#don't want this to sound like I'm trying to make a callout post bc I don't know if anyone's really trying to be malicious in this situation

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Marauder Film has purchased the cinematic rights for Primordia, which is really cool, but to my dismay the promotional poster they showed for the announcement is, to mine and a few friends' observations, AI generated: the art style and anatomy is heavily inconsistent and there are a lot of nonsense details / artifacting. It doesn't look like WWS is aware of this, either:

And WWS' coder denying it, I'm going to assume out of ignorance:

I also looked a bit into the studio (initially to figure out whether this was a running trend with them), but frankly it's really difficult to find any concrete information on them at all; most of their website is made up of dead links and profiles that haven't been updated in at least two years. Even the link to Primordia on their "projects" page has been there unchanged since at least 2020, according to the Internet Archive. That isn't necessarily a problem, considering the purchase of the cinematic rights is just the first step and I assume WWS will keep in contact with them, but from a layman's perspective it's weird how this studio doesn't have much(or any) presence film- or social media-wise. I'm very excited to see what comes next from them, but I'm also hesitant. I'm really hoping Primordia gets the adaptation it deserves.

Here's a breakdown of a few AI tells I noticed in the poster art:

[notjennyfromtheblocked]

Im deliberately sending this off anon so you can see that you arent being 'attacked' by 'Anne', and the fact youre even discussing it that way is ableist as fuck. Im going to start this by making it clear, I have BPD, Im also trans and you will not be knowing my AGAB. You are the asshole in this situation.

We're going to start off simple, you are not an expert on BPD, google and tiktok is full of misinformation and harmful stereotypes about Borderline pplo. BPD is not an 'abusive person' disorder, there is no such thing as a condition that makes you an abusive person. BPD does cause intense, deep emotions that can shift quickly and be hard to control; often this includes having intense feelings for people around them and being scared of losing them/them not being who you thought they were. Because this condition comes from trauma (usually from family/relationships) there are often amplified feelings around abanonment and betrayals of trust especially from ppl you thought were your friends. It is in fact common for some of our nost intense lifelong interests start bc of stupid reasons, but starting bc of a stupid reason doesnt mean the interest isn't genuine. Have you never done something bc your friend wanted you too and you ended it up loving it? Why is it any different bc it was a crush not a friend? BPD doesnt make you a manipulative person, nor does it make you gaslight ppl and seeing as 'anne' has a psychiatric degree Im sure he understands his condition better than you do.

Secondly, 'Anne' is allowed to be trans in whatever way he wants too, she doesnt have to bind, or pack, or change his appearance for anyone. I have a beard, long hair, wear any kind of clothes I want, have tits, have bulge, am hairy and wear a full face of makeup. Some of those things are part of my agab, some of them a part of my transition. And its not a single iota of your goddamn business whether youre friends or not. Gender is a performance and you get to choose the outfit and 'Anne' is deciding what she want his to look like.

Thirdly, you do not seem to understand that part of the reason you very clearly show yourself to be the asshole is the way you speak about others. Describing being an introvert as being more sophisticated or above extroverts is just ridiculous, you are not superior bc you dont go out to parties. I don't either, I find them uncomfortable and loud, but that doesnt make me sophisticated. You talk about 'Mike' as if he cannot be the arbiter of his own interests or relationship, that hes just stupid and couldnt piece it together if 'Anne' was 'faking'. You talk about 'Anne' like she's some master manipulator but you did everything that happened to yourself, you went to the GC and convinced them that something was wrong, you took a group of ppl who didnt know 'Mike' to 'Anne's' house to confront him, you made a callout post about 'Anne' on facebook, you tried to immediately go running to 'Mike' for damage control when your 'intervention' didnt work and you are the person that blasted it all over facebook and now tumblr. And now you are the one losing friends and family, and you deserve it, because the ppl you convinced to attack 'Anne' realised wtf they'd just done and how fucking horrendous that is. You have no evidence of any manipulation, or that 'Anne' is faking, or that 'Mike' isnt happy, you just presented your prejudice. 'Mike' and 'Anne' realise what youve done and they have enough proof to convince a judge or they wouldnt have gotten that restraining order. You are the person behaving manipulative here and everyone can see it except you.

I've tried writing a response to this so many times but I end up deleting it because when I try to explain myself it just sounds like I'm going in circles. There are tons of other asks I've tried answering and rewritten like seven times each before giving up. I've been writing over and over trying to explain like how while yeah technically Mike never told me word for word that he was T4T, when he told me I wasn't his type and then like two days later came out as trans it felt very, very much like he was coming out specifically to let me know that's why I wasn't his type. Or how I was trying to explain how look I know it might be controversial but the constant "main character syndrome" of extroverts just gets on my nerves and is supremely selfish in general and also the truth is you're just GOING to be more intellectual if you spend your free time actually expanding your mind instead of smoking pot and grinding against strangers and how someone like Mike who prefers the same free time activities as I do is just not going to work with someone who would rather party and get wasted than pick up a book, or how Anne is pretending to be trans and I know this because she isn't changing ANYTHING, and I was going to explain that the group chat was full of people she didn't know because it initially was a fandom ship discord from a show she doesn't watch but eventually when I started getting concerned yes it kinda became my "complain about Anne" vent place because nobody there really knew her well enough to go tell her what I was saying and it was a safe place for me to vent and explain why I thought she was abusive and cheating and they would actually listen instead of tell me to knock it off like others, and obviously OBVIOUSLY I thought her and I were close enough as friends she wouldn't mind me using her spare key which she kept under the doormat so it's not like I searched hard. I've written all of that so many times to so many different asks I can't even count and then i just end up deleting it because it feels pointless to even try because I know people will just keep sending asks so why bother so I never wrote it til just now unless I deleted it.

Im gonna be totally fully honest here I woke up and I saw the 99+ notifications in my inbox and I haven't been able to stop shaking because I'm so fucking angry because nobody is on my side, I literally scrolled hoping to find at least one person who was agreeing with me and nobody was and honestly I was so mad I couldn't even see and then I finally found a couple of nice asks and they were signed and I was so excited someone finally agreed with me and when I checked on their blogs they were all fucking terfs. All of the people who were taking my side were fucking terfs. And like I'll be honest with you I have two very close family members who are trans and honestly they've both blocked me recently and even though I tried to contact them they didn't respond and I seriously hate hate HATE terfs because they've been so cruel to my two family members. And I'm so angry. But then I found your ask and at first I was so angry and I tried to reply but I just deleted it because I was getting angry. But then I found more terfs in my ask and then even more hateful anons from non terfs.

But then I kept thinking about how conservatives will literally LITERALLY have Nazis agreeing with them and dig their hills in and in like wtaf how are you not seeing that NAZIS are agreeing with you? But literally the only people agreeing with me are terfs. And honestly that's the last shit I want, I luterally hate terfs. I'm not even exaggerating when I say this is the nicest ask that WASN'T from a terf so I've just. I dunno. I am freaking out because this did not go the way I planned. I knew some people wouldn't agree with me but I thought it would be more split, like some YTA but mostly JAH and NTA. And then when I saw the poll for a hot minute I thought maybe it might veer ESH but obviously that isn't the case. It's just like have you ever really cares about someone, really really cared about someone, and he says oh please don't hug me and pulls away, and then other people hug him so you think I better tell these other people "don't hug him, he doesn't like hugs" and then he says its fine and then starts hugging other people but not you? And you realize at no point did he ever say he didn't like hugging, he just asked you, specifically you, not to hug him? Well imagine that but with Mike, and he stopped wanting to hang out with me and told me not to touch him but whenever I'd remind Anne not to touch him he'd say it was fine and I guess when he came out as trans it was just easier to believe he didn't date cis people than he didn't want to date me. And there were times I thought man I wish I were a trans person so Mike would notice me, and then it seemed like Anne was doing just that because of COURSE it crossed my mind to pretend just for a little while, because if he just gave me a chance he'd realize that we are compatible. Honestly I'm just freaking out because I made this blog a month ago after sent the ask to the aita blog but then it didn't get answered so I started the blog to get all this off my chest. And bam suddenly I was bombarded a month later and it took me a minute to realize the aita hadn't deleted it. Honestly none of this went according to plan and nobody except people I fucking hate want to hear my side. And I dunno. I just don't know. Bur if the only people agreeing me with me all day are terfs then obviously I need to think things through.

[awsugar]

Ok so i found your blog by accident but you educated me on Eliza. Now I have questions. If you'vee been asked before, please direct me in that direction 1. Question: What info do you have on Lindsey? I liked her at first but when the rumors that she lied about being Indian came out, I started to feel really iffy about her. 2nd question: what do you think is the real reason mcr broke up?

i don't have like info compiled on lynz or anything. i think she's shitty and racist but i don't have like all the facts or anything and i'm not really interested in like making a lynz callout post or anything. there are blogs dedicated to compiling receipts against her but others will warn you that they're biased and stuff. i don't really know. i know enough though, like lying about her race, gaslighting fans who came forward about jimmy, etc to know we shouldn't support her but i'm an mcr blog, i'm not here to discuss the wives, the only reason i even mention lynz on here occasionally when she's broght up is bc she's a public figure so i feel like that's fair game. but yea like anytime i entertain asks like this it spurs on like 15 more people who want to discuss lynz and i just. try to stay away from that. i don't like her and i try to ignore the fact that gerard is married to her lol. the blogs i know of off the top of my head though are lynzuglyliar and loverofmenartandpasta though if you wanna take a look. im sure there are more.

anyway, the reason mcr broke up? i think it was a combo of things. i think gerard started to feel disconnected from mcr. like i feel it got to a point where he felt he didn't need mcr anymore, for the reasons that he needed it when he started the band. i think he thought that he didn't have a message anymore. but like ok this is my tinhat but i do think that gerard felt he couldn't work with frank anymore. specifically. cause obviously he had no trouble working with ray after the breakup. and mikey is his brother. and now that mcr are back together, i really don't think they plan on releasing new music. so the missing link is gerard's willingness to write music with frank. after hearing about how frank actually thinks cw is some of the best songs they ever wrote, and even one time said he thinks its his favorite of their 'albums' i think he was like not as on board with the danger days shift as he led on in those dd era interviews. i think we all know that gerard is the leading force of mcr. i mean obviously he and ray are a great writing team and frank definitely writes amazing parts but i think almost everything comes from gerard. especially the like creative vision for albums but i think he's really really involved in the sound as well even though he's the singer and not playing an instrument i think he tends to try to direct what the others write and the direction it goes in and i think he like. has the final say. so i think when it came time for mcr5, frank pushed back and wanted more say than he had in the past, bc his voice wasn't heard when they scrapped cw and he was happy with those songs. and gerard didn't like that. and i think the tension in that relationship was like a nail in the coffin. like we know that gerard wasn't really enjoying it anymore by the time they played their last show in may 2012 and something felt off to him. but they continued to try to write another album. and yea i think the combo of his disillusionment with mcr and lack of message and tension in the studio led to their demise...

[feeshies]

https://docs.google.com/document/u/0/d/1C5kIQciqSexs0Hf78CUzNXzSmQAZgbC37fDEZYZzXMU/mobilebasic here’s the link to the callout. He’s changed his url multiple times but yeah. He’s a creep

[I'm including both anons bc I don't want to deal with this anymore].

Thank you Anon 1 for providing the doc. I try to look into messages like these because I've had bad faith actors come into my inbox like "delete that post, trust me bro". Anyone who interacted with the post is free to read the google doc and make their own decision. [cw for transphobia -- specifically misgendering, homophobia, rape fantasy, incest, racism, pedophilia].

While I am relieved that his "interests" are only in the realm of fiction, I don't feel comfortable knowing that someone who posts said content is on my blog. Of course, I don't have the time to background check every post I reblog, but if something is brought to my attention and after looking into it I also feel uncomfortable, then I can't in good conscious leave that post up.

(Also please don't rope me into any kind of "pro vs anti" debate. I don't care. But Anon 2, I don't appreciate the misleading way your message was phrased. "Pro fiction and anti-censorship" makes it sound like the op is championing for free speech or boosting marginalized voices in literature, which is not what he was being called out for. And the kink stuff isn't just fanfic. Some of the posts in the doc were not tied to any particular fandom -- the target wasn't a fictional character who couldn't be hurt. The most I'll give him is that his posts were tagged, but I am still not comfortable having any of his posts on my blog -- that is the issue I'm addressing. Nothing more. Again, I don't care enough to have this debate. But please, do not manipulate me.)

I'm going to bed. I have a busy day of being an adult with a job and responsibilities tomorrow.