#enhypen high school au

[cloudcutter]

smile for the camera - p. sunghoon

prologue: park sunghoon’s challenge

“hey pretty.”

“good morning, sunghoon.”

if you looked up, you’d see the flirty grin sunghoon gave you every morning. it was cute, you’d admit, with his tiny fangs poking out a little and the hint of a dimple on one cheek, but you’d seen it all before. every morning, in fact, for the last two years.

“every girl wishes they were you, y/n,” hikaru whispered as sunghoon took his seat in the back of the classroom. you resisted the urge to roll your eyes, your eyes still trained on your physics notes.

“he doesn’t even mean anything by it. he just likes to pick on me,” you replied, trying to give your classmate the hint you weren’t interested in talking. however, it seemed as though she didn’t catch the drift (or she ignored it, which was more likely.)

“he’s been doing this since junior year. we are seniors now! come on, don’t you believe it has to mean something?” hikaru cried and you were thankful for the loud chattering of the class. you sighed, massaging your temples.

“no, i don’t. he does that to everyone. i’m not falling for his pretty boy schemes again,” you muttered. hikaru’s eyes widened.

“again? what do you mean again?” she squealed. thankfully, the bell rang and the teacher entered the room. a sigh of relief escaped your lips.

it was true, sunghoon had been greeting you with some variation of “hey pretty” since the beginning of junior year. of course, it flustered you at first. who wouldn’t be charmed by one of the prettiest boys in you class calling you pretty first thing every morning? you returned every grin with reddened cheeks and a bashful smile of your own. you let your mind wander and daydream about why sunghoon park had chosen you to call pretty.

his words lost their shine once you caught him kissing a different girl behind the bleachers after your younger brother’s soccer practice. while you never really admitted you had a crush on him, you walked to your car with a strange feeling in the pit of your stomach.

his words dulled even more when you overheard some girls talking in the bathroom before home room.

“i hope she doesn’t think she has a chance! do you see how she looks at him every morning? it’s sick. she might as well be throwing herself at him.”

“yeah, the way she smiles and giggles and gets all red just because he called her pretty. doesn’t she know he calls girls that all the time?”

“i don’t know her, but for her sake, i hope she stays away from him. park sunghoon is trouble, at least from what i’ve heard.”

you frowned. you realized how little you knew about park sunghoon, other than that he was handsome, charming, and loved by practically every girl in school. you thought you were getting special treatment. you supposed not. and you didn’t understand why it hurt to acknowledge that.

after that, you barely glanced at sunghoon as he greeted you in the morning. you didn’t want the attention of all the girls staring enviously at you. you didn’t want to hear the occasional wolf whistle from jake sim in the back when your cheeks reddened. and you most certainly didn’t want to see sunghoon’s eyes crinkle up happily at the sight of you.

sunghoon either didn’t notice the change in behavior or simply didn’t care. without fail, every morning, he continued to greet you. and now here you were. three months away from graduating and three months away from freedom from this small thorn in your side.

as the teacher began his lecture, your mind couldn’t help but wander. with school coming to an end soon, it couldn’t hurt to ask sunghoon what his deal was, right?

you formulated a game plan, ignoring your teacher and the whispers of your classmate next to you. what would you say? you had barely spoken to him aside from your daily greetings, even back when his words had left you in a giddy daze. he wasn’t worth your time or energy, you decided. no sugar coating, no beating around the bush. you’d be blunt and ask him straight up what his deal was.

as the bell rang, you prepared to do exactly that. you stood up abruptly and stalked to the back of the classroom, probably looking a little more irritated than you felt.

“oi. park sunghoon.”

sunghoon’s head whipped around in your direction, his stupid grin spreading across his face. this was the first time you’d approached him.

“well, hi there beautiful. what’s up?” he asked cheekily, his friend jake snickering beside him.

“what’s your deal?” you demanded, keeping your voice low to avoid the attention of jake and your other classmates. sunghoon tilted his head, as if asking you to continue, so you obliged. “the stupid flirting every morning. what’s up with that?”

sunghoon broke into a grin. “oh, so you did notice! i just thought you were dense.” jake cackled at that and your fists clenched by your side in irritation.

“are you making fun of me? is that what this is about?” you snapped. you didn’t appreciate having your feelings toyed with like that, regardless of how you now felt about him now. immediately, sunghoon rapidly shook his head.

“not at all! i’m being totally serious. you’re the prettiest girl i’ve ever seen!” he assured you. your eyes narrowed and you ignored the small skip of your heart at his blunt words.

“you’re full of shit park sunghoon.”

sunghoon scoffed at this, rolling his eyes in obvious irritation. “i call you pretty every morning for two years and you still don’t believe me? maybe i was right, you are dense,” he grumbled. you were surprised at his reaction. he seemed honest almost, but you were nervous to outright believe his half-confession.

a crazy, stupid, idiotic plan began to form in your head. one that would either work out very well for the both of you or have you graduating with the title of the girl who got played the hardest by park sunghoon.

for some reason, you decided to go for it.

“you have until we graduate.”

sunghoon blinked, looking up at you with a confused expression. “sorry, what?”

you cleared your throat, shifting on your feet nervously, though you tried to appear confident. “you have until we graduate to make me believe you. and don’t use any of your sleazy fuckboy tricks on me, because they won’t work.”

jake cheered behind his friend as sunghoon’s toothy smile crept across his face. “are you serious?” he asked. you scowled, leaning down to scribble your phone number on the corner of his notebook.

“do not make me regret this.”

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smile for the camera: in which you don’t believe sunghoon could have feelings for you so you challenge him to prove it before you both graduate.

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[yumatear]

enhypen as your seatmate.

heeseung ︴rarely ever listens to discussions unless it piques his interest. instead, likes to draw to pass time and feed his boredom. you catch him using you as reference sometimes for his drawings.

jay ︴an organized mess. drops his pens and leaves his notebooks often so you have to return them after class. it's suspicious the amount of times it's happened—he may be intentionally doing it to get closer to you.

jake ︴passes you messages during class. if paper isn’t an option, he’ll use his hand or arm, as long as he gets your attention and makes you laugh.

sunghoon ︴attentively listens to class. you sometimes ask to borrow his notes and he gladly gives them to you, even sometimes taking an extra step to help you understand the lesson better by staying behind during lunch.

sunoo ︴will take every chance there is to recite. when the teacher randomly calls you to answer but you weren’t listening, he whispers the correct answer to you.

jungwon ︴dozes off during class sometimes because he never skips a day of dance practice. so he doesn’t fall asleep anymore, you often buy coffee for him and leave it at his desk secretly.

ni-ki ︴always distracted and abusing his desk, carving letters or drawing on it. your eating-during-class buddy.

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❥ childhood best friend jungwon x gn!reader ❥ genre: angst, unrequited love au, hanahaki au, high school au ❥ warning: heavily mentions insecurities, poor writing lol, not proofread & i wrote it for wonyoung first so there might be some grammatical errors ❥ lmk if you feel that there are any warnings i should add ❥ word count: 0.9k this is my first written work, so please give feedback if you can!! ❥ wonyoung x reader version | mlist

everything had always looked so pretty from up on the rooftop. your lunch sits forgotten on the ground as you sit with your legs hanging over the ledge. the sun shines down on you, bright and unwavering as it hits your eyes. In spite of its warmth, your heart still feels cold. and no matter the constant wiping away, your tears don’t dry. rather, they continue silently streaming down your face. although you manage to keep any noise from escaping, anyone looking closely enough would notice how your chest heaves, showing your struggle to maintain a steady breath. you gasp as the sobs rack through you but your cries are quiet. you keep it all locked up. it’s an art you’ve mastered from years of practice. unlike wonie, you never appreciated how sensitive you were. you still remember how wonie would always comfort you, saying that your heart was so expressive and so loving. 

you were always so happy with wonie, never not smiling or laughing when together. you adore him. although any reciprocation seemed impossible, he was everything you could possibly want and all that you wish you were. wonie had always tried to teach you to appreciate yourself more, but your confidence always tanked as soon as it was no longer just the two of you. it wasn’t hard to tell that no one would ever place you on the same level as him. you would never be good enough. and if you weren’t good enough to be his friend, what would anyone think of you both together? why should he settle for someone as lacking as you? you figured this out early on, but you were always reluctant to do anything about it. but that all changed this school year. the time had finally come when you and jungwon were no longer together. he had been placed in class 3-A and you, in 3-B. 

“oh y/n. if you really want to be together, principal kim still owes me a favor from first year, so i can just ask him to move you into my class.”  jungwon asks you in a soft voice, unsure of how you will react. his eyes are thoughtful and considerate as he takes your hand in a reassuring manner. although this new situation is a little daunting, you decline his offer, “wonie, it’s okay. we’re not always going to be together, so maybe it’ll be nice. come on, don’t you like the idea of having new friends?” he smiles at you and nods, hoping that you’ll finally make an effort to grow your social circle. his smile’s precious and it makes you smile too. you’re happy that you’ve made him happy, but you know it won’t last.

6 months had passed since then and you haven’t spoken to wonie since. it had been hard at first, but you eventually grew used to his schedule and learned to avoid the areas he’d frequent. won too, eventually grew used to your constant refusals to hang out. it’s hard to predict though whenever he’ll take a different route to class, so you’ve learned to always watch your surroundings in case he might surprise you.

everyday at 12:25pm, you run out the classroom, heading straight to the roof. that’s where you spend your lunch period now. wonie still hasn’t found out where you disappear to and you don’t plan on him finding out anytime soon. you’re doubtful if he still waits for you, you’re sure that his new friends would have taken all his attention by now. wonie never had any trouble making friends, but he’d always stuck with you. you’re quite happy now with his new friend group. jay, sunoo and haruto were a nice bunch of boys, just as popular as wonie and just as perfect. in fact, they all looked rather good together – much better than you ever did. you weren’t good for him. you were parasitic. you were just holding him back, hoping that you'd always be by his side. although wonie made you happy, you're not sure if it was the same case for him. more often than not, he was worrying about you.

wiping your eyes with the back of your hand, you notice everything has gotten a little darker. a cloud has come and stolen away your sun, hiding its beauty from the rest of the world. you realize the cloud’s quite pretty as you keep staring. it reminds you of a dandelion. like the ones wonie would always pick for you when walking home together. back then, the only wish you had was for wonie to love you as much as you did him. but no matter how many times you wished the same wish, you couldn't see it ever coming true.

you desperately miss him with every fiber of your being, but how can one miss what they never had. or rather, what you never should have had. wonie was never meant to be yours. you knew he was destined for bigger things and deserved better people. you should just be happy that he finally has people worthy enough for him. as much it pained you to let him go, you know it’s for the best. you just need to face it. jungwon will never reciprocate your affections and you know it in your heart that you’ll simply never be good enough.

it had always been difficult to calm yourself down after crying. the sun helps though. wonie did too, but you know that he can’t be there for you. instead, the sun takes his place, gently drying your tears. it’s just starting to feel better when the pain in your chest tightens, feeling as if your heart is being crushed. it's harder and harder to breathe, choking on your tears. it hurts as you cough out, desperately trying to clear your throat, but it's even more heart wrenching to see the petals fall out.

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paring! - popular!jay! x reader

genre! - fluff, comedy, slight angst

summary! - yn has a rough childhood with her father dying in an earthquake and a new stepmother with two awful stepdaughters. but on the bright side, yn has an awesome best friend named jungwon and an online relationship with a guy who goes by nomad. one day, yn gets a message from her nomad saying that he wants to meet her in the middle of the dance floor at their high school halloween dance. she accepts the invitation and realizes that her online friend is the most popular guy in school, jay park.

this is based off of a 2004 movie! i DO NOT own the story!

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act one

( ‘italic’ - yn’s thoughts)

yn was disappointed, she was upset. earlier today she got a message from her nomad asking to meet him in the middle of the dance floor at the school dance so they could finally reveal their true identities. unfortunately she couldn’t attend because her stepmother demanded that she work the night shift at the diner.

‘this is stupid, maybe if i said it was a mandatory school meeting, then maybe she would’ve let me go-,‘ your thoughts were cut short to the sound of your frantic coworker, “yn honey, im desperate, can you please wait that table over there.” your coworker ushered you to a booth that sat the one and only jay park, his girlfriend; seeun, plus her friends; isa and sieun, and jay’s friends; heeseung and jake - before you could say anything to protest, your coworker was gone. you approach the table and ask in a monotone voice “hey, what can i get you guys?” the group begins to tease you “well, if it isn’t diner girl.” snorted heeseung, “what can i get here that’s sugar free, fat free, and low calorie?” seeun asked with a shit-eating grin. “water.” you dryly replied, jay couldn’t help but chuckle at yn’s response, “was that supposed to be a joke??” asked one of seeun’s friends “i thought it was funny” said jay, still snickering. “i’ll just have an iced tea” seeun said with venom dripping in her tone.

as yn left to grab the requested beverage, jay turned to his girlfriend, “seeun, we really need to talk, alone..” seeun refused to leave the booth so jay just blurts out “i think we should see other people-“ “WHAT?!” squealed seeun, “are you in love with someone else??” “i think so,” jay said slightly proud, “but we can still be fri-“ “DON’T say the word friends!” sneered seeun “i’m gonna look over what ever breakdown you’re having, we’re gonna get ready and meet each other at the dance, mmkay?” seeun said as her and her friends stood up to leave just as yn returned with the drink “too late princess” both replied jake and heeseung, jay held money towards yn to pay for the drink but yn wouldn’t take it since the drink was untouched, as yn walked away, jay placed the money on the table for a tip.

as the group walks out, jungwon walks in the diner dressed as a spanish sword fighter (idk what they’re called 💀) and eyes yn, “have no fear, el-jungwon is here!” yn rolls her eyes as jungwon approaches her, “you’re not going as a table buser are you?” he asked with worry in his eyes, “jungwon, im not going, i have to work” “but you have to go, your true love is there waiting for you!!” “well true love is gonna have to wait” you sneered, “i’m not letting this opportunity slip from your grasp yn, c’mon, we’ll think of something” “i guess you’re right, i deserve a night out for myself” you replied

with the help of your amazing coworkers, you had your shift covered until the strike of twelve, you had to be back before twelve otherwise your step mother would throw a fit - and with that, you and jungwon were off to the dance

**to be continued!

[theficblog]

STRIP

PARK SUNGHOON

Prologue: Detentions are monotonous, but not when you have Sunghoon with you. Things almost got spiced up.

Genre: Fluff + Crack + Highschool AU

Wordcount: 1,003

Prompts: “Did you know aliens can hear your every thought?” + “This is pointless. Education is pointless. I’m gonna become a stripper instead”

Warnings: None

An afternoon that could have been spent lying recklessly on the couch, tossing away your backpack, scrolling through your Instagram feed and catching up on some good shows on Netflix was being wasted right at the moment. Wasted in detention. 

"I just got detention because of you." You tuned back to face Sunghoon, who seemed to be lost, staring into space, resting his interlocked hands on his desk. He was probably contemplating this morning. 

The afternoon would have been better if he hadn't become wholly consumed by the anguish of getting a D on his math test, closing his senses to everything around him and ultimately throwing a pen, which caused it to smash through the glass.

At times like these, you found yourself always present in his radius. Call it fate or whatever, you were stuck with him.

Back to the present, Sunghoon was still positioned like some statue, not even blinking his eyes. Typically, he would use all measures necessary to protect himself and never admit fault. This made you worry, something was off.

You sighed in an attempt to get his attention, but it was unsuccessful. You switched to your laptop with some hope, thinking that finishing your assignment was a better option.

"Writing's not that easy, but we can help. This sentence is grammatically-" “Ahh for the sake of God!” You swore under your breath.

"I've only been getting five hours of sleep for the past three weeks!" With these words, your smashed your head onto your books and you were sure the bang was loud enough to wake someone out of a trance. 

You turned around once more, your eyebrows furrowed as you cast a doubtful glance at the boy. He continued to stare into nothing, not even blinking.

"Did you know aliens can hear your every thought?" You joked out of the blue, poking fun at him, but no.

"Yo! Sunghoon Park!" In an instant, you sprang up and snapped your fingers in front of his huge, dark eyes.

The attempt almost seemed successful, he looked at you finally, after a good hour or so, only for his gaze to lower itself in a blink of a second.

Sunghoon opened his mouth to say something but then shook his head as if he yanked the thought away.

"Spit it out!" You growled at him.

"This is pointless." He took a long breath. "Education is pointless. I'm gonna become a stripper instead." He expressed tiredly, full of the rebel teen emotion. 

Silence persisted for a minute or so until you decided to break it. Tracing your finger up his arms, shoulders, and then his jawline, lifting his face.

"I bet you have high scopes in that area. I mean, look at you!" You teased and earned a vexed face from him.

"We can practice, I'll help you." You stated, seating yourself. 

"What on earth-" He sighed, but you cut him off.

"We've got Anatomy tomorrow, and I need to study." You said as you flipped over the pages of your textbook. "And I don't mind giving you a little help in the middle, do away with one piece for one wrong answer." You blurted out your idea.

"Just because I'm bored and there's nothing else I'd rather do." He nodded in agreement. The two of you were good to go.

"Ahe ahem, so without further ado, what do you call the opening of the stomach into the small intestine?" The question was accompanied by a smirk.

"That's the worst possible way to start!" Sunghoon whined. 

"Terrible, okay, what's the longest bone in the body?" You tossed another question.

"Femur." He was so proud of his answer.

"Now answer the first one."  

The angles of his face changed, and his fingers swayed rapidly. He ended up removing his necktie. Another question and his blazer was gone, followed by his knit vest. Sunghoon was horrible at this game. 

And he got another one wrong. You jolted out of your seat quickly to the windows, just to ensure that there was no person in sight, after all this could not be seen, his shirt was the next item.

"This is getting real!" You calmed your nerves down as you impatiently waited for the moment.

"Sung-sunghoon." Your jaw dropped, your eyes were wide open, and you were staring at him unsure of how to respond.

"What?" He defended himself, one sock in his hand, placed next to the stripped articles. His shirt was still buttoned up and he had no intention of getting rid of it, "Doesn't this count?" His face was innocent, the same that the five years old made when their mothers found them sneaking into the kitchen at midnight. 

"Forget it!" You slammed down the book, just like your hopes, onto the desk. "Why am I even friends with you?!" You cupped his face, the two of you were staring into each other's souls. 

"I'm not your friend." He said.

"I'm your boyfriend. Get it right!" He smiled shyly.

The little pout on his face was enhanced even more by the cupping of your hands. You admired the moles on his face, then his eyes, then his lips.

You bet your face was the shade of a tomato, just like Sunghoon's was.

"Go away!" You mockingly yelled. You were shy, even after having kissed your boyfriend a fair number of times in the past.

"You're literally holding me!" Sunghoon beamed, throwing his head back and clapping his hands in the laughter. Moments like these made you want to punch him right in the face.

"You little piece of!" Less than a second later, you pulled him by the collar, lips centimetres apart, eyes closed, and you could feel his breath on your cheek. 

"Ding-Ding-Ding-Dong"

There went the chimes.

Although the detention was over, you still had some unfinished business. The worst that could happen was getting caught, but you did not care. If you had anything to focus on other than your due anatomy quiz, it was Sunghoon's lips.

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pairing: nishimura riki x fem!reader genre: high school au warnings: slight cursing, also not proof-read word count: 934 ------author's note: i'm writing this as a result of my experience in high school (basically based irl) only the main idea though, just changed my s/o with riki and change other details with more realistic things riki would experience. if ever there exists a story similar to this, i have no intent of plagiarizing.

pov: author

"class, line up! morning assembly starts in 10 minutes." their adviser says.

"sir, by height?" chiharu asks the second it was instructed. well, yes it was by height. everyone rises from their seat and forms a line, making a fuss about who's taller than who. y/n had no problem with this, she just quietly made her way to the very back (she was clearly the tallest sooo). chiharu lined up in front of her, as she was tall too.

heading down the stairs and into the assembly court, y/n was chatting with chiharu about different people in other sections and how she would get closer to them. in y/n's surprise, as the next class stood beside them, the world seemed like it had stopped revolving, chiharu's endless gossip went on mute. y/n laid her eyes on someone who was nowhere out of her line of vision, literally beside her. she shrugged her head away. "hello???? are you even here?" "oh sorry, who's that?" y/n asks chiharu, slightly pointing in his direction. "hmm, clearly a new student. i've never seen him before".

god, how y/n stared all assembly. unconsciously going idle the entire 30 minutes, no one really noticed, she was new after all. she'd do this every weekly assembly, aside from kicking everyone's ass in projects and tests. she eventually got the "student of the week" award, she shuffled toward the stage in shock. badge received, went down, back into the line.

pov: riki

woah. i would've never thought she'd get an award like that. along with that astounding height, perfectly layered hair, godly body frame, and glistening eyes uncovering her imagination. probably sounds insane to be confessing, i'm too shy to be blurting sincere words.

i better ask someone in my class about her socials, oh god. obviously not going to be following, just being there is rewarding enough. okay, that's probably enough, eek that vocabulary i just used.

pov: author

as months pass on, y/n became more renowned (rather popular) for her grades and outstanding academic performance. yet again, leaves riki mesmerized. they've come in contact through chat a few times, mostly initiated by y/n.

hey, what tests have you taken? omg we have so many mutual followers, what hall's your classroom at?

i mean, it was pretty clear they had a thing for each other. stealing glances, milliseconds of accidental eye contact. well, mostly declared by chiharu, lekki, and lumi catching riki staring at y/n.

04 - 26

english period came on, the lesson was just as interesting to be catching everyone's attention. writing a personal letter to anyone in school. y/n scootched down over to her half-emptied bag on the floor, grabbing a pen and paper. she wasn't that dumb to be openly exposing her name and image to the whole year. she had a plan.

y/n had written an anonymous letter addressed to riki, to be received right in his classroom the next two days. she told him to guess and write back, luckily she left a hint on the paper and instagram story days later.

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"dude, QUICKKK" lekki tells lumi as they trample steps along the stairs. rushing into the cafeteria, right in the middle of y/n's lunch. "BRO RIKI KNOWS IT WAS YOU." lekki exclaims right when y/n has had a bite of her orion choco pie. "WAIT WHAT YOU'RE JOKING." "NO ACTUALLY." lumi answered y/n - flabbergasted in disbelief.

"okay so like, lumi and i were getting our badminton rackets and lunches on the second floor when we came across riki. he didn't look gloomy for some reason. 'oh hi lekki, lumi' which was literally the MOST unusual thing for mr. shy type. i didn't beat around the bushes and asked him if he knew about the letter. he said yes and went on with a flushed look on his face." lekki told y/n and chiharu, whom both weren't there (obviously).

pov: y/n

what the actual fuck. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FEEL. okay, okay, OH MY GOD I'M OVERTHINKING IT. at least he knows who to write back to, maybe? WHAT IF HE DOESN'T WRITE BACK. WE'LL HAVE TO SEE.

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pov: author

weeks pass by, probably a month already, yet no signs of life. y/n was not one to lose hope. every english period she'd wait for her teacher to hand her over a letter.

dear y/n,

in her dreams. not until 05 - 20, slipped onto her notebook right on top of her wooden desk, a flimsy yellow paper signed

"to: anonymous, from: tall guy :D".

hundreds of tall guys attend that very school, but only one of them would address themselves like that. nishi-fucking-mura riki. as flustered as y/n was, she managed to step out the door to read this letter she'd awaited every day.

y/n didn't know how to feel, heartbroken or full of cheer that her first love was together. acting like she'd won the lottery, she entered the classroom so people would think it entirely worked out. not a tear dropped from her eyes, knowing there was plenty of time left.

storming out the classroom with the letter tucked into the length of her sleeve, she went to riki's classroom. seeing her eyes peep through the small glass window built in the door, riki brightens up and goes out to see her. they hug each other dearly, yet again, not letting a tear drop from either of their eyes. they spend that exact day together, as if they were a thing for the longest time.

"my house this friday, cool?" riki says as the dismissal bells rung.

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𝑺𝒚𝒑𝒏𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒔➪ Lee Heeseung. You discovered him in a closed off area somewhere in the school crying. Only to find out he got left by his girlfriend of 4 years. Then you came in the picture. A year and a half later she came back.

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Saying that you love him was an understatement. Sometimes I say that I love him so much that I'd accept everything that happens in our relationship. Even if I would get hurt.

Heeseung was the best boyfriend, I discovered him when he was in his coping state. Or as I call it his heartbroken state, discovering him 2 days after his 4 year long girlfriend left him without a word.

That's when I came in the picture, I came in the picture as the one who helped him move on. That's when I fell inlove with him, he trusted me with all his problems. I became his shoulder to cry on.

"Hee, drink some water. I don't want you to choke on your own sobs." He glared at me with his tear-filled eyes. I gave him an anxious grin, he rolled his eyes and buried his face on my shoulder. Trying to calm down.

ˢᵗᵒʳʸ✍︎ ᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵉˢ☕︎ ʰᵉʳᵉ☟︎︎︎

2 months in our friendship, Starting to grow feelings. He moved on, surprisingly he did it really quickly. He threw peas at me from his table as I ignored him and kept talking to my friend group on our usual table.

From my peripheral sight, Heeseung visibly frowned. Really close to sulking his ass off like the 4 year old he is.

I snickered, as he glared at me. Jay silently chewing and rolling his eyes at his friend who won't leave me alone.

The girls threw our trash away, as I packed up and waited by the door. Heeseung stared at me, as soon as I caught his piercing eyes, he immediately mouthed; 'Where are you going?'.

Mouthing back; 'Dance Class', he frowned and nodded and went back to eating. Immediately, Ryujin and Yeji went up beside me. Wrapping their arm around mine.

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7 months in, our relationship started. He confessed 4 months ago, and I was happy. Heck, even Ryujin finds it weird to see my grins everyday.

Everytime, Heeseung would pick me up so we could go to school together. He would text me a goodmorning with a little '<3' at the end. Ask me if I eaten breakfast, lunch, or dinner yet. He'd even ask if I was feeling well the next day after I tell him I have a headache.

That's why every girl in the school wanted to be with him. He was smart, sweet, kind, handsome, understanding, and just so down to earth. He was the most endearing person I know.

Everytime I don't feel well, He'd go to my house to personally give me class notes, would give me my favorite flowers, and along with a note that says how much he adores me and loves me so much.

I've always kept them in a box, right under my bed. All the notes, he gave when I was sick. He looked like a whole different person when I first saw him, crying his eyes out to his ex lover.

"Heeseung! Give me back my bag!" I yelled at him, followed with a giggle as he laughed and stretched his arms up, knowing I couldn't reach it.

Involuntarily, my lips formed into a small pout as I kept trying to snatch my backpack from my tall boyfriend.

"Say 'I Love You, Hee.' First then I might consider it." He teased as he swung my backpack left and right. I gave a groan of feigned annoyance.

"I love you, Heeseung." I muttered, he tutted and shook his head.

"No, not Heeseung. It's Hee. And say it a little bit louder, Doll." He grinned, My cheeks flushed red as I rolled my eyes.

"I love you, Hee. Now can you please give me my backpack?" I asked again, he grinned and kissed the crown on my head and lowered my backpack.

"I love you too, Doll." He whispered as he caressed my waist. I shook my head in disbelief of my playful boyfriend, turning around to leave. As he followed closely behind.

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1 year and a half in our relationship, He was still the same. Just with alot more love for me. I think. Recently, my Instagram feed has been of Hee's ex lovers post. As he follows her now and likes all of her recent posts.

I didn't pay no mind to it as I don't want to be those types of girlfriends. He can be friends with his ex's, as long as he doesn't neglect me that is. He walked over and gave me a small smile and a side hug before going to his usual table with his friends.

I frowned, not even a word? or a kiss on my forehead? He's been only giving me side hugs for the past fews days since he started following her again. I sighed and continued eating.

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Heeseung's POV

"Hyung, don't you think your neglecting Y/n?" Sunghoon asked the eldest guy on the table. He looked at the youngest of the 02's.

"No? Why would I be neglecting Y/n?" Heeseung furrowed his brows.

"Because you seem more excited of your own ex returning than hanging out with your girlfriend." Sunghoon muttered as Jay kicked his shin under the table lightly.

"Can't I be excited for her to come back?" Heeseung frowned. Jay opened his mouth, as he looked at Sunghoon and Jake.

"Well, Don't you think she'll get the wrong idea of you falling out of love?" Jay worried for his friend's girlfriend, Heeseung took a glance at his lover as she talked to Ryujin.

"No? She would understand." Right? She'd understand that I'd be happy to see her comeback?

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She was finally back from the states. Heeseung dragged me with him to the airport to pick her up. We both waited by the gate, as soon as he saw her he immediately ran up to her with the widest smile I've ever seen him had, he gave her a huge hug as he twirled her around and immediately started a conversation.

Raising my brow at them, they went pass me, Heeseung completely forgetting about my existence. Getting in the car after helping her and completely leaving me at the airport.

"What the fuck?" I muttered as a pang in my chest appeared. He never smiled at me like that, nor hugged me.

I shook it off, Still anxious of her being back. Contacting a cab, to get back home.

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Fuck it, Even his own friends know that he has been neglecting me. Ignoring me at every damn way possible.

It was getting to my head, I stopped contacting him since he snapped at me once.

"Y/n! Just shut the fuck up! Lea is back, so I want to spend time with her! So please, just leave!" He sneered. I pursed my lips before grabbing my backpack and rushing out of the house.

He never snapped at me like that before. My heart was aching. Why does it seem like she was more important than me?

I stared as Lea and Heeseung giggled and talked like they were the ones together. Jake, Jay, and Sunghoon had been sitting at my group's table since she arrived.

Jaks furrowed his brows as he stared immensely at his friend.

"What the fuck does he think he is? He's been ignoring you, Y/n! For almost a month and a half!" Jake frowned. Emphasizing the 'month and a half'.

"Yeah, It's like he prioritizes Lea more than you." Sunghoon frowned from beside you, as Jay shook his head at his bestfriend. Dissapointed.

I've been quiet since he snapped at me too, I never talked to him. Because if I do even try texting him, he'd just ignore my calls and such and put it on 'do not disturb'.

I was starting to think, that he actually fell out of love.

"Y/n, you have to confront him about it." Yeji whispered from my right. I sighed as I stared at his back. His eyes were shining as he looked at her.

"He never looks at me like that." I smiled, tears slowly welling up in my eyes. They just stared at me sadly.

"Fine, I'll talk to him later."

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That's how I ended up in his house. With a huge argument.

"Heeseung! You've been ignoring me! Like I've never existed!" I basically screamed at him as he combed his hair back in frustration.

"I've haven't seen Lea in almost 2 years! I wanted to catch up with her Y/n! You know how important she is to me!" He snapped at my face.

"Well, It feels like your dating her again! It feels like I was never your girlfriend." I explained as calmly as possible.

"Well maybe we are!" He finally said. Immediately falling silent. Fear, sadness, and guilt was shown in his eyes as I stared behind him. Zoning out.

"You're...What?" It was like I couldn't breathe. It's like I was under water, trying to swim up for more air.

Like I was confined in a small room, as it gets smaller and smaller.

"Y/n..I'm so sorry. I— It's still her?" I cut him off, he closes his mouth.

"Answer me, Lee. It's still her right?" I finally looked at his eyes. My eyes stinging with tears, threatening to fall.

He looked everywhere, he couldn't speak.

"I'm so sorry, It was just. It's her. I've known her for years, Y/n. I can't just fall out of love with her that quick." He muttered as he inched closer to me.

I was frozen in place, I gripped the neck of my shirt. Feeling the cold metal of the necklace he gave me as a gift.

"Don't. You shouldn't be sorry Heeseung." I laughed breathlessly. He was confused. Why shouldn't he be sorry? He hurt you. The most kindest, sweetest, and prettiest girl.

"What do you mean? I should be sorry! I hurt you. I.. I'm like ripping your heart into pieces!" He furrowed his brows again. He was right though, My heart is being ripped into pieces by him.

"It's not your fault that your still inlove with her Hee." I whispered, my tears falling like a waterfall.

"Then who's fault is it. It can't be yours Y/n." He softly retorted.

"No, It is my fault." I laughed again, realizing that I made a mistake.

"It's not that I'm not enough. It's just. I'm not her. I'm not Lea, I was just that girl who found you sobbing in a closed off area in the school." I tried wiping my tears but it kept falling.

He stayed quiet as I kept continuing in how it was my fault.

"It was my fault for ever meeting you in there. We were better off as strangers, Lee." I said, a small smile forming on my lips.

"What?" He trailed off as he shook his head.

"No, Doll. It's not your fault." I winced at the nickname, the bittersweet nickname. It hurts to even hear it.

"You know, I asked Jay on where that nickname came from Heeseung. It was her nickname." I stared at him.

"From what I know, I'm not her. Your not inlove with me."

"It's still her Heeseung. It's always been her." I smiled weakly at him.

"Even this necklace. I feel like it doesn't belong to me. Your heart doesn't belong to me neither. It's hers." My heart ached more and more as I realized that he was never inlove with me.

"You only thought you were inlove with me because I was your shoulder to cry on when she left you, heartbroken a year and a half ago." I finished off. I felt as I was being stabbed multiple times.

"Y/n." He started off, I shook my head with a small facade. A smile.

"Go back to her Heeseung, You love her." I said as I trailed my hands up to my neck to remove the necklace.

I stared at the silver necklace on my hands. I walked towards his front door. Gripping the necklace as tight as I can.

"Remember though, even if you don't love me. I loved you with all of my heart. Which apparently, wasn't enough." I opened the door, closing it behind me.

"Goodbye, Lee Heeseung." I walked off his front porch. From my peripheral vision, I see tears cascading down his beautiful face.

He doesn't get to cry, he has the love of his life.

I placed the necklace down on the driveway, right behind the tire of my car.

Getting in and starting the engene. I backed out of the driveway, the necklace breaking under the weight of my car. As I drive off to my house, where his own friends, with Ryujin and Yeji were waiting.

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Heeseung POV

As soon as Y/n left, I was sobbing. I really hurt her. She didn't deserve this. I played with her. She was so understanding during my breakdowns. She never deserved this in return.

I ran outside, immediately picking up the broken necklace. The heart pendant was broken in half. On the other half was an H, my initial. And on the other half was hers.

This was resembling her heart, that I broke. Just because I was still inlove with her, still inlove with Lea.

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Yeji comforted me as I cried on her shoulder.

"You guys broke up?" Ryujin muttered, as she sat across from me. I nodded on Yeji's shoulder as Yeji asked.

"What did he say?" She said loud enough to pique his friends' interest.

"It's still her. It's always been her." My voice shook as Sunghoon, who didn't trust Heeseung at first with his choices, Furrowed his eyebrows, Jay and Jake scoffing quietly.

Ofcourse it's still her. It'll always be her.

From the window, Sunghoon caught his friend's red, puffy eyes, along with Jay and Jake.

Sunghoon got up to go to his friend, the three men were just as broken and mad to see someone they trusted more than they trusted Lea, so broken as you would always see her in the hall, like a ball of sunshine. Until she met Heeseung.

"You broke her Hyung! She's been crying since she came back, those boxes infront of her house is all those damn polariods and shit you had together." Sunghoon practically yelled at the eldest. As he could only see your swelling eyes, as you cried on your friend's shoulder.

"She doesn't need you anymore Heeseung. Just leave her alone now, You've done enough damage to her." Jay told him, with a huge frown on his face.

"She was a huge ball of sunshine, Heeseung. She was like the Sun in a field of sunflowers. But now those flowers have wilted in the cruel darkness of the night because of you. You brought this upon her." Sunghoon sneered as he poked harshly at the guy's chest.

"I know." Heeseung finally spoke up as he gripped the necklace in his clenched hands.

"I don't think you should be here Heeseung, I don't think you should even be near her." Jake said, as he dragged Sunghoon away.

Heeseung looked at his bestfriend, who shook his head at him.

"You just lost the best girl in the world, and I don't think you could get her back.

Because as you said Hyung, It's still her."

Jay left to go back inside to help console you. Heeseung stared at you shaking figure in remorse, and guilt.

"Fuck!" He gripped the roots of his hair, as he went back in his car. Hanging the chain of your broken necklace on his rear mirror, keeping the pendant somewhere safe. Before finally leaving the front of your house, with an empty feeling in his chest, that only left an ache in his heart.

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Note: Omg? I've had this planned when I was in my depressive state🤡🤞🏻 Omg? Its 12:37am? Anyways Y/nHoon endgame? Part 2? Yeah? No? What🧍🏻‍♀️

[thatfeelinwhenyou]

KINDRED — yang jungwon

It’s your final year of highschool, and your only goal is to graduate top of your cohort, as usual. Except as student council president, your advisor can’t seem to leave you alone. What happens when you take Decelis Academy’s top student, their star taekwondo athlete and put them in front of a camera?

“Kindred” a student documentary. Pilot episode airing tonight on TVN 7PM KST.

PAIRING: athlete!jungwon x stucopres!fem!reader

FEATURING: enhypen, yunjin from lesserafim, ryujin and chaeryeong from itzy, chanelle from runext, beomgyu and taehyun from txt, wonyoung from ive, gunwook and gyuvin from zb1 etc.

GENRE: high school au, enemies to lovers, nerd x athlete, forced proximity, slice of life, coming of age, he fell first and harder, fluff, ANGST, teen drama, slow burn ish?

WARNINGS: contains profanities, horrible attempt at humour, urban lingo, probably cringy, kys/kms jokes, depression jokes, sexual innuendos (nothing too inappropriate), depiction of violence, reader can be a little bit annoying at first, family drama, incorrect timestamps/information, no fixed faceclaims, not proofread etc.

STATUS: completed! (01/09/2023 – 18/03/2024)

AUTHOR’S NOTE: please read! story concept is heavily inspired by the kdrama ‘our beloved summer’ other than that the storyline is completely original (or so i assume since i manifested this out from the crevices of my pea brain). i’ll try to keep this one to ard 30 chapters (who am i kidding). chapters with ‘(hw)’ next to them indicates that they are half-written, in case y’all skip over it! as always, the content and depiction of the characters in this smau do not in anyway represent them in real life. also i know how twitter has been rebranded to x, but we’re just gonna continue calling it twitter. lastly, if you do end up enjoying, please do like, comment (love reading your comments btw), and reblog so this can reach!! without further ado, enjoy!

TAGS: #tfwy kindred #tfwy smau

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episode 1 - ratatouille and the underdogs

episode 2 - one way ticket to university

episode 3 - do you take constructive criticism?

episode 4 - unsolicited but appreciated

episode 5 - the art of benevolence

episode 6 - taekwondo-anti

episode 7 - beating the mentally ill allegations

episode 8 - can’t help it, i’m a libra

episode 9 - operation we-don’t-really-hate-each-other (hw)

episode 10 - she’s an oscar award winning actress

episode 11 - someone like me (hw)

episode 12 - ‘female-lead-realising-the-bad-boy-isnt-actually-that-bad’ arc

episode 13 - 5 foot 9 garfield meets avatar

episode 14 - yn the heterosexual

episode 15 - the ynwon getting closer montage :p

episode 16 - to the moon and back

episode 17 - eat 2 left toes

episode 18 - you are approved! (hw)

episode 19 - asking for a friend

episode 20 - rediscovering won’s ability to love

episode 21 - beomgyu’s 99999 eq

episode 22 - ynwon get together or else >:(

episode 23 - “hate”

episode 24 - not all problems can be solved with a formula

episode 25 - H.O.M.E.W.R.E.C.K.E.R

episode 26 - collecting facebook milfs like pokémons

episode 27 - you were brighter than the moon (hw)

episode 28 - no matter shrimp or whale, you deserve to flap your tail

episode 29 - the garden is full of surprises (hw)

episode 30 - weapon of mass destruction

episode 31 - the name above me (hw)

episode 32 - no offense but she’s a cockblocker

episode 33 - the bane of my existence (hw)

episode 34 - risky risky wiggy wigi this is an emergency

episode 35 - live my life on my terms (hw)

episode 36 - separation anxiety goes crazy

episode 37 - paparizzki

episode 38 - is it too late now to say Sorry?

episode 39 - everything will work out just the way you want it to (hw)

episode 40 (finale) - her entire being is loveable (written)

epilogue - kindred, signing off part 1 | part 2

bonus chapters!

yunjin x heeseung

i can fight

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smile for the camera - p.sunghoon

chapter 11 - new project

“your outfits!” you cried at the same time sunoo pointed to jungwon and yelled, “your hair!” a silence settled for a brief moment before the three of you dissolved into laughter, sunghoon and jay smiling fondly.

“your outfits look great, guys. maybe i’ll have to incorporate you into some group shots together,” you mused with a wide smile.

“anyway, wonie, what’s with your hair?” sunoo asked, leaving you to begin setting up. as jungwon explained how he was bored of his red hair with jay listening quietly beside them, sunghoon found his way towards you.

“hey pretty. need help?” he asked, kneeling down beside you. you flashed him a quick smile and nodded.

“yeah. set that light up over there for me, will you?” you asked. he nodded and did as he was told as you fiddled with your camera. he watched with a small smile as you took test shots, adjusting the lighting as you went (at least he thought. he knew nothing about photography.)

“alright!” you said, clapping your hands together, drawing everyone’s attention to you. “sunoo first. i’m gonna probably add in everyone else, just because y’all have cool outfits that kind of match in my head for this shoot. so feel free to… i dunno, frolick around?” jay laughed at this, which caused your grin to widen.

“i’m gonna go get waters for everyone since someone forgot,” jungwon announced. “jay is coming with me. and sunghoon—“

“sunghoon is staying right here,” the dark haired boy quipped, causing your younger friend to roll his eyes.

“fine. jay and i will go get drinks and snacks. be right back!” jungwon and jay set off, jungwon happily chatting as jay listened contentedly by his side. sunghoon settled in the grass as you directed sunoo to the spot you wanted the pictures taken. he watched on as you smiled encouragingly as sunoo put on a bright smile for the camera, posing every few seconds. he noticed your attention to detail and the way you’d reach out to smooth a wrinkle in his shirt or curl a piece of hair back towards his face.

“hey, lover boy. you look ridiculous.”

sunghoon was snapped out of his gaze by jay, standing next to a snickering jungwon. “i was just watching,” he mumbled, running his hand through his hair. jungwon flashed him a knowing smile.

“she’s good, isn’t she?” he asked. it was clear jungwon was proud to be her friend. sunghoon nodded, fixing his gaze back on the girl in question.

jungwon seemed to take this as an invitation to continue bragging about his friend, which sunghoon did not mind.

“she’s been taking pictures for as long as i can remember. i’m sure her and soobin have been doing it for even longer than any of us probably realize. she’s just really passionate about it,” jungwon explained. he snickered against casting a sly gaze towards the older boy. “i feel bad for whoever she ends up with because i have no clue if she’ll ever like anything more than photography.”

“you cant judge her for that when you’re the same with dance,” jay scolded, nudging jungwon and causing him to laugh and agree.

“wonie! quit chatting and get over here! i need my two cuties in one picture!” your voice interrupted the boys and jungwon grinned brightly. he abandoned his older classmates almost immediately, bounding over to you and sunoo, who was talking excitedly.

“were you guys talking shit?” you asked, suspicious of jungwon’s wide grin.

“no, no! just sunghoon’s stupid pining, that’s it!” jungwon shook his head as he spoke, making you giggle. sunoo let out a groan.

“god, he’s so embarrassing. if he ever makes you uncomfortable, please let me or any of his friends know and we will set him straight,” he said, shooting a glare to his clueless friend who rolled his eyes in response. you offered him a small smile, shaking your head.

“oh, i can handle him. don’t worry. i get free drinks out of this deal so it’s okay,” you assured him. sunoo raised an eyebrow.

“i know he has an ego and i won’t disagree he needs to be taken down several notches,” he started. he paused and you both cast a quick glance over at jay and sunghoon, the latter who was laying in the grass, laughing at something jay had said. “but something tells me he’s being for real when he says he likes you. and he is my friend. so i don’t wanna see him too hurt. so don’t lead him on too strongly, yeah?”

sunoo’s words caught you off guard. you had assumed he was just joking around. but if sunoo said something, did that mean maybe he wasn’t?

before you could press farther, jay’s voice interrupted. “hey, are we almost done? i’m hungry. my dad gave me money to treat everyone to dinner.”

you resumed your shoot, directing sunoo and jungwon around before finally inviting sunghoon and jay over.

“sunghoon, c’mere,” you murmurered, waving him over. his dimple pressed into his cheek as he smiled, trotting over to you. he opened his mouth to say something snarky when you reached out to smooth the collar of his jacket, busying yourself with fixing the small flaws in his appearance.

his breath hitched in his throat. you were so close to him right now. he wanted to tease you but he chose instead to relish in the small, focused smile on your face as you fixed his hair.

“all good! sorry, just wanted to make sure everything was perfect. back to your position,” you ordered teasingly and he gave you a mock salute, still unable to find his voice.

“are you blushing?” sunoo hissed when sunghoon rejoined the group. the taller boy shook his head defiantly.

“nope. definitely not. let’s hurry this up please, i’m starving.”

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smile for the camera: in which you don’t believe sunghoon could have feelings for you so you challenge him to prove it before you both graduate.

a/n: i always am so scared to post written chapters bc what if my writing sucks LMAO but here is a chapter that despite my nervousness to post, i am pretty proud of! trying to keep the rivals/enemies thing going as long as i originally wanted but if u couldn’t tell both y/n AND the author (me) are starting to crack and can’t help but like hoon … enjoy <3

ALSO SO OFF TOPIC FROM ENHA BUT HOW ARE WE FEELING ABOUT TXT COMEBACK BC SOOBIN HAS ME GOING INSANE I ADORE HIM

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[woniefull]

Are We Still Friends?

(preview)

synopsis: Heeseung and you were close friends. Closer than most. Slowly you both realize that maybe being friends has become too difficult. Heeseung struggles to understand his feelings, and you're not sure how long you can wait.

warning/heads up: fluff, angst, flirting, protective+jealous Heeseung, jealousy, and more to come up as I continue writing...

wc: 552 in the preview + tbd for final draft

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Heeseung and you were on your way home after a day out on the beach with some friends.

It was a quiet ride for the most part. 

“ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?” by Tyler, The Creator currently playing

“Have fun?”

Heeseung asked, shifting his eyes off the road for a second to glance over at you.

“Lots. We should do this again sometime.”

Heeseung and you had become friends in your freshman year of high school. Your twin brother was the one to introduce the both of you. The two of you had first bonded over your love for music and since then you guys have become inseparable. It’s now your senior year.

“Definitely. Did you see Lola checking me out? She for sure wants me.”

You let out a laugh.

“Yeah, she was totally not laughing at your horrible volleyball skills.”

You say with a hint of sarcasm.

Heeseung pinches your thigh.

“Watch it. I’ll tell your brother you’re being mean to me.”

You flinch and instinctively slap his hand away. 

“I’ll tell him that you keep on harassing me.”

Heeseung clutches his heart.

“Oh no. I’m so scared.”

This time you both burst out laughing.

“Okay, I think I’m going to take a nap. We still have a pretty long way to get home and I’m burnt out.”

You start to recline your seat and shift to face the window.

“I’m going to think you don’t like me y/n if you turn away from me like that.”

Rolling your eyes you change your position to look at him.

“I know you think I’m pretty and all but your obsession with being able to see my face at all times is concerning.”

Did I mention Heeseung and you liked to playfully flirt?

“This is why I can’t get a girlfriend, you’re over here acting like mine.”

You reach for his hand that’s resting on the stick.

“But Heeseung I thought I was your girlfriend?”

You say looking at him with your best puppy eyes.

“Please stop I’m going to start believing you’re in love with me or something.” 

He says swatting your hand away and giving you a playful smile.

Instead of leaving him alone, you decided to tease him a bit more–just like all best friends do, right?

You stretch out your hand and slowly start tracing your finger along his arm.

“How did you know? Oh, Heeseung I am so totally in love with you.”

As you continue tracing your finger along his arm, you feel him tense up at what you just said to him.

“Oh my, you must be so happy to hear me confess my love to you! Aren’t you? It’s okay Heeseung many boys li-”

Before you have the opportunity to keep rambling he grabs your hand and places it on the stick, he then puts his hand on top of yours.

You’re in shock and look up at his face.

He’s still smiling.

“Had to make you stop one way or another. Go to sleep miss, and stop flirting with me just to get my attention.”

And with that, you don’t speak anymore. Not because you don’t want to, but you just don’t know what to say. Your eyes slowly close and Heeseung is the last thing you see before you drift off to sleep. 

[kairoot]

❝ 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐭 ❞ | nrk.

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : enemies to lovers, high school au, fluff, comedy, maybe a bit of angst (idk)

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : harsh jokes probably, niki and his friends being kinda mean, light cursing, name calling

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 : by @keiipopped

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : dancer!niki x dancer!fem!reader ft. heeseung, sunghoon, yunjin, hanni & kyujin

author’s note: context for one of the insults in here: this is when kyujin had her red hair. just so you guys don’t get confused as to why niki’s calling her ‘redhead’ 😭 kind of inspired by charli xcx’s ‘constant repeat’ ?? idk it kinda gives me enemies to lovers type vibe in some of the lyrics.

the manifesto outfits for 4Z

SS ➜ high school dancers niki and y/n can’t stand eachother. then again.. they love each other. then why is niki always being so mean? y/n’s dance group, 4Z and niki’s group, PRDX go into the school’s dance competition , battling against each other to be the face of the school’s best dance team.

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“so, when are you gonna tell him?” hanni asked y/n as they walked side by side, carrying their lunch trays. kyujin walked on the other side of y/n, already snacking on her meal.

“hanni, how many times do I have to tell you? I don’t like him.” y/n replied, shaking her head. hanni had been going on and on about the school’s best dancer, riki, but everyone called him niki. or so he said he was the best but Y/n thought otherwise. half of the school was 4Z fan-based and the other was for PRDX.

hanni swore y/n had a crush on the boy but Y/n always denied. even though they always bumped heads, y/n did have feelings for him. she could never admit that to her team, though.

“i don’t know, n/n. you seem to give him heart eyes everytime he looks your way.” Kyujin spoke, apple still in her mouth. Y/n slightly shoved her jokingly, “what are you talking about, Kyu?” she asked rhetorically.

the three continued to walk to their table, finding the dance group’s leader, Yunjin. she greeted them as they sat down and began talking about the upcoming dance competition.

“so, have we figured out outfits for The Manifesto?” Kyujin questioned the leader.

“well, i was thinking like orange at first to go with the theme but I heard that’s what the 3 idiots are wearing.” Yunjin rolled her eyes, referring to Niki and his members, Heeseung and Sunghoon. they were both older but stuck to him like minions.

“so, maybe black? i know it’s common but some leather would be cool.” the leader suggested. the group looked at each other, trying to decide whether it was a good idea or not.

“the principal said nothing inappropriate or revealing, though..” Hanni commented. “yeah, but we’re not wearing lingerie, Hanni. just a subtle leather bottom is fine.” Yunjin scoffed jokingly.

by then, Y/n was in her own world, taking small bites of her food. she looked over to where Niki’s table was, watching all of the boys chunk milk cartons at eachother, the girls lining up at their table to giggle at their antics.

niki sat at the lunch table, laughing at his friend’s foolish behavior. his tray was discarded to the side, nothing but an apple there. he went to grab it, but caught Y/n’s eyes instead. she didn’t even realize she was staring until the boy sent a wink her way, flashing his signature smile.

she quickly averted her gaze, blinking extra hard to knock herself out of the trance she was in. the group continued to discuss their plans for the competition, agreeing and disagreeing with certain things.

“well i’m stuffed so.. Y/n, you coming?” Kyujin asked, tilting her head towards the cafeteria’s garbage pail. the other girl nodded, getting up to leave with her friend. they said their goodbyes to Yunjin; Hanni heading to her next class.

the two students walked side by side, chatting up a storm before a taller male stepped in front of them.

“let me clean this for you.” it was Niki who had offered to empty Y/n’s tray. his hand gripped the edge of it as if he had really been insisting on cleaning the tray for her.

Kyujin’s eyebrows furrowed as she looked the older male up and down. “i don’t think she wants to-“

“yo, shut it, redhead. i wasn’t asking you.” Niki snapped at her, turning back to Y/n. her expression mirrored the one that Kyujin still wore on her face.

“nah, she’s right. i’m good-“

“really, l/n. let me do it.” he shifted the tray towards him, attempting to yank it away from her. Y/n did the same thing, pulling the tray back in her direction.

“No.”

“why not?” he smirked playfully, the tray jerking back in his direction. It seemed like a game of ‘tug-of-war’ at that point. Niki was enjoying it, though.

“give it back, Nishimura.” y/n struggled to pull it this time as Niki held the lunch tray against his tall frame, y/n coming closer to him with each pull.

“wow, i’ve really got you in my embrace now, huh?” he giggled, enjoying the contact with his enemy.

“niki, seriously, give it back-“ y/n’s complaints came to a halt as red sauce splattered on her uniform top, some against her cheek. everyone in the lunchroom stopped what they were doing to see the mess. niki’s hand had let go of the tray mid-tug.

a series of chuckles came from the left side of Y/n. it was Heeseung and Sunghoon, snickering at the incident. y/n felt heat rush to her face as all eyes were on her. some others joining in with the giggles.

“seriously, Nishimura, what the hell?!” Kyujin shouted, grabbing Y/n by the arm; rushing out of the cafeteria. Y/n pushed passed Niki as he tried to call for her.

the trays were long forgotten.

y/n felt tears prick her eyes as the anger inside her brewed. Kyujin walked her to the locker rooms, silently cursing at herself for not stopping the boy.

“it’s alright, kyu. i promise.” Y/n chuckled as they walked into the changing room. she walked to her locker, finding the soft pair of sweatpants and t-shirt she packed.

“you say that but i really should have stopped him. i don’t know how i didn’t see that coming, i’m sorry.” she patted y/n’s arm, walking towards the door.

the other girl smiled, waving off Kyujin’s apology, continuing to tell her it was fine. Y/n changed into her clothes while they chatted for a bit until Kyujin had to leave.

“meet me in the gym, alright? we still need to work on our part in the routine.” the redhead said before leaving the locker room.

walking towards the gym like Kyujin told her, Y/n stopped at the door as she heard music already booming through the speakers. she quickly ran through the big doors, her conscious telling her that she was late.

she fumbled to get into the gym, only to find three sleeveless guys moving around the squeaky floor, cackling with each other. before any of them could see her, she backed out through the doors.

she scrambled to pull her phone out, leaning against the wall while finding Kyujin’s contact.

“hello?” her voice rang on the other line. Y/n planted a hand against her forehead, face palming at the girl’s carefree tone. “kyu! I thought you told me to meet you in the gym?” she whisper yelled.

“i did! but that cute guy that I told you about.. he wanted to know if I needed any help with studying.” Y/n could hear her smile through the phone. “why do you sound like you just saw a ghost?”

“only because I did, but worse. It was Niki. he was with Thing 1 and Thing 2.” Y/n scoffed, readjusting her tee. Kyujin responded with the same sound, rolling her eyes.

“how in the hell did those idiots get there before us? you know what, don’t worry. I’ll be there soon.” she grumbled into the speaker.

as the girls finished their conversation, Niki came out of the gym, neck covered in sweat. He looked around, catching a glimpse of Y/n against the wall.

“yo, l/n,” he smiled, walking up to her. her eyes widened as she looked up from her phone, attempting to turn away from the boy. he brought his hand up to catch her wrist, pulling her back towards him. “you following me, dummy?”

she snatched her wrist from his grasp, scrunching her face up in disgust. “yeah, right.”

he flashed his smile again, playfully shoving her arm. “why else would you be here, then?”

“we were gonna use the gym, but it turns out the three musketeers ended up here before us.” she snorted. niki scoffed at the nickname she gave him and his friends. he ran a hand through his wet hair, raising an eyebrow at the girl.

“what? the fab four couldn’t find anywhere to practice their 3-step routine?” he pouted, mockingly. y/n tried to hide the offended look on her face as she began to push past the boy.

“wait,” niki giggled a bit, pulling her back gently. she’d be lying if she said she didn’t get butterflies from how close they were.

“how about we share the gym? one half is PRDX and the other half is.. your team.” he shrugged as if it was the best idea ever. y/n’s eyebrows raised in disbelief.

“my team and your team in the same space? i don’t think so.” she shook her head.

“why not? we’ll practically be in the same space for The Manifesto. though, you guys won’t last that long.” he snickered a bit causing y/n to land a harsh punch against his arm.

“see? this isn’t gonna work. especially not with your buddies.” y/n grumbled.

yunjin, hanni, and kyujin stood on one side of the gym, arms crossed. y/n stood next to them, awkwardly.

“well, i’ll be damned. niki, this was your idea?” sunghoon chuckled, pointing towards the girls. heeseung shook his head as he took a sip of water, laughing with the other boy.

niki shrugged, “yeah, i mean, i don’t see a problem with it.”

“really? you don’t see the problem? or is that cause your ‘n/n’ is here?” sunghoon tilted his head. niki bit back a smile as y/n’s eyes widened in embarrassment.

yunjin rolled her eyes, becoming impatient. “whatever, can we just get the speaker?”

heeseung and sunghoon stared at each other, a laugh erupting from both of them.

“we should call them banzai and ed. they’re always laughing.” hanni whispered to kyujin causing her to snort a bit too loud. sunghoon shot her a glare, making her roll her eyes.

“alright, dumbos. we’re gonna do our routine first and then you all can practice your 1-2 step, yeah?” sunghoon shrugged, smiling as he grabbed his phone to start the music.

motley crew by post malone blared through the gym’s speakers as the girls took their seats in the bleachers. two of them talked while the two others watched. y/n was definitely watching niki a little too hard.

“gosh, snap out of your trance, y/n.” hanni giggled, elbowing the girl softly. y/n scoffed at her, shoving her back. she waved off hanni’s joke, still watching niki.

he was a really great dancer. he had a lot of flow in his body. the way he was able to make his moves so clear.

some time into the routine, y/n didn’t even realize that she had began to like niki more and more. he would look her way a few times, smiling or nodding his head towards her. she felt herself look away in embarrassment or roll her eyes at him each time.

“okay, fab four. your turn.” sunghoon breathed heavily, patting a towel against his neck. yunjin connected her phone to the bluetooth, setting it down on the floor as a marker.

the girls grouped together to slide the huge closet mirror over to their side, setting it in front of the bleachers. niki, sunghoon, and heeseung sat on the other side.

they stretched a bit before getting into place before the song could start. their song was constant repeat by charli xcx, which yunjin had been begging them to do.

y/n was too into the music to notice that niki was watching her. his head slightly bopped to the music, squinting his eyes a bit. even sunghoon caught himself watching how charismatic all of them were.

[ I hate inserting these in my writings now but a huge time skip because I haven’t written in a long time so there’s 0 creativity here and I’m not sure what they should do in the gym other than niki watching and flirting with reader from afar I’m so sorry you guys 😭 ]

everyone scrambled around the dressing room, putting on the last of their accessories. they bumped into each other, mumbling to themselves about items they’ve misplaced.

“okay, out of this place in like 3 minutes, people. we’ve seriously gotta go.” one of the mc’s, haeun peeked her head into the room, causing the girls to rush towards the door.

“before we go, i just wanna say that we will beat the little paradoxes, okay guys?” Kyujin said breathing hard. she seemed to be getting a bit nervous, which is definitely not what the group needed in that moment.

yunjin nodded her head, blonde hair bouncing. “yeah, Kyu, totally. let’s go.”

they stepped into the crowded gymnasium, the lights low and purple, students scattered everywhere. everyone still trying to get into the bleachers before the competition started.

“well, this is what we’ve all been waiting for, right, haeun?” changmin said. he was the second mc for the night, him and haeun would be keeping score and narrating the whole event.

the girls walked hand in hand to their spot behind the stage as the mcs continued their chat. they all waited until the long introduction was over and when they would start calling the groups out.

of course, PRDX was first. the girls still sat in the back, calming their nerves. y/n heard the routine song, only imagining what niki looked like on the stage.

y/n walked to the side, watching from behind the curtain. once again, she fell in love with niki’s flow. with the way he moved. in one of the moves, he turned to face the back where y/n was, which made her move back behind the curtain.

the crowd went wild for the group. they absolutely loved PRDX. but of course it was mostly girl screams that were heard.

“oh my gosh, they’re not even that good. like seriously.” kyujin folded her arms, shaking her head.

“yeah, but you’ve gotta admit. they’ve got some type of charisma to them.” yunjin mumbled, peeking outside the curtain beside y/n. they all stared at the leader in confusion.

“well, that was a sudden change..” hanni snorted.

soon enough, it was time for the girls to go on. they put in two songs for their routine. y/n caught niki’s eye as she stood in place, waiting for the music to start. he smiled, slightly cheering for them. this confused the girl but she focused back on her performance.

around the second song, the girls jumped down from the stage, surprising everyone. the crowd got louder, everyone ‘wowing’ and ‘woahing’.

by now, they were in the middle of a crowd dancing with the spot light all over them. literally and figuratively. they were making their way towards their rivals, rubbing their victory in their faces.

the boys scoffed, one of them folding their arms. niki was kind of into it, laughing at the act.

the girls didn’t stop though. y/n came to the front, really showing off in front of them. she had a point to prove. that her team really could win. that they were the best dancers.

sunghoon glared at her the whole time, never taking his eyes off of her. he couldn’t stand the smug look on the girl’s face and the fact that his friend was actually enjoying it.

once again, y/n got to into the music, not really aware of her surroundings. her members had let her have a solo, really making her shine.

before she could even make the winning move, liquid had been thrown at her, causing her to slip.

“yo, sunghoon, what the hell?!” niki shouted. more people came off the bleachers to see the second incident y/n had been caught in.

“okay, no need to be a fcking jerk, sunghoon!” yunjin shoved him, her members pulling her away. he stood there, brushing off his jacket as if he hadn’t done anything.

y/n winced at the pain in her ankle and back. niki had ran over to help her but she quickly denied.

“no, i think you and your team have did enough.” she grumbled out. he ignored her complaints, picking her up and wrapping one of her arms around him.

he walked her to the dressing room, sitting her on the big red couch,“i’ll be back with some ice, alright?”

the girl nodded, kicking her shoe off and sliding her foot up to the cushion.

he walked back to where the drinks were, grabbing a cup and filling it with ice. he saw sunghoon walking out through the gym doors, a scowl on his face.

he shook his head, bringing the ice back to the room.

y/n had thrown her gloves and vest to the side, her eyes closed.

“you sleep already, dummy?” he chuckled, sitting next to her legs, placing her injured foot in his lap.

“yeah, i wish.” she snorted. he looked at her for a minute, admiring her features. now probably wasn’t the best moment, but…

“you’re really pretty.” he looked down at her ankle, carefully placing the cup of ice on it. y/n’s heart skipped a beat as her eyes popped open.

“what?”

“i said you’re really pretty.”

she scoffed, “and out of all times, you wanna tell me this now? nishimura, you and your members have caused us hell and you wanna call me pretty?-“

“shut up, i’m trying to confess my love to you.” he smiled a bit, readjusting his position so he was facing her.

“i know i haven’t always been the nicest person. teasing you ‘n stuff. but i really like you y/n, i do. this sounds so corny out loud but it’s the truth.”

she sat up a bit, looking around. was this a dream? after all that head bumping and teasing each other, niki actually liked her?

“so, you mean to tell me that.. you were only mean.. ‘cause you liked me?” she questioned. she wanted to make sure she had this right, it was all so sudden.

“well, not at first, but yeah.” he shrugged, smiling. she shoved him a bit, looking down and mirroring his expression.

she looked back up at him, “do you really mean it? you’re not being stupid this time? you’re not recording this so you can send it to heeseung and sunghoon for some giggles?”

“y/n,” niki rolled his eyes, smile still plastered on his face. “no. i really do like you. and you’re really talented, i like that.”

she smiled once more, heat rushing to her face. it was silent for a bit until she spoke up again.

“so..?”

“so?” niki took the ice off of her ankle, placing on the floor. he turned to her again, attempting to read what she was thinking.

her smile widened, “how are we gonna tell our teams?”

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author’s note : kei bb, im so sorry, this was so bad 😭😭 as you can see, im not in the habit of writing long things rn, i haven’t did it in so long.

[szniki]

paring! - popular!jay! x reader

genre! - fluff, comedy, slight angst

summary! - yn has a rough childhood with her father dying in an earthquake and a new stepmother with two awful stepdaughters. but on the bright side, yn has an awesome best friend named jungwon and an online relationship with a guy who goes by nomad. one day, yn gets a message from her nomad saying that he wants to meet her in the middle of the dance floor at their high school halloween dance. she accepts the invitation and realizes that her online friend is the most popular guy in school, jay park.

this is based off of a 2004 movie! i DO NOT own the story!

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𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍: 𝐎𝐁𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐍 - ENHYPEN × female reader

SYNOPSIS: Born from the full moon's light, Y/N is sent by her witch aunt on a secret mission to Decilis Academy, the purpose of which is to investigate the source of the obscure energy that hovers under the Silver Millennium. However, when she saves her roomate Sooha from the attack of dark creatures with the power to fortify themselves from the energy of nightmares and discovers her secret identity, she promises not to tell her friends, but everything changes once she falls for Lee Heli, one of Decelis' star students and posibily, her past life's lover.

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TAGLIST #1: (closed) @enhacolor @amarillyis @ckline35 @fairycheol @jeanbob @heejakegf @axartia @ineedcoffeeandtherapy @rosie-is-everywhere @prdxinvade @heedeungieluvbot @jungwonnnnnnnnnnnn @bambisgirl @yebin14

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GENRE: smau, modern royalty!au, fantasy, vampires, werewolves, fairy!reader, fluff, crack, attempt at humor, high school au.

PAIRING: enhypen × female reader

WARNINGS: swearing, my questionable humor, a few dark moon spoilers for those who haven’t read the webtoon. This one so far is one of my oldest, but worst plots saved in my notes, so please, engage with me, even a little 🥺

RELEASE DATE: January 15, 2023 12:00 P.M KST

STATUS: on going

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5 - the new student who wants to learn (5)

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7 - The New Moon Malachites

8 - the new student who wants to learn (7)

9 - the new student who wants to learn (8)

[rosie-rosem]

hate pt 1

❥ pairing: nonidol!jake x fem!reader

❥ genre: angst, fluff?, highschoolau!

❥ summary: y/n is the quiet type; however, she cannot stand bullying. Is it because she been involved with something similar or not?? jake, her next-door neighbor and childhood friend (not really), is dating the girl who is making y/n's school life exhausting. she can't catch a break between being at school and home. But she also can't express her feelings...

❥ warnings: crying, grammar mistakes, not proofread, bullying, let me know if I forgot something

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A/N: It's been a while since I last posted. this is going to be 2 parts just cause wanted to post something by today but wouldn't have been able to finish it so here you are. the second part should be posted sometime next week! please be patient with me :3

school. not exactly your favorite place, you don’t get the best grades or have to many friends. There is too much bullying at your school, an unexceptionable amount. Your school like isn’t a normal public school, it’s more like an all “rich kids” school, not quite private either though. The only kids who get picked on are the scholars which is completely stupid because they are probably smarter than half the non-scholar kids there.

you, on the other hand, are not a scholar which is only beneficial because you do get a good education (even if you suck at it) and you don’t get picked on too much. Your parents are quite wealthy. your father owning a tech company and you mother working for a fashion company. Your parents obviously want you to go to college, graduate and find some amazing career, but that’s not going to happen so quick. You fortunately don’t have the pressure of being an heiress for your dad’s company due to your older brother already being next in line.

Compared to you brother, you are more troublesome and carefree. Him being a workaholic and definitely more mature. Of course, you get compared to him. but while he’s finishing up his years in college you're finishing up yours in high school. oh, can’t you wait to graduate from school, especially this school. You don’t exactly like cause trouble, it just happens a lot, which brings us here.

you rolled your eyes at the scene that was happening in front of the class. You just wanted to rest your eyes a bit more before the bell rung but you clearly got disrupted. Cha Soo-Yun, the most annoying girl you’ve met, she’s always the one to pick on the scholars which annoys the hell out of you. She was currently picking on a transfer student who got the scholarship and gladly switched schools, she’s a junior and her name is Soon Yunji. “Haha, look at all this garbage” Soo-Yun said laughing with her one friend after dumping Yunji’s belongings from her backpack on the ground. the poor girl looks traumatized, who wouldn’t I mean Soo-Yun looks like a clown with the amount of makeup she wears to school. You couldn’t stand seeing Yunji look so pale from being embarrassed so you stood up and gladly walked in front of the girl’s desk. Soo-Yun just scoffed “ruining the fun again i see.” she crossed her arms. “it’s kind of pathetic that the first 20 minutes after you arrived, you're already picking on someone.” you must look tired but also annoyed because that’s exactly how you feel.

“Why do you always get in my way?” Soo-Yun complains. You cough, aiming it towards her, she scoffs and backs up in disgust. “Sorry, I’m getting over a cold, wouldn’t want to catch it princess, would you?” you smile to her in an annoying way, which just pisses her off even more. “euk, I can’t believe someone like you goes to this school” she states, still looking at you with disgust. you sigh, shoulders dropping “and I can’t believe you looked in the mirror this morning and thought your makeup looked good.” you give her a slight smirk. she fumes as some of the other kids in the classroom whisper after your comeback. she sprints over to you with an arm raised, she goes in for a slap, but you successfully dodge the hit. “Ah, you missed.” you say, eyebrow furrowed. You sigh after lifting your chin a bit more “it’s okay, hit me. I can take it. plus, I probably deserve it…right?” you say, stretching a bit, read for a hit. she scoffs once again as she glares into your cold gaze. “Unless you're scared.” you cock your head to the side which an eyebrow raised. Soo-Yun breathes a frustrated sigh. “a few minutes ago, you didn’t seem so scared to- “you state before feeling a stinging pain on your left cheek.

she did it. she fell for it. you hear a few gasps leave other classmates' mouths after the girl slapped you. you chuckle to her. Soo-Yun frowns “why are you laughing” she practically growls. “I need you to realize that I didn’t start this fight, okay?” you say, she furrows her eyebrows “what? -" she begins but before she finishes you kick her at the waist, causing her to fall to the ground. “Oh, I’m sorry, did that hurt” you crouch down and give her a mocking look.

Just as you stand up from crouching a familiar scent comes quickly, Sim Jake. Helping Soo-Yun up, he glares at you, and you shrug, “you need to control your girlfriend Jaeyun.” you say before quickly turning around and help Yunji pick up her things from the ground. “You good?” you ask, she just nods “yeah, and thanks.” she smiles you nod, “no problem.” you respond before standing up and heading back to your desk. You lay you head on your desk once more, trying to find enough peace to rest a tiny bit more but all you hear is Soo-Yuns' whiny voice complaining to Jake about you.

You weren’t worried about possibly getting in trouble at school, you were mostly worried if your parents would find out, which of course they did. “Why did you attack Cha Soo-Yun at school today.” Your father spews his anger out quite quickly once you get home. “Who told?” you said which no expression on your face. “That doesn’t matter right now y/n! I’m asking you a question.” his jaw clenches, you sigh “was it jake?” you ask. he lets out a deep, frustrated sigh. “Unfortunately, we had to hear the news from his parents, do you know how embarrassing that is?” he rests his hand on his forehead in embarrassment. “that’s why tonight i made plans to have dinner with Jaeyun and his parents, you're not only going to apologize to jake but also to Soo-Yun tomorrow in school.” he points his finger at you. you nod, acknowledging that you're listening to him. “Okay now head you your room, I’m tired of you.” he says with annoyance in his tone.

"Tired of me, oh please." you say as you lay your head down on your pillow after falling onto you bed. once again jake’s being an asshole. you look over to your window only to see Jake walking around his room like he’s looking for something. you stand up and walk over to the window, he also sees you, giving you and annoying smirk only for you to reply by harshly closing your blinds.

The time came, when Jake and his parents were invited over that day. You work a baby pink sweater with a knee-high white skirt. "You look good, Hun" your mother complimented. you slightly smiled to acknowledge that you heard her. "Is everything fine at school?" She worriedly asked you. "everything's fine mom, Soo-Yun is just problematic and jake's not much better." you said with a frustrated tone. "Plus, dad just clearly likes jake more than me so..." you slightly rolled your eyes at the thought, you mom sighed in return. "You know your father-" She began but got cut off by the sound of the front door opening and familiar voices be heard.

you and jakes' families have been close for as long as you can remember. Part of that being because both dads grew up together another part being because you are neighbors. Although, you and Jake started disagreeing a lot more once you both hit puberty. You both were never very close but close enough. Well, until high school.

"y/n!" a sweet voice calls out to you as you walk towards the door. You give a soft smile to the beautiful lady. Jakes mom, she was so sweet, she was like another mom to you. You loved her. You opened your arms and gave her a tight hug. "How are you, my love?" She pets your head with a gentle touch. You nodded to her with a genuine smile, still in her arms "good, I've been good." She soon let you go, to which you walk over to Mr. Sim, Jakes dad. You look up to him, awkwardly. "Ah, come here" the man says, pulling you into his side, with a hug. You smile, once again.

You were quite close with both of Jakes parents, they were like a second pair of parents to you. You loved them dearly. "Hey kiddo" Mr. Sim says. "hey" you laugh in return. You both let go, only to walk back over to you mom but turn to look at Jake and slightly bow your head a little just to show a bit of respect, to which he gives nothing in return.

You all head over to the dinner table and get settled to start eating. A few conversations start but you just listen quietly. A bit longer into dinner, you get asked something. "So how has school been y/n?" Mr. Sim asks, genuinely curious. You look up from your plate, "It's been okay." You pick at your food while answering. Jake gives a quiet scoff which only leads you to sigh. "Speaking of which, I believe there's something you would like to say to Jake, isn't there y/n." Your dad says while giving you a glare. He motions you to stand up. You assumed you would be able to apologize to Jake privately, but no, Hes making you do it in front of everyone. Everyone else looked a bit confused, besides Jake of course.

You gulped and stood up from your chair. You hesitated for a bit, "I'm sorry..." You said but soon continued after you dad gave you a look suggesting that you continued. "I'm sorry for how I treated Soo-Yun today. I will be apologizing to her separately as well, but because she's someone you care about, I'm apologizing to you too." You said, keeping you head down, biting the inside of your cheek in embarrassment. Jake just nods his head but then continues to eat. you sigh. Meanwhile, everyone else felt the awkward tension. "Good enough." your father says, which absolutely outrages you. You sit down as your lip quivers. You dad basically showed everyone how much control he had over you, and you hated it.

You held back your tears and continued to eat while putting on a smile to not show how upset you felt. After a little bit, when the tension cooled off you spoke up, "Excuse me, I'm going to use the bathroom" You gave a soft, yet fake smile.

Instead of going to the bathroom you went to your backyard patio and sat on the little bench swing. You felt even more frustrated and upset than you did earlier. You dad was nothing like jakes, and of course you didn't want to compare them, but your always jealous of how jake gets treated by his dad compared to you with yours. You sat there with a frown, picking your nails but soon hear heavy footsteps getting closer, Jake. "That was tense" he says, sitting next to you. "You enjoyed it, huh?" you said, still not looking his way. "Not as much as I will tomorrow when you say it to her." He says which makes you finally look at him. how did he know you were going to apologize to her tomorrow, your dad only told you to a few hours ago. "What if I don't do it tomorrow, huh?" you raise your eyebrows at him. "I would, because I can easily tell your father." he chuckles. You clench your teeth. "What, are you mad I know your weakness?" he says. "Weakness?" you question. "Your dad." he says. you squint. was he right? was your dad your weakness? "You don't know anything about me Sim Jake." Your lip twitches. "we'll see about that" he says, you stand up and walk away.

When you return to the others, you speak out, "I'm sorry, but I'm not feeling very well. I'm going to have to say goodbye now so I can lay down." You explain and say your goodbye before heading up to your room. Once you close your door, you feel an overwhelming sense of sadness and panic. Your dad is your weakness and that hurts your heart so much realizing it now. You dad wasn't always like this, he was kind, loving and fun up until you hit middle school. you don't know what happened, but it was like once your older brother left, he was terrible.

You walked over to your window and opened the closed blinds, sliding the window open to get a bit fresh air due to feeling suffocated. You didn't want to cry, but you couldn't help it. What's happening to you.

You eventually head over to your bed and fall asleep with shiny streaks on your face from the tears.

I hate you sim jaehyun.

The next day at school was nothing you ever imagined. It felt like all those k-dramas you watched where you were walking towards your classroom and everyone around you was whispering while you walk past. You felt confused. When you walked into the classroom, all eyes were on you which gave you chills. You scan the room only to see Soo-Yun crying in her seat, arm wrapped in a bandage. You sigh as Jake glares at you.

“Park y/n!” you turn to the crying girl. “Do you see what you caused?” she stood up and stomped your way. you eyed the ground annoyingly. “Ah, about that, I apologize for how I acted yesterday. It was wrong of me to kick you” you looked at her, apologizing. Jake kept a close eye on you while his girlfriend let out a snotty comment. “You realize that you're the bad guy now, right?” she chuckled, you turned to her. “That doesn’t matter to me. Just be happy I apologized.” you glared at her for a moment before turning away and heading to you seat. “Hah, only cause your daddy told you to.” she scoffed, you turned around in shock by her words. “What?” you said with furrowed eyebrows. You tightly closed you fist at her words, how did she know anything about that? you looked at Jake, he just looks back with no expression at all.

you looked around to see everyone looking at you like you just committed a sin, what the hell is going on. You ran out of the classroom, only to bump into someone on your way out, “sorry.” you mumbled not paying any attention to who they were, and you heart was racing, it felt like you were going to throw up, why though?

“Can you pick me up?” you called you brother with a shaky voice. He said he’d be there soon, so you just had to wait.

Did Jake tell? What was going on. Why were you so affected by your dad getting brought up? You brought you hand to your chest and rubbed it to get your heartbeat to slow a bit. “y/n” someone called for you. you turned to the familiar voice with anger and hurt in your eyes and a quivering lip. “What?” you practically yelled. Jake walked closer, only for you to back up. “Did you get what you wanted?” you said, holding you tears back. Jake really hurt you this time. “What?” he asked. Just then, a car pulls up. You brother rolls down the window and greets jake. “Go.” you say to you brother after getting in. He’s confused, but still listens.

You sit across your older brother in his apartment. He gave you a juice box which you were currently drinking. “So, what happened?” he asks, putting his elbows on the counter in the kitchen. “Nothing much, I just felt like skipping today. And please don’t tell dad!” you practically begged him. “Is he still giving you a hard time?” he asks. you were always comfortable telling you brother things, but this was different. It was your dad, and he was very close with your dad. “Ah, no..” you lied “he’s just been busy lately.” you say, reassuring you brother with a fake smile. “Hm, okay” he pets your head.

“But what was Jake doing outside with you?” he questions. “Not sure, but I don’t care. he’s an asshole,” you frown more when thinking back. “What?” he asked. “Him and his girlfriend are both assholes.” you share, still feeling mad. “I hate him.” you start tearing up. “Huh? what’s up?” he walks over to you. you start crying harder. “he’s so stupid.” you say. Your brother pats you back. “What do I do?” you question into your brother's chest. “I’ll make some ramen.” your brother says, you sniffle and nod.

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