uma tradição da família Cha que alcança todas as suas gerações, uma espécie de maldição genética alimentada pela ganância de poder um dia estar no comando de um dos conglomerados mais lucrativos e promissores do país. Sendo o segundo de três filhos homens do último chefe daquele grande reinado corporativo, a realidade quanto ao que era esperado de Cha Suwon e seus irmãos nunca foi mascarada. Eles eram, afinal, membros da família Cha antes de serem a si mesmos, e ainda que fosse impossível os três alcançarem a prometida recompensa final, não havia espaço para perdedores ali, então cabia à eles fazerem o possível para não se tornarem um.

Orgulho, inveja, ciúmes. Era fácil se deixar levar por aqueles sentimentos sempre que era posto ao lado de seus irmãos. Quanto mais crescia, mais as histórias contadas sobre os atos perversos que seus tios e avós cometiam uns contra os outros passavam a fazer sentido. Não importava quantos filhos houvesse em cada geração, homens ou mulheres. No final, eles sempre se tornavam Caim e Abel.

O intelecto de Suwon mostrou-se uma de suas maiores qualidades desde cedo, fazendo dele o estudante mais excepcional dos três, enquanto seu irmão mais velho tinha um charme daqueles que fazia as pessoas facilmente orbitarem ao seu redor, e o caçula, tinha a ganância e determinação necessários para fazer qualquer coisa em prol de si mesmo. Aos poucos, no entanto, essas qualidades passaram a ser consumidas pelos problemas que vinham com elas. No caso de Suwon, sempre esteve ali, sendo confundido com aspectos de sua personalidade.

Ele não era apenas um garoto estudioso e organizado, era obsessivo-compulsivo. Os rituais de arrumação e limpeza, antes elogiados pelos adultos, passaram a ser tratados como anomalia tão logo estes, pela falta de tratamento, foram se tornando cada vez mais agravados, passando a envolver também checagem, contagem, simetria e colecionismo. Em plena adolescência, Cha Suwon passou de candidato favorito para aquele que o pai sequer queria reconhecer como seu filho. Não importava o quanto tentasse conter os sintomas em momentos importantes - e talvez justamente porque o fazia -, as crises de pânico por conta dos pensamentos intrusivos e manias que não podiam ser aliviadas tornaram-se recorrentes. Apenas a ideia de apertar a mão de um dos sócios de seu pai durante eventos e reuniões, ou de visitar escritórios sutilmente desorganizados, o fazia querer vomitar.

Por volta dos dezoito ou dezenove anos, Suwon passou a ser mandado para a casa de seu avô, localizada na ilha Ulleung, para passar os verões. No início, pensou se tratar de um tipo de castigo, mas então descobriu que o convite tinha sido feito pelo próprio homem com o intuito de ajudá-lo. Afinal, ele mesmo sofrera da mesma condição por toda sua vida e, por conta dela, acabara colecionando uma quantidade suficiente de livros para abrir uma biblioteca na vila Mugunghwa, além de manter outra em sua própria casa.

Foi graças ao avô, que se responsabilizou pelo tratamento de seu transtorno, que os sintomas de Suwon foram amenizados e, quando se mudou para um apartamento em Seul, ele conseguiu se concentrar apenas em sua formação profissional, graduando-se em Administração na SNU. Depois da forma que foi tratado, não tinha mais interesse em assumir os negócios da família, mas uma parte de si ainda queria provar que era, afinal, o melhor.

Os últimos anos tinham, de certa forma, o afastado de seus irmãos, por isso pôde realmente notar, apenas naquele momento, as mudanças em cada um e na relação entre eles. A simpatia e a aura descontraída de seu irmão mais velho pareciam ter sido apagados, dando lugar a um sujeito de sorrisos forçados e um olhar quase desesperado, enquanto seu irmão mais novo - e atual favorito do pai - esbanjava uma certa arrogância, como se soubesse que sua coroa já estava garantida, pois se não estivesse, ele faria de tudo para mudar aquela realidade.

Por conta do que viu nos olhos de seus irmãos naquele dia, Suwon sabia que não deveria se sentir surpreso caso, após mais alguns meses de competição, com a pressão emocional do pai os assombrando como um fantasma sobre o ombro, um deles acabasse quebrando.

Em 2017, no evento de fim de ano realizado pela família Cha para todos os seus parentes e amigos, seu irmão mais velho, claramente embriagado e perturbado, pediu a atenção de todos e, após um curto discurso com muitas lágrimas, sacou uma arma e tirou a própria vida.

Até hoje, Suwon não sabe como o acontecimento foi tão bem acobertado, mas diferente do caso de muitos presentes naquele dia, mais preocupados em não serem associados ao evento do que qualquer outra coisa, sua vida nunca mais foi a mesma depois daquela tragédia. Ele acabou cortando laços com todos da família com exceção do avô, embora tampouco tivesse vontade de vê-lo também - e isso é algo do qual se arrependeria profundamente alguns meses depois, quando o próprio veio a falecer também.

A perda dos dois familiares o afetou de muitas formas. Os sintomas de seu transtorno obsessivo-compulsivo retornaram de novas formas, ele agora tinha pesadelos recorrentes relacionados ao irmão e a culpa que o perseguia desde então foi algo com o qual nunca conseguiu de fato lidar. Portanto, quando descobriu que o avô lhe deixara como o único beneficiário de sua fortuna e da casa na vila Mugunghwa, foi como se recebesse um novo golpe. Foi preciso mais alguns anos para ter coragem e estômago suficiente para visitar a ilha, onde acabou ficando definitivamente.

A biblioteca de seu avô tinha sido tomada e reformada por conta do abandono repentino do proprietário, algo que infelizmente não foi possível evitar, por conta de um contrato assinado pelo mesmo, mas uma das primeiras coisas que fez quando se tornou residente da vila foi dar um jeito de conseguir a propriedade de volta pelo preço que fosse necessário, decidindo honrar a memória de seu familiar ao cuidar do espaço que surgira a partir da coleção pessoal do mesmo.

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“You are my wish”(2021) ep 1-2

Ep 1 (March 10th 2021):

„You are my wish" is a story about two friends Jeon Miyoung (GOT7′s Ela; Song Dain) and Lim Hyunwoo (Lee Dohyun). They met at the age of 15 after Hyunwoo moved into the house next to Miyoung. Their moms soon became friends and they started to hang out more and more because they both knew each other from work since they're judges, plus the fact that they went to the same high school before.

Soon enough they became best friends and went through so much with each other. When all the girls where leaving love letters to Hyunwoo, Miyoung was head over heels in love with Jaehyuk (Victon Sejun cameo) who didn't show any interest in her, unfortunately. They were 18 when Sora broke up with Hyunwoo after 9 months of dating, and Miyoung was there for him when he needed a shoulder to cry on. They got drunk together on New Years Eve when they turned 19 and almost kissed but Hyunwoo stopped because he needed to go to the bathroom. All through high school, they had a supportive friendship.

They both got into SNU Miyoung is studying law just like her mom did while Hyunwoo is studying architecture because he wants to become a successful architect one day. As they entered university they started to hang out less so when one night there was a shooting stars shower both of them watched on their own and wished to become closer again.

  Ep 2 (March 11th 2021):

The next morning they accidentally met in a cafe next to the college and Hyunwoo nicely asked her if she wants to sit down and talk which she of course said yes. They had around 30 minutes to talk before their classes start. While talking they realized how much they missed each other last 3 months. So they agreed to meet that day and watch a movie at Miyoung’s house.  

The evening came and Hyunwoo came to visit. Miyoung's parents were working late so the two were alone. They sat on the sofa and choose a movie to watch it was a rom-com. After some time Hyunwoo got more comfortable and laid his head in Miyoung’s lap who was used to this behaviour just like before, this time she started to touch his hair she took a glance at him and thought has he always been this handsome. She shook her head to come back to her senses. The movie ended and they came up with a crazy idea to go clubbing since it was Friday. They dressed up quickly. And went to the bus stop to catch the last bus for Itaewon. It was almost midnight when the arrived at Itaewon. They went to the club they usually went to. They found a table and ordered some soju. One shot, two shots, half a bottle was almost gone. They were already very tipsy when they decided to go to the dance floor. Miyoung suddenly became overly confident and put her hands around Hyunwoo’s neck who didn't hesitate to pull her closer. Dancing in the club, alcohol in their body burning up, closer and closer they got the tension between them got bigger. 

Soon enough Miyoung whispered to him that she needs to get some air. They went out holding hands and as Miyoung leans on the wall next to the entrance he stood in front of her and she took a chance. She came closer to him and said sorry as she went for a kiss which he didn't decline. Shocked at his reaction Miyoung pulled away. But he put a hand on her cheek and kissed her back. This kiss was deeper and longer than the first one. They felt like the whole world stopped. 

[chalisley]

AU - Soo’s (chapter 2)

So many ideas to write : - Botanical garden - Soojung cooking in the morning - Getting rejected fr SNU (in my lowest point) - Big family hunting in Jeju - Family gathering & gaming around - Live Soojung, Haechan, Taeyong, Hendery - The kids online class - Skateboard time - Mountaineering - Soojung in break up skin and tanned (lowest point) - Live : Soo, Jungwoo, Hendery - Soojung is popular in countryside because of her movie Games & Variety Show - Secret letters - Wayv Salons - Fashion Week - Women Talk (Soojung only) - Roleplaying true beauty : Soojung, Xiaojun, Sungchan - Acting challenge : Soojung Xiaojun Soojung Drama & Movie - Hearty paws dkk (kids mode) - Sky Castle - Freedom (with Lee dohyun, movie) - Camp Rock (with Xiaojun, movie) - The Player - Search - Reply 1995 - The Eternity (badmn player)

Live with Soo, Taeyong, Haechan, Hendery

After a long talk, now qna section Haechan : coba pilih satu bias lo di NCT Soojung : loh, kan gue udah sering bilang Haechan : hah siapa gue ga tau tuh Taeyong : iya udah sering mah dia gembar gembor biasnya siapa Hendery : siapa hyung, gatau gue wwkwk Taeyong : itu temen gue, abang lo juga chan Haechan : HAH BANG DOYOUNG? Soojung : wkkwkw nape lu kaya gitu banget mukanya. Iya bias gue tu bang Doyoung Haechan : anjir, kok bisa. lo ga salah mikir apa. Soojung : parahhh, lu. pantesan bang doyoung paling enek ama adek kaya lu Haechan : hehh. tapi ya maksud gue, kok bisa bias lu bang doyoung. Dari sekian banyak anak NCT, napa harus bang doyoung sih. Kalo bias lo bang Jefri misalnya atau bang Taeyong gw masih oke lahh. Taeyong Hendery : khahahaha Soojung : yeee, suka suka suka gue lah. selera selera gue. Haechan : heee iye iye, tapi apa apa? apa yang lo suka dari bang doyoung? Soojung : semuaya gue suka Hendery : wkwkwk yang jelas lahh Taeyong : iya apanya gituu, spesifik spesifik Soojung : yaa menurut gue bang doyoung itu tipe yang boyfriendable dan suamiable at the same time. He can be cute but also can be cool. Can be manly but also can be funny. Argh. pokoknya perfect lah. Taeyong: anjayyy gile wkwkwk More about soojung Unique Extrovert with a peace of Introvert side, cheerful as well Bias : Doyoung (but doyoung already have girlfriend) Other bias : Ten, Kun School friend : Chenle, Sungchan Acting & Singing friend : Xiaojun Secret boyfriend : Jaemin Favorite voice : Haechan Favourite talk with : Hendery, also Lucas Someone feel like her brother : Taeyong, mostly all member Most annoying : Chenle Most warming : Jaemin Also favourite talk with : Mark, Jaehyun Often cooking with : Kun, Doyoung Often make breakfast for the morning person : Taeyong, Ten, Kun Who support her often when she is too insecure : Lucas Often gaming with : Jungwoo Help a lot for her and (sungchan, chenle) homework : Yuta, Ten, Kun, Lucas Bother : Choi Minho Mother : pass away due to flight accident when she was 13 yo Father : business man, going abroad often Soojung has a typical trauma in flight because of her mother accident. Every time they all have to flight, the members always try to help soojung overcome her worries. Soojung likes : - sport - nature activity - sport outfit - black color - singing - study Soojung dislike : - being in crowd - attending award event - wearing long dress Soojung not too interest in : - girl fashion - pink color Soojung anxiety/ traumatism : - Flight - Bullying - Other beauty, popular, feminim girl - Sasaeng who carries and kidnap her - Alergic to shrimp but still like it

Soojung Amazing Skills : - Singing - Study - Sport : Basket ball, High Jump - Artwork ; painting ; designing - Playing music - Dance as well - Mountaineering sport : climbing, hiking - English

So many people thought that I do really a skillful girl, but if you know me closely, you would realize there are so many basic skill I am not be able to do : - Cycling - Leave alone at home - Go to a large supermarket alone for groceries -  Using washing machine - Being the last one to turn off the lamp in house - Afraid of driving car - Still had a trauma on plane, flight trauma - Go somewhere alone, she always needs someone to accompany her - Eating seafood because of her allergy, even she likes it so much - Using common detergent and soap, because of her allergy -

Getting rejected fr SNU (in my lowest point)

Pagi di dorm yang sepi, tidak seperti biasanya. Para sesepuh sudah ngantor sejak pagi, boa, changmin, heechul. Sekarang tinggal para adik adik yang masih tidur di kamar masing masing. Di dorm mereka yang super mewah dan gede, which is udah kaya villa. Bukan apartemen, bukan rumah lagi tadi Villa. Disana mereka tinggal bareng2, kalau ga cukup satu rumah, masih ada rumah sebelah, alias dorm mereka tetap tetanggan. Di lantai 1, ada soojung, boa, taeyong, sungchan chenle, ten dan kun. Sisa member lain di lantai berikutnya tau di rumah sebelah. Ga sanggup jelasin disini wkwk. Sudah 1 minggu lebih Soojung tidak keluar kamar dan tidak berinteraksi dengan para member. Kira- kira begitu menurut kesaksian para member. Soojung bahkan tidak mengikuti kelas tutor. Boro boro masih belajar, makan aja engga sama sekali. Kalau pun soojung keluar, sepertinya ia diam diam keluar di malam hari atau pun di pagi hari. Sejak hari pengumuman kelulusan universitas, sejak itulah soojung menjadi super muram dan pendiam. Sudah segala cara dilakukan para member agar soojung ceria lagi, atau setidaknya mau makan. Tapi tetap sajang, kesedihan soojung tidak terbendung.

W* : I’ll Protect You / Secret Crush to A Guy

Dari kejauhan, perahu yang mereka nantikan sudah tampak mendekati bibir pantai. Soojung dan Winwin sudah berdiri menunggu sejak tadi sambil menyandang ransel mereka. Tidak ada kata- kata yang muncul dari mereka berdua, hening, hanya suara ombak yang terdengar. Di dalam dirinya, sedari dahulu Winwin sudah bertekat untuk menjaga gadis ini. Entah kenapa, Winwin selalu bisa menangkap sorotan tersembunyi pada diri Soojung. Dibalik keceriaannya selama ini, sebenarnya ada banyak sekali ketakutan di dalam dirinya. Sejak saat itu, Winwin memutuskan untuk selalu memperhatikannya dan melindunginya entah itu dekat ataupun jauh. Ia merasa hal ini sudah menjadi panggilan dirinya untuk menjadi sosok Secret Guardian bagi Soojung. Memang ia bukan seperti member- member lainnya yang bisa asyik dan bercanda ria dengan Soojung. Ia mengakui bahwa sangat jarang sekali momen diantara mereka, apalagi di depan para member. Tetapi, setidaknya ia bersyukur dengan posisinya saat ini sebagai secret guardian. Tidak apa jika ia tertawa dengan yang lainnya, asalnya ia selalu terjaga dengan aman oleh Winwin. Winwin memperhatikan gadis yang berdiri disampingnya itu. Ia sekitar 15 cm lebih pendek darinya. Menjadikan bayangan tubuh mereka terlihat begitu manis pada bayangan pasir, seperti sepasang kekasih. Lelaki pria yang tinggi menjaga di gadis mungil yang selalu butuh dekapan. Winwin selalu suka berdiri di samping soojung. Karena hal ini akan membuatnya akan semakin merasa menjadi secret guardiannya. Soojung yang sebenarnya bukan gadis mungil dan pendek tapi jika di samping Winwin ia seolah- olah berubah menjadi gadis yang super feminim, membuat orang yang disampingnya akan tergerak untuk selalu menjaganya dari segala bahaya. Dalam hatinya, Winwin tidak berharap besar. Menjadi secret guardian saja baginya sudah lebih cukup untuk membuat mereka menjadi lebih dekat. Apalagi untuk menjadi pacar? Ah tentu saja tidak. Winwin seperti tidak berani mengharapkan hal itu. Sekalipun ia benar- benar ingin. Karena ia tahu, bahwa Soojung memiliki banyak lelaki yang mengaguminya dan menjadikannya tipe ideal. Menyukainya hanya akan membuat diri sendiri tersakiti, jadi lebih baik ia membuang jauh jauh keinginan itu. lebih baik untuk berteman saja, karena itu bisa membuatnya dekat dengan gadis itu sampai kapanpun. Perahu pun mendekat. Kru kapal langsung memberikan mereka pelampung dan helm untuk digunakan sebelum berangkat. Winwin dan Soojung pun melepas ransel carrier besar di punggung mereka yang nantinya akan digunakan untuk menjemput berbagai peralatan bertahan.  Winwin memasang dua benda itu dengan cepat, karena ia juga sudah terbiasa sebagai anak lautan. Disebelahnya Soojung sedikit struggle dengan pelampung yang berat dan terlalu besar. Belum lagi benda itu nyangkut di rambutnya. Winwin : lo gapapa? Kenapa? eh nyangkut yaa Soojung : huft iya nih, oppa. Anginnya kenceng banget, ini tali pelampung nyangkut ke rambut aku. Winwin : bentar- bentar, sini aku bantuin. Dengan cekatan winwin membantu melepas lilitan rambut soojung pada tali pelampung. Ia melakukan itu dengan hati- hati, berharap rambut si gadis tidak terlalu kuat agar ia tidak kesakitan. Dengan ekspresi polosnya winwin melakukan itu dengan teliti. Dan tidak dapat disembunyikan tentunya, sorot matanya yang sungguh dalam kepada Soojung. Akhirnya beberapa saat, masalah tersebut berhasil diatasi. Winwin pun kemudian membantu soojung merekatkan pelampung yang berat itu. Mengencangkan tali tali pengaman yang ada di badan pelampung. Saat menggunakan helm, Winwin pun juga membantu memasang tali pada bagian dagu. Jangan ditanya seperti apa tatapan winwin di scene ini. Dalam, hangat, sendu dan polos. Seperti winwin yang mencintai dengan dalam kekasih hatinya. Setelah itu mereka segera menaiki kapal. Winwin naik terlebih dahulu, tak lupa menaikkan kedua carrier mereka agar lebih memudahkan. Kemudian, scene selanjutnya tentu saja sang guardian membantu si gadis kecil untuk menaiki kapal. Winwin memegang erat  kedua tangan Soojung, membantunya agar tidak terjatuh saat menaiki kapal. Sesaat kemudian, kapal melesat. Menuju tujuan mereka. Hari mulai gelap, semburat jingga yang tadinya indah sekarang mulai beranjak pudar. Suasana yang tadi hangat sekarang berangsur menjadi sedikit ketakutan. Terutama bagi soojung. Tak lama ombak pun mulai menghantam sedikit kencang. Sebuah transformasi yang sangat berbeda dari beberapa saat sebelumnya. Tanpa disadari, sedari tadi Soojung sudah mendekapkan kedua tangannya, memeluk lengan Winwin. Sebuah sinyal refleks ketika ia sedikit ketakutan dan butuh untuk mencari tempat perlindungan. Begitu ombak semakin mengganas dan suara petir bersahutan, Winwin pun berusaha menguatkan dirinya sendiri. Karena jika ia lemah, bagaimana dengan gadisnya. Winwin : Gwenchana? Winwin dapat merasakan ketakutan dalam diri soojung sedari tadi. Tapi tahu, gadis itu tidak akan terang- terangan mengungkapkannya. Sesaat Soojung melepas pelukannya pada lengan winwin. Soojung : nde nde, gwenchana. Ujarnya lirih, berusaha tetap baik baik saja. Winwin : kamu tenang aja. Ini akan tetap aman. Emang kondisi ombak malam itu seperti ini. Aku setiap perjalanan malam selalu ngalamin ini. Tapi bentar lagi, kalau udah lewat jam 9 malam kita akan memasuki ombak yang lebih tenang. Ungkap winwin, berusaha menjelaskan agar soojung bisa lebih tenang. Soojung disampingnya pun hanya menganggung. Beberapa saat kemudian, ombak besar kembali menghantam dan mengagetkan mereka. Winwin reflek menggenggam tangan kanan soojung. Ia ingin gadis itu tetap merasa sangat dan aman disampingnya. Jam- jam berlalu. Berjalanan terasa panjang. Tanpa sadar tangan mereka masih bergenggam erat. Soojung di samping winwin ternyata sudah jatuh tertidur. Ia menundukkan kepalanya, sesekali kepalanya terhuyung. Gimana yeorobum, sudah tau scene selanjutnya? Yak, tentu saja Winwin menyandarkan kepala gadis kecilnya di bahunya. Tangan yang sejak tadi menggenggam sang gadis tentu saja tidak dilepaskan. Daftar Scene : - Night in the beach - The long path - From the small river in the evening With others Winwin : is there anything wrong? Soojung : hah? wae? Ah, no no. Kunyangg Winwin : dont think too much. Dont worry that bad. Everything will be oke, we are together here. what do you really afraid of? Soojung  then  pointed her eyes to winwin sight. Winwin start look at her too, waiting for her words. Soojung : promise me, dont... Winwin cut her words then hold her hand with both of his hands warmly. Winwin : I’ll try my best to protect you. Dont worry. Just sleep relaxely. I would always be here. Soojung then smile a little. Realizing the butterfly flies again in her stomach.

Soojung Unspeakable-Deepest Concern

Short history of Soojung Career - Singing in AGT since 5yo (2006) - Joining SM Trainee at 10yo (2011) -Debut at age 13yo (2014) - Dating Jaemin 5 years (2014- 2019) - Depressed at 16yo (2017) - Now she is 20yo (2021) Soojung said : There is a time where I do really hate my self, I even think often to end up my career and stop singing for public. I really hate these things at that time. I even block and report all of my childhood singing videos and also the news about how multitalent I am. I start to hate those things, until I really really hate my self. I could not tell anyone about this concern, even my parents, brother, manager. I really really the type of could not speak this kind of things. So that I just keep in myself till it get bigger even time. Of course people around confused why do I become so strange, I am not that cheerful anymore like I was in Ten until 16. I really  change into an older teenager. I smile rarely at the company. And I always avoid meeting people and gathering with other artists. Because I really hate myself and have a low confident. When I win awards, all of the people in the company really cheers up for me, they even happier than me. But I still like a dead person in the stage, I dont even smile. I am just stuck with my serious face. Till the people only conclude that I am on puberty. Thats why I dont as cheerful as the little I am at that time. What the roof matter that actually concern me when I am too exposedly and often hear from most of the people around me that I could get to have this career because God gives me thing they call Privilege. Especially my voice. They always said that I born with this singing talent and beautiful voice so that I could reach this career. If it is not because of that privilege, I would not even stand at this point. They also mention how privileged I am as having a supportive family where they called maybe rich, support my career well, expand my talent so that I could stand and sing at the stage. They even criticize my childhood singing documentary on AGT, where this child is just lucky to have that voice. Everyone would also win and sing well if God also placed a beautiful voice for them. And then, I just started hated my childhood singing. I even thing I should not sing at that age, so they would not judge me only by this voice privilege. Even the only comments get bigger and too much. What really preasure me where the people around also things and talk the same to me directly. It feel like, oh I am really sick, my ears day by day often and often accept those kind of privilege words. When I meet my father friends : they all said I was so lucky, having rich family, and since-born beauty voice. and also beauty from the birth. What a privilege. How lucky. and blablabla. Even my school friends also bullied me for those privilege. And then they also mentioned that I went to SM because I already have brother there. And it really make me avoid to be with my brother in public. And even from almost the people around my career, its true that they praise my music, but the words like beauty voice privilege doesnt even ever left. They always mention that. Oh my God, I am really sick with the words privilege. Also, I am sorry for saying this but I know at that time they only jokes around and dont mind it too much for joking about it to me. They just said and compare me to other singers, and also complained the effort.  They all said that other idols really trying hard to die to be able to be a singer, and me... it was like I only need to memorize the lyrics and melody then I would sing perfectly because I have beauty voice privilege. Oh my GOD. I do really sick about it. “Soojung, ah you are so lucky. Other people might need one week to sing this well, but for you. with a girl who privilegely born with beauty voice, you can just easily and automatically sing this at the first time.” All of that talk really sick of me. Since 2016, I start hating that kind of words. Day by day, my anxiety bigger. I change a lot, I lost my smile. even for the next next years. And also, when mino oppa when to army in 2018, a start feeling lonely at that time. When my depressed is not fixed yet, and also at the same time I need to lost my brother for the next two years. But, even I get depressed at sick with my career at that time. I also build another dream in my self. It really brings me to something like a different dream. I often thing that when my contract ended up, I would lost from this industry and build a new fresh life with different career. Singing and being an idol would only remind as my childhood to teenager life career, but when I become an adult, I would work for something that I already working hard for it that far from a privilege bias. So to pursue those things, I start study hard. I really doing study moe and more, rather than singing. But suprisingly I still sing well at that super busy time. I got a lot of ispiration to make music. haha I study harder at that time. I really like a crazy girl wanted to be the first rank in class. So that My friend would not only bullied me because of my privilege. I wanted to proof to my self and also to everyone that I could doing something where I dont get privilege into that which is study. I want to proof that I could also work hard in a field where there is no privilege matters, which is study. I want to tell that I am not just a lucky girl with privilege, but also I work hard for my study. Day by day, I short up all idols schedule. I try and negotiate to make it minimize. So that I have more time to study and go to an exceptional college which is SNU. I dream to attend financial and business at SNU at that time. I really dont thing about singing anymore. I only release one album per years, only doing short tour of concert because I am busy to study. But suprisingly, even I rarely produce music, the rare one I release always get viral, I really dont get about it. I really suprise. People think that I am still exist in this career, but actually my soul’s not at that time. Maybe thats why I dont even smile at award event, because it take my time where I need to study. I really dont want that kind of award at that time, I am not that happy where the people around me really praise me and happier. Because all I thing at that time where I could enter SNU, that after that, I master in abroad, I even dream to went to stanford or harvard hahaha.

Mood of...

Malam yang sendu seperti suasana hatinya. Sedari tadi soojung hanya memainkan handphone sambil tiduran di kasur, berusaha untuk menghilangkan kesedihannya. Tapi tampaknya berada di kamar tidak memberikan solusi untuk hatinya. Ia tetap merasa gundah. Akhirnya setelah menimbang nimbang, soojung memutuskan untuk pergi keluar malam itu. Dan tentu saja seorang diri. Ia berjalan dan berjalan, sambil mendengarkan lagu melalui airpodnya, bersenandung rendah dari bibirnya. Berharap kegelisahan di hatinya dapat terusir. Setelah menemukan jalanan datar, soojung pun mulai menggunakan skateboardnya. Ia tenggelam bersama alunan lagu dan papan skateboard yang membawanya menuju taman. Di taman, beruntung suasana sedang sepi. Karena gimana tidak sepi, sudah tengah malam ketika itu. Soojung duduk di bangku tribun lapangan basket. Merebahkan tubuhnya yang lelah berkeringat. Matanya berkaca kaca, melihat langit malam yang tidak ditembus bintang. Tiba seseorang datang mengagetkannya. Betapa kagetnya soojung melihat sosok yang datang padanya saat itu. Bagaimana bisa pria itu tau ia disini. Ya Tuhan kini lelaki ini tidak hanya FWB nya alias friend with benefit tetapi juga stalker dirinya.

Taeyong mendekat, menatap soojung dengan sangat hangat. Ia datang seolah olah akan menghilangkan gundah gulana di hatinya malam itu. Soojung hanya menatap taeyong dengan wajah cemberut. Merasa kesal karena telah diikuti dan ketahuan sedang menggalau. Taeyong hanya diam, tidak berkata apa apa. Ia membuka mantel tebal yang ia pakai dan memakaikan itu pada soojung. Soojung menerimanya dengan diam, hanya bisa menatap perlakuan taeyong yang selalu seperti ini. Entah kenapa lelaki ini terlalu baik seperti ini. Soojung tak bisa menolak kalau sudah diperhatiin tingkat lebih seperti ini.Taeyong mengambil posisi duduk di samping soojung. Memutar badannya agar bisa melihat soojung. Tak lupa dan tak lupa, sentuhan yang selalu ia berikan setiap mereka bertemu. Lelaki ini selalu saja, ah menyentuh kepalanya. Membelai rambutnya dengan tangan kekarnya. Malam yang dingin saat itu seperti tidak terasa bagi soojung. Bagaimana bisa, pria ini selalu saja seperti ini. Taeyong tak sedikit mengalihkan pandangannya dari soojung. Soojung tentu saja membuang muka, tidak menatap balik.

Taeyong terus membelai rambutnya. Bahkan merapikan helaian rambut yang menutupi wajahnya. Ah benar benar ini sudah seperti kegiatan favorit taeyong saat bertemu soojung, dan soojung tak bisa menolak itu. Hatinya tak bisa dibohongi. Ia menyukai itu. Setiap kali taeyong membelainya, merapikan rambutnya, dan segala perhatian yang ia berikan. Soojung menyukainya. Akhirnya taeyong memecah keheningan diantara mereka.

Taeyong : lo ga mau pulang. Soojung : gak Taeyong : dingin loh disini Soojung : gapapa Taeyong : tapi gue kedinginan nih. Pulang yuk. Soojung : oppa pulang aja duluan kalo mau. Taeyong : ish. Yaudah kalo mau tetap disini, gue mau peluk. Biar ga kedinginan.

Taeyong mendekatkan tubuhnya kepada soojung. Merangkul tubuhnya dengat erat. Soojung tertegun, ingin marah tapi ia suka. Tak bisa menolak sama sekali. Taeyong memeluk soojung dengan hangat dalam beberapa saat. Soojung hanya terduduk kaku.Sesekali taeyong juga melayangkan ciuman pada pipinya. Karena jarak mereka terlalu dekat jadi ia tak tahan dengan pipi gadis kecilnya yang memerah karena kedinginan. Bahkan kini jarak mereka semakin menempel. Wajah mereka bersentuhan. Soojung hanya cemberut, berusaha memperlihatkan sedikit kekesalan pada taeyong. Taeyong yang menyukai ekspresi cemberut itu tak tahan semakin ingin mengganggunya. A letter to my fwb :Dear, lee taeyong sunbaenim. There is so many things I want to tell to you but I always failed to tell it to you right from my mouth. Every time I see you I lost word. You just miracly turn on my mouth silently, brighten my eyes Girl Diet Problem Setelah lelah dengan kegiatan hari itu, malam harinya menikmati waktu bersantai, mengobrol, bercanda, tertawa sambil nyemil nyemil. Di ruang tv grup udp yang mendominasi kemenangan hari ini sedang tertawa bahagia menceritakan pertandingan mereka tadi. Udp squad : Kun, Jungwoo, Hendery, Lucas, Soojung, JaehyunDi ruang tengah juga duduk para member lain sambil mengobrol bersama. Hendey, Taeyong, Xiaojun, Sungchan, Chenle, Jaemin dan lain lain. Games and variety show : Ÿ   Soojung left alone Ÿ   Ponco girlŸ   Panjat tebingŸ   High voice Ÿ   Eating stranger : cheese, saladry,Ÿ   Estafet Soojung Left AloneJadi gaes, hari ini ada yang namanya challenge individual. Tujuannya untuk ngelatih member akan hal hal yang dia takuti. Misalnya ada yang takut ketinggian, maka dilatih dengan height sport. Begitu juga buat yang takut kegelapan dilatih dengan hal demikian. Nah buat soojung gini ini ceritanya. Udp squad : Kun, Jungwoo, Hendery, Lucas, Soojung, Jaehyun Mc doyoung : okee, selanjutnya untuk udp squad. Silahkan presentasiin skenario challengenya. Dan buat member yang bakal di challenge bisa keluar dulu yaa hehe. Soojung : ishhh, Chenle : buruan woy, keluar sana. *chenle sambil ngedorong punggung soojung. Kun ngeliat langsung ngomel dan marahin chenle.Setelah soojung keluar, baru deh mereka presentasiin tuh challengenya. Lucas : jadi gaes kami dari udp mau jelasin challenge buat soojung. Setelah berdiskusi dengan manager nim dan semua sunbaenim yang kenal dengan soojung termasuk abang minho, Kun : kita dengan berat hati harus ngelakuin challenge ini buat soojung. Jungwoo : huhu sedih sedih. Ga tega sebenarnya. Taeyong : apa woy apa, cepetan presentasi Yuta : iya buruan woy Hendery : oke oke. Untuk penjelasannya akan disampaikan oleh teman kami jaehyun. Hehe. *sambil ngoper2 yang ngomong Jaehyun : haduh malah gue yang kena. Oke gaes jadi nih, seperti yang kita ketahui bersama jadi soojung itu kan tipe anak yang paling ga bisa ditinggal sendirian di rumah. Meskipun nih dia bisa pergi pergi sendiri kalo keluar, tapi kalo udah dalam rumah kita tau sendiri kan dia paling ga mau ditinggal. Beneran udah kaya bocah 2 tahun, saking ga maunya kesepian. Padahal nih, soojung kan mau gede juga ya. Nanti dimasa depan, ga mungkin aka  selalu ada orang yang tinggal sama dia. Mau ga mau nih, pasti ada aja kan situasi dimana dia harus bisa tinggal sendirian dan which is dia harus belajar mandiri juga.Oke, dilanjutkan oleh lucas. Lucas : dengan demikian, kami namain challenge ini dengan nama Soojung Left Alone. Yeeeee yuhu yuhuuPara member semua bersorak excited, membayangkan betapa menariknya challenge dari mereka. Kun : jadi ini tu bukan murni ide kita ya, salah satunya sih abang minho yang minta titip ide semacam ini. Dan setelah kita diskusiin, mau ga mau, tega ga tega nih, tu anak harus dilatih buat tinggal sendiri san stand by herself. Ya gak ya gak Ten : yowww setuju setuju. Bagus banget nih ide kalian. Skip blablabla Soojung left alonw started Jadi setting challenge nya:Ÿ   Member bisa bebas nonton 12 jam++ semua record challenge soojung Ÿ   Soojung bakal di challenge left alone 12 jam lebih sejak dia tidur sampe mau tidur lagi. Lebih sih dari 12 jam.Ÿ   Selama nonton nih, member bisa ngasih reaction2 yang di rekamŸ   Soojung ga dikasih handphone, cuma dikasih walki talkie buat komunikasi sama satu admin buat nyelesaian misinyaŸ   Pokoknya soojung ga bisa komunikasi sama memberŸ   Soojung cuma bisa keluar rumah sampe halaman. Diluar pagar ga bisa karena di kunci.Ÿ   Tiap shiftnya *ga wajib sih ada member yang nontonin dan ngasig reaction. Okey here the challenge begins. Pagi itu suasana di rumah sangat tenang dan sepi. Soojung masih di alam tidur. Matahari belum kunjung terbit, baru memunculkan sunrise. Soojung pun sebagai cewek yang terkenal dengan morning person sudah bangun pagi itu. Awalnya sih pas bangun dia ga nyadar ada yang aneh dan berbeda dari rumah itu. Yuta : emang ye ni anak gile juga. Pagi pagi udah bangun. Taeyong : iya nih panutan emang. Orang paling morning person di dorm. Jaemin : *ga komen apa apa. Cuma menatap dalam sang mantan kekasih yang masih dicintainya dari layar. Soojung * bangun, beresin kasur. Cuci muka. Skincare. Rapihin rambut. Abis itu baru dia keluar kamar.Nah keanehan di mulai pas dia keluar kamar. Sungchan : wehh kayaanya mulai nyadar nih dia. Ga ada orang di rumah.Soojung keluar dari kamarnya turun ke lantai satu dan mendapati tidak ada satu pun member yang tidur di ruang tengah. Benar benar kosong melompong. Padahal kemaren perasaan ga semua member dapat kamar jadi musti tidur di ruang tv. Tapi kok pagi ini tiba tiba ilang Soojung : anjir pada kemana ni orang orang. Perasaan tadi malam pada tidur disini deh. Taeyong : hwaaa gakuat gakuat. Ga kebayang cuy kagetnya dia begitu tau ga ada orang di rumah. Plis deh. Disini aja gue udah kasihan ama dia. Kun : sumpah sumpah. Plis. Semoga ga nangis weh. Takut gue sumpah. Ga tegaan liat dia. Matahari mulai terbit, rumah besar itu yang tadinya gelap sekarang mulai terang oleh cahaya matahari yang masuk melalui dinding dinding kaca. Ga kuat dengan keanehan pagi itu, soojung pun meriksa semua kamar dan jadilah dia mendapati semua kamar kosong. Para member ilang.Benar benar keanehan yang luar biasa. Semalam dimana rumah mereka masih berantakan dan rame oleh member, tiba tiba rapi dan sepi melompong di pagi harinya. Soojung ga kuat lagi berada di kamar kamar kosong itu. Dia segera ke ruang tengah, mengalakan tv agar ada suara manusia. Tapi tapi sedihnya channel tv malah ga bisa nyala. Sumpah sumpah. Udah gitu nih, hp soojung juga ternyata disita. Alhasil dia ga bisa ngapain2. Soojung speechless. Terduduk lemas di ruang tamu. Ga tau mau ngapain. Langsung blank.Dia ngeliat ke kamera. Pengen banget ngomong sesuatu sama para member sambil marah marah. Tapi dia terlalu speechless karena ditinggal sendirian kaya gitu.Akhirnya dia cuma natap kamera dalammm. Ga ngomong apa apa. Tapi natap tajam ke kamera yang which is mata para para member. Jam jam sepi berlalu. Soojung udah makan, bahkan dia udah masak, olahraga mandi skincare an beberes rumah. Dan semua hal udah dia lakuin. Tapi ternyata pagi itu baru jam 8. Waktu terasa lambat.Akhirnya karena capek habis ngelakuin semua aktivitas, soojung tidur disofa tengah dengan pulas. Tak berselang lama. Jam 10 dia kebangun lagi, dan mendapati dia masih sendiri di rumah itu.Dia beneran bingung dan takut kalo udah ditinggal kaya gitu. Bahkan untuk ke kamar atas aja dia takut. Akhirnya demi menghilangkan kebosanan dia buka buku pelajaran sekolah san lanjut belajar pake ipad dan buku.Tapi ternyata belajar ga mempan. Soojung yang lagi di ruang tengah akhirnya nangis jugs pagi itu.Sia nangis sesegukan. Air matanya mulai mengucur deras. Rambutnya berantakan karena terkena oleh air matanya. Soojung nangis sejadi jadinya. Memeluk dirinya dalam ketakutan. Kepada kamera yang ada di sampingnya dia menguatkan hati untuk ngomong. Soojung : kenapa kalian ninggalin aku? Kenapa kalian ngasih aku tantangan kaya gini ? *sambil menangis deras membuat yang melihat soojung merasa amat kasihan.Kalian kemana??? Kenapa harus kaya gini?? *ga bisa lanjutin kaya kaya. Nangis sejadi jadinya.. Skip skip skipp14.00 - 18.00 : soojung tidur di ruang tamu18.00 : soojung kaget karena bangun bangun udah gelap. Akhirnya dia setengah takut ngidupin lampu rumah.Malam semakin menyeramkan baginya. Soojung juga udah capek nangis seharian. Akhirnya dia lanjut belajar sambil setengah takut.Jam 19. Udah ga kuat lagi. Soojung kembali nangis ke kamera. Apalagi rumah singgal mereka itu terpencil gimana ga takut coba. Tambah udah malam jg.Akhirnya soojung nangis sejadi jadinya ke kamera di sampingnya tanpa berkata apa apa lagi ke member. Taeyong : woy gimana nih woy yg punya acara.belum nyampe waktu nya nih tapi

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“   I don’t want to live my life in REGRETS.  I want to make every second counts.  I try not to worry about tomorrow and focus on today,  because I’ll never know what will happen tomorrow without living in right now.   ”

Name :  Bae Dohyun Age : 32 Occupation : Neurosurgeon at Songsan Medical Center

Personality 

Known for her brilliant mind and cheerful personality,  Dohyun had always been quite popular with her peers from her schools days up to know.  She is a known daredevil who actively seeks excitement in her life.  She is someone who lives in the moment,  who always give her 100% in everything that she does.  

Background :  She grew up in a farm at Daegu and was the oldest of three siblings.  She dreamed of providing her family a better life and had always wanted to become a doctor.  She ventured to Seoul to look for a scholarship at Seoul National University and was promptly accepted into the university’s medical program.

She attended SNU all throughout her schooling and had met Lee Mingun as her classmates.  They were the best of friends that they were always seen hip to hip with each other especially when they are studying.  She and Mingun interned together at Asan and continued with their own specialties.  So it was a no brainer decision that she followed Mingun into Songsan.  She’s currently a member of the neurology department of Songsan Medical Center.  

She might be a bright and approachable person but she’s very private with her life.  She is someone who holds her secrets close to her heart that not even Mingun who is her best friend knows.  One of those secret is something that has the ability to change everything not only in her life but also to those who are around her. 

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¡BIENVENIDO A SNU, BANG DOHYUN!

Esta noche tenemos una carta muy especial y está dedicada a Bang Dohyun. Tu admirador anónimo ha dicho que te ha visto en el Colegio de Medicina y que desde ese la primera vez que te vio no ha podido dejar de pensar en ti. ¿Puedo saltarme lo cursi? ¿No? De acuerdo, entonces prepara tus oídos, Dohyun, porque este anónimo se ha inspirado y quiere confesar todo lo que siente por ti. ¿Preparado? Tu admirador sabe que tienes 21 años y que has nacido en Corea del Sur, y a veces, aunque no lo creas, te confunde con Kim Mingyu. Dice que no le molesta que te comportes como si el amor fuera horrible, ya que intenta comprender por lo que has pasado. Oh, también te dedica una canción, ¿qué tal si la escuchamos? Esta canción va con cariño para Dohyun, espero que nos estés escuchando esta noche.

¡Bienvenida a Beforehq otra vez, Joy! Me estás matando con estas audiciones, give me more. Me encanta que puedas crear personajes tan complejos y distintos, también quiero mencionar tu escritura que es hermosa y muy divertida, jamás me canso de leerte. ¡Tienes 48 hrs. para enviar la cuenta! Pd. Todos tenemos que sufrir con las matemáticas.

INFORMACIÓN OOC

Nombre del usuario: Joy again -tira confeti-.

Edad: 20 inviernos.

País: México.

Nivel de actividad: Voy a decir que un 7 u 8 porque tengo una inspiración re caprichosa y a veces no quiere cooperar.

¿Triggers o temas que te incomoden?: En verdad dudo mucho que se toquen por aquí pero serian pedofilia, esclavitud, racismo, maltrato animal.  

La siguiente pregunta es para evaluar el nivel de los usuarios… ¿Cuánto es 1+1?: stap a esta tortura.

INFORMACIÓN OC:

Nombre del personaje: Bang  Dohyun.

Edad: 21 años coreanos/ 20 años internacionales.

Fecha de nacimiento:  24 de Junio de 1997.

Lugar de origen: Seúl. Distrito de Gangnam. Corea del sur.

Colegio o Escuela: Colegio de medicina.

Carrera: Medicina.

Estudiante de intercambio: Nope.

Face Claim:  Kim Mingyu

La siguiente información debe ser rellenada en 3° persona para entender y comprender mejor al personaje.

¿Cuál fue la motivación que tuvo DOHYUN para estudiar su carrera en la SNU?

La desgracia de nacer en el ceno de una familia que lucra con la salud de los pobladores. De ser por él se encontraría borracho y deprimido en su habitación. Sin embargo su padre espera que algún día se haga cargo del patrimonio de la familia (una serie de hospitales distribuidos por el país) y heló aquí “ pasando los mejores días de su vida en la universidad de SNU” palabras expresadas por sus padres.

¿Cómo fueron los años escolares de DOHYUN?

Se podría decir que su vida escolar se divide en dos etapas. A la primera parte le llama era de la «bendita ignorancia». Sonrisas infantiles, juegos, un centenal de amistades forjadas bajo el juramento de velar por los otros en las buenas y en las malas, excelentes calificaciones y aunque suene contradictorio, ignorancia. Ah esa época se encontraba intestada de ignorancia. Entonces después de un largo verano el conocimiento disipo las tinieblas. Alguna vez escucho decir que «el conocimiento te da poder» y en efecto, el conocimiento le dio poder a su mente; El poder de destruirlo y reducirlo a un ser miserable. Molesto con la vida, molesto con sus padres, molesto consigo mismo. Para Dohyun no hubo más amigos para toda la vida, no hubo risas (al menos no sinceras), ¿buenas calificaciones) ¡Ja! Eso es sólo para la gente que quiere un futuro. Los años escolares previos a su ingreso de la universidad se convirtieron en un recorrido solitario donde abundan lagunas.  

¿Cómo describiría la relación familiar de DOHYUN?

Es una relación de amor unilateral. Sus padres lo aman. ¡Entregarían su vida con tal de preservar la ajena! Por otro lado él, no haría lo mismo por ellos. Ambos le asquean de formas que son difíciles de relatar: Su padre por ser un cobarde, su madre por ser una mentirosa. Detesta cada segmento en su memoria donde la imagen de «familia feliz�� prevalece. Convive con ellos solamente para que dejen de molestarlo, pero cada vez que sus progenitores quieren atravesar la muralla que su hijo a creado a su alrededor, este los expulsa sin titubear. No son familia, nunca lo fueron, sólo son un invento para quedar bien ante una sociedad hipócrita.

¿DOHYUN tiene arrepentimientos o cosas que le gustaría mejorar o superar?

Le gustaría volver a ser ignorante. Le gustaría nunca haber descubierto ¿qué era el amor? Porque el amor es malo: Lo entendió al apreciar esas lágrimas no derramadas de su padre. Lo entendió cuando fue lo suficiente mayor para distinguir que la esencia que despedía su madre desde que tiene memoria, no era más que alcohol. Lo entendió cuando descubrió lo que su querida tía y su madre hacían en la biblioteca.

El amor lastima, el amor es la clase de mierda que obliga a una sociedad a crear prejuicios estúpidos por amar a quien quieres. Que hace que dos mujeres se escondan que engañen que jueguen con los sentimientos de un pobre ser enamorado para darle gusto al ojo del espectador. El amor doblega al hombre y lo fuerza a jugar el papel del tonto pues, ama demasiado que no puede concebir una vida sin su amada, aun sabiendo que no existe amor de verdad. El amor crea secuelas y quizá está muy jodido porque sigue los pasos de su madre, embriagándose para dejar de sentir repulsión por ese sentimiento que muchos califican como una bendición pero para el muchacho, el amor sólo a desgarrado lo que alguna vez fue.

¿Con cuánta frecuencia DOHYUN escucha la radio local de la universidad? ¿Ha enviado una carta a la radio o ha escuchado sobre el programa de medianoche?

No, al menos no que lo recuerde. Todo ese numerito le parece estúpido y respecto a las cartas sí, ha escrito varias cartas en un total estado de ebriedad (¡Lo más espectacular es que aún así se entienden!), todas ellas dedicadas a esos amores perdidos por su poca capacidad de mostrar cariño.

@ bcngyun: Una mierda, no voy a desperdiciar mis horas de sueño por hacer guardia en la clínica.

@  bcngyun:  @elusuariocooldesuex ¿De que sirve salir contigo si no puedes conseguirme gimbap a las tres de la mañana? Y te cito dijiste que “no me iba arrepentir de salir contigo”

@  bcngyun:  @elusuariocooldesuex ¿adivina? ya me arrepentí, borra mi numero y no vuelvas a pasar por mi dormitorio.

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genuis strategist kyung dohyun in action

University War / 대학전쟁 (2023)

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[Instagram] 240428 sssong_0708 ig story update with dohyun

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[Tiktok/Instagram] 230306 someone met dohyun at SNU Student Club Fair!! They said dohyun is a kind and super friendly!! Dohyun also said thank you to the enthusiasm from Indonesia fans! So lucky!

cr septikhairullah on tiktok/ig

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dohyun with hair down is cute 😊

University War / 대학전쟁 (2023)

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