#etherealve

[etherealval]

— unspoken desires

pairing: matt sturniolo x reader

warnings: kissing ????

a/n: wrote this real quick while i work on my longer chris smut lol!

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the hum of matt's voice filled the room, punctuated by bursts of laughter from chris as they streamed together. you sat on matt's bed, laptop perched on your legs, watching the live feed with half-hearted attention. your focus drifted from the game they were playing to the way matt leaned into the camera, the light from his screen casting a soft glow on his face. he looked so good, so effortlessly handsome in that black tee he always wore during late night streams.

you tried to concentrate on the stream, but your thoughts kept wandering back to him. there was something about the way he casually ran a hand through his hair, his expression focused yet relaxed, that made it hard to look away. a warmth spread through you, a mix of admiration and something more.

before you realized it, you’d picked up your phone and typed out a quick message.

"come to your room real quick?"

you watched the screen as he glanced down at his phone, a brief flicker of surprise crossing his face. his eyes shifted off-camera for a moment, clearly weighing whether he could step away. chris was engrossed in the game, barely noticing as matt muted his mic and made some excuse about grabbing a drink.

you barely had time to shut your laptop before the door creaked open, and there he was, a curious look in his eyes as he stepped into the room.

"what's up?" matt asked, his voice laced with curiosity”

you didn't bother with words; instead, you closed the distance between you in one smooth motion, grabbing the front of his shirt and pulling him down to you. the surprise on his face quickly melted into something darker, more intense, as your lips crashed into his. the kiss was anything but gentle—hungry, almost desperate, like you'd both been waiting for this moment far too long.

his hands found your waist, gripping tightly as he pulled you even closer, his fingers digging into your skin just enough to make you gasp against his mouth. he took advantage of that, deepening the kiss, his tongue teasing against yours in a way that sent a shiver down your spine.

you could feel the heat radiating off him, matt’s body pressed so close to yours that it was hard to tell where you ended and he began. every touch, every movement felt electric, like you were both on fire. when you finally pulled back for air, his breath was ragged, his lips swollen and slightly parted as if he couldn't quite believe what had just happened.

“what was that for?” he asked breathlessly

“just missed you” you replied cheerfully, wiping the remaining saliva off of your lips.

his eyes were dark, filled with a desire that made your heart race. for a moment, it felt like neither of you could let go, your hands tangled in his shirt, his fingers tracing slow circles on your hips.

"i... i really should get back," he whispered, though his voice was shaky, like he was trying to convince himself as much as you.

but even as he said it, he leaned in for one last kiss, slow and lingering, like he was memorizing the feel of you before he reluctantly pulled away.

you nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips. “yeah, you should.”

he hesitated, then quickly kissed you one last time before rushing out of the room, closing the door behind him a little too quickly.

you returned to your laptop, the taste of his kiss still lingering on your lips, and watched as he slid back into his chair. he was flushed, his eyes bright with an energy that hadn’t been there before. chris threw him a questioning look, but matt just shook his head, struggling to hide the grin that was tugging at the corners of his mouth.

taglist: @42angelgirl , @heartsforvin

<3

[heartsforvin]

everything you write is literally perfect i’m actually in love

stopppp thank you 🥹

i love your matt & chris drabbles so much 🤍🤍

[mattsturniolossgf]

★ 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗱𝗲 ★

<*♰ 𝗕𝗟𝗨𝗥𝗕 < you've been bratty and had an attitude all day so matt gives you something else to do with your mouth > 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 < rough!dom!matt, face slapping >

"get on your knees" Matt's rough tone fills the room as you sink to your knees in front of him never losing eye contact. he unbuckles his belt and unzips his pants pushing them and his boxers down to his ankles "open your mouth" he ordered, his voice hard.

you do as told, opening your mouth "wider, stick out your tongue" he said gripping his hard length, he brought it to your mouth, the head of his thick member resting on your tongue. he pushed forward, his thick member sliding into your mouth, he hit the back of your throat but he didn't stop, instead he gripped your hair and pushed in farther "breathe through your nose"

"good girl, you're taking it so well" he said burying himself to the hilt in your throat, the only sounds in the room were his grunts and the wet noises of you gagging on his length. "that's it, all the way, just like that"

you rest your hands on his thighs as his thrusts meet your head movements. "good, now open wider." he continued to thrust in and out of your mouth, his grip on your hair tightening.

you look up at him through your lashes while you gag around his cock. "fuck, you're amazing" he said, his hips moving faster, thrusting deeper into your mouth.

as he hit the back of your throat again, he quickly slapped your face, the sound echoing in the room as you moan. "there you go, now keep going" he said, his breathing heavy.

he slapped your face again, the sound of his large hand hitting your cheek filling the room. "look at me." he ordered, his voice low. "good girl, you like that don't you?"

"mhm" you mumble, his cock still in your mouth.

"I know you do, you love it when I slap your face while you're gagging on my dick" he said, his hand coming up to slap you again. "now keep sucking"

"yes, that's it, look up at me with those big eyes and take my dick" he slapped you again, his hips thrusting deep as he slapped you, his hand then moving to grip your jaw "good girl, you're taking it so well." He holds your face in place, his other hand gripping your hair as he starts to fuck your mouth harder and faster. "I'm going to cum, you gonna be a good girl and swallow it?" he asked, his voice loud and harsh. you nod your head.

his body tensing as he reached his release, his hot seed filling your mouth "sip it all down, don't lose a drop." he ordered as he continued to fill your mouth "good, just like that, take it all"

he slowly pulls out of your mouth, his chest heaving as he catches his breath. "Good girl" he said softly, running his thumb along your bottom lip "you did so well. now, have you learned your lesson?" he asked to which you nod your head. "I can't here you"

"yes"

𝗮/𝗻 < kinda short but it's a blurb so it's fine >

𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 < @sturnobsessedwh0re @etherealval @stvrnmc @matts-myloverboy @hellokittylover4life >

[cdbabymp3]

ur writing is so chefs kiss omggg 🤍 would love if you could expand on the part in your hc fic on where a sex scene comes up and hamzah gets super nervous omggg

MDNI 18+ expansion on my editor!reader hc's (tysm for the kind words !!!<3)

˚ ༘ ೀ⋆.˚ to be fair, both of you did not do research on the movie currently playing in front of you. it was rated R, but for what reasons neither of you cared to check. hamzah sort of just put it on and beckoned you to couch after you'd been editing for a majority of the day. it was smooth sailing for the first 45 minutes or so, until the two main love interests finally get each other alone. anticipating what's to come next, hamzah clears his throat and gets up to get more popcorn from the kitchen. he's gone for longer than he should and once he returns, the two characters finally start going at it.

"jesus christ..." he mumbles, pretending to check a notification on his phone as the two characters grind against each other.

it's graphic. not just a brief little love scene. no, god, no. the main girl whimpers and pants, riding the main with so much force that their bed rocks against the wall. the man grips her ass, spanking her roughly as she begs him for more.

your face feels like it's on fire and you can only imagine what hamzah must be feeling. he lets out a nervous, breathy laugh, adjusting his pajama pants not-so-discreetly.

"we can-um, we can watch something else if you want." you suggest, grabbing the remote and turning down the volume to the main girl isn't screeching in your ear.

hamzah shakes his head, mouth full of popcorn, "nah, it's fine. i'm sure it's almost done."

boy, was he wrong. the scene lasted about 5 minutes and little did you know, hamzah was internally a fucking wreck. being a single guy, was one thing. sure, he got horny pretty frequently. but, being a single guy living with a single girl who he thought was the hottest woman to ever grace his presence......it had him praying you couldn't read his mind in this moment. if you knew what he was imagining, the dirty fantasies of throwing you on the bed the way the characters did.....he doesn't even want to think about how much you'd probably hate him.

"are you okay?" you nudge his shoulder, snapping him out of his trance.

he blinks a couple times, swallowing the chewed popcorn that had just been sitting in mouth, "yeah, no-sorry. i was trying to disassociate so this damn scene would go by faster."

a lie. a blatant lie that he hopes you'll believe. but you don't. how are you supposed to believe him when he looks all flushed and awkward, scratching the back of his neck while he avoids eye contact. he's a terrible liar, you giggle to yourself. however, for the sake of your work relationship, you just shrug and lay back against the couch.

໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა taglist ; @nativegirltapes @etherealval + let me know if u wanna be added !!!

[ofgentleresolve-a]

❤️ alex maybe 😁 💛 💖

these are cute ferre thinks they should get some :D ( ft. mun positivity meme w/ @etherealve )

❤️ - talk about one of your mutuals/partners alex and why you enjoy them and their blog!

*slams hands on table* why i would love NOTHING MORE than to tell you why i adore alex ( @jeoseungsaja // @theimpalpable ) and their blogs- thank you for this wonderful opportunity JFKLSDJF

let's start with the basics- alex?? is SO SWEET?? AND SO NICE?? and just all around super fun to write with, plot with, and just to be interacting with in general?? when i first started following her i was kinda like 'is this person for real?? this isn't like a trick or anything is it??' but that thought went away real fast because alex treats all of her writing partners SO WELL both on a writing level but also on a personal level...she takes genuine interest and care in her writing partners' ocs which is SO HARD TO FIND. like have you seen the meta questions she sends ppl?? they're deep!! they require a lot of thought to answer well. it's not easy sending in good questions so that alone already tells me how much she cares not only about her own ocs but her partners' ocs!! but also, she's just a joy to see on my dash in general?? even if it's not content that involves me, i always like seeing what she and her muses are up to- she's so supportive of all of her mutuals and also just welcoming of newcomers as well and just, it's comforting to see :'D

but you know who writes really well and is EXCELLENT at character development?? alex!! she goes hard with all of it and you can tell she put a lot of thought and research into her characters...the lore i wanna give it a chef's kiss because WOW the hcs she posts about all of them feels so natural and would make sense for her muses?? basically what i'm trying to say is that her character concepts are VERY WELL EXECUTED and feel so real...and she does it because she genuinely enjoys doing so!! also her interpretation of goblin's saja is to die for!! when i think of saja i think of alex's intepretation first and then i realize that's not the actual canon...but then again, alex might as well call saja/wang yeo/lee hyuk her own ocs because all three of them are distinct in personality, character arcs, aesthetics, etc. despite technically being the same person!! also she's so much fun to plot with?? I LOVE ALL OF OUR DYNAMICS LIKE HYURICK HELP THEY ALL LIVE IN MY HEAD RENT FREE- like, i give her an idea and then she gives it back to me tenfold and whether that causes me joy or pain ( *cough cough* hyurick in vigilante au GOD WHY ) i'll take it all...and she also has so many great ideas that i wanna write out with her too!! and finally!! her writing?? is to die for- it's beautiful prose but also so welcoming?? very engaging for sure, which is essential for rp me thinks, someone pls take the mic away from me before i accidentally launch into a full blown thesis on why alex is a great human being who deserves nothing but good things in her life :D

💛 - talk about something you love seeing on your dash!

dash commentary?? i love seeing dash shennigans on my dashboard SO MUCH bc they're almost always goofy and weird and it's just wonderful to see in general...thank goodness for the comment sections too bc really?? that's where all the good rp stuff happens JFLKSJD

💖 - talk about a character arc or development that you’ve been really proud of!

so i can talk about patrick here, right? because making him was my first time making an oc that was based off of a canon character and honestly?? he's grown into his own person outside of my beloved professor l*ayton and I LOVE THAT?? i didn't expect him to be so...mischievous. playful :'D i was also nervous about voicing a character who tends to be more formal in his speaking style but i like to think i've managed to nail it down!!

[latibulx]

closed starter for @etherealve​ ㅡ Onjo & Woojin

Excited giggles and gasps filled the auditorium as the first victim of a zombie in a secluded space was turning, blood pouring out of a deep wound at their neck and bones cracking as their limbs were twisting unnaturally. A student was slapping her friend’s arm as the tension built up and more people were turned, panic settling in amidst the actors and actressesㅡ because that was what it was: a movie about a potential zombie outbreak to study the character’s psychology. As if that hadn’t happened in real life. The government and the military certainly had done a good job in drowning the two years old tragedy that took place in Hyosan. 

Except that Onjo was there. She had seen and heard it all; the way her best friend had been bitten then turned into something that looked like her but wasn’t her anymore. The way her strong father she had thought as eternal had also been useless when surrounded by them. And Cheongsanㅡ 

A non-human scream from the movie startled the young woman out of her vivid memories but it felt like she was thrown right back into her former high school. If she didn’t run for her life, she would DIE. Her chest heaving up and down at a fast pace, she didn’t think about anything else but running away, far from this classroom where death and loss were an amusement for  oblivious and innocent and stupid others as they claimed that a zombie outbreak would be no big deal if it happened in real life. But she was there! She wanted to scream. She had experienced it all! 

Onjo couldn’t bring herself to care about the rumors that surrounded her and would remain attached to her as she pushed the door of the auditorium open. She needed air, she needed to remind herself that it was all behind herㅡ she had survived because so many of them had sacrificed themselves, because so many had perished and she had had enough luck to not get bitten. Without Cheongsan, she would have gotten bitten in the cafeteria and... Onjo’s body collided with something strong in the hallway as she sought for air and her knees all but gave up on her, leaving the eighteen years old gasping on the floor, her body trembling as she was assaulted by the memories that she had been unable to keep at bay. 

[iridescencc]

–– @etherealve​​ cont. from x 

"Who said I’d be the one treating you?” Abbie pointed out, arms crossing as she smiled in amusement. “I thought it was up to the older person, the uncle, to be treating the younger one instead. Culturally wise speaking, I mean.” Both of them simply always hung out in the same place where they met, and so on the spur of the moment, Abbie thought it would be enjoyable to do something different for once far from their usual interests in common chat. “Zero wasn’t even on the scale. How can you give nachos a solid zero? It should be high up on anyone’s cravings list.” She then bursted out laughing. “The audacity. Excuse you, but cheap nachos are a very valid reason for anything. I might be asking for some favour though.” 

[siennabook]

📱 @etherealve / manami !

THIS  IS  THE  MOST  EMBARRASSING  THING  THAT'S  EVER  HAPPENED  TO  SIENNA!  the  most!  and  she's  an  actress!  a  lot  of  embarrassing  things  have  happened  to  her!  she  bemoans  her  mistake.  FLASHBACK  :  she'd  finished  changing  into  her  street  clothes  following  the  performance.  she'd  gone  and  done  stage  door,  where  she  took  pictures  and  signed  playbills,  and  then  she  returned  to  her  dressing  room  to  grab  her  purse  and  her  phone.  and  then  she  realized  her  phone  was  missing.  and  she  suspects  who  took  it.  ensemble  becky,  who  has  the  same  phone  case  as  sienna,  must've  grabbed  it  by  mistake.  and  so  sienna  dashed  through  the  stage  door  and  jogged  down  times  square  when  she  thought  she'd  found  becky  —  at  least,  she  looked  like  becky  from  behind.  but  this  isn't  becky.  so  now  sienna  has  no  phone  and  she  hasn't  found  becky.  FUCK.  

          ❛  you're  not  becky,  ❜  sienna  accuses,  even  though  it's  clearly  not  this  girl's  fault  —  it's  💯%  sienna's  mistake.  ❛  at  least,  you're  not  my  becky.  why  aren't  you  becky?  ❜  more  importantly,  where  is  sienna's  phone  now?  ugh,  she  wants  to  commit  a  crime.  this  is  terrible.  this  is  the  worst  night  of  her  life.  

          ❛  you  can  help  me,  actually.  ❜  sienna  eyes  not-becky's  phone.  ❛  is  that  an  iphone?  do  you  have  find  my  iphone?  becky  took  my  phone,  and  i  need  it  back.  it's  a  life-or-death  type  of  situation.  ❜  she  has  a  date  she  needs  to  coordinate,  which  is  basically  a  life-or-death  type  of  situation.

[etherealval]

pairing: matt sturniolo x reader

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒

you and matt were walking down the street, chatting about nothing in particular. the sun was just starting to set, casting a soft orange glow over the sidewalk, and the air felt warm but breezy. it was one of those days that felt effortlessly perfect. you were mid-sentence when you suddenly felt matt stop beside you.

"hold up," he said, his voice gentle but teasing.

you turned to him, a little confused, and caught the small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "what’s up?" you asked.

he pointed down, and you followed his gaze to see your shoelace dragging along the pavement, untied. before you could even react, matt was already kneeling down in front of you.

"you’re gonna trip if you keep walking like that," he said with a grin, his hands already reaching for the laces.

you stood there, a little flustered, watching as he carefully looped the laces together, his fingers moving with practiced ease. the way he focused so intently on tying your shoe made your heart skip a beat. it was such a small gesture, but there was something about it that felt so sweet, so intimate.

when he finished, he looked up at you from his spot on the sidewalk, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "there, all set," he said, standing back up.

you couldn’t help but smile, your heart warming at the simple, thoughtful act. "thanks," you mumbled, feeling your cheeks heat up a little.

"anytime," matt replied, his hand brushing against yours for just a second before he started walking again. the casual way he did it made your stomach flip, and you found yourself smiling like an idiot as you fell into step beside him again.

it was such a small moment, but it was so very him—quiet, thoughtful, and completely adorable.

taglist: @heartsforvin, @42angelgirl, @sturncakez , @matts-myloverboy :,)

[interxstitial]

@etherealve sent: “🌻 or 🌱 ( naho/naeun? or anyone you want your muse to be friends with 😄!)”

playlist starters: ACCEPTING!         🌻 — » blitzkrieg bop by the ramones

in hindsight, jiwon should have known things would turn out this way. after all, there’s no other sound explanation for why so many teens would be gathered in the food court of a rather posh mall just a short walk from gangnam station in the middle of the day. they’re still wearing their uniforms, giggling and sending rapidfire messages amongst one another. a handful of them are also hosting lives from their phones, and jiwon just hadn’t put all the clues together in time. which brings him to the present, where he sits curled up under a plastic table with six surrounding chairs as a barricade while a massive horde of chaotic teens have a food fight in the mall. jiwon hadn’t been a perfect angel during high school, but he can’t remember ever feeling the urge to fling food around like a deranged monkey in a bid for internet fame. maybe this is a sign that he’s a proper adult, but there isn’t time to contemplate these things whilst in the middle of a war.

“do you think someone’s called security?” he whispers to naeun, as if speaking any louder would alert the gremlins to their hideout. “or should we call the actual police?”

[melloreturn]

@etherealve​ got dragged back into the garden!

“Food for thought, but would you rather to travel into the past or the future? And don’t worry about the BUTTERFLY EFFECT.” Felicity adds quickly after. Of course morals are important in such scenarios, but this is a hypothetical situation ( for now ) so they shouldn’t have any effect on the answer. “Just think of yourself as a spectator in real time.”

[mattsturniolossgf]

<*♰ 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 >٭٭

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[cdbabymp3]

meet editor!reader aka hamzah's super cool roommate 🖥️🎧🥣💝👟

˙ . ꒷ ⌨️ . 𖦹˙—❝ AND I CHANGE MY MIND, BUT IT'S STILL ON YOU... ❞

BACKSTORY ; editor!reader starting talking to hamzah online after submitting her editing portfolio to the channel. before she ever met him in real life, she was incredibly down bad for him. never in her wildest dreams did she think she'd be picked to be the channel's main editor/videographer. her whole life has changed in the span of only a few months. she moved to toronto, and after her soon-to-be apartment flooded, hamzah takes her in. what starts as a 'temporary' arrangement, leads to the two becoming long-term roommates with no end in sight. hamzah's too obsessed with her. she's too obsessed with him. but neither of them can muster up the courage to make the first move.

PERSONA && INTERESTS ; editor!reader, though shy, will randomly fire comebacks at hamzah and martin when they're in the heat of a joke. she's incredibly funny, which is one of the reasons why she fits so well working for the channel. her humor is stupid and sometimes dark, always reflected in the way she edits the channel's videos. she loves cutesy, girly things and is constantly forcing hamzah to decorate their apartment in that way. he fights it, but can't say no to her. she likes to draw and animate silly things for merch promo's and even designs some of the merch !!! at first, she never wanted to be on camera. she was too shy, afraid if she'd get hate or just weird fans. after request upon request from the slushies to see her, she finally starts making little cameos, working up to being in full videos. many people choose her as their channel bias, making edits and fan art. she loves her job more than anything. getting to travel and make silly content with her best friends is so cool and she never takes it for granted !!

໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა taglist ; @nativegirltapes @etherealval + let me know if u wanna be added !!!

(i couldn't fit all the face claims i wanted bc tumblr has a stupid 10 pic limit but i will add more in mood boards to come !! i'm trying to make it as diverse and poc friendly as possible, so pls lmk if u have any suggestions !!! <3)

[jeoseungsaja]

hyuk-ah, where's my valentines' choco? - your fake roommate jay

@etherealve ♚ 💖hyuk can feel the love...not 💖

♔ ———–

“Who are you supposed to be, to be calling me like that, ah? You don’t get to call me like that, you annoying brat.” 

Irritation is evident in tenor; acting somehow defensive toward term of endearment. There’s only one person who calls him that way and it’s definitely not Jay. The detective waves his hand in abundant dismissal; topic of Valentine’s Day not even being in his head until the other mentions it. 

He’s not exactly used to celebrate...well, anything. In fact, this holiday is only remembered when he randomly happens to shop in stores and is basically forced to notice decorations and shelves full of those pink and red teddy bears holding plastic roses or heart-shaped chocolate. 

“Valentine’s Choco? I’ll punch you in the face instead, how about that?” 

Frown gets stapled upon features; staring at the other in silence before opening lips to speak once more.

“I’d ask if you have a partner so you can bother them instead, but you’re so annoying that I got the feeling you’re single. Just a detective hunch.”

———– ♔

[ofgentleresolve-a]

@etherealve sent in: "Oh hello, Patrick-ssi. Since you're here I'd like to say thank you for the chocolates. They were a great source of relief, especially with the stress here at home. I couldn't share it with Hyuk because he is quite moody around me." (Crack(?) Jay to Patrick, whispering so he won't be heard by the sourfaced detective) || patrick are you meddling? ( ft. unprompted )

"Is that so? And here, I sent his favorite too." He says softly, matching his dear friend's roommate in volume. Or maybe that's just how Patrick naturally is. Either way, he probably shouldn't be doing this: meddling in the affairs of his dear friend ( @jeoseungsaja ) and behind his back too. But then again, Hyuk getting a flatmate was rather...surprising in and of itself. Unexpected. As far as Patrick could recall, Hyuk isn't exactly the CHUMMY type.

And yet here Jay is, confiding in Patrick. Jay, who is a fine young man with a bright future ahead of him. So he seems a bit on the lackadaisical and brazen side, but at his age, who isn't? The younger generation always wants to stand out, to prove themselves.

It would be DIFFICULT not to like him.

Thoughtful eyes turn towards his dear friend before Patrick rests a hand on Jay's shoulder and squeezes. "Just 'Patrick' will do, Jay. No need to use honorifics with me." His eyes soften, watching Hyuk again. It seems Hyuk is starting to make a friend.

"He...He has his reasons being that way, but for what it's worth, I think...you're doing quite well actually. If he really didn't like you, he would've found a way to kick you out of the flat by now." And Patrick speaks from experience- after all, his friend isn't one for pretenses or facades. "However, I do know a few things that would...cheer him up a little." He beckons Jay to lean in a little closer. "Why don't I tell you a few of them-"

[mvxnn]

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