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drakonovisny · 2 years
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me: i hate when people shit on popular stuff just because it's popular!
also me:
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chubs-deuce · 4 months
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I wish Hazbin Hotel made me care more about Chaggie...
It is a very cute ship and I'm happy they made up again in the finale, but I also can't help but feel like it lacks? So much substance?
Which is sad, because I really did want so badly to fall in love with them, but their chemistry just falls kind of flat for me, like it's hardly been explored properly.
All of their interactions are positive and supportive, but ultimately just very surface level kinds of wholesome and sweet...
I don't dislike them, far from it, but I really wish the show had focused on them a bit more thoroughly, and given us more reasons to substantiate why they care about and love each other - and in extension, why we as the audience should too. I'm ngl, I felt like Angel and Husk had more substance to their developing bond than Charlie and Vaggie had all season... And those two aren't even anywhere close to being together yet.
The show does minimally bite into more of Charlie's and Vaggie's relationship with the trust fall incident and Whatever It Takes, but even that song was only partially focused on Vaggie, split in focus on a completely different character - kind of like her relationship with Charlie is more of an afterthought? I feel like that should've maybe been more of a solo song focusing on just Vaggie, properly exploring more layers of her character and her relationship to Charlie, underlining them more as equals to each other.
Speaking of... I also can't help but feel like a large part of Vaggie's character is always tangentially tied to Charlie one way or another, like she's not really her own person outside of being paired with her - being protective of Charlie, giving advice to Charlie, helping managing the hotel for Charlie - while Charlie feels much more like a fleshed out and properly realized person that functions well on her own outside of this relationship too.
I understand that Vaggie's past as an exorcist gave her a very military flavored, screwed idea of self that lacked a lot of individuality - so it's not like her having not quite found herself as a person yet can't be reasoned within the narrative, but it also isn't ever actually used as a deliberate plotpoint.
I just feel like I barely know her as a character, and maybe if the show had more room to breathe for the plot and characters to develop more naturally, the momentary tension between them after the big twist reveal and their subsequent quick and imo much too easy reconciliation would've also actually impacted me more :')
Maybe in the future seasons this will change...
But as of now, I unfortunately still find them kind of uninteresting and am sad that they could have had so much more depth and substance than they currently do.
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pasiphile · 9 months
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With the second season now sauntering even farther away both from the spirit and the actual facts of the book...
Is there a (commonly accepted) way to tag something "Good Omens" (book) to make it clear you're not talking about the TV version?
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taylortruther · 10 months
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A thought I want to put somewhere: All this horrible anti-feminist tradwife bs backlash going on right now depresses and scares the shit out of me. And it also makes me really fucking glad Taylor is as huge as she is right now, as an openly feminist woman who's been so hugely and overtly committed to running her own life and business and very publicly chose being single over a man b/c she knows she deserves better and isn't afraid of asserting it. It makes me really fucking glad the biggest tour in the world right now has featured so many female artists, so many of whom are lesbian or bi, some of whom are even gnc lesbian women. It makes me REALLY fucking glad the re-records -- an exercise entirely about a woman gaining real, material power over her own life -- have become a phenomenon. We desperately need a counterweight as huge and electric and meaningful as Taylor rn. I work in irl feminist activism and honest to god, Eras has been a guiding light to me during this miserable post-Roe summer.
i'm glad taylor can be this for you! also it is really interesting (and i think about this a lot) to consider how, politically, the world is so hostile towards women, but socially women and femininity (a narrow scope of it, at least) are dominating a lot of the culture. i feel like political movements often have a counterbalance or reaction in the culture - i want to believe it's a sign of progress today but i do also worry it's a sign of bad things to come 💀
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whitetyger123 · 1 year
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I'm just gonna say it, and I'll probably get some hate but whatever. Mo ash has not yet been redeemed. The potential is there, and I think it's very likely that he will be, but it hasn't happened yet, so I'm gonna continue considering him an antagonist until that happens
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encrucijada · 1 year
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blocking tags with the same vitriol as an angry old man who yells at the youths for stepping on their grass. in that i know i'm being mean for no reason but also i don't wanna see you
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untherapized-eddie · 2 months
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dancingastralwitch · 6 months
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Had fun yesterday, woke up and realized I'm somewhat… depressed
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emotionalcadaver · 9 months
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It's a good thing both of my parents have watched Peaky Blinders and share my hatred of Lizzie, because it means that I can just go on unhinged rants to them about everything regarding her character that makes me want to tear my hair out and shake her, rather than bombarding y'all with it.
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onhoude · 1 year
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I'll address it, actually. T/g//cf and its interpersonal dynamics are so scary to me on a personal level, it'll be a long while before I attempt to read a novel about gods or genuine immortals ever again.
And I'm not just talking about just the mere concept of wandering about long enough that in the meantime the earth herself has reshaped, kingdoms haven't just fallen but are forgotten entirely, and no one speaks your native language anymore. Time passing you by and in solitude even in the presence of others to such an extreme extent, I feel nauseous just thinking about it.
But, no, that alone wouldn't bother me too much if there was some companionship to be found in the misery of it all.
I hurt from the helplessness (keeping it name-drop-free because I don't want this in the tags,) because you have Officials who are caught up in the middle of centuries-old conflicts that started long before they were even born, and now they're just collateral damage without being able to do anything about it.
Worse, I feel like no one in the main cast (aside from the pairing, which is almost the sole opportunity for genuine (hurt/)comfort) even approaches sentiments of "like" towards one another. There's no gentle comradery or support anywhere? There's too much said, done, circumstances outside their control, or things left unsaid with years and years of festering like the darkest of scorches.
With generational gaps and an unwillingness to relate to one another, there isn't a team-up strong enough to be entirely genuine and/or long-lasting. And with how relationships are revealed throughout, I can't bring myself to enjoy a dynamic between characters because I know there's (going to be) so much lingering resentment.
I know a part, if not all, is the core of the story and an integral part of just why hua//lian is such an unlikely and extraordinary manifestation of love.
I'm not saying all of this in criticism of the novel or author (whom I love dearly, mwah.) In fact: the story is very brilliantly effective.
It simply hits a nerve within me that feels too fragile to expose to the elements as it were lol.
Maybe one day I'll finish the series, because it's genuinely good, but it might never be more than bittersweet for me.
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ghost-spark-odyssey · 2 years
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I’m kinda glad its not just me who’s sorta like “Okay its neat that some of you had theories that were backed up by preliminary notes for the comics, but also like...you can’t just throw out established characterization and canon story stuff over ideas that never got used in the end???”. The story played out as it did, thrown away plotlines being talked about in a book doesn’t change that, man.
Like, I’m glad people are having fun with J/ro’s notebooks, but tbh....I’m continuing to not care about them because it was all spitballing/blue skying and nothing else really.
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felixitous · 2 years
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i'm so sad because New Vash is so so cute. but he's not Vash. Vash's charm came from his stupid hair and gangly body. he looks so stupid that he becomes cute again. i love him. New Vash is too cute
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hopeluna-archived · 1 year
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Obey Me! + things that make you fall in love with them a little more everyday
♡ Characters: The brothers x gn!reader
♡ Genre: fluff
♡ A/N: we've had things that make the boys fall in love with you now its their turn imao, also these are things that I love about them so i'd love to hear what you guys love about them as well <3
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Lucifer
The way he is a total hypocrite when it comes to taking care of you. Lucifer will go for months without sleep and a proper meal but the moment you neglect taking care of yourself, he is ready to scold you and make your favourite meal himself, the paperwork can wait.
Mammon
The way he always tries to make you laugh. If you're ever feeling particularly down, Mammon is ready to get out the clown costume. He'll make silly jokes and laugh at them himself and its enough to make a smile creep up on your face.
Leviathan
The way he remembers everything. Levi remembers everything that you've ever told him, from childhood memories to your favourite colour. He probably has a notebook dedicated to just you. Levi doesn’t wanna forget anything about you, his henry. 
Satan
When he drags you into his mystery adventures. The way Satan’s eyes absolutely sparkle with excitement, the way he oh so passionately rambles his hundredth theory, and the smile he has on his face after finally uncovering the truth is a smile that you swear you’ll never get tired of admiring.
Asmodeus
The way he always supports you no matter what. Asmo is always your no. 1 cheerleader in everything you do. Your goals and ideas maybe something small, big, stupid, smart, whatever it is Asmo is right behind you to encourage you. And if anyone rains on your parade, he. is. ready. to. throw. hands.
Beelzebub
The way he is your best friend as much as he is your partner. You’ve had a bad day and need to vent? Beel is right there to listen to you and occasionally offer snacks in hopes that will make you feel better. You have gossip? Beel might not say much in the conversation but he is listening to everything and throwing in occasional comments.
Belphegor
The way he cares for his brothers, even Lucifer. Of course he isn't the one to show it much but you can always tell how much Belphie loves his brothers by the way he looks at them. And if you don't look hard enough, you'll almost miss the worried expression he has on his face when he hears Lucifer is overworking again.
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Comments and reblogs are appreciated!! Do not repost or claim as yours though, its not cool.
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matan4il · 10 months
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I can't believe it's only Aug 12th and already there's a Xmas post on my dash.
Every single year I have to get through the non-Christian erasure that is Xmas season, the way that everyone acts as if the whole world celebrates Xmas, every year I have to feel like I'm being mean and raining on people's parades when I refuse to join in, or when I try to (as politely as I can) refuse to be greeted with Xmas wishes, every year I have to grit my teeth as every show has a Xmas special, every app and software has festive events and sales, changing into special Xmas versions of their icons, every media outlet wants to tell me about the joys of Xmas shopping and tourism, meanwhile I'm biting my tongue not to blurt out repeatedly that Xmas is when historically my people were targeted, brutalized and sometimes even MURDERED... and apparently Xmas season just keeps getting longer.
I don't mind that people who are religiously or culturally Christian celebrate it. I kinda mind it when non-Christians do, because that strikes me as the effects of commercialism and cultural colonialism, but hey. Other people are independent individuals, it's up to them to make their own choices, even if I personally make a different choice. And I'd never make anyone personally feel bad about their choice, either. What bothers me is that it's basically IMPOSSIBLE to opt out of Xmas celebrations if you're one of the people who don't want to participate. They're everywhere. They're in every place, they're in so many spaces that I otherwise love. And they just keep starting earlier every year. I wanna bang my head against the wall.
This is what religious / cultural coercion feels like. Yeah, even if it's done unintentionally by many.
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lesbolieeh · 11 months
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She left behind a poem
Yuna (ITZY) ✦ Fem!Reader
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WC—3.8 ✦ k
THEMES—sfw ✦ light angst ✦ future fluff (?) ✦ best friend au ✦ crush au
WARNING—anxiety ✦ heartbreak ✦ crying yuna :(
NOW PLAYING—Jenny (I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship) ✦ Studio Killers
[A/N.] 언니 (eonni) = older sister
Original ver. “The Notebook” (Somi x reader)
M.LISTS—itzy ✦ latest updates ✦ read on wp
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Today was one of those bad fucking days. One of those days when you can't find any positivity in anything. One of those days when you don't feel like talking to the people you love the most. One of those days when you just want to give up.
The first thing you saw in the morning was a the notification of a text from your girlfriend. Looking at the white speech bubble is something you usually look forward to when you see Somi's name bright up your screen, knowing she always has something entertaining to tell.
But this particular morning she said something you wish were a joke.
SomSom babieboo💞
[ive been thinking lately and _____ i think we need a break]
😘🤌👅🍒🍑✂️🌈☀️
[You're not going to tell me why?]
Seen 10:17
You asked her the first thing that came to your mind. She couldn't possibly just expect you to be OK with having a break without a reason, right?
After an hour you accepted the fact that she had left you on read and that she wasn't going to reply anytime soon.
Maybe it was because she called you _____.
She never called you by your name. Only your friends called you that. She was supposed to call you weird or cheesy pet names and nothing else!
She left you with a headache. She left you with your bad thoughts and theories. Damn you, Somi.
It was very human-like of you to be in a bad mood. Only a robot would feel nothing in this situation. The day wouldn't get any worse. You were going to make sure of it! Your mood may have been bad, but you weren't going to let anyone else get affected by it. Lashing out on innocent people because you don't feel good on the inside is something you hated doing.
Today you were going to hang out with your best friend, Yuna, have a picnic on a park next to the Han river. Yuna had packed a cute pink basket (that she had specifically bought for you two to use for picnics together since they happened at least thrice a month) which was filled with tuna and kimchi kimbap, green grapes, two clementines and some churro flavored chips and you had packed a large outdoor blanket so Yuna wouldn't have too much to carry. For almost a week you two hadn't met up and you both missed each other and wanted to make up for the days you had spent apart so of course you went for the nice, typical no-homo picnic hang out session.
But no.
You weren't going to meet Yuna and ruin her parade with the rain cloud that was following you around wherever you went since you opened your eyes this dark morning. No, you weren't going to let the first time you two meet in such a long time be ruined by the sad news you got this ugly morning.
언니 🥰
[I can't hang out today, sorry]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[why not?☹️]
언니 🥰
[I'm not feeling too well]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[it's ok i'll get some soup for u😊]
언니 🥰
[No, you don't need to, I don't want you to get sick!]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[but ive missed u sm☹️]
언니 🥰
[We'll meet another day I promise to make up for this!]
And so you put the phone gently on the table to lay on the sofa and binge watch some random show. You made sure to turn your phone off first since you knew you'd cut Somi some slack in case you read any persuasive text from her — she's good with words and making you feel loved. Whilst you were looking through all the lists Netflix had created for you, which were filled with movies and series you either had already seen or weren't interested in, Yuna was still expectantly waiting for her screen to go bright.
She must be joking, she thought.
Unlike you, Yuna's morning had started out brilliant. From the moment she opened her eyes, she was smiling and full of energy, excited to hang out with you after not seeing you for five whole days. She had missed you. Spending time with you was one of her favorite hobbies! Since you two had picnics regularly you two had decided that you would take turns in deciding and packing the picnic basket and this time it was Yuna's turn! She had been so excited all week, planning out a shopping list days before. She had specifically purchased grapes this time because she had this fantasy of putting one in your mouth (which sounded weird, but it would feel intimate to feed you fruit) and also playing around and throwing grapes up in the air and catching them in the mouth.
Needless to say, she liked you a little more than a best friend should and that was a bit of a problem. Her friends kept telling her that it was stupid to spend so much time with you and that Yuna should either try to ignore her emotions or she should distance herself from you until she loses feelings, because it was unfair to hurt herself by giving herself false hopes of getting somewhere with a taken girl.
And Yuna knew it. For so long, she'd known that it was a bad idea to like you. You didn't like her in the same way, and you even had a girlfriend for fuck's sake — and a really pretty one at that! But no matter how many red flags there were, she still wanted to spend everyday with you. She didn't want a week to go by without being with you. She wanted to cuddle with you on a picnic blanket. She wanted to kiss you when you visited photo booths. She wanted to share shirts with you. She wanted to stay up late and talk until you two fell asleep in each others' arms. She wanted to be the only one you called Baby.
Wondering why you called Yuna 'Baby' when you already were in a relationship with Somi? Well, Baby had been Yuna's nickname before you even met Somi (yes, you'd known Yuna longer than you'd known Somi, yet you still found yourself in a relationship with the latter — or not anymore actually). And though your (then) girlfriend never liked it, you had convinced her it was just a friendly pet name. Because that's exactly what it was.
To you.
To Yuna it was the closest she'd ever feel to being your girlfriend. But you started using that pet name less and ever since Somi came around and ruined everything more than it already was ruined. Yuna even had to change her contact name on your phone to include the word 'baby' so you wouldn't forget to call her that.
She loathed Somi.
Somi was always the reason why you couldn't hang out with your bestfriend for too long, why you couldn't call her Baby on certain occasions and why you couldn't look at her as a potential girlfriend. Somi was an attention thief. Not really. But it felt like it. Yuna was jealous of everything Somi had with you.
Because your girlfriend obviously was a threat, Yuna felt like she needed even more of your validation than before (which was already a lot). She needed your attention. If you ignored her she'd think it was your way of telling her that you had left her completely for Somi. Ridiculous! She shouldn't feel like you owe attention to her.
Your friendly fucking friendship was the closest thing Yuna had to being together with you in the way she really wanted, so she valued it a lot. Not having you as her girlfriend was painful enough, but not having you as even her friend would break her.
Right now you weren't validating your time together, nor your friendship — or at least it felt like it to Yuna. She always needed. Your attention and unlike normally, she wasn't getting it right now. Her smile dropped and so did her excitement for the day.
Was this the end?
She knew that spending one week without each other would lead to more time for you to spend with your damn girlfriend but she didn't know it would lead to the end of your friendship.
No way she'd bail on the picnic plans.
Baby Yunanana🍓
[can i pls come over? i bought fruits for u<33 i'm sure fruits is exactly what u need right now!!]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[idc if i get sick or not bc i still wanna hang out w u]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[pls 언니]
Sent 11:33
You had ignored her only once before and it was a horrible experience.
The way you ignored her (on accident) was so hurtful that she had to leave the gathering that she had looked forward to for so long, confusing the other guests, to go and lock herself in a bathroom so she could cry without bothering anyone. You'd gone right after her since you knew it wasn't very Yuna-like to leave a fun time for no reason. After you had knocked on the door and reassured her you were her best friend and not a random person coming to make fun of her, she let you in the bathroom.
The sight you were met by was her crumbling figure on the floor and overflowing tears on her cheeks. She had thought that you wanted nothing to do with her. Stupid you didn't see the obvious signs. It was because of the fact that you hadn't paid any attention to her that Yuna had gotten the idea that you had grown bored of her or that you wanted to leave her for Somi (she hadn't told you the latter part, of course). And weeks later you did get together with Somi. And that made her cry herself to sleep for days which you never knew.
How much your lack of attention and affection for Yuna had affected her was scary. And a fucking sign, you idiot. Nobody gets so worked up over the loss of affection of someone they view as a friend. Ever since that incident you'd made sure to always remind her of how much you value your friendship.
Except for today.
She thought she had made it clear enough to you that you never ever should ignore her unless you really meant It. Unless you really wanted to part ways. To go from the bestest friends to cold acquaintances. Some people might think it's crazy to be this attached to a best friend but you weren't just her best friend. You were her love and happiness. Without you she didn't have either.
Five minutes passed since she triple texted you and she still had no reply. Slowly she felt how her tummy was turning into knots and how her eyes started stinging.
Baby Yunanana🍓
[ur making me worried]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[hey!! text me so ik u didn't die from choking on strawberry milk 언니😰]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[r u ignoring me?🫠]
Baby Yunanana🍓
[unless u have corona, meet me by the river at 6 if u care abt me. i need to talk to u abt smth important]
Sent 12:04
If you didn't show up she knew for sure that you had left her behind forever. If you did show up then she'd confess to you. So spontaneous. She couldn't keep her feelings away from you for another year because it wasn't healthy and she knew it. She knew she would have to tell you about her feelings sooner or later. And after being without you for a whole ass week and after experiencing the cruel punishment that is being ignored and even thinking you broke your dear friendship off, she knew the time had come for her to finally woman up and confess.
Whilst she was anxiously thinking through why she made such a bold move and possibly ruined any future she had with you, the girl she loved was being lazy and stuffing her face in pillows in front of a TV.
one season of Young Royals later...
Tossed between blankets and an overflow of pillows, your tummy roared like a lion. You hadn't eaten anything yet. Maybe it was time to do something other than numbing your feelings with Netflix and the drinks you had at home? As you stood up you felt heavy. You had moved maximum 100 meters in the past few hours — to go to the bathroom then kitchen and back to the living room — and it had taken a toll on your body physically.
Fuck.
You sat back down on your sofa and brought your phone to view after hours without it.
[6 new messages from Baby Yunanana🍓]
Fuck. The last message was sent so long ago. You looked at your windows. It was dark outside. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. As fast as you physically could, you put on a pair of shoes and a jacket with your aching limbs.
In just a few minutes you were on your way to the closest bus station. The whole bus ride to the river was filled with thoughts putting you down. Your favorite person in the world was sensitive about this stuff and you hurt her. You were supposed to not let your bad mood affect anybody around you. But who were you kidding? Of course something had to go wrong with an idea you constructed and analyzed for four microseconds.
Before you knew it you had arrived at the destination. You were speed walking to the river. You two always went to the exact same spot by the river since it was usually vacant, by some miracle, and had a pretty view of a bridge.
You were naive enough to think that isolating yourself from your bestfriend and your phone would help solve your problems, so you were certainly naive enough to go and check if Yuna was still at your meeting place hours after you were supposed to meet her. What if she wasn't there? What if she was there?
The water was shimmering from the moonlight and next to it was a bench and a thin, tall silhouette. Your eyes widened. Could it be...? Sniffles. That's the sound that came from their direction. You walked closer and could make out the lines of a figure that was all too familiar.
"Baby?"
The silhouette turned around and though it was dark you could see that it in fact was her. You quickly sat down beside her and noticed that a couple of notebooks were scattered on the ground next to a bike. You didn't know what to do, never having seen glad Yuna cry. After another particularly loud sniffle you turned your attention back to her. The light of the moon exposed the redness and tears on her face. For hours she'd been outside and her face was still wet with tears.
"Why are you still out at this hour?"
She choked on her tears and rested her face in her hands, "Because I'm a fool."
"No, you're not a—"
"Why are you here?" she interrupted you.
Touché.
"You told me to meet you if I care about you."
"You come here hours later as if I don't mean anything to you," she hurried out before her voice could crack.
"I'm sorry about that. But if I didn't care about you I wouldn't show up at all," you spoke with a soft tone. The last thing you wanted was to be harsh, especially since you were the reason your best friend was upset.
"Why did you do this to me, 언니?" she looked you in the eyes as if she'd find any answers inside them.
"I promise I didn't do it on purpose. I would never hurt you on purpose," you took her hands into yours, oblivious to how the simple gesture made Yuna a bit hopeful on the inside.
Her hands were so cold it was shocking that she was shaking because of her crying and not because of the ice-like coldness. That's what happens when you're out for hours when there's no sun — or person — to keep you warm.
"I saw the messages 20 minutes ago and got here immediately. I would never purposely ignore you, Baby."
You made sure to use her nickname in almost every sentence you spoke, silently telling her that you don't want to fight. Slowly you brought her hands to your lips and kissed them lightly, five kisses on each hand for every finger. She looked at your lovely action and felt how her tears were slowing down. The kisses didn't make her warm — maybe for a second — but at least they made her feel somewhat better inside.
"I'm so, so sorry you had to be here in the cold," you apologized and kept her hands in yours as an attempt to warm them.
One part of Yuna wanted to continue being mad and make you feel bad for the hurt you'd caused her but the bigger part wanted you to hold her in your arms. She loved you and couldn't stay mad at you for long even if she tried.
"I-It's OK, 언니. At least you're here now," she whispered and looked at your locked hands, admiring the sight since it may never happen again — or maybe she should make sure her hands are cold more often—
You sent her a sorrowful smile and let her head rest on your shoulder, resting your own against it as an instinct, both from being comfortable and tired.
"From now on I will check if I have any texts every hour for you," you said with an exaggerated joking voice to lighten the mood.
She giggled. You weren't even being that funny but you were both tired and sad, so anything even a tiny bit funny was hilarious to both of you.
"What did you want to tell me before, Baby?" you whispered into her fluffy hair and petted it.
Should she tell you how she feels? Should she possibly ruin this? If she told you how she truly felt, would you ever kiss her hands like you did just now? Would you ever touch her this caringly ever again? Would you continue to call her Baby? Or would all of that be gone due to your loyalty to your sweet precious girlfriend Somi?
For hours Yuna had been outside in the cold waiting for the love of her life so she could tell her the truth. But it took time before you, the love of her life, showed up. Too long.
When a person is alone outside with notebooks filled with blank pages to write feelings and stories in, it's easy to let emotions take over. She ended up writing around seven poems. Some poems were really cheesy and written in the spirit of the moment. Some didn't even rhyme. Some were a perfect description of where she was in her non-existing love life.
But they all had one thing in common.
They were melancholic and written from the point of view of a woman who was hopelessly in love with her best friend.
"Nothing. I just wanted to have a picnic with you, 언니. I was just being dramatic to convince you to come despite feeling under the weather," she lied right through her teeth.
That made no sense because you two had never been on a picnic after sunset and Yuna would never lie to make you come see her. But you were tired and desperate to leave the cold outside, so you chuckled lightly, believing her immediately.
"Then where are the snacks?" you asked, confused since the only things around you were notebooks, a bike and water.
"I ate them."
Laughter filled the air; your genuine one and her fake one.
You put your face in her cheek, making her blush (not that you'd notice, since her cheeks were already red from before), "Well, my tummy is a little too thin right now, so let's go somewhere."
"In the middle of the night?" she questioned.
"Yes," you smiled against her cheek and she felt it, making her smile too.
"OK."
You both were still smiling when you were picking up all the notebooks to get ready for the ride. Jokes were thrown here and there. It was as if nothing had happened. You both knew it was a misunderstanding and you valued the friendship with the other too much to put energy into arguing. And you were tired too, so the argument wouldn't even be that epic even if you tried.
"What about your bike?"
"Oh nooo! The buses are always so full now that it's too late to take the subway!" Yuna whined.
"You know what? Since I was a jerk you can go take a warm bus while I ride in the cold," you said impulsively.
"B-But, 언니—" she smiled, flattered.
"B-But nothing," you interrupted her and sat down on the bike. Anyone who had spoken to you knew you were stubborn. She laughed. The little sadness she had left was gone by now. Her cheeks were dry. Still red, but not from crying, now they were red from blushing.
"OK, whatever you say, 언니."
"You brought a transport card right?" you made sure since she came by bike.
"Yes I do~ See you in an hour, 언니," she winked at you and waved with a smile brighter than the moon before running to the bus that just arrived.
You waved back to her and got ready to bike — you definitely needed a head start. But before you started you couldn't help but see something white standing out in the darkness.
It was another one of Yuna's notebooks. You must've been too tired to notice it when you were picking them up. Thankfully the notebook was open or else you wouldn't have noticed it as it had a dark cover. You took it into your hands. To make sure it really was Yuna's you needed to read at least a snippet.
You prayed it was Yuna's because it would be worse if you read a stranger's private thoughts than your best friend's since you already knew all her secrets. The snippet was Yuna's. It was from one of the pages of poems that didn't rhyme, that was very cheesy but depicted how sappy she was feeling and also told her part of the story that you never knew.
i want to feel my best friend's lips on my lips
ugh how much of a cliche gay can i be haha
i don't want her to call me 'baby' only
i want her to call me 'mine'
i want to call her that too
You drop the book on the grass. So that's what she wanted to tell you.
✦ ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚** ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚** ✦ ੈ ✦ ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚** ੈ ✦ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✦‧₊˚** ✦ ੈ ✦
❝ Jenny, darling, you're my best friend
But there's a few things that you don't know of
Why I borrow your lipstick so often
I'm using your shirt as a pillow case
(...)
I've been doing bad things that you don't know about
Stealing your stuff now and then
Nothing you'd miss, but it means the world to me ❞
—chubby cherry; 2013
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randoimago · 9 months
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May I request Mahiru, Akane, and Ibuki with an S/O thats always negative, cyncial, almost always scowling,( a Pessimist if you will) but is extremely ticklish and always refuses to admit because of how ticklish he is?
Having a Pessimistic S/O That is Ticklish
Fandom: Danganronpa
Character(s): Mahiru Koizumi, Akane Owari, and Ibuki Mioda
Type of Request: Headcanons
Note(s): Gruff, "I don't like anyone" personality types that are ticklish? I love that shit
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Akane
Akane views your pessimism as a challenge. You wanna be a jerk? Well, she'll just have to find creative ways to make you crack a smile.
She learns that you're ticklish and is a bit confused that you deny it. I mean, she knows firsthand and being ticklish is nothing to be embarrassed about.
Not really one to actually tickle you, but she does playfully threaten you with tickling if you don't try to lighten up a bit.
Ibuki
Not too bothered about you being a pessimist. She's always upbeat and bubbly so it's a good balance that you two have.
You will not know peace when Ibuki learns that you're ticklish. Time to make you wipe the scowl from your face with her tickles!
And you can deny being ticklish all you want, she is going to help you get over your embarrassment by tickling you until you beg her to stop!
Mahiru
Oh, she is constantly ready to fight you for being so pessimistic. She loves you, yes, but stop raining on her parade, you jerk.
When she learns that you're ticklish then she absolutely has her fun with teasing you about it. Oh, her big, scary, mean S/O can't handle being poked in the side. Mahiru won't tease you about it too much because she doesn't want to genuinely upset you, but she has fun with teasing.
While she doesn't want to genuinely upset you, if you do give her one too many sarcastic or snide comments then she's absolutely coming after you. You better hide if you don't want her to tickle the crap out of you.
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