#feel like i’ve been weird + grumpy + over sensitive all weekend

[lesbiangracehanson]

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[surveysonfleek]

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5000 Question Survey Pt. 34

3201. What if this is as good as it gets? i don’t believe that. 3202. Have you ever dated someone mostly or completely because of their looks? nope. 3203. What does the word 'of' mean? originating from. that’s the simplest way  can describe it i guess. 3204. What should you never forget? all the great memories and experiences i’ve had throughout my life. 3205. How many of the 7 Dwarves can you name for us? all of them. happy, doc, bashful, grumpy, sneezy, dopey... omg maybe i can’t lol. i had to google it, i missed sleepy :(

3206. What animal does your mom resemble? haha none tbh. 3207. Have you ever had a palm reading? no i haven’t.  3208. What's a crazy thing you did that you got in trouble for as a kid? jumping on furniture at a furniture store. i didn’t think it was that bad lmao, i got told off and my mum was so confused. 3209. What do you battle against? nothing? 3210. Do piercings really make the pierced area dramatically more sensitive? once it’s healed, no. 3211. If you had put aside some money for a trip and the travel agent said he had 2 trips available in your price range during the week you want to go, which would you choose: a> a week in hawaii in a luxury beach resort b> a week in africa helping the red cross distribute food and medicine first option, ONLY coz i haven’t experienced straight up luxury before. 3212. Have you ever played with a dreidal? no. 3213. Did you know that Kraft is owned by a cigarette company? Does that bother you? i didn’t know and tbh it doesn’t bother me. i hardly buy kraft products to begin with. 3214. With all the information constantly rushing at you, how do you know what's important? i decide for myself. 3215. How is your life unlike a movie? it’s incredibly boring. 3216. Where is the most beautiful place you have visited? el nido, philippines. 3217. What is never going in your mouth? bugs. 3218. Are there really 5,000 different facts about you? probably! 3219. Do you like banana bread? love it. 3220. Who are you the most gentle and tender around? my boyfriend. 3221. If electrodes were inserted into your brain and a button was put into your arm so that you could push the button and stimulate an immeadiate orgasm would you forget about life and sit at home pushing the button until you died? no. i’d prefer getting an orgasm the natural way lol. 3222. Is there a difference between being scared and afraid? yes. 3223. Are you scared and/or afraid of death? to an extent. If yes, what is it about death? just not doing everything i’ve wanted to do in my life. The pain? not really. The separation? yes. the unknown? yes. the fear of nothing? eh, idk. 3224. What is existentialism? cbf. 3225. SUCCESS is counted sweetest By those who ne’er succeed. To comprehend a nectar Requires sorest need. Not one of all the purple host Who took the flag to-day Can tell the definition, So clear, of victory, As he, defeated, dying, On whose forbidden ear The distant strains of triumph Break, agonized and clear. by, Emily Dickinson What is Emily Dickenson trying to say here? idk. 3226. A college girl (maybe you?) blows a tire and pulls off the road in an unfamiliar residential neighbourhood. She is having trouble changing the tire when a man in his late thirties-ish comes over and asks if she needs some help. He changes her tire and offers to let her go into his house to wash her hands. She is dirty from trying to change the tire. Should she accept? no. i carry around hand sanitiser all the damn time.

She does accept and he gives her a tour of the house including the upstairs. The staircase in the living room leads directly into the master bedroom. The view out the window is beautiful. What are you thinking about this situation? honestly, it seems innocent, but i just find it weird someone would want to take a random person on a tour of their house. 3227. Are you too trusting of others? nope. 3228. What's the difference between a den and a living room? i have no ideas. they’re just lounges and living rooms to me. 3229. Write a stream of consciousness sentence: no. 3230. Who is the hero of all kids? their parents and/or guardian. 3231. Who do you tend to show more of your best side to, your family or strangers? my family. but they also know my worst sides. 3232. How do you think the harry potter series will end? haha it’s done. 3233. Name three things that would make really bad ice cream flavors: spaghetti, sushi and bbq ribs. 3234. Would you try a jelly bean if it's flavor was: toasted marshmallow? fried chicken? black pepper? vomit? grass? dirt? boogers? ear wax? sardines? Did you know that you can get these flavors of jellybeans at harrypotter.com? pretty sure i’ve tried these. 3235. What's at the center of the earth? who knows. 3236. have you ever wondered where holidays come from? history. 3237. Do you think there should be more movies shown in 3D? no, there’s already a lot of 3d movies. 3238. Are you just another brick in the wall? sometimes. 3239. Write a haiku (a poem with 3 lines, 1st line is 5 syllables, second line is 7 sylabels, 3rd line is five syllabals): no. it’s incredibly annoying to see this person has spelt syllables in three different ways though. 3240. Are you cautious and tame? yes. 3241. Do you like to eat at Subway? no. i haven’t eaten subway in forever. whenever i do, it’s really unfulfilling. 3242. Is 42 the meaning of life? huh? 3243. Would you agree that a blade of grass is nothing less than the journeywork of stars? idk. 3244. Do you want to die? not yet. 3245. If someone was studying 'the humanities' what the hell are they studying? it’s a really broad topic lol. 3246. Is this question REALLY is this question 3246? idk. 3247. Do you want to dieT? yeah, i need to lol. 3248. What is colder, your feet, or the floor? floor. 3249. What is older, your mouth, or the door? my mouth. 3250. Are you more beauty or more beast? beauty but i’m not talking physically. 3251. Are we there yet? nope. 3252. Scantron or handwritten tests? whaat? 3253. What's that sound? the fan. 3254. True/false: To the maggots on the cheese, the cheese is the universe. wtf lol. 3255. What's the best treat to bring with you to elementary school for your birthday? Cupcakes? probably cupcakes so it’s easily distributed. 3256. What would you expect to learn from self interrogation? idk. 3257. When you feel cold does eating warm food help you feel warm? sometimes. 3258. Does being true to yourself mean saying 'screw everybody else, my shit is more important'? not really. 3259. Have you reckoned a thousand acres much? no. 3260. Have you reckoned the earth much? no. 3261. Have you ever had a vision? nope. 3262. If you have a vision or belief and someone else has a conflicting vision or belief, how do you tell which one is valid? Are they both valid? they’re both valid. 3263. Why is everything based around proof and facts instead of intuition? not everything is based on proof, let’s be real. 3264. What is the grass? azz. 3265. Have you ever supposed it is lucky to be born? Is it just as lucky to die? no... 3266. What is it that you express in your eyes? boredom. 3267. What is man anyhow? What am I? and what are you? *yawn* 3268. You understand enough. Why don't you let it out? this is lame. 3269. What is less or more than a touch? - 3270. Why should anyone wish to see god more than they wish to see this day? they don’t. 3271. Have you guessed that after death you yourself would not continue? sure. 3272. Have you dreaded the earth beetles? no. 3273. Have you feared the future would be nothing to you? no. 3274. Is today nothing? no. 3275. Is the beginingless past nothing? no. 3276. Do you believe in a collective unconsiouss? no. 3277. Jung or Freud? no. 3278. What is a 'fate worse than death'? being tortured for years on end. 3279. What are the 5 main things you think about?/ work, life, what’s for breakfast/lunch/dinner, friends, weekends. 3280. Name someone you know. my boyfriend. What is the biggest thing you have in common with them? sense of humour. 3281. Do you think that laws should be passed to regulate human breeding? i think it’s problematic.  3282. Do you think they already exist in a subtle way? idk. 3283. Why is it that so many people are demanding the death penalty as punishment for a wider and wider range of crimes? probably so they don’t waste taxpayer’s money on housing criminals until they die of old age. 3284. Is it partially to weed the nonconformists out of the gene pool? idk. 3285. What does it mean to be free? do whatever you want without being judged. 3286. What does it mean to be tamed or domesticated? conforming into something that you’re really not. 3287. Is the human animal becoming more and more tame and domestic? If yes, what is causing this? are we becoming more or less free? ugh, idk. 3288. Are you embarrassed about your naked body? If yes, is that freedom? yes and no. 3289. Are you the result of all of evolution up to this point? somewhat. 3290. The murderous person...how does he sleep? some can just deal with it.  3291. Your mother...is she living? Have you been much with her? and has she been much with you? lol wtf. 3292. Are these questions disturbing you? If yes, why? they’re not, they’re just boring. 3293. What are you focused on? myself. 3294. Have you ever admired wickedness? um, no. 3295. Is the accomplishment of one person the accomplishment of all humanity? Why or why not? somewhat. 3296. Is the imprisonment of one person the imprisonment of all humanity? Why or why not? idk. 3297. We're just following ancient history. If I strip for you, will you strip for me? no lol. 3298. Have you ever wished you had not so many clothes? no. 3299. What is the balance between conformity and individual freedom? just doing you but abiding by society’s standards. 3300. What do these things have in common: nakedness, sex, killing, fighting, shitting, death? idk.

[jeongjarsofhannie]

Tagged by @jeonghhan thank you so much viv for tagging me~ I feel like I havent heard from you in a hot minute~

tagging: @s-lay-ing @yoonjeonghannie @boosonseok @goldengudetama @cheonsajeonghan1004 @cheolshu  @yooncheoly @aceshua @blondshua @kristian-do and anyone else who wants to do it! (I tried to pick some new names)

rules: answer these 92 statements and tag 10 people! if there are questions that are too personal or you don’t want to answer, skip them or make a new one :^)

THE LAST (1-5):

drink: Water (joshuas influence)

phone call: my mom

text: my classmate

song you listened to: Hola Hola by kard

time you cried: beginning of the sem lol

HAVE YOU (6-11):

dated someone twice: nopeeee I refuse 

kissed someone and regretted it: probably 

been cheated on: yeah 

lost someone special: yup

been depressed: I don’t think so

gotten drunk and thrown up: LMAO sadly yes

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS (12-14):

soft green

pastel pink

white

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU (15-21):

made new friends: yup! 

fallen out of love: sigh~ sadly (but I’m still with him, we’re more or less just waiting for graduation I guess)

laughed until you cried: seriously did that today!

found out someone was talking about you: yeah but I don’t really care like everyone talks

met someone who changed you: yes~

found out who your friends are: uhm I think so

kissed someone on your facebook list: I’m friends with all my exes on fb so yeah?

GENERAL (22-34):

how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them (I have over 200 friend requests bc I don’t add someone unless I know them and I feel bad rejecting people)

do you have any pets: I have an grumpy old lady dog named cupcake

do you want to change your name: not really, I’ve never met another Daphne

what did you do for your last birthday: I don’t remember and it was only last month LOL

what time did you wake up: I think 5:30? 

what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping or watching futurama 

name something you can’t wait for: getting my nursing license 

when was the last time you saw your mom: she came to visit me in the philippines recently and left on friday :’(

what’s one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I could go back in time and work harder on my requirements so that this year would be less stressful

what are you listening to right now: my ac

have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah my neighbor in Minneosta lol

most visited website: tumblr or youtube probably

LOST QUESTIONS (35-64):

moles: I have one under the inner corner and one on the outer corner of my left eye, also one on my wrist 

marks: one on my lower back from when my friend scared me in a hotel room, and a few acne scars I’ve been working on getting rid of

childhood dream: marine biologist

hair color: brown to a slightly lighter brown ombre 

long hair or short: I want long hair but currently have short hair

do you have a crush on someone: ughhhhhhhhh.....

what do you like about yourself: I’m super hard working and I always make time to help my friends in school as well

piercings: just my ears and I never wear them bc my school is strict af (we can only wear pearl or diamond earrings) 

blood type: no clue but probably 0 bc most of my family is

nickname: daph/dash/daphpack/daisy

relationship status: in a relationship

zodiac: gemini/cancer cusp 

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: I have so many though.... probably steven universe, the cosmos, honestly I love educational shit and also aliens so... come at me with ancient aliens and documentaries

tattoos: none but I wish

right or left hand: left handed :3

surgery: none but I should REALLY get my wisdom teeth taken out

hair dyed in a different color: I have had my hair colored pretty much everything under the sun...I’ve been working on getting it healthy again for like 3 or 4 years now, my favorite was my red hair though

sport: uhhh....

vacation: whats a vacation, I only know the nursing life nursing pa more

pair of trainers: like 3 I think?

MORE GENERAL (57-73):

eating: beef jerky, waiting for my friends to get out of class so we can get dinner 

drinking: water (sup joshie)

i’m about to: work on worksheets and study

waiting for: THE FREAKING WEEKEND SO I CAN FINALLY SLEEP

want: pho 

get married: eventually (but marriage means kids and I’m not about that yet)

career: haven’t decided on a specialty but probably derma or pedia nurse

WHICH IS BETTER (65-73):

hugs or kisses: give me all the love I will not reject it~

lips or eyes: both are cute

shorter or taller: I’m so short that everyone is tall to me...

older or younger: dunnnn matter I make friends with everyone (my closest guy friend is 18 and im 23, my oldest friend is 30 sooo)

nice arms or nice stomach: how does one have bad arms???like???theyre arms...

sensitive or loud: a mix of both is good, depends on the situation

hook up or relationship: I have been in constant long term relationships since the age of 14.... like all of them have lasted at least a year, I want to know what a hookup feels like at least once lol but yes I pick relationships

troublemaker or hesitant: a mix is good for this too, as long as the trouble doesn’t harm anyone

HAVE YOU EVER (74-83):

kissed a stranger: hellllll no

drank hard liquor: yes and I am emotionally scarred 

lost glasses/contact lenses: 20-20 vision 

turned someone down: LOLyes but majority of the time I think the guy is kidding

sex in the first date: uhmmm pass

broken someone’s heart: yes and its weird

had your heart broken: yeah

been arrested: lol once but it was minor 

cried when someone died: in private, I suck at showing emotions

fallen for a friend: sadly yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN (84-89):

yourself: yeah of course

miracles: to an extent 

love at first sight: no such thing, only lust at first sight

santa claus: never did? my dad once told me I wasn’t getting presents from santa anymore bc he died of diabetes (I was old enough to know this was a joke)

kiss on the first date: yeah

angels: you mean yoon jeonghan?

OTHER (90-92):

favorite thing to do when you’re bored: nap, read, eat

do you wear socks to sleep: sometimes? like after a long shift I put tons of lotion on my feet and then wear socks

favorite movies: any studio ghibli movie, funny face, tangled, hercules (any disney movie), labyrinth and probably a ton more I’m forgetting 

[somedaysiamspike]

This is not a pretty picture. Here I have, assembled on my piano bench/coffee table, every medication, homeopathic, and herbal supplement that I have taken over the last three weeks. Folks, I have never been so sick in all my life. It usually takes an act of Congress to make me take an aspirin, so I'm incredulous as I stare at all the attempts I've made in the quest to actually feel somewhat normal again.

I am writing this as a public service. See that tall skinny prescription bottle on the left? It's an opioid, a narcotic mixture of Hydrocodone and Ibuprofin. It's nasty stuff, and people are dying by the thousands in the U.S. because of this and similar drugs. Seriously, we could let the 9/11 attacks occur 10 times, and they wouldn't take as many lives as the current opioid epidemic is claiming each year in our country. All I know is that the opioid you see before you messed up my brain like nothing before. I've since learned that others who have taken such medicines have suffered irreparable damage.

This all started when I felt some tooth pain while on a trip to D.C. I called my dentist back in Charlottesville and said I thought my old root canal was flaring up. We made an appointment for Friday, the next day.

Sure enough, our initial thoughts were correct. The root canal would have to be redone, but I wouldn't be able to make an appointment with the specialist until Monday. My dentist, therefore, decided to proscribe me two medicines -- an opioid and an antibiotic -- to get me through the weekend.

I must admit, I'm a little at fault here. My resistance was down. I had arrived back in Staunton from D.C. at 3 a.m., so I was tried and grumpy by the time I got to Charlottesville. I didn't ask about the medicines the dentist was prescribing, as one should always do. I figured: "She knows what she's doing. If she thinks I need this stuff to get through the weekend, I'll stop at the pharmacy and get it."

Wow. That stuff really did me in. By Sunday, I was burying my head in the pillows on the sofa, just praying someone would come along and put me out of my misery. TNT would have been a relief. For the first time, I learned how it felt to have a "splitting" headache. (It really does feel as if your head is splitting in two.) The thing is, I thought the source of my pain was the root canal, so I unwittingly kept making things worse by taking the pills that I thought would help.

Eventually, I put two and two together and stopped taking both prescriptions, but the floodgates had already opened. I developed all the symptoms of my first-ever migraine. I could not sleep. None at all. I was having weird micro-dreams and hallucinations. (There was one point, inexplicably, that all I wanted to do was watch Taylor Swift videos. What was that all about?) Gradually, very gradually, I have improved. I'm no longer hyper-sensitive to light, and I no longer have perpetual head pain. I'm still exhausted all the time, but it's going to take a while to fully recover my usual vim and vigor. I'm usually a very patient person, but I'm not a patient patient, so it feels long overdue to be a functional member of society again. Don't worry about me, folks; I'm going to be fine.

But, meanwhile, what are we doing to ourselves? As well all know, the U.S. medical care system is abysmal, and it has nothing to do with Obamacare. The problem began decades ago, when we essentially abandoned proactive medicine. A doctor should be telling you to eat better and exercise, instead of handing out pills at the drop of a hat. If an overweight person has joint pain, proscribe a diet -- not a pill.

But the pills keep coming, and they have to get stronger and nastier. And more addictive, with more side effects. Opioids are now almost as dangerous as white guys with guns, and that's really saying something.

So lay off 'em, folks. Do your homework before taking anything. Learn about natural remedies. Believe me, you never want to experience what I've just experienced.

By the way, for the record, here's everything in the photo:

- CVS Allergy relief tablets. I was so concerned over sleep that I had a doctor check out my ears for possible wax buildup. Turns out I had seasonal allergies for only the second time in my life. Great timing, huh? I found the CVS tablets in my medicine cabinet and took one before getting a homeopathic from my store. - Allercetin. The allergy homeopathic from my store. - A homeopathic migraine remedy. - Ibuprofen. Yeah, I know, but I was so out-of-it, I was trying anything I could find. - Aleve. Ditto. (Although Aleve did seem to work, and without any side effects.) - Amoxicillin. The antibiotic. Also, I suppose, a source of my agony, but I've never had a bad reaction to antibiotics. - DGL. Licorice, to soothe my queasy tummy. - Activated charcoal. Also to soothe a queasy tummy. - Hydrocodone-Ibuprofen. Evil incarnate.

#Onward and upward. #Healthy trails to all ...