#ego.txt

[burstofstarlight]

okay so Scott's basically a dolphin this season.

also he has a supply of pufferfish below his base.

dolphins use pufferfish to get high irl. I'm choosing to believe when Scott gave Jimmy the pufferfish he was inviting Jimmy to his blunt rotation but Tim totally misunderstood.

landlubber culture shock ig. missed out on a weed smorking boyfriend

[polyfrag-kero]

Finding out that we might be hard of hearing/have Auditory Processing Disorder is so..not shocking?

We all knew for years that something was wrong with our hearing/ability to distinguish words, but we never had the right words to describe it. We're going to talk to our primary doctor about it next time we see them, but that won't be for a while

In the meantime, we've been looking into hearing aid options, just in case we eventually need to get them

But this whole thing feels sorta, isolating? Even though I know realistically that other people have the same issue(s), it still feels so lonely

Idk, it makes me think of that one time in elementary school where we faked a hearing test because we knew something was wrong, but didn't know what and we were desperate for someone to see our problem(s) and help

Sorry for the random rant, I've just been thinking about this a lot

- Ego (He/They/It/Neos)

[fusion-ego]

Last line game!

I was tagged by @thesammykinz as usual ;)

But then, as he watched the screen and started to try and read, he watched his father's status update from 'Unknown' to 'Deceased'.

I tag uhhhh

Anyone who wants to do this? Most of my writing friends have a lot going on rn so I don't wanna bug 'em

[terakonide]

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I rly gotta learn to stop being so petty and jealous. I've already let it ruin several potential friendships this past year. While I definetely wouldn't want to go back and change things because fuck those people, the aftermath's loneliness is undeniably exhausting to deal with.

Maybe I'd be more likeable and tolerating and tolerable if I took up 24/7 substance abuse so I'd be too twice-removed from my mind to let my pettiness impede me or even be able to percieve anything ever. Just kidding, I'd literally rather d*e than become my own nightmare.

Man, I wish I was a stupid simple basic bitch so I'd be more likable. Yawwwn.... suyaaaaaa....... zzzzz

[burstofstarlight]

The Bdubs cut of limited life is a godsend because where else would we get a clip of Cleo calling Joel a leather daddy

[fusion-ego]

guess im jumping on this bandwagon too lol

[terakonide]

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Thought I was feeling fine after last night, but I just spontaneously threw up--probably as a result of immense stress as I oftentimes did between December 2018 and March 2019.

1 year and 10 months and I still haven’t moved on from my ex, who is very much happy with his new s/o and living his best life without the need to ever spend a single thought on the absolute, irrecoverable fuck up that is me.

Immense jealousy towards literally anyone with friends + the deafening absence of a best friendship in my life’s got me physically keeling over, all because I’m too fucking insufferable to get my head out of my ass and invest emotional energy on literally anyone.

I’m gonna have to lower my class count from five to four for this next semester. I’m not gonna make it out alive otherwise, haha.