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[inginieur]

🗓 july 17, 2020

this is basically how my life is gonna go every day until my licensure exam on november ☕️ i actually prefer online classes rather than physical classes because i get to stay at home and study on my own 🍃

[clarinium]

I thought I studied adequately for my linear algebra exam. Turns out I probably failed it.

[bethelighttoyourowndarkness]

Thoughts lately

2019 is a roller coaster ride for me. I graduated in college but I lost my own family and my one life opportunity to take the board exam na isang beses lang. Mayabang akong tao at yes na wala lahat ng iyon dahil sa mga nangyaring maasakit sakin netong 2019. Kahit sa relationship ko ang daming mga nangyari pero ang mahalaga nandito pa din kami na lumalaban para sa isat-isa. Gusto ko lang mag final good bye sa 2019 ngayon kaya magsusulat ako. Ang dami kong natutunan sa totoo lang. Na huwag ipilit yung sarili sa mga tao hayaan mo silang hanapin ka. Na totoong mahalaga ang pamilya(at sana may mag consider sakin soon na pamilya nila talaga hehehe). Na okay lang na mawala yung mga taong nag cacause sayo ng pain at trauma sa buhay. Napakadami para ishare ko pa dito. Salamat sa mahal ko sa hindi pag iwan sakin at pagpili sakin araw-araw. Mahirap yung sitwasyon natin. Pero soon everything will be okay.

2020 be good to me. I will be more positive this time. I know I will be Engineer na this May at matutupad ko na lahat ng goal ko sa buhay ngayon. At lagi ko ng aalagaan at mas mamahalin yung sarili ko this time. This is my year.

[mechonomy]

week 1 of officially being an engineering student! I’m really excited because I finally mustered up the courage to apply again and I was accepted! There’s also a nice rooftop conference room with a half kitchen I discovered. That’s where I wrote up these notes✨

[i-could-and-i-would-blog]

23:00 || Holy Week grind When u have an exam right after break

[sparkstudy]

trying to make sense of some v. confusing lecture notes on integrated circuits… send help. usually before I make my study notes I go through my class notes with a highlighters and annotate with different coloured pens to make sure I have a basic understanding and get all the important points, but I literally cannot figure out what he was talking about here ahhhh

[inginieur]

🗓 june 24, 2020

still trying to catch up with my review modules, i just finished probability and statistics today and im really sleepyyy. 

how’s everyone doing? ☕️

[inginieur]

🗓 july 24, 2020

finally done decluttering and decorating my workspace 🤓🍃

before this, my desk was so messy that i don’t even know where most of my stuff are. now, everything is organized in my drawers and my books are placed in my bookshelves that just got installed in my room. i can now study comfortably and stress-free because i never have to deal with my messy desk ever again.

so this is a gentle reminder to clean up your desk guys!! i swear it would make such a huge difference ❤️

[inginieur]

🗓 july 5, 2020

i haven’t studied for like almost a week now because my room got repainted from pink to white, and our house is currently under maintenance so it’s really distracting here. i’ve also been going school to file for my application for graduation and clearances, and i still can’t believe i made it 😭

anyway, i love my new white walls so much. the lighting got better and i love my new study area. i have a lot of review modules to catch up on so i better start now, stay safe guys!! wear masks!!! ✨

side note: how in the world do i have 1k+ followers??? thanks everyone omg 🥰

[inginieur]

🗓 july 16, 2020

im trying to study on my own pace and it’s going really well so far, i could finish watching lectures + take up module exercises & exam in one day, and still have time to watch and one episode of snowpiercer. im so happyyy, im doing better this week than i did weeks ago! 

i also print up the drawings on my module and cut it out instead of drawing because it’s taking up lots of time + im lazy 😂 

i hope everyone is doing well ✨

ps. im still working on taking better photos lmao

[inginieur]

hello! thank you for inspiring posts! May I ask what drew you to civil engineering? Congratulations for graduating !!🎉

thank you so much!! although im not sure if my posts are that~ inspiring but im happy someone appreciates this blog 🖤

so growing up, my family would always go back in forth from our province to Manila. i remember looking out the car window all the time and appreciate the tall buildings, and roads, and thought it’s really wonderful how we were able to build such beautiful structures. my mom actually wants me to take up medicine or a business-related program, throughout high school i was weighing my options as to what i would take up in college. although medicine and business are really good programs, i decided it’s not for me. as i grew up, i was more inclined and fascinated with engineering, math, and science. i would spend endless hours watching documentaries about how pyramids, bridges, and skyscrapers were built, and other science documentaries.

another factor on why i considered civil engineering is that my dad has always dreamt of becoming an engineer. it was his dream course, my dad wasn’t able to attend college because he couldn’t afford to go to college then. so you could only imagine his delight when i told him i’ll be taking up civil engineering in college. and when i told him that i’ll be graduating, he actually cried and thanked me for studying hard to finish college because it was something that he wasn’t able to do. 

i remember having a love-hate relationship with math but i learned that in engineering, it doesn’t matter if you’re good at math or not. what matters is your curiosity, willingness to learn new things, ability to analyze, and of course, you have to love what you’re doing ☺️

civil engineering made me cry countless times, and there were so many times when i wanted to give up because it was really really hard and challenging. there are a lot of sleepless nights, early mornings, and missed family gatherings, but all of these will be worth it in the end. despite all my struggles and doubts, i actually made it 😭

[clarinium]

How to survive 3 exams in 1 day?

Anyways, congratulations to those who got in the cutoff for UPCAT

[bethelighttoyourowndarkness]

August 08, 2019. 📚

I finally decided to delete all the distractions (Mobile Applications) and take away everything that hindrance my productivity everyday. (Trash and everything around me that caught my attention)

Here’s my analytic geometry notes and to do list for the month of august. Yes I’m having a hard time but I’m willing to take everything just to make sure that I will pass the examination that I’m going to take. I didn’t delete tumblr application to document everything and this community really helps me to motivate my lazy ass to work harder everyday. And I would like to thank myself for always moving forward for being better person and version of yourself everyday. Go for the gold!! May God bless us.

[bethelighttoyourowndarkness]

The only person who can pull me down is myself, and I’m not going to let myself pull me down anymore.

[bethelighttoyourowndarkness]

Sorry for being inactive.

(This is the latest look of my study table. You can noticed how messy it is. I have a lot of pending books to read and to study.)

As I promised to myself I will try again to be active here on tumblr. I will post my progress and plans, time to time. But for now I'm enjoying my short vacation from school.

Hope you guys having a great time and let's keep on studying for our brighter and better future. First semester is approaching— sleep, relax and do what you love when you have a lot of time. 💙

[bethelighttoyourowndarkness]

12/100 Days of Productivity Practice problems/Reviewer for our Midterm examination tomorrow.