#fari talks 💕

[yuhenglesbian]

The naming of ‘Oshi no Ko’ is so so clever. I'm sure people have talked about it already but every time I think about it I am so genuinely impressed at Akasaka's cleverness.

The most direct translation is of course "My Idol's Child". It reflects the surface-level view of the story so well: An isekai-esque story about a man who has been reincarnated as the child of his favourite idol.

But then you have "The Girl that You Support". And it really lets you see the whole story as something you must unravel as a reader from the point of seeing Aqua's and/or Ruby's and/or the rest of the characters' actions as manifestations of the desire to love and to be loved.

Especially because "子" in Japanese isn't just used for the girl child — it isn't a gendered term to the best of my knowledge. "子" is child, so the title may also read as "The Child that You Support". And it is the story of children — or people who have been children — who haven't been supported wholly, and who are looking for ways to support each other.

Whether it is Ruby and Aqua's desire to avenge Ai, who was barely an adult when she was killed. Whether it is Aqua's own fears about the women in his life, all of whom are in the showbiz and his attempts to make sure they are protected even at the cost of him being harmed. Whether it is Akane's willingness to go wherever Aqua goes because she wants to share the burden of his pain, or the way Arima doesn't leave the revived B-Komachi until she is sure that they will be alright without her. And even the smaller singular arc-limited instances: Yuki choosing to calm Akane who is having a breakdown and later the entire Love Today cast being immediately onboard with saving Akane's reputation.

Throughout the story, the children consistently step in to protect each other when the adults have shorthanded in or are unwilling to do so. Over and over again, the horrors of the industry everyone is placed in is touched upon through a child/teenager in the business and as a viewer, you are made to witness these horrors and the way it impacts them.

Everything about the story is so very well done, it almost makes me a little ill. It's so very brilliantly thought through.

[lara-cairncross]

Hi, I just found out abou your blog and now Im OBSESSED with your fary Au

I was kinda wondering if there was a central story (or comic) for the au becouse in your asks you keep talking abaou spoylers.

If so where I could I read it?

thank you for your atention 💕

AAHH I'm glad you're liking it :DDD

Mmmm there IS a central story I have mapped out, but I've kinda just been posting about it in bits and pieces? there's nothing laid out in chronological order, if that's what you mean. I *have* done a few story/lore comics though! You can find them linked in my masterpost, so that's where I would go to read them :D

Idk if I'll ever make, like, a long-form comic for this au, but I do plan on revealing the whole story as time goes on! I'm just being careful so I don't get burned out lol

[knuttington]

da4 ask game :D - dragonageheap

3. Do you usually play as a warrior, mage, or rogue? Which class are you planning to try first this time around? Which subclass?

Thank you for asking! 💕

For some reason at first my brain went "rogue!", and I guess it's true when we take video games in general into consideration. But if we talk DA only, my HoF, my Hawke, and my Inky are allll mages. But at least my beloved OC Farie is a rogue 😆

So, back to the point: I think I will go with a rogue, because I LOVE that we can switch between daggers and a bow now, I missed it a lot. Probably either a duelists or veil ranger, with the emphasis on the latter... We'll see tho!

But I hope to do multiple playthroughs and pick a mage as my second choice. And maybe a warrior too, somewhere down the line!

[thesoftestmess]

it's really happening marriage equality has finally arrived in germany 🌈🌈🌈

[softforeveryonecuzimsoft]

Hey! Can I request an idol life ship with a male s/o?

I’m 5"3, and i have a really soft voice. I’m fairly quite and awkward until you get to know me, them I won’t shut up, I’ll still be mumbling though. I’m pretty low-key with everything I do and could probably sit in a room unnoticed. I love art, writing, reading, and listening to music immensely. My fears are more on the irrational side being things like ghosts and Faris wheels (don’t ask). I love trying new things whenever I get the chance but half the time I chicken out right before i do it. I’m sort of really anti-social and prefer to stay inside, this doesn’t mean I don’t crave attention and love a lot though. My current hobbies are musical theater and astronomy. I’m in the smarter part of the population and I’m always willing to help others if they need it.

Thank you in advance and have an awesome day/night!

Company: Jyp Entertainment

7 member Girl group

Name: 2HART

Concept: Sweet/Cute

Fandom colors: Light Blue

Fandom Name: GumGum Bears

Debut Song: Talking To Your Heart

Debut date: March 15th

Best friends:

Day6 Dowoon:

Nct Mark:

Red Velvet Yeri:

Boyfriend Stray Kids Han:

Hope you enjoy your ship 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

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[yuhenglesbian]

Thinking about Sarina Tendouji, Ruby Hoshino and Arima Kana and the similarities all of their relationships with their respective mothers share with each other...

What is that one quote, “Mothers and daughters exist as wretched mirrors of each other. You are all that I could have been and you are all that I might become.”? And the damning sense of failure when you find yourself unable to be the person your mother has dreamt up for both herself and you.

[yuhenglesbian]

“Not everything needs to be said out loud. Especially not what you said.”

— my brother kicking me out of his room because I said Arima Kana x Aqua Hoshino is functionally the same as NaruSasu

[yuhenglesbian]

I always feel so god awfully sad for Miyo. Like I read the manga a while ago, and the anime is airing now and just. To be abandoned so callously by a father who did at some point love you, is so heartbreaking.

They address and deal with it in the manga itself, and they do it very well but it just breaks my heart because of course, Miyo knows it and has learnt to deal with it but the years that must've led to that learning? The heartbreak of losing not just your mother to death but also your father. The insecurity from being discarded because she is deemed not as good as her step-sister... And then the subsequent anxiety she feels over the possibility of Kudo finding out she's "not special" and abandoning her. It's just really painful whenever I think about it, I won't lie

[yuhenglesbian]

I want to talk about the lyrics of Yoasobi's “Idol” with reference to Ai Hoshino of course because the song is evidently about her but also in reference to Arima Kana and how she is perceived both by others and by herself.... Maybe I will write it out over the weekend.

[yuhenglesbian]

sometimes i go on my defunct kpopfic sideblog and it is always an experience

[yuhenglesbian]

Sorry for nostalgia posting but ah. i hope my anon(s) from when I used to be an idol producer writing blog are doing well. I was going through my anon asks tab and it made me a bit nostalgic.

[Also lesbian anon, if you're still around on tumblr, you will not believe what I realised about myself.]

[yuhenglesbian]

anon disappeared on me after asking this im genuinely so confused about why.... come back please? give me some context please?????

are you chinese

Scratching my head because I am not sure why I'm being asked this but no, anon. I am not Chinese, anon. I'm Indian. Why do you ask?

[yuhenglesbian]

about me:

hi! im fari/hina (either works; most nicknames work too).

im 24.

my preferred pronouns are he/they. she/her works as well but not too liberally.

im a lesbian

this used to be an idol producer/nine percent blog back in 2018-19 — you might've known me as zhengtongue, i think.

at present, i intend to turn this into largely a danmei/baihe and animanga blog. this will continue to be a writing blog – i will be uploading my fics and poems here (there might be some cross-posting from my other socials).

expected content:

danmei/baihe: mo dao zu shi || scum villain's self saving system || mo du || jwqs (clear and muddy loss of love) || erha (i'll edit to add more as i read)

animanga: oshi no ko || watakekkon || naruto || banana fish || akayona || cardcaptor sakura || revolutionary girl utena || saezurutori wa habatakanai || other shojosei works

others: honkai star rail || path to nowhere || ensemble stars || genshin impact || honkai impact

i think that is mostly all from me. im not really into the kpop/cpop scene anymore. my asks are always open and im open to fic reqs for any of the listed content. my old masterlist for 9% can be found in my bio.

[yuhenglesbian]

you know i really have no clue what i want to do here. like i come and i rt stuff but ah. should i cross post my poetry here? do you want to hear my thoughts about yut-lung banana fish? do you want incomplete fics and blurbs i have?

[yuhenglesbian]

deleting so many drafted things. this account is basically being spring cleaned

[yuhenglesbian]

will someone teach me (once again) how to edit your tumblr blog i am in severe need of help and that is getting in the way of my escaping twitter's hellpit