#even tho thats STUPID cause he doesnt WANT me to be upset!!!! neither does my mom really but it just.
Text
anyone else feel like if they stop being upset they lose
#my mom fucked me up good#whenever id calm down she'd go 'see! i told you you just had to do this' blah blah blah#now i feel like if i acknowledge i feel better im gonna Lose#like i stormed into my room because of 2 minor inconveniences cause i have 0 emotional control left anymore#(not that i had much to begin with)#and i feel better enough to go outside and smoke a joint#but like if i acknowledge to dad that i feel better i feel like ill 'lose'#even tho thats STUPID cause he doesnt WANT me to be upset!!!! neither does my mom really but it just.#Hoo.#i have a lot of bad habits when i get upset. one of them is walking away which is both good and bad cause sometimes i Cant or Shouldnt#but then i do anyways lmao#i also tend to get pissed off with peolle for no reason#and i just sit in my room and sulk cause even if i feel better#well you know#anyways my point is i need THERAPY#but i also reject all coping skills because Again: my mom fucked me up Good#not like. seriously but just enough that im a fucked up person :^)#anyways sorry for venting on here cause like i really tried to stop doing that#also this is okay to reblog thats why i put all This shit in the tags
1 note
·
View note
Last Seen Blogs
simone-xoxo
❤︎༄｡˚
hyazinth
pfft
bug-looking
Mainly Snails And Slugs
buybackloans
Buyback Loans
mega-men-restored
Legion's Strongest