#dreamland dreaming

[haunted-and-harrowed]

We had a bad dream last night. Gonna post about it here to help us process it (this is our journal space, after all).

TW: suicide mention, fakeclaiming

We dreamed our wife grew to resent us because of our plurality. We were hanging out with her and our best friend (the only other person who knows we’re a system), and our wife revealed that she actually hated us and wanted to break up.

Needless to say, in our dream we were very sad and inconsolable. Our friend agreed with our wife, though, and told us that we were faking our plurality and that we and our wife should try to get some space while we figured out a new living situation. We still ended up going back home though.

Once there, our wife confronted us about our alters. We remember specifically she was like “Ralsei, really?” She told us she had loved us before we came out as a system, but she honestly thought we were faking and she no longer wanted to be with us. We tried to convince her to stay, that we had built a life together, that we were still the same person that we were before we were open about our plurality, but she wouldn’t listen. She recognized that she was dependent on us, though, and we were dependent on her. We couldn’t just split up so easily.

So she took us to some sort of fancy building, and we got in the elevator, and she hit the 150th floor. The numbers on the elevator ticked by really fast, and the g-force was quite overwhelming as we skyrocketed to the top floor of the building. When the elevator stopped, we were on the roof.

Our wife walked to the side of the building and peered over it. She said this was the only way. We’re not quite sure who had been fronting for the majority of the dream (perhaps Parker, or maybe Alucard?) but when our wife slung her legs over the side of the building, Margo switched to the front. Fae grabbed our wife’s arm, and said something like “you don’t have to do this! This is a dream!”

After that we were stuck in an in between dreaming and wakefulness state - where we mulled over this and felt the crushing weight of not being believed by our partner. We half recognized we were dreaming, but we thought our wife’s hate for us and not believing our systemhood was rooted in truth.

We woke up for real very early. I (Margo) woke up in the body. I tapped our wife’s shoulder so she opened her eyes and told her about the dream. I asked if she still loved us even though we’re a system.

She reassured us, told us she still loved us, and mentioned our headmates by name. She told us she loved all of us exactly the way we are, and that our plurality did not change the way she felt about us in the slightest. I’m not sure where this dream came from, but it was so comforting for our wife to assure us that she believes we’re a system, and she cares for each and every one of us! We truly love her so much, the dream was certainly scary but it’s not true to her or her personality or the way she views us. We’re so glad we have our lovely mochi in our life!! 💖

[nematodeneedles]

hampter

[ghostbny]

Happy 44th anniversary to hall laboratory🎉

[stardustshimmer]

Here’s to many more adventures full of food, friends, and fun.

[icedragonlizard]

Kracko hating Kirby's guts will forever be one of the funniest things in existence, in my opinion.

I think Kracko deserves to be the main villain for a future Kirby game.

[fafameow]

Today marks the 12th anniversary of Kirby's Return to Dreamland in Japan and of course MAGOLOR'S BIRTHDAY :D Happy birthday you little egg 🎉🎂

I decided to do a small animation this year plus one more drawing as a bonus ;)

[pinkd3mon]

Kirby deals with existential crisis and Bandana is a good friend

[adeleine-everyday]

day 90

she is NOT a 3D art kid

[swordy-da-goat]

Playing with younger siblings am I right?

[zeldoodles]

Hello, i drew this today, things are sometimes tough but I try to cope by drawing happy things"

[haunted-and-harrowed]

we need to be posting here more to vent instead of on our main lmao ;-;

but i wanna talk about a dream we had last night.

we dreamed we went to therapy in person. and while we were there we got a chance to look at our chart/paperwork/the notes our therapist had been keeping about us.

and he had written that we have 44 alters. he had also figured out everyone’s roles, but we can’t remember what they all were except that we had 3 littles (which seems kinda low to me, especially if we had 44 alters in the dream).

it’s interesting,,, i know there’s more alters here in the system that aren’t active, but i’m not sure how we could get an accurate headcount. also none of us have ever seen any paperwork or charts about our mental health. honestly it would be interesting to see what our therapist had been noting about us, but idk if that’s a normal thing to ask about.

i hardly ever show up to therapy anyway, so i certainly wouldn’t ask lol.

[scorchrend]

favorite line 😢

[ghostbny]

You don't know what you wantttt, but YOU KNOW THAT YOU WANT IT

[murkycrush]

Dream / Kai’ckul with Jessamy 💜 (I’m beyond happy with this one) 

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[stardustshimmer]

If the Master Sword's name is Galaxia, the Master Crown's name is Richard

Magolor’s good friend, Richard.

[king-k-ripple]