#dragonflywingdreams

[dragonflywingdreams]

& if not in this life, will you come to me in my dreams?

Annabelle Chapman

[dragonflywingdreams]

the fragmented memories of my old self haunt me. shadowing my former image, i am not who i have been.

Annabelle Chapman

[dragonflywingdreams]

selfish in my need to hold every part of you, always.

Annabelle Chapman

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i exist only in a state of remembering

Annabelle Chapman

[dragonflywingdreams]

& some days i much prefer my own company- to sit in silence & still be understood

Annabelle Chapman

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how sacred is my memory of you- delicately wrapped in flowers, soaked with endless love

Annabelle Chapman

[dragonflywingdreams]

& even with the room on fire, my heart will not give up

Annabelle Chapman

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there is no table for my grief to be set down- no bed for it to finally rest

Annabelle Chapman

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the silence is palpable- we are now mere strangers. lovers that once were. 

Annabelle Chapman

[dragonflywingdreams]

& even as he followed the loose thread of my light, tugging & pulling all life from me, i loved & loved.

Annabelle Chapman

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devoid of reason, comfortable in his callous cruelty he sets my heart on fire in front of me-

Annabelle Chapman

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i have yet to live- all life i have merely endured

Annabelle Chapman

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lost & immersed in the technicolour of our love- i do not want to be found.

Annabelle Chapman

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she climbs & threads into my each & every thought

Annabelle Chapman

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violently wrapped in the silence of my anger

Annabelle Chapman

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i walk on the knife’s edge- all love decaying in this silence

Annabelle Chapman