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For witches and wizards, one’s magical core is constantly present. The magical presence throughout your life is as certain as the air in your lungs, your functioning limbs and your soul. The magical core is what makes you, not only a witch or a wizard, but it’s also what makes you you.

All supposed knowledge about the magical core is as uncertain as the thoughts your head births late at night, when you lay sleepless in your bed and can’t help but wonder what death really means… what comes after death? Is there an afterlife of some sort? What happens to the soul when you die? Is there even such a thing as a soul? What is the purpose of one person among so many other people? Is there a purpose?

Those thoughts don’t only occur in the heads of Muggles. Wizards and witches, known for being more open-minded for the unknown than your average Muggle, question these things to. They seek answers. They don’t always find them. As for thoughts like this, questioning one’s existence and purpose, there is no clear answer and will never be.

The magical core is a mysterious thing, something that makes even the wisest wizard scratch his head in confusion, and it has done so for as long as bearers of a magical core have roamed the Earth.

The only thing that is certain is that it exists, and it thrives and it grows stronger and it changes, constantly living in the body of a child who becomes an adult… the magic is always there, like a second pulse. It navigates people, and it misleads them. It confuses and it plays tricks. It lives, but does it die? Or does the magic live in forever, long after the carrier is in the grave? That, too, is uncertain and pure speculation.

Something that is certain is that it’s a strong force. Very strong, so strong that a wizard can feel another wizard’s magic core as soon as the carrier steps into the room, if he concentrates enough. If the core is strong, its force can make you feel like you’re about to fall over. Like a wind it flows by you, through you, it lashes out and it hides away in the deepest parts of you. It grows stronger and it weakens. Teenagers with magical cores often experience how it spins out of control, makes them do magic without their permission. Sometimes the magic rushes through their body and lashes out while they’re asleep or unconscious. Teenagers at Hogwarts’ School of Witchcraft and Wizardry wake up to the sight of their pillow stuck in a ceiling, or a change of colour on their bed, or perhaps even their dorm mates levitating in their sleep. So yes, teenage hormones affects the magical core, and the magical core affects the hormones. Whether it’s love, natural or forced by a love potion, or pure fury or deep sadness, the magical core springs free and lashes out when emotions take over.

The magic makes its first appearance at a young age, and from there it grows, grows, grows. Sometimes it scares people. Sometimes it changes them.

Wizards can feel all magical cores, whether they are too used to it to notice or if they pay attention. The magic flows, it grows and it’s a living thing, from the look of it. It intertwines with other magical cores, and it breaks free.

Some people’s magical cores aren’t meant to meet.

Some people’s magical cores aren’t meant to ever let go of each other.

Some people can feel the magic more than others.

Oh, it is certain that every real witch and wizard has their own magic, like their own fingerprints and their own DNA, but it’s more personal and it is what makes them their own person.

Some people have a stronger magic than others.

A few have even stronger magic, so strong it should be impossible.

And if these people come across the wrong people, perhaps people who can see right thought them and feel their magic like a physical pressure… people who can hold out their hand and play with it, let it slide through their fingers like a physical thing and then grasp it and hold it tight… bad things might happen.

There might be feuds. There might we War. There might be playful fights, betrayal, there might be evil against evil and evil against good and good against the darkness within… there might be grief and incredible pain, there might be longing and lust and perhaps feelings even stronger than that, feelings that can’t even fit inside a human body.

What happens when two magical cores desperately need to break free, come closer, break free, come closer and need a way out, because the pain is too much and it feels like home?

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Hello to anyone reading this!

This Drarry themed blog was created by me a few days ago, in a fit of both inspiration and desperation 🫶

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To start off with a little something about me! You can call me Dorothea, which is my Tumblr name! (Nicknames such as Dot and Dee are okay!)

I am a minor, under the age of 18 and 14+. That’s all you really need to know, for now 😁 I use she/her pronouns, and I’m LGBTQIA+ and proud of it. If you have issues with that, why are you even here, reading the intro post of a Drarry themed blog?

… get out of here, queerphobes 😘

Okay, so! I recently made myself an account on Archive of our own, more commonly known as ✨Ao3✨, in the hopes of starting to post my own works on there. I have countless ideas already and have had them for a while now. They’re stored safely in the mess which is my forgetful brain, and a few of them also in my Notes app (I bet they all take up about half of my storage by now, haha 😅).

Earlier, I have had no way of posting them anywhere, since I am not allowed any form of social media 😬 No, I’m technically not allowed not Tumblr either, and not Ao3 (aren’t strict parents just so lovely?)

But I’m extremely tired of having my creativity limited because of this, so you know what? I’ve decided I don’t really care anymore! 😜

And here I am now, planning a huge project… I don’t know if I’ll ever achieve this dream, but I am willing to try my best. If you are willing to follow me on that journey, stay tuned and bear with me! 👇🏻

What I have in mind is a Drarry fanfiction, a story playing out post-war in Draco and Harry’s eighth year at Hogwarts. What I like most about my idea is that it has loads of plot, not just fluff and smut for the sake of the relationship working out. No, this story will be more than that, and I’m so excited at the thought of sharing it with other people! 🥰

I am quite torn on a few points at the moment. I am so afraid of forgetting about this whole idea, which would be devastating to say the least, because I have huge parts of the story already planned out in my head! But I’m also scared that if I share too much details this early on in the process, people might steal a bit or perhaps all of my theories to use for their own fanfics. As for now, I really want to write this thing myself, but if I can’t manage to do so I might request someone else to write it for me in the future. Hm, well, that’s a question for another day. If I suddenly lose all motivation 🤷‍♀️

There are a lot of flaws in this plan, just so y’all know. I need to figure out where to write my story (my storage is full as it is… 😬👍), and I need to properly figure Ao3 out. I need to make sure people find this blog, so to anyone who reads this, please reblog to share with others! I am often struggling with motivation to write, to do pretty much anything. I go to school and also have singing lessons and band practice many days of the week. So yeah, my schedule is pretty full. I have no idea how I’ll manage to find the time to write my fic, and I also don’t know what might happen to my account or even my access to a phone. Writing this fic will be risky, I will lose motivation and take long breaks, probably, I will need to find time to write where there is none… ugh, it’ll be tricky, to say the least.

What I need most of all from whoever is ready to follow me on this journey, is lots and lots of patience. There might be days where I yap and you don’t want to read, there might be months where you don’t hear from me at all. But please know I’m trying ☺️ And if anyone has any writing tips to share, especially tips on how to take time to write, how to layout a writing schedule and how to not lose motivation, feel free to share whenever! Thank you in advance 🙏

I don’t know, this fic and this blog might be a shot in the dark… I’m praying that someone will see this and gain interest.

Here’s a poll for you! I will give it one week. If the poll below shows positive responses and gets many votes, I might even share a few snippets of my writing in a near future! Just so you all know exactly what it is you’re signing up for… if my past teachers and my mother are to trust, my writing is actually not that bad 🙃

If I’m happy with the responses I get from this poll, I will share some of my writing and also make new polls! I will share more about what my fic idea is about, and soon enough I will actually begin my project!

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”What do you want?”

“Everything.”