#fauve is a mood I tell you

[etincelleart]

I'm sorry that people hurt your relationship to 'RWBY'. It sucks that this fandom is so ready to go to the torches with that sort of junk.

I'm glad that 'Spark' has breathed new life into you and it's nice to see you keep drawing Gris and Fauve. :D I hope, someday, you'll feel comfortable to come back to 'RWBY' and those wounds heal in time, or at least stop stinging.

There is no need for you to justify yourself to anyone. As you know in your head, you have done nothing wrong. But you also don't owe your EXISTENCE to anyone else. What matters is that you exist, however that makes you feel best, and your existence is for you and ONLY you. You have nothing to prove or justify to others and you deserve to live for your own happiness, not to meet the unreasonable expectations of others.

I know that you are kind and gracious and loving. Even if others don't believe that, that doesn't change what you are and there are better things for you to do with your time, energy, and space than sate their unreasonable demands for proof or justification.

Maybe I'm reading your post wrong. I could be. But you just being here is enough, and the most important thing of all is that you exist. What you do with that existence is up to you, for no other purpose or reason other than what you decide.

That's really unfortunate this happened and went that way, but I'm grateful for the support and for people loving my work and appreciating my ocs as well, thank you so much.

You're right about justifications, that's something I really did a lot this year, not only online but irl as well. I get that talking is important, but you shouldn't have to justify your entiere existence to people. And that's really unfair when I don't ask other to justify themselves, because I simply don't have the right to do it, but people shouldn't have to ask me to justify myself. Honestly, the mood I have now is that I should more tell people to fuck off. :')) Not because of anger but because I have to put boundaries that I want to respected, for once really

Anyway, I'm happy you see me that way, and I think now that as you say, what's important is that I know I did nothing wrong, and my friends supported me as well because they know me and I'm glad they believed in me. It still hurts that some chose to believe nonsense but that's up to them now, I'm honestly better off people who doubt the second something like that happens.

I'm rambling now but I'm still thinking about all of this--- it's been a lot, basically march, april, may and now june are just months to process and recover of what happened with the loss of my cat, but also this because it hurted me so so so much and I just bottled it because too much was happening at the moment. And even if at the moment, the most important thing was my saying goodbye to the cat - my friend and furr baby I grew up with, it's thought to think about these events with some perspective months later. Being known in a community is something I never expected to be so pressuring, especially not for that kind of reason really...

I'll definitely come back to RWBY but I'll stick to what I should do, aka draw it when I really feel like it, when the hype is kicking, not for anyone else. For now I'm really happy with my Spark characters ♥

[quand-la-musique-est-bonne]

Tu nous entends le blizzard ? Tu nous entends ? Si tu nous entends, va te faire enculer

Fauve - Blizzard

[mona-liar]

I was tagged by @storiesliveonafterus, thank you very much!

rules: we’re snooping on your playlist. set your entire library on shuffle and report the first 10 songs that pop up, then choose 10 victims.

Debrezin from Elisabeth, das Musical

Galavant (Isabella Reprise) from Galavant

Break the Silence by Francois Mulder

Turning from Les Misérables (Original London Cast)

Paris Holds the Key (To Your Heart) from Anastasia

Blue Wind (Winterwind) from German Spring Awakening

In the Heights from In the Heights

Hey, Hey, We’re the Monks from Galavant

Mongoloid by Jennifer Rostock

Les Hautes Lumières by Fauve

single or taken: single

who are u dating: my textbooks and my laptop

full name: Lisa and I ain’t telling you my real name

nickname: Lissi, Lies, Ruby

battery percentage: 66%

do you miss ur last relationship: can’t miss what you don’t know

ex you would take back: never had any thank god

crush’s name: don’t have a crush

iphone or android: android all the way

last person i texted: @swowflake

last song i’ve heard: Dancing’s Not A Crime by Panic! At the Disco

guy best friend: @swowflake

girl best friend: A Friend from Uni

biggest fear: not knowing where to go with my life

favorite color: black (but that’s not a colour, I know) so I’ll take dark blue

favorite movie: either Dogma (1999) by Kevin Smith or Deadpool 1 and 2

favorite food: Pasta with my dad’s sauce

favorite anime: I’m gonna say Kill La Kill but only because I’ve momentarily forgot about every single other anime I’ve watched

favorite animal: cats

height: 1m73

birthday: 12th of March

dream job: professional writer

what mood i’m in now: tired but happy

I’m the worst at this so please, if you want to do this, this is your invitation to do so!