Your mind is made and I can't change it
O N E by one the lights of Ozzie's began to turn off, leaving only a few to bask soft pinks and purples across the stage and floor. Fizzarolli peers out at the few lingering bystanders as they make their way towards the door. He can't help noticing a young pair of imps chatting and giggling to one another. One seems to be continously laughing harder and harder which lead him to believe the other was probably telling them jokes or a funny story which if he was being honest, reminded him of how Blitz and him used to be.
F U C K I N G Blitz... Ever since he saw him with that Owl Prince in this very same club, thoughts of how things used to be kept threatening to resurface which he was perhaps a little too eager to drown out with various drugs and alcohol. He's a lot better off now or so he likes to tell himself. Why did that ass have to show his face here? He was doing just fine. He was doing just f i n e.
F I Z Z A R O L L I shakes his head and turns, bells jingling as he makes his way toward the center of the stage. He was attempting to head backstage but he catches a small red blur out of the corner of his eye and lets out a heavy sigh in irritation. "Scram. The shows ov'r. You want to catch some more swe-eeeet entertainment, you're gonna have t' come back tomorrow."
A N O T H E R blur passes by him, barely grazing his leg. The Jester stomps his foot, turning on his heel to face whoever was being ballsy enough to try and stay after hours. "I said scram! Don't make me get security n' haul your ass--" His finger still pointing in mid-air drops suddenly to his side; his feet attempt to move but he can't make them move, they're refusing to budge. This wouldn't be the first time he's been subjected to seeing hallucinations but he thought he had them under control as long as he kept his mind busy with work, work, and more work. Evidently, it wasn't enough because standing right before him was a young version of himself with Blitzo beside him.
"N U H - U H. No. I'm.. I'm not dealin' with t-this shit so just--" Fizzarolli grips his hat and the pointed ends of his fingers dig in some, squeezing his eyes shut. This isn't real. They're not real. Ignore them and.. and they'll go away, right? He takes a moment to simply count to 10 quietly, then opens his eyes, hoping the aspirations were gone.
N O T only were they not gone but they were now older, both Blitzo and himself appearing in their teens. They take a couple steps towards him which only compels Fizzarolli to step back before abruptly halting, letting out a growl. "Do you think this is funny? Do you?? I don't see anyone laughin' here!" He starts advancing forward, tail whipping wildly behind him in aggression. "Stop it! Just-- STOP IT!! I worked hard to get here n'--" A finger is pointed towards Blitzo, "STOP BEIN' A FUCKIN' JEALOUS ASSHOLE JUST BECAUSE I MADE ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE N' YOU DIDN'T!"
"S E L L O U T. HAH!!-- Sell out! Okay so maybe I am a sellout but sometimes ya gotta make some sacrifices in order to make your dreams come true, am I right Blitz?" Fizzarolli begins to franticly point at various parts of himself, first gesturing towards his face then arms and legs, all the while laughing almost hysterically as he advances forward more towards the hallucination. "Look at me when I'm talkin' to you! You think for a second that I wanted any of this shit to happen? You think I enjoy bein' this heavily scarred, lookin' like some god damn freak with no arms n' legs?? YOU THINK I WANTED THIS?!" He reaches for his shoulder to disengage his arm from its socket, swinging it forward in an attempt to strike Blitzo.
"I DIDN'T WANT ANY OF THIS TO HAPPEN N' IT'S. ALL. YOUR. FAULT!!"
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love the pink! was actually thinking of dying my hair myself ^^ hop it turns out as good as yours
Aww thank you!! Do eeeet!!!
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Day 95 Identify reflected color cast, I wear a red apron when I cook. I even travel with it-- sentimental value I'll write about someday. I have to be careful sometimes my photos take on a pink tinge. I'm wearing the apron when I too the photo. #guided365 #day95guided365 #bread @kingarthurflour #baguette ##mangiamangia #food #foodie #foodporn #foodstagram #instafood #bhgfood #f52grams @52food #huffposttaste #yahoofood #foodgawker #thekitchn #feedfeed #eeeets #buzzfeast #recipe #allourway #yum #yummy #foodgasm #bhgfood #feedfeed
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