#don't know what i'd do if u know who found this blog like thats a nightmare scenario

[4ngelofmydreams]

i rarely ever get blocked by ppl so everytime i find someone who blocked me i'm like shaken to my core

[callibones]

uhhh hh ..... hello! this is the same anon who sent in that ask about object camps. the camps you suggested sound really interesting! im a little too scared to join them for now haha but they sound really cool. they will rotate in my mind for a while i think HGFDSFGHJGFDSDFGH other than that .. 1 . i came across the wiki camp two and it looked so creative and interesting to me! i dont program in css that often anymore but the site makes me wanna go over and put in a bunch of pages. problem is.. i don't know how to Apply? or Do Anything? rn the site is locked for voting but just in general i tried reading the rules but still couldn't understand how it worked. if you knew anything about it that'd be nice. it also seems to have a discord server..? again im scared to check myself but if youre in it i wanna know whether it's a nice space to be in.

2 . uhhghgfdghj i peered through the rest of the blog and found the shelled one blaseball fic you posted ? and i think im really Normal about it. So after reading that i now trust your fanfic opinions. are there any other blaseball fics you'd strongly recommend? and uh general.. uh, evil mind controlly fics would be really nice too (the book of bill is also sort of ruining me along with this so i am truly looking for ANYTHING and like omg hbdxszexrdcfdsxrctvdxszaf) and thats all i wanted to ask you! sorry this is getting REALLY LONG i wish you well and i am So Sorry for bothering you!

HELLO AGAIN! not botherin me at all. :-] i was hopin youd find that answer.... i made sure to answer it at the same time u sent the question so you'd have a MAXIMUM CHANCE of findin it, and u Did! so Yay! welcome back. im going to tag my answers to your Post's with 🩸🟪 so we Never Get Separated Again. but i want you to know.... i don't bite! i literally can't on account of my face is a monitor. so if you wanna chat, feel free to dm me! you seem like a really fun person and we clearly have a lotta interest's in common so Consider That: An Option.

ANYHOO.

1) the wiki camp 2 is ABSOLUTELY a welcoming community. in fact, check this out: here's an index of plainly written explanations of various community in-jokes, to ensure nobody's left confused! while i'm not super active on the discord due to hyperfixating on single spaces at a time like some sort of cryptid, i have a lot of wonderful friends in the community and i'd wholeheartedly call it nice.

you don't have to apply to write, either! while i don't think there's an ETA yet on when the wiki's re-opening, whenever it does you'll be able to make an account for free and start creating to your heart's content! sometimes people who do that even get roped into the camp due to Token Shenanigans....

2) look. i get it. how much do i get it? the post you're talking about was written by my bill cipher fictive. and guess what book made me pick THAT thing up? we're in the same boat. i'm (RELATIVELY) normal 'round these parts, but if you do end up dropping me a line, maybe you'll happen upon some of my stuff? just sayin'. but as for what i can do for ya at the desk here...

thing is, i actually haven't read that much blaseball fanfic. i know! i WANT to. i have a list, which i'll reblog with your special tag right after this. but my brain doesn't let me read a lotta long stuff these days, which is SUCKS! i might poke around some tags and see what i can find, but that spectacular shelled one fic's the only one of its kind i know.

if you wanna read something Long and Serious and Really Really Good that's haunted me for years, put your eyes on Oil and Water, the shoe thieves disaster marriage classic about grief and autism and family and other such things.

then read everything else that catches your fancy, and send me your picks! and hey. if anyone reading this wants to help a cute anon out and knows some fics (or wrote some fics) that fit the Bill i mean the bill, PLEASE lemme know!! i Understand wanting more evil mind control. it's kind of my whole thing. PLUS i'm literally the shelled one's favorite

[stinkrascal]

I think no one likes my tav :( I love that simblrs began to share other games like bg3! And the small amount that does it sticks together! They reblog each other's bg3 posts, do art for them, put cute tags to support each other, so nice to see!! I really want to be part of that, but no one seems to actually like the bg3 stuff I post🥹 do you have any advice for me?

hi anon, i'm sorry you're feeling this way :( to be honest i don't really know what could be causing ppl to overlook your posts. idk what advice i could give you bc some of my bg3 posts do really really well, and some of them get like maybe 5 notes depending on what time and what day i post 🙈 but please dm me if you like i'd love to follow u if i don't already!! i love rbing bg3 posts on my blog i'd love to rb your posts too! i want everyone to feel included in this community you know ;-; even if you don't feel like your posts get enough attention i promise that isn't an indication of you not being wanted in this community!! it just means you haven't found your audience yet, and that's totally ok. it took me many years of posting consistently on simblr before i found ppl who were interested in my silly video game screenshots and tbh i feel major imposter syndrome for even saying that like jade stfu what do u mean ppl care about your screenshots no they dont😭 so like idk. for me when i get really worked up about feeling like nobody cares about what i post i just try to like......... make a circle of a few mutuals whose opinions i really cherish and every time they interact with my posts in any capacity, liking, commenting, reblogging, etc, i consider that post a win lol. be like "oh well my circle of elite mutuals all liked this post that means this post is pretty cool isnt it!!" lol that sounds silly but it helped a lot for me, bc i was really prone to getting myself in these cycles where i felt like if my posts didnt hit a certain note count that means i suck and nobody likes my stuff and thats a sucky way to feel you know!! and like i don't really know how i can optimze your note count for you, idek how i optimize my own, at this point ive given up on that endeavor bc it just puts too much weird pressure on myself to live up to an arbitrary and unreachable standard. but i think trying 2 reframe the way you think about this situation is just as helpful, it was really helpful for me at least. obv i think tumblr is a place where our posts SHOULD be shared ie reblogging stuff!! and i always always always encourage people to reblog posts bc thats how our community grows and flourishes, thats literally how tumblr has to function to survive so DO IT!! but also with all that being said, it will be better for u in the long run if you don't put a lot of pressure on yourself to hit a certain note count to be a valid participant in this community, instead make it about the love of sharing your creations online, and being content w the fact that your creations are still cool even if it didn't hit a certain level of engagement u desired!! and you know what, when you start loving and passionately posting about your creations, ppl pick up on that excitement. they get excited too!! and then before you know it you do have a community of support! so please dont unduly stress yourself my friend. does this make any sense. idk. YOU GOT THIS ANON I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!

[monstrouslyobsessed]

still working on a thing and ima try and throw up another concept or hc later today tomorrow~now ima answer some asks < 3

tw: n'sfw subjects, kink talks, pregnancy(-related) mentions

What blogs and writers(ones that do dark romance stuff) do you recommend? —anonymous

i get this question a lot tbh, i should think about adding to faq, but uhhhhh, depends on what you're looking for. original or fandom? most of my mutuals, friends, and writers i liked/found write genshin, jojo, and other popular fandoms.

if original works only, i haven't found many, no, and tumblr ain't great with their rec feed (99% time they're fandom only).

@dear-yandere (she's not active, but i love her works sm) made a post you can look through! linky link

Favorite kinks to write in your opinion? —anonymous

uhm, i'm sure you can tell with most of my works lol but ig i can explain why i like a certain few. rest tho, i just like them lol

pregnancy / pregnancy sex / oviposition, im actually a touch tokophobic irl, but in writing, its not so much on for children (they're cute though) but because it's the near-total loss of control over one's body, if that makes sense. as its my thing to write the darling losing control to their possessive spouse, pregnancy is one of my go to.

monster dick(s), because we could use some variety in our d's lol human d's is good too though ofc

stomach bulge / cumflation, p similar to pregnancy in some ways, the darling loses the sense of losing their body to the other. (pseudo?) body destruction, really.

size differences, because i want to be picked up and be carried sometimes

yeah, most of the kinks i listed here had to do with the loss of control.

YES I CAN U BACK DEAR 💕💕💕💕 —anonymous

that was painful;; so glad to be back!! 💕

Yoo have you seen the movie called the descent? If you have, what do u think of the monsters!! —anonymous

uhmmmm, the name didn't ring a bell...google time!

oh waittttt, i vaguely remembered this one. this was based on dante's inferno, wasnt it? after checking the monsters, yes hi.

i prefer they'd bathe first though lol but i'd be down for them! pretty simplistic in design, reminded me of buffy the vampire slayer's vampires, actually! think buffy was one of the earliest monsters i can remember really liking as a wee lad.

So, have you read the Neonomicon? I saw it on one of your posts. I actually read the thing online and I immediately fell in love with the Deep One too despite the noncon. Is that weird? —anonymous

are you referring to the one i did where the darling had to watch the world burn in the palm of cthulhu?

thats the only one i can recall of ever doing, but on reading the neonomicon, no! you're talking about the comic series one? i don't generally read american comics because of how weird they organized their issues, but if its not long and good, then i'll be happy to check it out!

and nah, not weird at all imo. humans are drawn to things we simply don't understand, and as long as you are not harming yourself or anyone else, its fine to indulge. we all find appeals in certain things others don't and that's perfectly normal. most of the monsters i liked as a kid were actually violent and murderous so.....yeah. im literally one of the last people who should judge you , dear nonnie.

just know that youre far from being alone though! heck you'll find many n'sfw artworks and other contents of the deep ones and other monsters if you know where to look.

Dude I've been binging all your pyramid head works and I love them sm!! Would u be writing more for him in the future? —anonymous

mmmaybe? like i do have a couple of ideas, but nothing too concrete. one idea involved the reader being, well, the mother of monsters and the butcher would probably become more monstrous over time because of the silent hill related plot reasons. thing is, the reader wouldn't know there were changes at all, being too addicted to the butcher's to pay attention. I'm being very vague on this one because...idk how to communicate the story yet, if at all.

the other one might involve incest though, because of the monsters the reader birthed cooperating with the butcher, under the god's order. this one is just...a concept more than anything though because tentacles are fun.

otherwise, its just straight pron with the butcher. I'm glad you liked him tho! &lt;3

now to work on things...inbox is always open tho~!

[p1xiemeat]

McLean Hospital.. the hospital that Girl Interrupted was based after? When will you go the fuck away and stop lying. You didn't hop a mental institution fence. You lie so much it is disgusting.

i don't care if you believe me. it doesn't change my past or my experiences. i know the truth and if u don't believe me then thats ur problem not mine.

i have literal paperwork and physical proof of being at these places. my own mother will tell anybody who asks because she is the one who sent me to McLean. McLean is here in my state of massachusetts. Yes there was a movie based on that place. How does that have anything to do with me? lol. my mom sent me there because its one of the top mental hospitals in the country and she couldnt deal with me and didnt know how to handle my issues. my sister was sent there too. that was before she found out that both of us are autistic. and thats where i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder.

literally why would anybody lie about this lol if i was going to lie i'd say something positive, not stuff that makes me sound crazy lmao i'm open about talking about it because its part of my story and it shaped me into who i am now. u don't know me. so stop trying to tell me about my own life because u don't know a damn thing.

like seriously what do you GET out of calling someone a liar for talking about their life experiences? is it because u don't have a life of ur own? whats disgusting is invalidating ppl. and calling someones personal struggles/trauma a lie. and McLean is not the hospital i ran away from.

say what u want about me, but like i said it doesn't change what i've LIVED THROUGH. and i plan on writing about my experiences in detail soon. i've already created a blog to do just that.

I've been to McLean not once, but twice. And a lot of ppl in my area with serious mental issues get sent there because its the closest place that takes my type of insurance. And if its a less severe problem u will get sent to a ward in a local regular hospital.

[steelycunt]

ridi hi ! yr like one of my biggest writing inspirations and im going to try writing r/s so i wanted to ask for a bit of advice (if you don't mind!!) how did you first sort of insert yourself into the fandom? ive never really written hp before and kinda don't know where to start (without feeling like some sort of imposter lol) thought id get yr opinion hope you don't feel pressured to answer tho <3

hi hi !! ahh fhdsfjds thats so lovely thank you so much!! thank u for this q, ill put my thoughts under the cut hope thats okay mwah <33

i was writing on ao3 for a fair bit of time b4 i was made this blog on here to post about my writing (i dont know if most people went in that order?? maybe??) but once i was on here i just found authors whose stuff i enjoyed on ao3 and who had mentioned they had a tumblr. i found honestly just interacting with people + their work n stuff was the easiest way to make friends!! n just messaging those people even though it was a bit terrifying. at the same time, though, when talking about hp specifically i think u've gotta keep in mind that its a massive space and also largely a cesspit lol...for that reason ive had no desire to get too involved in most of it aside from circles of people i know n trust and i would say, especially on the topic of interacting with people: be extra careful when you're following people, and also screen ur followers as best you can for terf shit and projkr shit and all of that.

as for the writing side! its way, way less daunting if you're just writing what you want honestly. i wrote things because there was stuff i wanted to read, and now i do it because i enjoy writing! and i think having any other motivation for doing it except that will result in it becoming a bit of a draining and joyless activity pretty quickly. don't worry about canon (esp when the source material is as shite and lazy as hp canon is anyway), don't worry about adhering to popular headcanons if they don't interest you...the imposter thing is tricky but also very very common and probably nearly everyone doing something creative + sharing it will feel like that to some extent? and if everyone feels like an imposter sometimes then i'd argue that nobody can really, genuinely be one, so don't worry abt it too much (again, writing for yourself rather than any other motivation will probably help with that a bit). and have fun writing babe that is really at the end of the day all there is to it like if ur enjoying urself then whatever u write will b brilliant n worth ur time <33 good luck !!

[taetaespeaches]

hi so this might be a bit long and a tiny bit dark but this is such a safe place and the place where I've been hanging out a lot during my time with bts lol so i just wanted to share.

i joined the bts community two years ago when i had pretty much given up on life. i didn't really have anything left that gave me happiness so they pretty much made me want to live a little longer, just to listen to their music and see their content. idk if i'd even be alive rn if it weren't for bts honestly.

things got better and this winter i made a lot of decisions for myself that improved my mental health and my general will to live lol. i also met my boyfriend who is really good to me (yes the good guys actually exists). and suddenly i didn't have the same need for bts. not in a rude way at all. its just that i found other things in life that i can depend on and I'm not in that dark space anymore. I've heard about this before that bts is there for u when u need them but once u heal and find your "path" (that sounds really cringe but idk what else to call it lol), you kind of leave bts behind. and i think thats whats happened to me. like i'll always love and support them but i just have no idea what is going on in the bts world anymore. i heard they went to the grammys and had a concert but like I'm not keeping up with them anymore. and i don't feel guilty about it bc I'm happy now. and they were a HUGE help on the way to where i am now.

i still go here and read all your fics though bc i just love them and they used to get me through really though days. they're great and you're amazing at what you're doing.

idk i just wanted to share. I'm still lurking in the back of your blog lol just so you know bc i love your fics too much.

Hi love! I'm glad that you're in a better place mentally now than when you found bts, that's amazing 🧡 and you definitely shouldn't feel guilty for not really following bts closely anymore so I'm glad you're content with where you're at now. I hope you continue to find happiness all throughout your life! And I'm so flattered that you still come and read my fics :( that's so sweet, I appreciate your support so much. Thank you for sharing, I'm really happy for you and your happiness! <3

[simp-lyzity]

for the tag, anything ya want :D also my blog is inactive, tho im not able to annouce it- basically my mother found my socials and im not able to access my tumblr anymore because i lost my email adress and my password due to my mother changing my email and password entirely, so i cant see your ask :(( yeah ofc we can talk more in the future! you seem really chill and you seem like you like beating jerks up like i do so thats smth we have in common /lh OH HOWS UR WRIST?? -lia

oh no i'm so sorry! your email address should be the same, though the password and the recovery email can be changed, so at least you might have the account's handle :( i'd like to say it gets easier when you become an adult but uh, i'm legally an adult and i still have similar restrictions SOO 😬✌ i wish i could help though, i'm sorry. please lmk if there's anything i can do! <3 don't worry about the ask, it's the ask game one i've been reposting and sending <3 just know that you're loved and you're appreciated and beautiful inside and out /gen

i only come across chill sometimes LOL a lot of times i am mostly relaxed but if i get in the mood (which happens often but not as much lately) i go FERAL. i am a gremlin and a human chihuahua HEAR ME ROAR

also yes we do love beating up jerks here <3 i'm actually gonna go off on my anons once i clear out my inbox but i SO APPRECIATE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE AGGRESSIVE INSTEAD OF PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE!!! i had the most toxic relationship (ended now ugh she was a terrible friend) who was petty and passive aggressive AND KNEW IT WAS BAD but she was PROUD OF IT. so ahem anyways yes let's beat up the jerks together pls and thank u and also idk what to do for the tone indicators all the time im sorry BUT I AM LEARNING THEM! which is cool!